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Chapter 9 Breaking the Sails of Secret Love

The road ahead is open and wide, far away without bounds, the wind is whistling in the ears, and the sweat seems to be dyed with the fragrance of the grass, as if only each other is left in the world.Dreams and reality are intertwined, layered and stretched, weaving a harbor where reality leads to fairy tales.

Qin Anpei stared at Zhang Yang, who was holding her hand, with only one eye in his eyes.She felt so close to the latter, yet felt far away from the bottom of her heart.I don't know if it's because of running, but she feels that the distance between them is getting closer and further away, no matter physically or psychologically.

For some reason, she felt uneasy.There was a temperature that didn't belong to her from the hand being held, like a stealing cat, carefully enjoying the momentary happiness.

I don't know how long I ran, whether I ran to the end of the world, or who stopped first, and finally the two of them lay together, breathing heavily.At this moment, the past and the future are indifferently forgotten in the majestic and vast world.

Qin Anpei turned his head to look at the people next to him, closed his eyes and listened to the wind, concentrating on everything.

The ballet dancer on the tip of her heart dances gracefully, gracefully and gracefully. Every time she stands on tiptoe, it leaves the most real touch in her heart.

At this moment, she wanted to hold Zhang Yang in her arms.She didn't know if she was crazy, but it was obviously her best friend, the best friend who agreed to eliminate temptation, cover-up and balance.

Is this the heartbeat?Qin Anpei thought to himself.

This is not the emotion she should have, this strange emotion should not belong between them.This means that the pure friendship was completely wiped out because of her filthy thoughts.

So, love and hate are very strange things.Liking can be baseless and incomprehensible.

Most crushes are a self-directed, self-acted, sentimental show.Just like a dandelion, it is afraid that the wind will blow it away, and it will be hard to bear if the wind does not come.She is no exception, such a little thought, even a kind of sinful existence.

Every minute after that, she tried to avoid Zhang Yang as much as possible, avoiding body language contact to reveal those small thoughts.So much so that the whole process was like a walking dead, already in the house and didn't know how to get back.

According to her usual habit, she dug out the landscape photos, trying to suppress this emotion, but saw Zhang Yang's profiles one after another.

She simply turned off her mobile phone, lay on the bed, and implemented the second trick she used to do when she was in a bad mood-sleep.When she wakes up, she will treat all kinds of things that happened before going to bed indifferently, this trick is tried and tested.

But now it was different, she lay down for more than an hour, her mind was full of Zhang Yang, and she couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

She turned on the computer and prepared to code words to distract her attention, but when she opened a certain software, the novel recording the story between her and Zhang Yang came into view, interrupting her again.

In desperation, she asked Du Niang, clicked into the content posted by a psychological counselor, propped her face in melancholy, and muttered to herself: "First of all, we remind ourselves from the heart, even though the other party is the person we like. , but it’s all in the past. This one is useless, when I think of her face, all the hints are useless..."

"Second, if you want to get out of this state, you have to go out and adapt to the new environment. The new environment... forget it."

"Three, if you meet someone you like more, then you may give up your original friend. Hiss..."

"Fourth, you can ask some other experienced people. After all, they have experienced it and know how to deal with it. Why don't you ask them, maybe you will gain something."

After all, Qin Anpei sent a message in the sister group: Help.

After receiving a reply, they made an appointment to meet at a cafe.

At the familiar table number six, Qin Anpei was lying on the table, waiting anxiously.

"Pei, I don't usually see you asking us for help. What epic problems did you encounter this time?"

Wen Xu walked in and sat opposite.

"Xiao Xu, An Chen, just you two?" Qin Anpei asked.

"Xu Xu, I don't know, Brother Yan has made an appointment."

Shen Anchen sat opposite Qin Anpei.

Qin Anpei expressed his troubles.Shen Anchen guessed that it might be the one who drove Qin Anpei up that day, so he asked Qin Anpei.Qin Anpei gave an affirmative answer.

Not knowing who sent the message, Shen Anchen left in a hurry.Only Qin Anpei and Wen Xu were left.

Wen Xu couldn't help laughing, and questioned Qin Anpei's words, "Hey, is the sun coming out from the west? There is still someone in the world who you can make Qin Da foolishly fall in love with? It's really strange."

"Tsk, what you said is too much, can Hai Wang take it easy?" Qin Anpei frowned, "What's more, how can I compare to your gentle, bitter and mean Xu?"

"Of all the people you've talked to, who hasn't been pinned to death by you? Besides, besides that little milk dog, what's his name... an octopus or a jellyfish, who have been talking to you for more than four months? I have been talking with you for more than a week? If you suddenly come to me, who can accept it?"

Wen Bitter and sarcastic smiled, raised his eyebrows with great interest, teased a worm lying on the table, and continued: "But... are you changing your taste? Are you tired of playing with men? You even changed your gender." gone."

"I just like her, and it has nothing to do with her gender." Qin Anpei said, "Besides, men don't have a good thing. What is there to respect about a group of visual animals? Can they be the same as women?"

"Oh, Neptune still knows how to pity Xiangxiang and Xiyu~"

Wen Xu looked at her playfully, and said eccentrically.

"It's not that you don't know why I hate men so much. Of those people who mocked me back then, which one was not a man? Relying on his strong body, he said foul language and thought he was humorous, and insulted others to contrast How 'good' I am, disgusting and despicable. I was endowed with indomitable power by the creator of the world, but I did despicable and indecent things, oppressed women, humiliated women, and had no sense of shame. Such shameless and indecent, what is worthy of my respect?"

The more he talked, the more excited Qin Anpei became, with anger and disgust in his eyes.

"You're right, but..."

Before Wen Xu finished speaking, Qin Anpei continued: "Only women can help women. At that time, when I was bullied by those self-righteous stinky men, every sister who stood up was the cohesion of women's strength. They With a slender body, a strong heart, and kind and firm courage, he completely suppresses the so-called man mentally. Dare I ask the god's "masterpiece" man, if he has such courage and determination?"

"Well...yes. Don't rush to get angry, I'm not here to listen to your complaints." After thinking for a while, Wen Xu gave a useless suggestion, "If you like it, chase after it. I haven't seen you coaxing me before." Pass."

"Hehe, it's really 'Listen to your words, ten years of reading for nothing'. Wen Xu, a fish who slipped through the net of nine-year compulsory education, let me ask you, what is the difference between what you said and what you didn't say? If you can really do this If so, do you think I will still be able to chat with you here leisurely?"

Qin Anpei didn't answer immediately, he was still angry just now, so he calmed down and took a deep breath to calm down.After the anger dissipated, he showed a smile that was uglier than crying.

Wen Xu said: "Don't talk yet, let me think about how to solve it."

"Remember to use your brain, Miss Wen~" Qin Anpei said.

"Shut up, you!" Wen Xu said, "Instead of trying to hide it from her, it's better to tell her. If you agree, lovers will eventually get married; if you refuse, you will be free with each other. How nice!"

"Is there a way without destroying this friendship?"

Qin Anpei propped his face with one hand and sighed.

Wen Xu pushed the glasses that he didn't have, pretending to be profound, and said solemnly: "From the moment you were tempted, this friendship has long been more than simple. The duration only depends on whether she discovers it sooner or later, so why destroy it? For example, if she has a partner, then you meet again, can this friendship last? Can you bear the person you like with others? Time is the antidote for all pain, and it may be poison. If you don’t want to pollute This friendship, then leave her before that. It will be a relief for both parties to let go of it as soon as possible. "

"The emotional master possesses a single solo, master, I have realized it!" Qin Anpei joked.

Wen Xu looked disgusted: "Hey~ Get lost!"

"Oh, but..."

Qin Anpei was a little bit unwilling, and was about to refute, when Wen Xu interrupted her: "What do you think is the chance of your confession being successful? If you think you can do it, then go, if you can't, just do as I say. Long-term pain is not as good as it is." Short-term pain, at least it is worse than delaying both parties."

I had a little hope at first, but it disappeared in an instant, and a basin of cold water was poured from head to toe.Qin Anpei was silent for a moment, then nodded: "I see...you go back first, I will stay by myself..."

"Well. Drink less wine, forget it, it's useless to persuade anyway."

Wen Xu looked at her worriedly, as if he had anticipated what she would do, and reminded her sincerely.

Qin Anpei responded perfunctorily.In the next second, Wen Xu picked up the bag, turned and left.

Qin Anpei sent a message to Qi Yan, asking if the latter could come and have a drink with her.

The latter seemed to be playing with his mobile phone, and Qin Anpei immediately received a reply from the latter, asking for an address and asking her to wait for him for 5 minutes.

Only three minutes later, Qin Anpei saw a person riding an electric scooter outside the store.She went up to meet him, without saying a word, and sat in the back familiarly.

A few minutes later, they got out of the car in front of the tavern.After ordering wine, they entered the box, and the two sat down.Qi Yan didn't intend to ask at all, but Qin Anpei couldn't bear it first: "Aren't you going to ask?"

"You will naturally say what you want to say."

Qi Yan opened a bottle of wine for Qin Anpei and handed it to the latter.

"The first love and the secret love didn't have time to unfold in detail, so they were urged to let go. Heh, it's ridiculous..."

Qin Anpei took the bottle, closed his eyes and took a sip, put down the bottle, and smiled wryly at himself.

Qi Yan put on the gold-rimmed glasses she only wore when she was studying, and took a sip of wine, not knowing what kind of emotion she should have: "Like is desire, no matter what kind of love, it must be filthy, and it is at the price of spiritual restraint of."

"How could it be? Love is pure and noble."

Qin Anpei immediately retorted that in her eyes, love should be paramount.

Qi Yan was not in a hurry to refute, he smiled slightly, touched the wine table with his fingertips, and said unhurriedly: "Can you bear your lover cheating?"

"Normal people can't accept it. Besides, how can you love him enough to do such a thing? What does this have to do with love?"

Qin Anpei didn't understand why Qi Yan asked her these things, was it because the former didn't trust her and thought she would cheat?

Qi Yan's tone was still flat, unable to hear the waves: "This is bondage. It's like you want the moon you were born with, and you use your method to embrace the moon in your arms. There is no moon in the world, and everyone is eager to snatch it from your arms. Walking on the moon, at this time you can only hold it tighter to prevent others from snatching it away, often at this time you will ignore the feelings and responsibilities of the moon, and you will also become selfish and greedy because of the eyes of others. If the moon leaves you at this time Running towards others, you might think it shouldn't do that, but I'd say it's right."

Qin Anpei raised a question: "Since the moon chooses to come to me, it should belong to me alone. What's wrong?"

"This story is not right from the beginning to the end. You are afraid that the moon will leave, and you bind it to your side. In order to escape from your bondage, it runs to others, but how can others be suitable for the moon? The moon should be far away in the sky, It should be out of reach, it should belong to all things in the world, and it should be born in things and nourished in things. Both sides are tormenting each other, why bother."

Qi Yan stared at Qin Anpei, shook his head meaningfully, drank his wine in a muffled voice, and said nothing.

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The author has something to say:

All content in this chapter represents personal opinions only, and there is no slander or slander, and it is not malicious to couples

Finally, I wish lovers in the world get married

A very small part comes from Du Niang, hope everyone knows~