Green Apricot

Chapter 28 Starry Night Sky

Later, my uncle found a job for my sister-in-law in Anshun, which happened to be able to take the two children over there, where their grandparents would take care of them.And the conditions for going to school there are much better than here.

When everything calmed down, I went back to the mountains to herd sheep. I put all those novels in my phone, thinking that my father would never look at my phone.Even if I read those novels, I don't always have that taste.

I'm about to leave home, and I burned all the days I wrote about at home, lest I miss any clues.The diary will be written again in the future.Those diaries represent my life in this land, and I have many good memories, but also many bad memories.

Later, Uncle Tianming suddenly called and asked me to go to his house to pick up the notice.

"Ah, the notice, why did it come to your house?"

"You ask me, your school called today and asked me to pick it up. Now the notice is in my house. When will you come to pick it up? Call me before you come."

"Ah, I'm going to the county seat to buy a ticket now"

"Now, you kid is fast enough, you don't have to be so anxious, you can't lose it with me"

"It will arrive in the afternoon, and I will notify you when it arrives."

"Okay. I'll pick you up at the station in the afternoon."

The weather was just right, and the sun was shining brightly along the way. I knew it was the key to the outside, but when I thought of staying away from Uncle Tianming, I felt uncomfortable.But if we want to be with him like this, even ten years, he will still be physically close to me, and he will not be able to penetrate into my flesh and blood.It's okay to leave for a while, maybe it's God's arrangement.

When I arrived at the station in the afternoon, Uncle Tianming was standing at the gate of the station. Today he changed into a white shirt, suit and trousers.Still looks so tall and straight.

I wonder if I should tell him today that I am gay and like him.Although I really wanted to tell him, but the words got out of my mouth and went back.I want to tell him the confusion of so many years.He will certainly accommodate.But I still can't open my mouth. I want to tell him everything, but this matter.It's a little confusing.

I was thinking and walking behind him, I like walking behind him, looking at his back, his thighs, his back, his neck, everything about him.

As he walked, he finally said, "What do you want to eat, I'm afraid I won't have this chance in the future."

"Eating and playing, I have eaten and played all this year, and there is nothing left."

"Then let's go to Jushan Square, don't leave tonight, it's not too late to go back tomorrow morning"

"Then where do I sleep at night?"

"You will definitely not be allowed to sleep on the street"

"Okay, let's go to the square first, oh, yes, I have to go to my cousin's house, no matter how you say it, he was the one who found me the school, no matter how good or bad, he has helped me people"

"Well, that's right. I'll go to the supermarket with you later to buy some things and send them to him. Where does he live?"

"Keshapo"

"Oh, how are you doing, do you want me to wait for you or sit at his house for a while?".

"Wait for me, it's not to ask someone to do something."

When I arrived at my cousin's house, he went out to sell goods, and my cousin was alone at home. I didn't have much to say to my cousin, but I said that I still had classmates waiting for me and came out.

When I arrived at Uncle Tianming's house, there was still no one in his house. I thought his house was really real, and he really didn't see a single person all year round.

"Tonight, let's sleep on the roof."

"Is not It Cold?"

"There is a quilt" We went to the roof after dinner. The city has to stand high to see its splendor and prosperity.During the day, everyone rushes to work, and at night, the night market and pedestrian street become lively.Each of them lives their own story.

I lay next to Uncle Tianming, watching the stars flying all over the sky, and there was a wave of warmth coming from Tianmingshu.I touched his nipples, and he was so sensitive that he turned his back and told me not to move around, it was very itchy.

"Qing Xing, when you go out in the future, you will definitely meet someone you like. When facing someone you like, you must first think about him, and second, tell him your true thoughts at any time. There is no one who is unwilling to listen to the truth. ".

I thought to myself, yes, everyone is willing to listen to the truth, but that’s all in your world. In our world, you never dare to tell the person you like.

"When you go out this time, when you won't call or send me text messages in the future, it means that you can no longer rely on me."

I thought to myself, I don’t need to rely on you in my body, and I don’t need to rely on you in my heart, but my soul really can’t do without you.I know what it's like to leave you.Can't see the bright sky, lost interest in everything.In the future, I will cherish those memories well.

"However, I have a hunch"

"What hunch?"

"You will come back"

"source?"

"An inexplicable hunch. Without any basis"

"Well, why did you call me out the first time you went to my house? I remember that day, the air was very humid and clear"

"Because, as soon as I saw you, I wanted to tear your clothes and poke them in." Uncle Tian Ming leaned over and pressed on me.I was thrown into a mess by his actions, and I lay there motionless, when a picture popped up in my head.It's pitch black outside, and the lamp walls inside are brilliant. It's hard to tell whether it's an ancient building or a cave.A person came from the side of the stone pillar.masked.I couldn't see his face clearly and was about to walk over.Suddenly woke up.

This picture is very clear, but it is not a dream.Uncle Tianming pressed on me for less than a second before turning over.Then he said: "Actually, it's nothing. At that time, I just thought that this child's eyes are so deep, and he can see many things that other children can't see in his eyes. I really want to know what this child sees in his eyes." thing".

"Then have you seen it now?"

"I seem to have seen it, but I will continue to watch it."

I looked at the stars in the sky, counting one, two, three...

Uncle Tianming was also getting more and more sleepy. He said that he couldn't lie down and wanted to sleep when he lay down.He breathes evenly and doesn't snore.I checked the time, it was only ten o'clock, and I didn't feel sleepy at all.I slightly felt Uncle Tianming move.I am very fragrant to reach out to find out.He looked up at Uncle Tianming's chin.He was still breathing evenly.My heart suddenly calmed down.One hand was buried on Uncle Tianming's belly, and the other was wrapped around Uncle Tianming's waist.

I thought to myself, if you are like me, but you can't touch that forbidden place now, I will respect you.I won't take anything from you.Even if you ask for it, you will ask for it without your knowing it.If you only have sympathy for me.Then I shouldn't even touch it.because I know.I can't leave a black spot in your heart.If so, I feel at ease.

Looking at the stars in the sky, counting, one, two, until falling asleep.

The next day, Uncle Tianming gave me a bank card, saying that I could use it if I wanted to, and put it in it if I didn’t want to use it, and then take it out for urgent matters.