Shen Nian

Chapter 26 I'm Not Yours

○ I am not yours

The weather is getting colder and colder, but Jiang Yufei's palms are sweating profusely.She was actually nervous, but I had no way of knowing why she was nervous.

We chose a hot pot restaurant, which would be warmer. After entering the private room, she sat across from me with her head down. She didn't even speak when I ordered food.

"You," I was about to speak to ease the embarrassment, but I didn't know what to say when I opened my mouth.

She still lowered her head, but she felt a little more relaxed.

We didn't have much conversation until all the dishes were served, an eerie silence that seemed to be waiting for something to break it.

I helped her adjust the sauce in the bowl, then put the cooked beef into her bowl, and then took the chopsticks out of the chopsticks cover and put them on her bowl.She picked up the chopsticks and started to eat dumbly, while I was cooking and watching her eat.She was absent-minded throughout the meal, and she didn't even look up at the grand occasion in the pot, which was a great pleasure for her to eat hot pot.

In the end, I thought she had eaten enough, so I didn’t cook for her anymore. She seemed to be really full. She put down the chopsticks carefully, then looked up at me, and saw the clean bowl in front of me, obviously a little dull , but soon pretended to look again.

"Actually, I didn't hide from you on purpose, but I can't help it. You saw it." Finally, she walked downstairs to her dormitory and said, "Hasty, I hope you know, I really don't mean anything else , I just hope that some of the things I do are good for you, at least I think so."

"What did Xu Ji tell you, right? Did she threaten you with that or do you think I'm disgusting?" I think I probably guessed something. The indifference I pretended all night finally disappeared. I was very angry, but I still It is impossible to guess what Xu Ji intends to do.

"Hastily," she was a little surprised, "I"

"Hesitating to talk, right? That's right. I'm not yours. There's no need to tell me what you think. I'm a fucking one." I really couldn't say the word "comrade" to her, and I pointed for a long time I finally got it. "Jiang Yufei, I don't care how you and Xu Ji met, I don't care what she told you, I just hope, you know, Xu Ji is the same as me."

"Scratch, me"

"Hesitating and stopping?" I felt that my tears were about to overflow my eyes.

"I just don't know how to tell you, what to say, and what not to say." She said in embarrassment, "Caocao, why don't you understand me until now?"

I was stunned, and I didn't know what to say for a moment, I knew that my evil fire was inexplicable and seemed natural.I thought I was the only one who knew what my fire was for, but now it doesn't seem to be the case, something seems to be breaking out of its shell, only to find itself in a dead end.

Until I got back to the dormitory, Jiang Yufei's words were still in my mind, why didn't I understand her?I also asked myself, I don't understand her, why, I obviously like her so much.No, no, I don't even understand myself, how can I understand her.

Mu Xi took the dormitory phone to me in good time, and then Chen An's voice came over. "Hasty?" He asked tentatively.

"kindness"

"I'm in a bad mood." Chen An may be the person who knows me best, maybe I should let him meet Jiang Yufei, he will definitely understand her, then he can tell me what Jiang Yufei thinks, then maybe I won't There will be this feeling of self-blame and confusion.

I told the truth about Jiang Yufei and I, I really needed someone to talk to, so the appearance of Chen An was my light.

There was no sound from the phone for a long time, but I knew he must be listening, and he must be thinking about some problems if he didn't speak, so I thought confidently.

"Caocao, I can actually tell you one thing, but you have to make sure that you finish college well after I say this, you, and Jiang Yufei. After graduation, when you enter the society, you will have your own right. Judge and do something else, okay?"

"you say"

"promise me."

"it is good."

"Do you still remember the time when you went to eat Yangzhou hot pot and I met you at the door?" He seemed to be asking me, but he didn't stop to listen to my answer, and continued: "That was the first time I met Jiang Yufei , I still remember those eyes that were full of hostility towards me, of course I can’t make a hasty judgment on a person’s sexual orientation and who she likes just because of a look, I’m a doctor after all.”

"So?" My voice was a little expectant and a little scared.

"She likes you. Since you told me that she went to school to find you, I started to doubt it. I know it's wrong for me to tell you. At least it's not good for my aunt. It's not good for me. Say, it’s not fair, but I can’t see you sad.” He breathed a sigh of relief and continued: “Jiang Yufei came to me, and he said that as long as you like me, I will give you happiness, so she will bless us, but on two conditions. If one doesn’t fit, then let me be a good brother.”

"Why? Is there a connection?"

"Caocao, I like you, no, I did." Chen An said, "When you say you want them to get married, my liking becomes a thing of the past."

"Chen An"

"Okay, remember what I said, now that you are still young, there are infinite possibilities in the future."

"it is good."