Jiang Hao

Chapter 21

Zizi has a tough attitude, he must have known the details of going abroad.Speaking of which, the day after I decided to go abroad, my father took me to the agency to inquire about the situation.I think, before that, my father must have asked privately, including friends around me...

I don't know if my father's behavior is because he has confidence in me, or in himself, knowing that I will eventually follow his ideas.

The more time I spend studying, the less time I have to come back from the new campus, and even less time to meet Cai Xia.

In the first few weeks, Cai Xia didn't complain much, but called me more time.

"I've been busy recently, and I have several big assignments in the second half of the semester." I casually found a reason to explain to him.

This is not a lie, our major does have a lot of coursework in the second half of the junior year.In order to better review the English test, I found the top student in the class to be with me for the homework of those classes.

In the past, I seldom talked to the masters, but now I have to ask for help, so I can only treat them to dinner.The school environment is still simple, and it is more than enough to treat guests to dinner and solve homework.

I learned this trick from Jason. Since he was a freshman, he always treats the top students in the class to dinner before the exam, and then he studies with them.I laughed and laughed at him at the time, 'Why do you say you want such high grades? '

He patted me on the shoulder and responded, "Xueba's notes, you can get 60 points after reading it once, but you can't find the key points after reading the book twice..."

Thinking about it now, Jason is smarter than me in this respect, but people who have been in society are different... I can't compare.

I haven't seen Cai Xia for a few weeks, mainly because I haven't gone back to the old campus for a few weeks.In order to let me enter the state of English learning as soon as possible, my father asked me to sign up for the test first. After feeling the questions, I will have the motivation to study.

Looking at the registration fee of more than 1000 yuan, I murmured in my heart that my family would spare no expense to let me go abroad.One exam at a time, the initial investment is a lot of money.Parents may be able to afford this money, but at this stage, it seems like a waste.

After registering for the exam, I entered a surprise state at school. In the weeks before the exam, I spent day and night in the study room, and sometimes I didn’t even have time to call Cai Xia.

I said that I would go back to him when I was done, but I didn't know when I would be done.

Exams are held on weekends in May.Cai Xia went to see me suddenly on Friday of that week without warning.

During lunch that day, I had a phone call with Cai Xia.Cai Xia asked me if I would go back tonight, and wanted to go to the movies with me.I was calculating in my mind how long it would be before the exam, and I was absent-minded on the phone.

"You're still not coming back today, are you?" he asked again on the phone.

I came back to my senses, "Well, I can't go back...I'll go to you on Sunday afternoon." The exam is on Sunday morning, and I plan to go back on Saturday afternoon and take the exam the next morning.Cai Xia doesn't know about going abroad, so I can't tell him about my arrangements, I can only briefly mention the time when we can meet.

"Aren't you coming back tomorrow?" Cai Xia followed my words and asked, "Brother Kun, did you not come back normally on weekends for several weeks?"

"Hmm..." I was a little annoyed, still wondering why I didn't choose the right question for the question I just read, "I won't go back tomorrow."

"You..." Cai Xia stopped abruptly, missing the second half of the sentence.

"what?"

"..." Cai Xia's breathing came from the other end of the phone. After a long time, he asked uncertainly, "Brother Kun, are you really in the new campus?"

I was startled, and subconsciously remembered what Lu Zhengyang knew at Jiang Hao's house before.

It’s been a while since that time, Cai Xia didn’t mention it, I think Lu Zhengyang never told Cai Xia, “Of course…” I acted carelessly, ignoring Cai Xia’s doubts, “Where can I be if I’m not in the new campus, what do you think? what."

After a few more words, Cai Xia hung up the phone.I can hear Cai Xia's sense of insecurity. In the past, I might have said a few more words of comfort, but now I am too busy with my own affairs, so I really have no time to take care of others.

Thinking of this, I suddenly realized that I hadn't contacted Jiang Hao for a long time.I think of him often, and the thought of contact is fleeting, always overwhelmed by the book in front of me.I don't know how he has been during this time, and I don't know if Yuan Rui has troubled him after that time.

Jiang Hao did not take the initiative to contact me, and did not take the initiative to seek support from me.He may have the same impulse as me, but no one is taking that step forward.

I... miss the past, miss myself when I knew he could not wait to see him when he came back from abroad, and I also miss the him who was willing to stay in the new campus for one more night for me, I... miss us at that time.

This kind of nostalgia... If someone had told me a year ago, I would have laughed and scorned.But at this moment, it is very real in my heart. I got Jiang Hao, but I don't know what I got, and I don't know what I lost along the way.

I still spend the afternoon in the study room.

While listening, the phone vibrated and there was a text message.

I was stuck on time to do the questions, and I didn't stop listening, so I didn't read the text messages in time.After finishing the topic for a few minutes, I also forgot about it.

Not long after, the phone started vibrating again, and Cai Xia called me.

I walked out of the study room and answered the phone, "What's wrong?"

"Brother Kun, I'm in your new campus."

I was taken aback, and subconsciously asked, "Why did you come here suddenly?" Cai Xia rarely came to the new campus, and the one-hour school bus ride was not too close.As a student from another school, he could only reverse the bus, and it took a lot of time on the way.I think he came to make a fuss, besides, if the two men are too close at school, if my father hears about it, I dare not think about the later things.

"I want to see you, but you can't go back, so I have no choice but to come." Cai Xia said softly, paused for a few seconds, and asked again, "Aren't you here?"

It turns out...he didn't believe the explanation of the phone call at noon.

"In the self-study room, can you find it? I'll send you my current location, and you follow me?" My mind was spinning quickly at this moment. In order to make Cai Xia believe that I was really in the study room, I Didn't even say 'where are you, I'll find you'.If you don't move your position, you won't be able to deceive people.

"it is good."

Hang up the phone, turn around and walk into the study room.I put away all the English test books on the table and put them in the back row of seats, leaving only professional course books and various homework in front of me.

28

While pretending to be doing homework, Cai Xia walked into the study room lightly and sat beside me.

I looked up at him, didn't speak, and then looked back at the book in front of me.

Cai Xia knew that I was not happy when he came over so suddenly, so he put on a smile, leaned into my ear, and whispered, "Brother Kun, I'm here to find you, please be happy."

"What are you happy about?" I turned around and asked him, although my tone was harsh, there was still a smile on my lips.

I didn't feel it when I couldn't see Xiao Cai, but when I saw him, my mood improved a lot.During this period of time, learning English is very stressful, and I can't tell anyone.Cai Xia came to me suddenly, and I felt the emotion in his heart. No matter what I thought, I was still full of self-movement and immersion.

"Then I'm glad to see you... this is the head office." Cai Xia dispelled the worries in her heart, looked at the piles of homework in front of me, no longer doubted me, and spoke a lot more easily.

The girls in the front row turned their heads to look at us, wondering if they thought our loud voice was affecting her, or they were puzzled when they heard what we said.

I couldn't stand such stares, so I closed the book and whispered to Cai Xia, "Go out, it's time for dinner, what do you want to eat?"

Cai Xia came to me, so naturally I couldn't continue my studies.

The exam is coming on the weekend, and I feel a little apprehensive, but I can see that my level is not bad.What's more, in the past few weeks, I have been studying English for several hours every day. When I saw the questions in the book, I already felt a physical resistance.

Walking in the school, I couldn't hold hands with Cai Xia, and the distance between the two was not very close.

"When are you going back?" I asked casually during dinner, not intending to urge him to leave.

I plan to recite words tomorrow, and I don't plan to go back tonight.If he leaves earlier, there is still a school bus, and I can use my student card to send him to the school bus, saving him from getting on the bus.

Cai Xia put down her chopsticks and looked at me and said, "I'm not going back tonight."

"..." I was stunned again, "Why?" He felt that I was a bit tricky behind his back, and suddenly attacked me, which I can understand.But not going back to stay with me at night will affect my business tomorrow, and this distrustful behavior disgusts me.

"You don't live alone in your dormitory... After dinner, I will accompany you in self-study and stay by your side... I won't disturb you. I have already told my parents that I will be at school at night and not go home... If I I’m going back tonight, I still have to go back to school.”

Cai Xia is considerate of me and wants to see me...I understand all these.The previous incident with Jiang Hao made me feel guilty, and I have nothing to blame for Cai Xia's distrust. "That's fine..."

After dinner, I didn't go back to the study room.With Cai Xia by my side, it is impossible for me to open the English book openly.

I dragged him around the school, and the dim streetlights elongated the shadows of the two of us.I remembered going to the playground with Jiang Hao in the middle of the night a few years ago. It was winter at that time, and the weather was incomparable to what it is now.

Walking to the dark place behind the teaching building, Xiao Cai pushed my hands up and down, "Brother Kun...I miss you so much." He bit my neck and said, his teeth were very hard, like