i don't think i will love you

Chapter 38

Ruobing and I have been to her mother's place several times after returning to China, and her family members are quite polite to me.

"Today my younger brother brought his girlfriend home to talk about getting married. My mother called and asked us to have dinner together, and my father came back."

"Okay" After coming out of the group, we first went to the pharmacy to buy two boxes of protein powder for the old man, and then bought some fruit downstairs from the aunt's house and carried them upstairs. When Ruobing and I arrived, my brother and his girlfriend were Sitting in the living room watching TV.

"Sister, you're back. Remember to leave me a ticket when you perform. I'll take Qianqian to cheer you on."

"You can pull it down, do you have that cell, what should you do?"

"Sister, how can I say that he is the younger brother of a dancer, how can he not have any artistic cells?"

"Come on, slow down, does your leg hurt?"

"Sister, since I'm talking to you, you know to take care of your family Wen Wuyou. You are her nanny."

"How do you talk, watch your TV."

"Hmph, okay, you bother me, it's okay if I don't talk."

Although I don't mind saying it's okay, but I still feel a little bit afraid of brother Ruobing in my heart. After all, he once beat me to death.

We entered the house and put down the things in our hands. Ruo Bing asked, "Where are your parents, why aren't you at home?"

"Oh, doesn't Qianqian like to eat crabs? They went to the supermarket."

"Oh, let's stay in the house for a while, Qianqian, sit down."

"Okay, sister." After the siblings exchanged a few words, Ruobing dragged me into the bedroom. Ruobing's mother has now changed to a small house of [-] square meters, and the location is also slightly remote.

Ruobing locked the door after entering the room, we sat down by the bed one after another, and then said: "You know, my parents are workers, my mother has been at home with me and my younger brother for so many years, only my father is alone Going to work to make money. When I sold the dance school and they bought the house with the money, the remaining money was not enough to pay the down payment for my brother’s wedding room. I can’t just watch them force me to death. It's not easy for a working daughter-in-law, don't you think?"

"Well, that makes sense."

"You know I don't make much money dancing"

"Have you seen the house, where is it?"

"It's the one opposite the lakeside home. It's about to open. I asked someone to take a look. It's really good. It's open to the north and south. It has three bedrooms, two living rooms and two bathrooms. Oh, and there's also a study and a cloakroom. Geography The location is also good, and you can go to the city center in two stops, and it will be convenient for the couple to go to work in the future, and when parents grow older, they can go live with them."

"How big is the area?"

"I guess it's less than [-] square meters."

"The young couple live in such a big house"

"Oh, then I'll let them go and have a look, and change to a smaller one." Ruo Bing got up and wanted to go out after I finished saying that, but I grabbed her wrist before she turned around and said, "Ruo Bing Bing, don't think too much, I don't mean anything, but the location is very good, there are not many large-scale properties now, it is suitable to sell after buying, just let me know when the down payment is due, I will listen Yours."

"I just want my parents to live a better life, and I don't want them to have their hearts broken at such an old age."

"I know, you are a good daughter and a good sister."

During dinner at night, my uncles and aunts kept asking Qianqian if she had any other needs, saying that they don't have to worry about buying a house for them, and asked Qianqian to go home and tell her parents.My hand holding the chopsticks trembled a little. At the current house price, not to mention the down payment of 60 to [-] for a [-]-square-meter house, how much would it cost if you bought a [-]-square-meter house at once? It’s not that I love money, but I’m young. Can't the light ones struggle on their own step by step?

I didn’t speak during the whole scene. Occasionally, when Ruobing talked to me, I would smile at her. The details of life are what we have to face now. It's just trivial family events.The foothold of every relationship must return to ordinary life. We cannot live independently in the world. You and I have family members and things to take care of.

Ruo Bing came out from my aunt's house and asked me what was wrong. I said it was fine but I was tired. She worriedly asked me if I felt any discomfort, and then went home as fast as possible.

At night we lay flat on the bed, Ruo Bing said: "Wuyou, because of my family affairs, it's hard for you, I know it's not easy for you to make money, I asked you to spend so much money at once..."

"What are you talking about, Ruobing, it's not much, don't think about it and go to sleep." I stopped Ruobing from talking, and then I grabbed her hand and stopped talking.

I began to gradually come back and reappear in the public eye. Although I was not dancing, I still appeared on various occasions with the title of dancer. I have a low fever so I don't seem to be energetic.

"I said, what are you trying to do? You can have a leisurely time, but you have to make such a fuss, can you make it difficult for yourself? If you suffer from some kind of disease in the future, who will suffer, isn't it you?"

"Is the troupe doing well recently? Are the performances going well?"

"It's all good, don't worry."

"A penny beats a hero"

"Why are you short of money?"

"No, Ruobing wants to help his younger brother buy a house, isn't he getting married?"

"Let her buy it, what are you worried about her brother?"

"Hehe, maintaining relationships is really a science, and I'm still learning."

"You don't give yourself all kinds of sacrifices at the end"

"Will not"

"why"

"There was someone who gave more than me. Ruobing came to me."

"Okay, you bitch, I don't care, but I have to remind you in advance, the days are still long, you have to take it easy to hear."

"I know, everyone is so long-winded."

"Hey, I said who are we talking about for, and it's not all about you, you still..." Hui Wen's chatterbox has opened up now, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. eyes.

The people around me have become out-and-out chatterboxes, you have to pay attention to this every day, you have to pay attention to that, you are such a big person, why do people still worry about you, can you do it? Listen to something.Ruobing, this kind of you makes me more and more obsessed with it. I like the way you whisper in my ears, and you point to my nose and ask me in pajamas regardless of your image. Wen Wuyou, don’t you Are you in good health? I like your busy figure in the kitchen, and your attitude of discussing with me immediately when you encounter problems.

Ruobing, there is actually one more thing I didn’t tell you, that is the reason why I left back then. My mother’s threat was only one aspect of it. On the other hand, I didn’t have enough confidence to go on with you. Feelings will slowly fade over time.I'm sorry, I didn't have the courage back then, so I chose the simplest way to deal with difficult problems, that is to leave you and give up on myself.

Ruobing, many things are hard to come by only if you go through them yourself. I have done many things wrong, but the only thing I didn’t do wrong is that I didn’t really leave you.

In the dead of night, you pressed on my body and said to me, I love you, worry-free, I love you, love you so much.