【Leian】Love at first sight

Chapter 35 35

"What are you thinking, I don't understand what you're talking about." Lei Shi leaned back on An Mixiu's pillow for no apparent reason, found a comfortable position, crossed his legs and looked at the person in front of him, " Why do you have to think about things so far away every time, it would be nice to have fun in time, so as not to be so tired. Let me tell you, thinking too much is easy to go bald."

He thought he had told a funny joke, shrugging his shoulders and laughing non-stop.But after waiting for a long time, there was no echoing laughter from the other person. He looked up, and saw An Mixiu looking at him with too complicated eyes.

In fact, many times, An Mixiu would look at him with that kind of eyes.There are too many emotions mixed in it, loss, regret, unwillingness, helplessness, and love.All kinds of good and bad things blend together to form a floating and sinking mood, which muddles a pair of originally clear emerald eyes.From time to time, there will be actions to match this look, such as sighing, such as shrugging.In short, it is an action that seems to compromise, but in fact, there is no half-hearted concession.His momentary stagnation is all due to that sporadic little love, like a strawberry decorated on a pure white cream cake, it seems insignificant, but in fact it is the most important.

But this time this look undoubtedly made Leishi angry.Coupled with those words, he only felt as if he had become a childish ghost hiding under An Mixiu's eyes.He hated An Mixiu's occasional condescending attitude, with an educational tone, as if the two were no longer lovers, but the relationship between seniors and juniors, superiors and subordinates.

Why!he yelled in his heart.Why!

"Forget it, let's not talk about this... It's time to eat later, do you want to stay at our house to eat today?" Probably sensing the restless atmosphere around him, An Mixiu quickly calmed down, and calmly walked away from the table. Standing up from the chair, he stretched out his hand to pull the person lying on the bed up.

"No, I'm going home to eat today."

But the knuckle-knuckle hand was left out.Lei Shi responded indifferently, turned over from the side where An Mixiu was not standing, and got out of bed, standing in a seemingly casual posture, but upon closer inspection, one could find a kind of reluctance ready to go.He looked like he was going to settle down for the ignorant bastard, his expression was obviously calm, but it was enough to make people see his hair that was about to explode.

Hey, it's awkward again.An Mixiu rubbed his temples with a headache, and his mood sank.

Lei Shi left here quickly, and An Mixiu still sent him to the door as usual. During this period, Lei Shi didn't say a word except saying goodbye to An Mixiu's parents.An Mixiu let the silence spread like a virus, he clenched his fists tightly, but soon released them with a sigh.

Maybe that's what love is.Someone has to compromise, someone has to back down.Bittersweet comes quickly and urgently, like the rainstorm of Ling Chi Haiyan, and like the morning sun kissing flowers.The two are opposed and magnified infinitely, but because of the trace of love in the middle, they find the balance they are looking for.

When Lei Shi returned home, he was still full of resentment, as if he had been greatly wronged, and now he just wanted to run out and roar three times to relieve a little.

Camille didn't seem to expect him to come back suddenly. After all, his elder brother would try his best to stay by An Mixiu's side whenever he had the chance.He had to run into the kitchen again to take out a bowl and a pair of chopsticks, put them on the dining table, and put a spoonful of porridge from the casserole into them.

"I'm back from the wild today." Lei's mother sat at the top of the dining table, slowly eating the steamed buns in hand.She glanced at her sullen eldest son, and sneered mercilessly.

Lei Shi was too lazy to quarrel with her, and just fed porridge with his head sullen.He put the phone on his lap, and looked down at the screen of the phone after taking a few bites, but it was a pity that the screen was black from beginning to end.

Mama Lei ate early and finished eating before the two of them.Seeing that her two sons were at the dinner table, she simply talked about her plans.

"Camille is going to school for military training soon. Lei Shi, you take your brother with you. Anyway, if you are idle at home all day, you are idle. Why don't you go to school earlier."

In fact, Leishi didn't have any complaints about going to school early, but the bad thing was that he was already in a bad mood, coupled with his mother's always giving orders, he rebelled for a while, so he didn't agree.

"My brother is not a fool, he can go by himself. Isn't that right, Camille?" Lei Shi curled his lips and raised his chin towards Camille.

"...anything is fine." Camille couldn't understand how he had become a victim of the struggle between the two sides of the family again. The corners of his mouth twitched, and he could only lower the brim of his hat in an attempt to reduce his sense of presence.

"What are you talking about? What's wrong with asking you to send your brother off? Anyway, you play at home and play at school. I see you are the same everywhere. You don't know how to learn!" Lei's mother flicked her chopsticks, and with The ceramic bowl made a crisp sound.Her whole body is like a string of firecrackers that ignite the fuse, and it seems that she can make the whole family restless anytime and anywhere.

These words overlapped with An Mixiu's eyes before dinner almost instantly in Lei Shi's mind.The anger that had been suppressed at An Mixiu's house suddenly turned into shaken champagne that lost its cork. They gushed out from the mouth of the bottle with swelling bubbles. Zhang Yuan.Lei Shiteng stood up suddenly, the chair was knocked loudly, he was so angry that he wanted to yell, but he gritted his teeth in the remaining rationality: "What do you know, you don't know anything!"

"I only know that you are still a little kid!" Lei's mother was not frightened by his posture at all.She raised her neck, and her slender neck made her look like a proud white swan, "I just feel very disappointed! Even if you want to get angry with me and confront me now, you don't have any capital at hand! You Wasting your IQ, wasting your talent! Yes, you have good grades, but so what? How many times have you skipped classes in college and you have no points in your heart? Relying on that little cleverness, gnawing on the accumulated Lao Ben. How long do you think you can hold on, Leishi? Have you ever had even a little plan for your future? Some time ago, when asked if you want to go abroad, you said no, and when asked if you wanted to study in China, you didn’t. If you want to work and start a business, you should act now?! You don’t want to do what you don’t want to do, and you still have the face to lose your temper with me here, who do you think you are away from your parents!”

Every word, every sentence is like a knife with a cold light, scraping on Lei Shi's body.He clenched his fists tightly and clenched his teeth desperately so as not to let others hear the creaking sound between his bones.That last question, like the dull sound of an old copper bell in an ancient temple in a deep mountain, reverberated in his heart for a long time.

"Mom, drink some tea, don't be angry." Camille hurriedly got up and poured a cup of hot tea to his mother, and gave Lei Shi a look by the way, hoping that he could leave this place of right and wrong as soon as possible.

But at this time, Lei Shi seemed to have roots on the soles of his feet, and he was rooted in place motionless.After a while, he let go of his fist, raised his head due to the stinging redness in his palm, and took a deep look at his mother who still held her head high like a victor.

"I will change, I admit what you said." He swallowed, and looked down at the mobile phone that he put on the table, and the screen suddenly lit up again, displaying someone's name.Looking at the name, Lei Shi seemed to see An Mixiu again. He kept repeating that sentence in his heart, repeating it and even murmured as if praying.Don't look at me like that.Don't disappoint me.Don't...don't leave.

"But I—but I am still dissatisfied with you. I am a disqualified son, and you are also a disqualified mother. You are also responsible for everything that has been caused now. When this family falls apart, no one is Innocent." Lei Shi finally stood up straight, stared at his mother whose expression suddenly froze, and finished speaking slowly: "I will change, but not because of you."

An Mixiu originally thought that Lei Shi would be awkward for a few more days, and he was even ready to turn on his mobile phone at any time to call that person to apologize.But he didn't expect Lei Shi to come to the door again the next day, with a normal expression, as if nothing happened yesterday.

"Camille is going to military training, I'll take him there together, do you want to come together? We both go back to school early." Lei Shi bit the spicy sticks he dug out from the Anmixiu snack cabinet, and said vaguely while chewing with.

"Okay, I'm just reading anyway, so it's okay to go back and read." An Mixiu sat on the swivel chair with a rare uneasy expression.He secretly glanced at Lei Shi several times, but found that this guy seemed to have nothing to do, his temper disappeared so quickly, it was like the sun coming out from the west.

"Then let's go back together. It happens that there are no parents at school, so we can do some things that adults love to do." Lei Shi turned on his mobile phone and started booking train tickets in a rather happy mood.

"...What are you flirting about!" Immediately, An Mixiu kicked him mercilessly.

Lei Shi dodged it with a cheap smile, then lowered his head to choose the time on the ticketing website, and said casually: "I'm sorry about what happened yesterday."

"...Huh?" An Mixiu blinked, as if he hadn't reacted yet.

"I said! Don't say it...it's a shame." Lei Shi blushed a little rarely, he glared at An Mixiu angrily, and then turned his back to the past.Thinking about it, if he looked through the dictionary and selected a word that made him the most embarrassing for Mr. Lei, it would be this one.

"Ha, I heard it all just now! Say it again, come here, come and listen again." An Mixiu was so playful, he jumped off his chair happily, and rushed to Lei Shi in two or three steps. Body, chin on the opponent's shoulder, two arms also wrapped around him, the whole person is like a koala.

"Say a fart! Let go of your hand! I'm buying a ticket!"

"Hahahaha, my God! If you say it again, I must record it with my mobile phone! Next time you lose your temper, I will play it for you!"

"Damn! It's too insidious!"

The sudden but fleeting apology was like a flash of lightning piercing the heavy sky above their heads, the anxiety like dark clouds was dispersed, and the quarrel like the wind was stopped. descended into the world.

Lei Shi didn't explain, and An Mixiu didn't pursue it.Let him pass the past, and the rest can only be healed by a long time.But for Lei Shi, this seemed to fulfill his promise to his mother.He's changing, and it's been tough, but he's working on it.

"I'm going to get a job."

When the two of them were exhausted and collapsed on the bed together, Lei Shi suddenly made a sound.An Mixiu tilted his head to look at him, he was a little surprised at first, but then a smile appeared in his eyes immediately.

"But I haven't figured out the specifics yet, but it's true that I don't want to study anymore. I want to succeed quickly and make money—to support you. Oh, of course, I also want to buy another Switch."

"If you take back the last sentence, I may still be moved to tears, really."

"That won't work, you have to be honest."

Despite the teasing words on his lips, An Mixiu's mood was lighter than ever.For his boyfriend's growth, for this unpretentious love story.

The day to go back to school came soon, An Mixiu explained the situation to her mother, and when An Mixiu heard that she was going back to school to read, she was so happy that she wanted to let An Mixiu go by car that night.The next morning, three people, two, one, one, and three, rushed to the train station. After collecting tickets with their ID cards, Camille looked at the seat next to the two next to each other, and silently pressed the brim of his hat.

Simply put, An Mixiu wanted to save face, and the whole journey in the car was like an old monk sitting still, and Ren Leishi would not be moved by any small tricks.After arriving at the station, the two went back to the rental house to put their luggage, and then took Camille to find his dormitory.After finally finding it, Camille refused to let An Mixiu and Lei Shi go upstairs.

"What's wrong with us going up? It's not enough to help you with your luggage! And show your roommates how domineering your elder brother and sister-in-law are—hey, why are you beating me, An Mixiu!"

An Mixiu smiled and withdrew the elbow that was stabbed, glanced at Camille who bowed his head and said nothing, and finally pulled the suitcase from the side and handed it to the other party.

"Then you go up and meet your roommate by yourself, remember to send your brother a message. If you don't understand anything, you can find me at any time. Don't ask your brother for this, he must not know the fart."

Both of them ignored Lei Shi who was screaming beside him at the same time. Camille blinked and said solemnly to An Mixiu for the first time: "Thank you, Brother An."

"Let's go, Lei Shi, you have to clean up your kennel when you go back. You fucking didn't wash your clothes before you went home last time?! It's disgusting!" The two watched Camille dragging his luggage and disappearing into the stairwell. Mixiu immediately turned around, looking fierce as if he was going to eat Thunder Lion.

"...Didn't I forget it?" Lei Shi knew he was wrong, touched his nose, and laughed twice. "But why doesn't Camille let the two of us go up? It's a matter of great benefit and no harm."

"So it's really useless for you to be the big brother. Camille is obviously a little shy, just let him go."

"Hey, you can actually see shyness from your expressionless face. An Mixiu, your eyes are microscopes?"

"Yeah, I can see what's hidden under your skin. You can hear the sound of the sea when you shake your head." An Mixiu turned his head and said with a smile.

"The sea?" Lei Shi looked puzzled.

"Say your brain is full of water." An Mixiu covered his mouth and burst out laughing.

"...An Mixiu came over and got beaten!"

When the two returned to the rental house, they both went back to their bedrooms and began to pack their things.

An Mixiu squatted in front of the closet and took out the clothes in the suitcase one by one. Autumn was coming soon, and he brought a lot of thick clothes this time.After tidying up for a while, he felt a little sore in his legs. He stood up and stretched, then sat down on the bed and took out his mobile phone to play.As soon as I pressed the screen to turn on, I found that Abby, the direct junior student of the original student union, had actually sent a message.After opening it, it was found to be a voice.

Abby's voice was still as energetic as ever, but this time there was a tinge of anger in it, like a little firecracker about to explode.

"Brother An, I remember the graduate student you applied for Professor Liu, right? Damn, I just got the news today, I wish you well, that idiot is actually planning to squeeze your spot! I'm so mad at you! It seems that this guy's parents know the principal or not. What's the matter, the grades of the two of you are not much different, so if it's not good for him to apply, he must grab the same one as you!"

In the background of the voice, it seems that Abby's younger brother, Amy, can still be heard comforting in a low voice.In the past, An Mixiu would have liked to smile, but now he can't laugh at all.

Zhu Hao is his former boss, the student council president, who can be regarded as a rare person that An Mixiu hates very much.He thought that the mental retardation of resigning from the student union would soon disappear from his vision, but he didn't expect that after so long, he was still jumping around in his world, which was as annoying as fleas.

An Mixiu is not sure whether the wish was intentional or unintentional this time. He thought of the willful quarrel before quitting the student union.To be honest, going through the back door is not uncommon in the postgraduate environment in China. In this human society, it seems that relationships are always the most deadly place compared to ability.

An Mixiu bit his fingernails and walked around the room. After much deliberation, he decided to ask the tutor and professor who had greeted him before.

TBC.