Chapter 37 Blooming Night 10
Chapter 37 Blooming Night 10
Chapter.10
As if to make everyone have a good mood on the first day of the new year, the sky was clear and blue, with warm sunshine blooming, driving away the coldness of last night.
Victor was awakened by the dazzling sunlight. The first thing he did when he opened his eyes was to reach out and touch his right side.The bed sheet has long since lost the residual warmth left by someone's body lying on it. Victor looked at the ceiling for a long time, looking a little disappointed.
That was Yuuri Katsuki's position, and now, he is no longer in this room.
Victor remembered what he had done yesterday.
He drank a lot of wine at the party, and Yakov knew about his fight with Katsuki Yuuri, so he acted like a good guy and helped him find an excuse to leave there, let Katsuki Yuuri take him home, and come here we go.
But if it is said to be completely remembered, such a statement is not too accurate.He was really drunk, but only slightly.
After the cold war with Katsuki Yuuri, Victor's routine was not very good.Since it was already the end of the year, the number of announcements has increased a lot recently, besides, he was worried all day about getting Katsuki Yuuri to forgive himself, and his sleep time basically did not exceed four hours a day.Victor's recent state is no different from that of Katsuki Yuuri's saddest time. It takes the make-up artist to show his housekeeping skills to cover the cyan circle around his eyes for them.
The second day of the celebration is another rare vacation, so it is only natural to indulge for a while.Victor knew he had indeed had too much to drink.At that time, while he was joking with others, he glanced at Katsuki Yuuri who was hiding in the corner from the corner of his eye.The other party sneaked glances at him from time to time, and even cast extremely concerned eyes on him.Seeing Katsuki Yuuri's appearance, even though he smiled and replied all the greetings from his friends or juniors, Victor was only pandering on the surface, and would not have even the slightest thought for those who are not called Katsuki Yuuri .He picked up the wine on the table and drank bottle after bottle, as if the alcohol in the wine was minimal to him, until he felt his vision slightly blurred.
The memory of last night stayed in the time when he held Yuuri Katsuki's hand and didn't let him leave. After that, Victor couldn't remember clearly, but he was still sure that he was holding Yuuri Katsuki in his arms safely. slept through the night.
Probably the result of physical fatigue.
Victor suddenly regretted why he was dizzy at such a critical moment, and he felt that he had missed an excellent opportunity to redeem his previous mistakes.
The traces of people have been lost, replaced by clean clothes that have been washed by people, and there is still a fresh fragrance after washing and a fresh-dried smell like the morning sun.Victor got up and took the neatly arranged clothes, felt the warmth from the fabric quickly spread to his slightly cold palm, then looked down at the nightgown he was wearing, it was Yuuri Katsuki who put it on for him , Then, he put down the things in his hand, and ran to the living room as if flying.
It's not too early or too late, it's still a good time to have breakfast.The sound of ingredients being cooked came from the kitchen, and the aroma from these ingredients could no longer be completely hidden in the kitchen. The smell floated into the living room, attracting Victor's attention.
Full of anticipation, Victor approached the kitchen, opened the door, and saw the person he most wanted to see.
Katsuki Yuuri, who was busy in the kitchen, stopped because of the sound of the door opening. He seemed to be startled by Victor's sudden appearance, and his hand holding the spoon shook twice, and the soup in the spoon spilled on the stove. , and some soup splashed on the back of his hand.
The scalding liquid quickly turned his skin red, Victor took Yuuri Katsuki's hand worriedly, and put his lips on his burnt place.
Victor's lips were a little cold, and the soft touch and cool temperature took away the unbearable pain, but Katsuki Yuuri took the initiative to pull away after enjoying it for less than a few seconds.
"Morning... good morning."
"Good morning, Yuuri."
It was just a very ordinary greeting, but actually to Victor, it was very precious.
How long has it been since they had a proper conversation?
Victor didn't want to count the number of sad days.
Even if it's only for a week, or even less for three days or two days, he still feels particularly hard.
Because of Victor's behavior just now, Katsuki Yuuri blushed, he turned around and continued cooking, and explained to Victor why he was here to cover up his embarrassment.
"Yesterday you... were drunk, and Yakov had something else to do, so I brought you back here."
"Thank you."
"After breakfast, you can go back."
This is to drive him away?
Hearing Katsuki Yuuri's words, Victor felt very unhappy, he leaned against the door, sighed, and unconsciously regretted being drunk last night again.Afterwards, he went to the bathroom to take a shower, rinse off the residual smell of alcohol, changed his clothes and sat in the living room, staring at Katsuki Yuuri.
Katsuki Yuuri knew that this sentence hurt Victor, so he didn't dare to look at Victor's expression.Silently listening to the footsteps of Victor leaving, Katsuki Yuuri kept staring down at the dishes in the pot, as if he could see through the blazing flames under the iron pot.
The two who enjoyed breakfast together still haven't relieved the long-standing embarrassing atmosphere. Every time their eyes meet, Katsuki Yuuri will deliberately avoid it, and Victor still stares at Katsuki Yuuri with the most straightforward eyes .
This is what Yuuri Katsuki fears the most.
The emotion in those eyes was hard for Yuuri Katsuki to face now.
"Yuuri?"
Under Victor's call, Katsuki Yuuri slightly raised his head, but his eyes didn't meet Victor's.
"Did something happen to us yesterday?" Victor asked with a smile.His tone was understated, as if no matter what happened between them, in the end, he could accept it calmly.
He thought, in that vague memory, something must have happened to them.
Katsuki Yuuri was taken aback when he heard the words, and dared to meet Victor's scorching gaze.
I don't know if the season changed suddenly, but Yuuri Katsuki felt that the winter sun made him feel hot and uncomfortable, his face flushed instantly, and his heart felt a little hot and itchy like a flame roasting.He faltered for a long time before he said, "You think too much."
However, Victor felt that he did not think too much.
He watched Katsuki Yuuri's complexion turn from pale to flushed, not only his eyes wandering but also his lower lip clenched, he understood that something must have happened between him and Katsuki Yuuri.
Shouldn't it be like that?
Thinking of this, Victor was immediately worried, but also secretly pleased.Covering the unconscious overflowing smile with his palm, Victor tried hard to recall the sweet process that might have happened last night.
"What, nothing!"
Seeing Victor's uncontrollable smile, Katsuki Yuuri roared angrily.
They really didn't do too much yesterday.It was Victor who pressed him on the bed and kissed him carelessly, almost being hugged.Even if it didn't work out in the end, Katsuki Yuuri didn't have the courage to elaborate.
Victor, who was unconscious, kept kissing Katsuki Yuuri forcefully, whispered a lot of apologies in his ear, and then fell asleep unconvinced when he was about to strip him off.
The direction Victor guessed was correct, but it was a little bit off.
If Victor hadn't actually fallen asleep, the things he thought would have worked.Katsuki Yuuri, who escaped, couldn't help but blame himself in his heart.
In fact, he is not such a cowardly person, but when it comes to the person he likes, he becomes timid for no reason.While held and kissed by Victor, Yuuri Katsuki admits he couldn't push him away.
At that moment, although he didn't want to forgive Victor, he was still greedy for everything about Victor.He was very angry because of his uselessness, and wondered how long he could last.It is undoubtedly a very painful choice for him to have a cold war with the person he likes the most.
"If anything, it's my fault."
Victor's words interrupted Yuuri Katsuki's thoughts.Looking at Victor in surprise, Katsuki Yuuri gradually calmed down his restless state of mind after being stunned for a moment.
"No...There's nothing wrong with Victor."
Those were just actions that Victor did unconsciously because he was drunk, Katsuki Yuuri thought at this moment.
He's a man, not a woman, so it's no big deal to be kissed twice, not to mention they've had it many times before.
"Hearing your words, I couldn't believe my ears. I thought I was hallucinating."
Victor, who was sitting across from Katsuki Yuuri, suddenly laughed.
The helpless wry smile was extremely beautiful on the face of this man who was called a national idol by countless people.
It was his fault that caused such a situation.Victor doesn't know how long the cold war between them will be enough to fill the bottle that must be filled with punishment for himself. He just hopes that every day of his tomorrow, he will see Yuuri Katsuki's smile as always, and listen to him : "I forgive you", and then embrace him in his arms, using the future to make up for past mistakes.
Once again, they returned to wordless silence.
After breakfast, Victor responded to Katsuki Yuuri's words and left here.
When Victor left, he just said goodbye without even looking at Yuuri Katsuki.
At this moment, Katsuki Yuuri clearly realized how flustered he was, and he almost couldn't help calling Victor to stop him, telling him to turn around at least once before leaving.He began to speculate on Victor's state of mind when he left. Maybe it was because he was extremely disappointed, or maybe he was afraid that he would not be able to leave and he resisted not to see him.
The sound of closing the door next to his ears was obviously very short, but to Yuuri Katsuki, it was like an endless echo, indifferent and irrefutable, making people irritated.
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