Jiang Hao

Chapter 18

Get up and take the first school bus together. "My dad unexpectedly insisted, "I called your Aunt Jiang today, and I asked you something about Jiang Hao. "

"Don't ask me about him, I don't know anything." I immediately dismissed it, with a little hippie smile on my face.

My dad frowned, and said after a long time, "Has he ever mentioned anything like a girlfriend to you?"

Immediately, I panicked, "Why are you telling me this when it's okay..." Jiang Hao's mother must have discussed some core issues with his father on the phone, issues that I have been avoiding.I put on airs and fooled my father, "I never ask about such things, it seems obscene."

The old man nodded without much doubt, "That's fine, you should pay attention to safety on the road." After all, they are father and son, and it will be embarrassing to discuss matters between men and women.My dad is a university professor and a scholar, so he still has this understanding and bottom line.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

"Have you been in a relationship recently?" The old man asked me suddenly as if he remembered something again.

My nerves became tense again, "Are you anxious to get me married or do you want me to give you a grandson?"

"I'll just ask."

Adjusting my breathing, I still have a way to deal with my dad, "Not recently, I was talking about a sports student before, and then I got a split. I haven't seen anything good-looking recently. It's not that you don't know the new campus, and there are no girls."

"Don't look for a sports student," my mother interjected, "with poor grades and poor brains, the children born in the future will not be smart."

"Okay, mom, how can there be so many girls for me to choose? Do you think that all the smart girls are doing good deeds and improving our genes?" I laughed, thinking in my heart, compared with my grades, I guess IQ Already in arrears until the next century.

When my mother said that she was born in sports, I couldn't help but think of Xiao Cai. He has good grades and a smart head. He can probably stop my mother's mouth, but it's a pity that he can't have children.

When I left the house, I felt like I was in a cold sweat. The moment my dad asked my girlfriend, I didn't know what thought came up, and I couldn't help but think the situation was worse.Then, I realized that this series of complicated situations were all brought to me by Jiang Hao.

I feel very tired, dealing with Jiang Hao's affairs make me feel tired.The emotional impact is hard to describe, I don't want to think about it, after all, I know that I have an indescribable obsession with Jiang Hao in my heart.I don't know what the cause of this obsession is, so I can't figure out a series of thoughts in the future, and I have lost this ability from the beginning.

I stood at the door of Jiang Hao's house for a few minutes, subconsciously thinking: If I ring the doorbell, my life will probably change drastically.

'Anywhere is fine, it's best to stay away from me. What Jiang Hao said on the weekend has been repeating in my head.

'Where the hell do you think I could go? ' That's what I asked Jiang Hao that day.

In fact, anywhere but here would be a better choice.

24

After a long time, I rang the doorbell.

ding dong…

The moment the doorbell rang, I was filled with heroism, childishness, and stupidity.

It's funny to think about it, where did this sense of righteousness come from?I'm just a scumbag who hangs out with Jiang Hao behind Cai Xia's back... I know all this, but I still can't help but feel my heart surging because of the ringing of the doorbell.

Stepping through this door, I will face the person I have been thinking about all these years.It felt exciting, but also inexplicably intimidating.The moment of anticipation worries about endless loss.

The way Jiang Hao opened the door and looked at me dispelled all my negative emotions.

He made me really feel needed from him.This kind of need is a blatant irony. If it weren't for Yuan Rui's bastard behavior, Jiang Hao would still be the polite person who only thinks of others.

However... I touched Jiang Hao's heart.At this moment, I seemed to see a different Jiang Hao, with a little selfishness, self-salvation, indifference, and a desire to survive.

He moved sideways to let me in, keeping his eyes on me.

"Have you eaten yet?" I asked as soon as I entered the door.

"Well, I just ate something." He leaned over to kiss me and pushed me against the door.

I put my arms around his waist, sliding back and forth through the pajamas involuntarily.

Jiang Hao's body is very strong, and the outline of his subordinates is completely different from that of Xiao Cai.I subconsciously compared the two of them with a male instinctive possessiveness.

In my heart, I have always thought that Jiang Hao is different, at least compared to Cai Xia, his attraction to me is different.

But at this very moment, a chill runs down my spine, the coldness of the door, or the chill in my heart...

Maybe those so-called differences are just because I didn't get it... If it is such a cruel and direct reason, there will be traces of the comparisons in my heart.

What you hold in your hand is not cherished enough, and what you see in your eyes cannot be pulled out.

When Jiang Hao was also held in my arms, those unexplainable things at the beginning were not so important.

Seeing me distracted, Jiang Hao licked my lips and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

"It's nothing..." I was surprised by the ups and downs of my emotions...I still remember all the things in my heart before entering the door, but now I have countless self-questions, "My dad just asked me something." Lying is easy for me , not to mention deliberate...

Ever since I was a child, I have been ambiguous about many things that I can't explain, and I just opened my mouth over time, and even many situations are subconscious.After the words were spoken, I realized that it was very easy to find a reason to prevaricate, but after thinking about many things, it was not so easy to talk nonsense, just like I couldn't just fabricate a reason to fool Jiang Hao on the school bus in the afternoon.

"What did I ask you?" Jiang Hao continued following my words without any doubt.

"My dad asked me if you have a girlfriend," I said slowly, observing Jiang Hao's expression carefully, "and asked me if I have a girlfriend."

"what do you say?"

"How else can I say..." Excluding 'lying', I also want to talk about this matter with Jiang Hao, "I said I don't know about you, and then I said that I don't like anyone right now."

I may never come out to my family in my life... the word 'coming out' is beyond my imagination.

I can't imagine how my father will look at me, and I can't bear the pressure of my father because of the eyes of the neighbors around me.

The school environment is very open, but intellectuals have an indescribably rigid and dead-headedness in their bones.

My father can't accept this kind of thing, and he can't 'think about it'.As for my mother... I don't know how to describe it. Compared with those girlfriends in the past, it is absolutely impossible for me to pat my ass and leave.

"So..." Jiang Hao understood what I meant, and his expression darkened a lot.

These words hurt his feelings somewhat and affected his emotions.I know it in my heart, but I can't help it. I can't be righteous when it comes to my parents, and I can't say that I don't care about it when facing social pressure.

I don't want to hurt him... I guess the last thing I want is to hurt him.But at critical moments, my protection of myself still overcomes this 'unwillingness to hurt'.

Seeing that he stopped talking, I calmed down and said, "My dad didn't ask in detail, so don't think too much about it."

"What else did uncle say?" Jiang Hao didn't want to be entangled in negative emotions, the troubles around him had already made him breathless.

I pushed him into the house, "It's nothing more important."

Seeing Jiang Hao's displeasure on his face made me feel uncomfortable. Even though my feelings for him made me feel burdened, they were still feelings after all, and my heart was still throbbing.I pulled him into my arms, put it close to my ear, and whispered, "I miss you so much... I've been thinking about you since the afternoon." I don't often say this kind of thing.It was like exposing something in my heart to the sun, which was inexplicably tense and tingling.

Jiang Hao turned to look at me, and asked uncertainly, "Are you...will you leave at night?"

"It's already time." I tightened my arms and slid my fingers into his clothes. "Shall I go out and sleep on the road?"

"Do you want to wash it?"

Jiang Hao didn't ask me what I was doing in the afternoon, why I didn't reply to his text message immediately, and whose house I ate at tonight.

He may think it's inappropriate to ask like this, after all, the relationship between me and him can only be regarded as unclear up to now.

I guess...Jiang Hao knows that I went to find Cai Xia in the afternoon. He may not know the name Cai Xia, but he always knows that there is a boy beside me.

Jiang Hao left room for me, not mentioning it, it would save both of them embarrassment.

This point is completely different from his previous compassionate understanding.He didn't mention it, it was just that he was not sure that I would stay with him, and he was eager to fill his stomach, so he was hungry.When I was with Cai Xia at the beginning, or when I was with Gao Siyan at that time, I had this kind of thinking.

Because of this, I completely understand Jiang Hao's current attitude.

Be exploited? ...Maybe, but in the relationship, how many couples are purely true, at least I still like it in my heart, so it's not a loss.

Jiang Hao and I took a shower together, during which time we wiped our guns and misfired, and we made love to each other.

Holding his genitals, palm rubbing, extremely excited.His muscles were trembling, Jiang Hao pulled my hair with one hand, the pain made me uncomfortable.With his other hand, he masturbated me, very skillfully.

Standing under the shower, my body temperature was hotter than water, and the blood in my whole body began to boil.i want to fuck him...

Sideways to free the cock from his grasp, I rub against his thighs, reach out to let him tighten them, and move my waist back and forth.

Jiang Hao cooperated with me without saying anything.He hugged me tightly in a gesture that wasn't enough.

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