【Leian】Love at first sight

Chapter 25 25

Rarely does Leishi feel sad about anything.

If you want to get good grades, just study hard.If you want to get through a game, just stay up all night looking for a strategy.If you want to tease a girl, no one will refuse based on this face alone.Everything, Lei Shi thought, he would eventually find a solution.Even though the process would be difficult, he never worried.His proud capital has always given him the right to be arrogant.

So when he found out that he fell in love with An Mixiu, for the first time, Lei Shi was deeply troubled by it.

Strictly speaking, he thinks this should be a real liking.It's not that I like a game, it's not that I like an ambiguous feeling, it's not that I like to eat a certain kind of food, but it's a genuine desire to monopolize him.He has not studied Fenghua Xueyue, and has never developed an interest in it. For the first time in his life in 20 years, he is really at a loss what to do.

He thought, what should he do after liking someone?

no no.That's not the problem.More strictly speaking, why An Mixiu?Why a man with the same physical structure as him?Lei Shi claims that he has never had any signs of homosexuality since he was born. He can't find out whether he is right or wrong in terms of gender. After all, is there any right or wrong in liking someone?

So back to the question, why An Mixiu?

Yes, he admitted that this guy looks in line with his aesthetics, from figure to face, everything is just right.Can put aside the outside, look from the inside?A rigid and old-fashioned knight pie, no matter how you think about it, it will not be the dish of the bohemian pirate pie.God knows what went wrong.Is that glass of honey water?Or that kiss?Or every bickering every day?Or is it that the timeline is pulled forward, and the original fate made people borrow it?

He thought that figuring out the answer would be the end. Who would have thought that when the answer was clearly placed in front of him, this would be the beginning of all troubles.

Everything that happened after that night felt like torture.Temporary hasty escape is not a long-term solution. After Lei Shi circled around like a trapped animal annoyed outside the house for a few times, he had to suppress his emotions and hooked back into the room to fish An Mixiu out of the bathtub.He changed An Mixiu into clean clothes and stuffed them into the bed. During this period, his eyes lingered on the red lips several times, but he couldn't find the impulse that was obsessed at that time.

Lei Shi couldn't tolerate such a cowardly act of evasion happening to him, but when he heard An Mixiu's groaning sound not long after he woke up the next day, he had nothing to do except put on a straight face and pretend to be indifferent.

It was simply the greatest conundrum he had ever had as far back as he could remember.

It became increasingly difficult for him to be in the same room with An Mixiu.The other party's voice, body temperature, smell, and the sense of presence that was so strong that it could not be ignored, all together challenged Lei Shi's fragile nerves.He always makes thorough investigations and preparations, but this time, let alone preparations, he is almost unable to do even the most basic contact and communication.The secret desire that comes from the heart, once released, can never be taken back.

Fortunately, the end of the term is approaching, and too much knowledge and questions are poured into my mind, which slightly squeezes out the part of my mind that belongs to An Mixiu.Lei Shi feels that what he needs most at the moment should be calmness, thinking about the authenticity of this relationship, and his adaptability to the fact that he has suddenly changed from a straight man for 20 years to a gay man.It's kind of sad to say that.

At the beginning, he secretly liked that reducing meetings was a powerful and effective method. Without An Mixiu dangling in front of his eyes, as long as Lei Shi didn't deliberately think about it, he basically didn't feel anything.But he and An Mixiu have always been in the same school, and have always lived in the same room, plus An Mixiu is still working part-time in that damn library, after a few days, Lei Shi can no longer deceive himself and others.

He didn't tell Palos and Paley about this, and his intuition reminded him that if he accidentally slipped his mouth, it might rise from a simple relationship issue to a huge campus gossip.Originally, I wanted to tell Camille, but it just so happened that this kid took the college entrance examination, Lei Shi weighed it over and over again in his heart, and it was more important to know his younger brother's future.After going back and forth, he finally understood that to solve this kind of problem, he still had to rely on himself.

But what should you do after you have made up your mind?At such a young age, Lei Shihuo only has experience in dating girls, which is the most playful kind, let alone with a man.

He planned it in his mind.First, he had to determine An Mixiu's sexual orientation.But looking at the way that guy devoted himself to the girls, this sexual orientation should be very stable and hopeless.Well, the plan failed at the first step.Then secondly, this guy should also have a crush, which can be said to be his number one rival in love, so getting rid of his rival is also the key, although he feels that he has no chance of winning compared to someone who has had a crush on him for seven years.

——Damn it, why did he feel that he was already out of the game before he calculated three, four, five or six points?

Lei Shi scratched his hair, feeling very anxious inside.

But no matter how you do it step by step, if you don't fight for it, everything will be useless.However, Lei Shi has never said that he will let the selected prey go. On the contrary, the more difficult it is, the more eager he is to try.

However, how to find the chance to find an opportunity for fans to repair their tongues, Lei Shi has not yet thought about it, but the fate has already quietly arranged it clearly.

He didn't want to participate in any fellowship at first, it was noisy and noisy, and he had to be watched like a monkey in a zoo. Lei Shi basically never participated in it since his freshman year.But this time the one who called him was a son of his father’s colleague, and he had a lot of skills when he was involved in the society, and it was just a social friendship, Lei Shi nodded and thought it was a free drink.

But when he arrived at the place, he realized that it was actually a KTV. Thinking that those delicious drinks were about to leave him, Lei Shi immediately lowered his face, and walked in slowly with a face full of displeasure.

The scene was as noisy as he had expected, before entering the door, the noisy screams in the box had already poured in like a tide.Lei Shi only stood at the door for a while, and was dazzled by the colorful lights from all directions. He quickly lost all interest, and he didn't bother to care about human feelings. He turned around and raised his foot to avoid people.

And hearing the name of An Mixiu from others was just in the blink of an eye.Lei Shi followed the colorful lights, and saw An Mixiu holding a microphone and scratching his hair in embarrassment.People around were still booing, it was obvious that it was time for An Mixiu to sing.It was only then that Lei Shi remembered that he had never heard this guy sing before, and various emotional reasons prompted him to withdraw his outstretched foot, leaning against the door, and looking at An Mixiu at the edge of the stage.

It was an English song, not too difficult, but very easy to understand.Compared with this man's clear and pleasant voice, what attracted Lei Shi's attention was the lyrics of the song.He suddenly felt that this was really a song that was very suitable for An Mixiu, carrying out his self-proud chivalry and preaching the creed of being unswerving to the one he loves until death.

It's a pity that the target is not him, which makes Leishi uncomfortable.

"You are singing this song for the person you have been secretly in love with for seven years?"

When he asked this, his eyes just fell on the person in front of him from the grotesque infield.Lei Shi narrowed his eyes, trying to keep his tone calm, preferably without ups and downs.He didn't want to be disturbed, although An Mixiu shrank his shoulders like a frightened little animal the next second after he asked the question.But he still didn't hope he'd notice anything.Be cautious and step by step, this is Leishi's consistent policy.

"It seems that the student's mouth is not so tight." An Mixiu looked a little nervous, but that's okay, after all, it would be a little embarrassing to reveal the privacy.But he adjusted quickly, from lowering his head to raising his head, his gaze was always calm, even though the colorful lights flickered on his retina, Lei Shi knew that he was calm.Of course, he didn't know it was a fake.

"Did they talk a lot?" An Mixiu asked.

Surrounded by students coming in and out to participate in the fellowship, he was quickly bumped by someone, and his body got closer to Leishi.An Mixiu wanted to quickly distance himself, but he didn't expect Lei Shi to wrap his arms around his waist very naturally, and lead the two of them to the side of the aisle.An Mixiu was a little embarrassed, so Lei Shi let go of his hand quickly, and he pulled away as he wished.

"No, very little." Lei Shi calmly took out a cigarette from his pocket and wanted to smoke, but An Mixiu grabbed his sleeve. He pointed to the sign behind the two of them. Lei Shi shrugged helplessly and had no choice but to take a cigarette Had a dry addiction in the mouth. "They thought it was Kelly, and they sounded a little frustrated. Why, those two juniors are CP fans of you and Kelly?"

An Mixiu couldn't help but laugh, "What is this called CP, you read too much Weibo."

"Maybe."

The topic can't go on here anymore.Lei Shi keenly noticed that An Mixiu didn't want to talk about it, but he had to find out the information about his rival no matter what.Prescribing the medicine has to be right to the symptom, not to mention that this is a rival in love, of course it is better to know the basics.But An Mixiu didn't want to say anything and couldn't force him. Not only did it look strange, but it would also kill him if he aroused his rebellious psychology.Lei Shi thought about it and decided to save the country with a curve.

"By the way, my mother asked us to go back together during the holiday." In his heart, he whispered sorry to Ms. Lei who was far away abroad, and Lei Shi began to chatter without guilt.

"Ah... okay." An Mixiu was taken aback, as if he didn't expect Lei Shi's mother to say such a thing.He and Lei Shi have always gone home separately, ignoring each other.In the past, parents had to show off when they visited each other, but now that they have grown up, they can have enough reasons to reject their parents, and basically no contact at all. "When will you pack it up? I have to go to the student union tomorrow to bring my things back, and then I can go home."

"I can do it, just give us some time and let's buy the train ticket quickly." Lei Shi put his tongue against the butt of his cigarette, and glanced at An Mixiu.He's enjoying it now, although he'll have a hard time accepting that he's gay for a while.But when he was with An Mixiu, he always felt very comfortable and at ease. Just staying like this for a short while was enough to relieve the anguish of not communicating with him for so many days.

"Okay, I'll send a WeChat message to my friend right now." After speaking, An Mixiu took out his mobile phone, clicked on the avatar of a contact, and started typing.

He seemed to have forgotten that there was still a sorority to attend, and the two friends were still playing around in it.He was standing next to Lei Shi to send WeChat, and Lei Shi was staring at this guy's hair with an unlit cigarette in his mouth.Occasionally, someone passed by in the aisle, but it was quickly quiet, leaving only the heart-piercing singing in the boxes not far away, but none of them could penetrate the small square where the two stood.

"Speaking of which, what did you just sing?"

"The theme song of the movie." An Mixiu replied without looking up, "The title of the song is 'How long will I love you', and it's from "Time and Space Traveler"."

"What are you talking about, that movie."

An Mixiu tilted his head and pondered for a while: "It's about time travel. The hero has the ability to travel to the past and change the future. It's pretty nice, small and fresh."

"Hey, let's forget about Xiaoqingqing, that thing is more suitable for you." Lei Shi took off the wrinkled cigarette in his mouth and threw it into the trash can beside him, "But this ability is quite good, isn't it What is there to regret? I did something wrong, and I can get it done with one ability?"

This time, it was An Mixiu's turn to chuckle and shake his head, "It's not that easy. No matter how you change the past, what is destined to happen will still happen. This is probably called fate, right? It's also played like this in movies."

"It sounds really boring." Lei Shi half-covered his mouth and yawned, "Go back when you're done, I'm too lazy to stay here."

"Huh? But didn't you just come here?"

"Ah shit, I hate this kind of occasion the most, like an idiot." Lei Shi unceremoniously rolled his eyes, grabbed An Mixiu's arm and took him outside, "Let's go, hurry up Go home, the TV series you've been chasing recently has its finale tonight, why don't you go back soon?"

"Fuck - let's go!"

Although An Mixiu got his wish to watch the finale of the TV series at night, he left Kelly and Gray behind because he didn't explain the situation, and he was scolded by the little witch for three hours on the phone before giving up.

When I went to the student union to pack things the next day, Lei Shi had to follow whatever he said.He thought that this guy was just there for fun, but unexpectedly, he actually helped him move his things after busy work, so that An Mixiu couldn't figure out what kind of medicine this guy was selling in his gourd, how could he ignore everyone for a while? I will come to show my courtesy in a while.With the help of Leishi, things were settled quickly.An Mixiu simply bought a train ticket for the afternoon train, planning to go home as soon as possible.

It only takes four or 10 minutes to get home by train from here, and An Mixiute secretly prepared a few episodes of TV series to prevent boredom.Speaking of which, this was the first time he went home by train with Leishi, An Mixiu pretended to be calm, but he was still a little nervous.

And I don't know if he is overthinking, he always feels that Leishi has been sticking to him a little bit these two days.You have to stand together when cooking, you have to grab his food when you eat, and you deliberately kick his feet while washing the dishes, let alone playing games and watching TV together. Damn it!

After going through the security check and getting into the car, An Mixiu happily took out his iPad and prepared to start his happy journey of watching dramas.As a result, after watching it for more than ten minutes, Lei Shi started to make trouble for him again.At one point he said he needed to go to the bathroom and ask An Mixiu to make way for him, at another point he said that he was thirsty and asked An Mixiu to stand up and go to the luggage rack above his head to get him some water. drama.He wanted to close his eyes and sleep for a while, and it would be better if he could move a seat with someone and stay away from this annoying guy!

"Hey, An Mixiu." Seeing that An Mixiu was dozing off with his eyes closed, Lei Shi bumped him with his elbow and started acting like a demon again.

"Damn it... An Mixiu isn't here, please call back later." An Mixiu waved his hands in front of him like a fly, and was about to fall asleep as soon as he turned his head.

How could Lei Shi let him get what he wanted, he would tickle and talk for a while, but An Mixiu could only half-open his eyes in a daze, but couldn't sleep at all.

"You're fucking poisonous..." An Mixiu held his head and felt a headache.

"We'll arrive at the station in 10 minutes. Why don't you sleep well? Why don't you come and chat." Lei Shi happily suggested while holding the mineral water bottle.

"What are you talking about? I don't want to talk about games with you, and you will spray people."

"Don't talk about that, let's talk about relationship issues."

"Huh? I'm single, can I sleep now?"

"Don't be so perfunctory." Lei Shi hurriedly grabbed An Mixiu who was about to fall to the side, "Tell me about that person you have a crush on."

"Then what's there to say?" An Mixiu propped his chin with his hand, with a look of death, "Just two eyes, one nose and one mouth, okay, I'm done."

"Tsk, do you know how to chat?"

"Then why do you have to ask me, you tell yourself first, be a little sincere." An Mixiu looked at him dissatisfied.

"In high school, I had an affair with the girl in the class next door, the school girl in the third grade. University... no, not for now. The fat house can only be with you, there is no way." Lei Shi shrugged pretending to be regretful, "Okay, let me say It's over, it's your turn."

"Toxic." An Mixiu gave him an angry look, and looked up at the sign, which showed that the train was about to enter the station. "I don't know you yet, you just say what you want to know? Wow, wait, you didn't take advantage of someone to inquire about my information, did you? Let me tell you that news from the Academy of Biological Sciences is very expensive .”

Lei Shi gave him a middle finger without hesitation, "It's like who is not a courtyard grass."

"Actually, there's nothing to say." An Mixiu looked at the receding scenery outside the window with his face propped up. Familiar houses gradually appeared in the distance. The sky was getting dark, and the faces of the two could be seen on the glass. "The past is in the past. If you ask about the present—that is, I don't like him anymore."

"I said this because I was making a game at the time, called 'IdoIneverdo'. Everyone said something you did or didn't do. If others didn't do it or did it, then let it go. One finger, five fingers all put down to drink a glass of wine. So at that time, a girl said that she had a crush on someone for seven years. I happened to have it too, and I didn’t put down my fingers, and then I was known. So in fact, the original words should be secret love In seven years, understand? It's already past tense."

An Mixiu turned his head and smiled at Lei Shi, who was a little stupefied, "Let's go, we're about to arrive."

TBC.