real thing

Chapter 13

Tangyu Court:

I really don't regret it.

I really don't regret it.

But what Chen Xi just said was not entirely wrong. When I quarreled and thought about those things, even if I didn’t regret it, I did complain in my heart, which means that the balance in my heart has been tilted.

Chen Xi told me to go, but I can't go either.

The nurse came to change the medicine, and he lay on the bed with his eyes closed. I went out and bought him breakfast, which was Chen Xi's favorite porridge and small wontons.

After returning, he was already asleep, his eyelashes were wet, his brows were frowning, his lower lip was cracked, and the corners of his mouth were swollen.

I sat on the edge of the hospital bed, touched his wet eyelashes, my heart shrank, and I wished I could slap myself.

Chen Xi is usually a bit self-willed, but he never makes trouble for no reason. He counts seriously and says one, two, three, four, five. Chen Xi is the one who always gives silently.

When Chen Xi graduated, a foreign geographical magazine sent him an invitation letter and hired him as a contracted photographer. The boss of Chen Xi’s dormitory later told me that Chen Xi preferred to shoot natural scenery. That geographical magazine It was the place Chen Xi wanted to go to very much before. When he was in college, he would brag to them every day, saying that he would definitely go to that magazine in the future.

When he graduated, it was the early stage of my business. At that time, the company was still very unstable. I might not even have a pair of pants left. My mood was also very unstable. I often got angry or lost for no reason. But as long as Chen Xi is by my side, I will feel much better just looking at him. Chen Xi can always find various ways to calm my emotions.

Later, Chen Xi gave up his job in that magazine and joined his current company. Although he was also very serious about his work, he lacked passion.

Chen Xi never told me about it. I accidentally found the job invitation in his mailbox two years later.

People say that only children who can cry and howl can eat candy. Me and Chen Xi, I am the one who can cry and howl and always have candy.

I also have a problem with being possessive. If it is true, Chen Xi will let me in even more.

On the fourth anniversary of me and Chen Xi, he forgot about that anniversary, and I had already booked restaurants and hotels, but he told me at night that he wanted to have dinner with people from the company.

I was very angry at the time, but I didn't say anything else. Coincidentally, the restaurant I booked was the same as the hotel where their company had dinner, and we were upstairs and downstairs.

The upstairs bathroom was being repaired, and we met in the downstairs bathroom.

He said that I followed him, and we quarreled in the bathroom for a long time. I got angry and dragged him directly to the dining table I ordered. He looked at the flowers on the table and thought I had an appointment with someone and wanted to talk to me. Noisy, I showed him the phone calendar and he remembered it was an anniversary.

At that time, he stopped talking, and I got angry. He quarreled with him for several days by reason, and he coaxed me patiently for several days. Later, I always restricted him to go out, and he never forgot On any special day, I have also developed the habit of looking at the calendar first when I go out.

Let's talk about my second meeting with Chen Xi. Fate is a thing that has two.

Chen Xi gave me his mobile phone number, but I lost it after all.

Later, we met in school. It has been more than two months since we met for the first time. Before the summer vacation, our department organized a research activity to go to the mountains. What a coincidence to follow the photographer, Chen Xi was the photographer that time.

We gathered at the school gate on the day of departure. He was carrying a black bag, wearing a white baseball cap on his head, and holding a camera in his hand, taking pictures of us.

He also saw me, and I am not exaggerating at all. At that time, Chen Xi looked at me for two seconds and walked towards me stepping on the morning sun. There was a large warm yellow halo behind him, like the world He was the only one in the center, and my heart is still beating when I think about it now.

I thought Chen Xi and I were on the Qingdao side, but I didn't expect to see him again.

"You..." I couldn't finish a sentence at the time, "Why are you?"

The senior sister next to her said, "Old Tang, this is the photographer I told you about earlier."

The senior sister said to Chen Xi again: "Chen Xi, let me introduce you, this is the captain of our event, Tang Yuting, you are welcome, we all call him Old Tang."

"Old, Tang?" Chen Xi also tried to call me.

I remembered what they said, the photographer they invited was from our school’s photography club, “Are you also from our school?”

"I'm a freshman, from the School of Journalism and Communication."

"I'm from the School of Economics."

He smiled at me and said, "I know, I knew it before I came here."

"What a coincidence."

I said nonsense, but I continued to talk nonsense with him for a long time.

After the photos of the departure were taken, Chen Xi got on the bus next to him first.

I have to wait for everyone to arrive, the roll call is completed, and everything is settled before I get in the car.

The driver closed the bus door, and I stood on the steps, held the handle, and glanced back along the aisle.

Chen Xi was sitting on the window seat in the middle on the right hand side. There was already someone beside him, a junior from our department, who was looking at the photos he took next to Chen Xi's head. The two of them were chatting and laughing.

I went directly to discuss with that student and exchanged seats with him.

Chen Xi put away the camera, and I sat next to him, my mind spinning rapidly, searching for topics to talk about.

I haven't come up with a suitable topic yet, Chen Xi is very straightforward: "Last time I thought you would add me on WeChat or call me."

The topic I was looking for fell to the ground after Chen Xi finished speaking, and it was already fragmented.

"I lost my phone number..."

After I finished speaking, I felt that the reason was a bit perfunctory, but what I said was true. Chen Xi wrote the number on my arm, and I wrote it down on the paper when I went back to the hotel. I thought everything would be fine. Later, I took a shower and washed my arm. The paper was lost.

This is true, but it is very troublesome to explain, so I told Chen Xi very seriously.

In the end, Chen Xi saw me blushing, and said with a smile, "I'm just asking, don't be nervous, I believe it."

"I'm not nervous." But my voice was not low, and people sitting in the front and back rows turned to look at me.

"Old Tang, what's the matter? Why are you nervous?"

Everyone else was making a fuss, so I shook my hand at them: "It has nothing to do with you."

There was laughter in the carriage, and it was very ambiguous.

Chen Xi was a little motion sick. He got motion sickness because he was not feeling well. He told me about it later. Before he came to take pictures for us, he suddenly had gastroenteritis and stayed in the hospital for two days. There were not many people who could follow the car, so he insisted on following.

When we got to the service area, he insisted on taking a few photos of us. I could see that his expression was not right, and he didn't even take a sip of water. When I asked him, he whispered to me that he was a little motion sick and uncomfortable.

I went to the service area to buy some motion sickness medicine for him, but there was no one selling motion sickness medicine, only motion sickness stickers. I was afraid it would not be enough, so I bought four boxes.

Chen Xi said "thank you" to me, took the motion sickness stickers and went to the bathroom. My classmates and I bought two more boxes of water and packed them in the car. After I finished distributing the water to others, Chen Xi didn't come back yet. .

I went to the bathroom to look for him, and Chen Xi was putting on motion sickness stickers in front of the mirror. That's what I told Chen Xi when I posted the motion sickness post.

Chen Xi has already pasted the backs of both ears, and is holding one in his left hand. He is pulling up the hem of his clothes and pasting it on his belly button.

There was no one by the sink in the bathroom, except for Chen Xi himself. Chen Xi's clothes were pulled up to his chest, and the wall lamp on the top of the sink was very bright, making Chen Xi's skin pale.

From my angle, I can clearly see half of Chen Xi's slender waist. Chen Xi lowered his head, his waist and abdomen are tense, and his muscles are shallow.

The last line of sight fell on Chen Xi's belly button, which was round and slightly recessed. I forgot to exhale as I looked at it. It took me a long time to feel my chest tightness before I realized it.

"I put motion sickness stickers on..." Chen Xi glanced at me in the mirror, then lowered his head and quickly put the motion sickness stickers on his belly button.

I nodded to him in the mirror, raised my hand and stroked the back of my neck, "I'll go to the toilet."

Chen Xi turned on the tap to wash his hands, and said "thank you" to me.

"It's okay, it should be." I smiled very fake, I saw it in the mirror.

Originally they were all men, and I saw them when I saw them, but I am not straight, I like men, and I knew I was different in high school because of my sexual orientation.

When I took off my pants, my mind was full of Chen Xi's white and slender waist. When I lowered my head, I felt hard...