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Chapter 20 Chapter 19

The child's world is huge and boundless, but I don't know when my world has become smaller and smaller. In fact, if you think about it, it is the sudden change of people in the past few years in their 20s. The most superficial is the aging appearance, and the least noticeable is your mind.All sophistication cannot be attributed to monetary incentives.The so-called sophistication is more like a story, a story that has to make us bow our heads.

How is it, this day, watching him running over panting.Can't understand anything.He looked at me warily.I can't understand anything.I buttoned his coat which he had just unbuttoned because of the heat.We're going to walk home slowly.If you want to really understand a person, you must first slow down, calm down, and talk to him slowly.Only in this way can you find out which side your true inner balance is falling on.When you like someone, or even more.What you never understand is not the other person but you.So I looked at Li Yatong, but I have been thinking about that grandson since I stood on the ground in Beijing.

For me, Chinese is okay, math is not good, English is not good, geography is not good, history is not bad, and politics is not bad.See him talking to me seriously.I laughed at him, are you studying here?Are you ready for college?He stopped and stood in front of me and said sincerely, brother, I will study hard, don't worry.I looked at him suspiciously, really.real.Well, let's study together from today, you take the college entrance examination and I take the postgraduate entrance examination.Very good.He jumped happily and ran down the street.I looked at him from behind, and then I remembered that night when Ouyang Yi was in Seoul, I also stood behind him like this, watching him carrying big bags and small bags, as if we were returning to our own home.It’s just that the road on that day was different from today’s. The dim moonlight and the mottled shadows of the trees illuminated by the street lamps made the road dark and dark. From a distance, it seemed that there was no end in sight, but today’s road was extraordinarily bright illuminated by neon lights. .I called him from behind, stop running and run again, it's time to sweat again.He turned around suddenly and looked at me with a smile.so happy?Well, very happy.I used to be scared as soon as I got to school, but it's different now.What's the difference? .I have my brother.There are some things that need to be clarified with Li Yatong, such as feelings.

When I got home, I said I wanted to talk to him, but he dodged a little.But there is no way, I can't let him go.Feelings that shouldn’t be there are like thorns, don’t wait until we are bruised all over the body before formalizing the feelings that shouldn’t be there.I said to him seriously.Li Yatong, did I tell you that I have someone I like?There are some things I can give you, and some things are absolutely impossible, such as likes and the like.He sat across from me, keeping his head down all the time, brother, I don't know if I'm bent.At that time, I just broke the jar just to see you looking good.But I don't think it's true for all boys.Oh, then I'm relieved, it's okay, you are a vague sexual orientation in adolescence, you just need to treat me as your brother in the future, and then tell yourself that you are interested in women.OK, all right.He answered me cleanly.Let's go then, go get something to eat. It's already eight o'clock.

No, Ouyang Yi, what's the matter with you.I asked myself.Isn't it already sorted out?I found that I don't know when I became as hypocritical as Yu Yi.When emotions impact your heart, you will find that people really live for their hearts.There is dust in the heart, and life becomes tumbling.In the evening, I went to the blue bar, which was the first time I stepped into a gay bar in my life.There is no way to understand Yu Yi, that's all he can do.I saw that the inside is not much different from ordinary nightclubs, except that almost all of them are men, and they all look like they have been beaten.Many of the boys here are wearing makeup, each with a pretty face.Although Yu Yi is also a boy, he is definitely different from this group.Walking into the crowd, sure enough, someone's hands and feet started to move. I could feel a man's fat hand touching my butt, and even touching it from the back. , I grabbed that fat hand on the spot, and seeing that wretched man, I just punched him, and then put him on the ground to beat him. I didn't know that he had other accomplices, so I scuffled into a group, and the scene was very chaotic. , Ouyang Yi wanted to call Han Dong.As a result, those three young men greeted me in the face as soon as they came up.In the end the police came and caught the police and said they wanted someone to ransom them. Fuck me, I thought about it, it would be too embarrassing to ask Han Dong and his family.It would be fine if it was in an ordinary nightclub, but it is still that kind of shop.It was destroyed when the family found it.He thought that he could only find the person he least wanted to trouble.He handed over Yu Yi's phone number to the police and waited for Yu Yi to come to him.

Hello.Hello, my side is the Sanlitun Police Station. There is a man named Ouyang Yi who was detained for picking quarrels and provoking trouble, so please come here.Oh, ok, I'll be there right away.His uncle, how could this grandson do such things.I glanced at Li Yatong, he was already asleep, so I quickly put on my clothes and rushed to the police station.When I got to the door, I saw a lot of people squatting in the corridor, wearing handcuffs.Sure enough, he saw Ouyang Yi.The face can't be called Lian anymore.Hello, Comrade Police, I am Ouyang Yi's family member.Oh, it's his first offense and it's because they picked trouble first, so you pay the fine and take it away.Hey, ok thank you.I went to pay the fine, and only after hearing the police comrade talk about the whole process did I know why Ouyang Yi had so many brothers and asked me to come by myself.I went to fetch Ouyang Yi, and saw him looking at me pitifully.It's still not a good fight.When I went up, I grabbed him by the collar, picked him up, and led him to the door.That's enough, don't play tricks, Ouyang Yi.I looked at him coldly and said.This time you also understand your own sexual orientation, so hurry up.I'm going to fuck with you, I was played by them in the past, and I want you to fuck me.Ouyang Yi didn't know which tendon was wrong.Oh, you go and play like this, don’t others just touch you, you can’t stand it, don’t play, and I don’t care how you got out, you want to taste the steamed buns in the game ? , that's all right, I'll get you out anyway, and I'm leaving.I turned to go, but he pulled me back.Yu Yi, I know that I think very clearly about the consequences of being together.Well, so you let it go.I dare not look him in the eye.I tried to pull his hand off and grabbed him with the other hand but he grabbed me with both hands.It's not what you mean, I'm going to take the postgraduate entrance examination in a few days, what are you playing with me?I raised my head and looked at him indifferently. I thought I was indifferent enough, but I didn't realize that the warmth on his body and the heat in his eyes had already melted away every drop of my pretended indifference.Yu Yi, I want to try.I really didn't expect him to say it in such an extremely serious tone.What does try mean?Am I a test subject? Ouyang Yi.What are you going to do if the experiment fails, I'm not a fucking taxi!I yelled at him.shake off his hand.My heart was pounding.He chased after me and hugged me from behind. I could clearly feel his body temperature and the familiar smell of the sun.That's not what I mean, I don't want to try with you, but I want to try to take a step that I can't accept all the time, it has nothing to do with you, it's like this every time, leave without listening to others, Or you take away my reason for wanting to speak before I speak, you are very cruel to me.I pulled him away, and the passers-by looked on, but he let go without continuing to hug me.Ouyang Yi, I can't do it. Really, if I'm a woman, it's fine with you, but I'm a man. You and your family are things I can't even think about.I know, you like me, you mean it.But what is the use of this love?Everyone has the right to talk about love, but not everyone has the qualifications to have love.As for you, you are the sun in the sky, you know, you are too far away from me, Ouyang Yi.Then you can just be a sunflower, Yu Yi has some confidence in me, I know my family, you are not a taxi, you are my Land Rover.I don't want to talk about these recently. I have an exam, and I thought you sorted it out by yourself.I've sorted it out, so I'll recognize how I feel about you.Look at the wound on his face.Can you stop going to clubs all the time because when you're there it's my job again.Oh, I see.He nodded obediently. It was already very cold in the late night of December. Seeing that he was still open, I stretched out my hand to zip up his clothes, and wrapped my scarf around him.I actually didn't expect that Ouyang Yi would do these things for me. It's ridiculous, but it's hard to hide his intentions and sincerity.Whether it is going to Korea to find me or transfer to Korea to be an exchange student to accompany me, and then put down the airs and indifference to talk to me.If he was a child of an ordinary family I might have the courage to respond.But I don't know if it's my luck or my misfortune that he, the prince, bent down to show his favor to me.It's quite cold, let's go to the hospital first and go to the emergency room to tidy up your pretty face.Does Yu Yi feel sorry for me?He smiled wickedly.I didn't respond.Just looked at him.Said, don't be like a child anymore when you are so old.I know, I won't go to nightclubs anymore.Yu Yi, I'm lucky to know you. Really, although I said it before, it's not bad, but I feel that this place is full when you dangle in front of me.He pointed to his chest.I saw him enduring the pain and still laughing.Don't laugh, don't you think it hurts to pull the wound?It doesn't hurt.Go to my place after going to the hospital in a while, it's not good for your family to see the hurt on your face.Mmm great.He grabbed my hand suddenly, then took my hand and put it in his pocket.It's already more than 12 o'clock in the morning.After leaving Sanlitun, there were fewer and fewer people, and it seemed that there were only the two of us left on this street, except for the wind.We don't need to hide in the dark night, as if we are bathed in the sun, Ouyang Yi took my hand and walked talking and laughing, no one would mind or pay attention, only the ubiquitous wind.

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