Anxious

Chapter 38

After he finished speaking, no one said anything more, Xie Yuyue took a breath, and his voice was a little hoarse when he spoke again.

"I didn't know what to talk about before I came here."

Xie Songyu exerted some strength on his hand and squeezed his fingers, but Xie Yuyue squeezed them back with the same temperature.

Mr. Xie couldn't talk to a Xie Songyu, how could he talk to Xie Yuyue, originally these three people were not the type of impulsive personality, so the quarrel would not be catastrophic, it was just a thorn in his heart.

Now Xie Yuyue doesn't care about his thorns, Xie Songyu is also going all out, with a look of "I'm stuck if I'm stuck anyway, I'm serious anyway", the only thing missing is to thank the old man, and this matter is complete.In Xie Yuyue's view, this is also an easy task. After all, the old man is not a mature man, and the two of them are not children. How does the old man want to stop it?

Thinking of this, Xie Yuyue said: "Dad, I don't think we can draw any conclusions today, so let's go first. There is still something to do tomorrow, why don't you think about it?"

The old man didn't say a word. He was going to leave and pulled Xie Songyu, but he felt a force in his hand.

Xie Songyu looked at him and stood still.

Xie Yuyue pursed her lips: "Dad is angry first, you can't make sense."

Xie Songyu seems to understand the conflict between the two, but in fact they are not patient or respectful enough. In fact, if you look at it this way, Xie Songyu is more like a son.

Xie Songyu said: "Don't do this, or..."

"Why not?"

"Why don't you go back first," Xie Songyu thought for a while, "I'll stay with Dad for a while."

Xie Yuyue looked at him for a while, feeling inexplicably aggrieved. He seldom spends time alone with Mr. Xie, and usually pretends. This time, his own interests were touched. Calm down.He didn't want to come at all, it's better to elope directly and die in peace.

Xie Songyu refused to follow him, stood there and pushed him, and said: "You can go back first, calm down, and I will have a few words with Dad."

There is something to say, Xie Yuyue thought.

Why don't you go back and let me go?What are you going to say?

Xie Yuyue's favorite is the leader, he is the initiative, he has been leading Xie Songyu away, Xie Yuyue's favorite when Xie Songyu obeys.But the fact is that Xie Songyu is willing, and once his wishes are not allowed, they will stop.

Xie Yuyue looked at him, squeezed Xie Songyu's hand, as hard as trying to break him, probably trying to say something harsh, but when the words came to his lips, he became aggrieved.

"I'm going home now, do you want me to take a taxi back alone?"

Xie Songyu was stunned for a moment, and gave him the car keys directly: "Call the assistant? Come pick me up again at night?"

Xie Yuyue felt relieved, and said, "What time?"

Xie Songyu didn't know either, there was no way to answer him, he thought that it was nothing to just talk to the old man.Just say, "It will be soon. Not long."

Then Xie Yuyue was about to turn around, and asked softly: "What if Dad persuades you?"

He still looked stubborn, but Xie Songyu felt that he was too uncomfortable, just like when he was about to cry.

Xie Yuyue said: "Can I still wait for you to come home? Brother."

Xie Songyu felt that his heart was tightened by something, and he twisted it. Xie Yuyue's expression was not wronged, but he was depressed. This was his last struggle, because no one was keeping him now, so he even covered it like before. Xie Songyu lost the ability to keep him from speaking.

Maybe this sentence was too worrying, Xie Yuyue felt that Xie Songyu's eyes were red, and Mr. Xie, who didn't know when he sat on the office chair, looked over in surprise, as if he hadn't thought that this was his kiss. What the son said.

Xie Songyu didn't hesitate, and nodded heavily: "I'll call you at night, come and pick me up."

Xie Yuyue obediently left.

After a while, only Xie Songyu and the old man were left. The old man said he was filial and asked him to sit down. The two of you had some tea, and Xie Songyu sat down with confidence.

They didn't say anything, they just said a few words around Xie Yuyue's temperament, and the old man comforted Xie Songyu: "That's how he is, I know it too well. You must be tired of getting along."

Xie Songyu shook his head: "Fortunately, he has actually changed a lot."

"In the past, even when I was a child, I would quarrel over many things, and I would cry under the covers." Xie Songyu was a little bit emotional, but he acted naturally, "But now, I won't fight with him." in argument."

In other words, Xie Yuyue won't quarrel with him anymore, Xie Yuyue is still in the leading position, but that's not a big deal, as long as Xie Songyu doesn't leave his premise, then Xie Songyu can do whatever he wants.

After waiting for a while, Xie Songyu said: "Dad, but we all know the problem and we will face bad voices, but it doesn't matter. If people want to live, they will always live. There are still 40 or 50 years left , 60 years... For such a long time, you should not stop too much for the time of others' words. No matter good or bad, there should be corresponding happy and depressed time."

Xie Songyu and Xie Yuyue may be the most ordinary couple among all the couples who come out of the closet, but as long as they walk the path of integrity, there is nothing to hinder them.

The reason why Xie Songyu is calm is that he can see clearly.

Mr. Xie didn't say much, he pointed to the teacup and asked him to drink tea.

The old man said: "Actually, I have nothing to worry about. You are not young anymore. I know that if something happens to me suddenly, this kid will be let go immediately. Free-range cubs are not good."

He knocked the teacup on the table and said: "But you have to know, Song Yu, if there is a breakthrough, even a little bit, as parents, I hope you can go on the right path... It’s not that the right path is not the right path, in fact, in other words, it’s the best path to take, and it shouldn’t be too hard. That’s all I want.”

Xie Songyu looked at the water in the teacup, his fingertips lightly touched the surface of the cup, the tea swayed a little, and soon regained his composure, he said softly, "Dad, this cannot be broken."

Even if it wasn't Xie Songyu and Xie Yuyue, it would be someone else.Xie Yuyue has many affections, but none of them is his real heart, he doesn't even have the desire to vent his desire.

Mr. Xie sighed and said, "Then there is no other way?"

Xie Songyu said, "Yes."

"No way at all?"

"Well," Xie Songyu said about his experience, "I tried it too, but it didn't work."

He didn't need to say that he couldn't forget Xie Yuyue, Mr. Xie already knew what he meant.

After a long time, Xie Songyu didn't know how many minutes it was, but he didn't feel uncomfortable in this silence at all, he was very comfortable because he had said everything he wanted to say.

Finally, he heard the old man express his opinion.

"Well, if there is really nothing to do, I can't force my two sons to death."

Xie Songyu raised his head abruptly, and the old man shook his head, as if he couldn't do anything about the two of them, he smiled gently.