bedtime counseling

Chapter 35 give it to me

The author has something to say: Happy Chinese Valentine's Day.Finishing the settlement today is a surprise for everyone. I think it is satisfactory enough to end here, and I hope you will like it too. PS, I’m already writing the fanfare, there will be no less, and there are manuscripts on file. Supervision, urging, and whipping are welcome.

This autumn is soft, and the wind seems to be yawning lazily from God, not as thin and desolate as before.

After two weeks of classes in the training class, it happened to catch up with the three-day public holiday.Liang Ze originally planned to rest at home, but Wu Ke suddenly informed him that he was going to go far away after a late night's sleep.

"Pack up your things, we'll go back to our hometown in the afternoon."

"go back home?"

Walking to the door, seeing Wu Ke wearing a tie, Liang Ze's eyes were a little confused, "You are dressed so formally, do you want to go back and meet someone?"

It can't be the head teacher of the high school, no.Back then, the old class used to beat him openly and secretly: "Some students who don't usually study hard should be aware of themselves, and don't always affect other people's study, let alone lead good seedlings to the bad." If it grows in the ground, it will probably vomit blood with anger.

"Well, meet someone."

"old classmate?"

Wu Ke didn't answer, turned around and glanced at him meaningfully.

Uh, looking down at his casual attire, Liang Ze was a little ashamed: "Then I should also dress more formally?"

"No, you dress better." And emphasized, "Don't be too childish."

Look good, but not too childish, what is the requirement.Liang Ze was at a loss, but he did it anyway.

He felt that he didn't have enough taste, so he finally asked Wu Ke to help him choose.Walking to the full-length mirror, I took photos of the front, back, left, and right. The collar was turned up and down, and I felt that I looked good, at least I wouldn't embarrass Wu Ke.

Although the distance is not very long, it is still very hard to drive alone.Liang Ze was afraid that Wu Ke would be sleepy or too tired, so he was thinking of topics to chat along the way.

"Ake, why do we suddenly have to go back?"

"Go back and have a look."

I have been away for many years, why do I suddenly want to go back and have a look?

Realizing that the eyes around him stayed for a long time, Wu Ke turned his head, and the speed of the car couldn't help slowing down, "What's wrong."

"It's nothing." He stared at Wu Ke's profile, "I just think you seem to be in a good mood today."

"is it?"

Are you being so obvious?

"En." Liang Ze tugged at the corner of his mouth.

Probably the weather is better.The autumn is high and bright, the wind is light and the clouds are calm, and he is sitting beside him.Lowering the car window and turning on the radio, Wu Ke blows the wind silently.Liang Ze was beside him, humming softly at first, then dozed off with his head raised.

When he arrived at his destination, he was woken up by Wu Ke's voice, "Here we are."

"Huh? Ah..."

Wiping the unknown liquid from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand, he patted his face in embarrassment, and found that he was covered with Wu Ke's suit jacket, which had been crumpled by his own arm...

"Are you here? This is—"

Turning his head, the outside was actually the entrance of the cemetery.

During the three-hour drive, the sun was not as dazzling as it was when we set off. It shone silently and restrainedly on this quiet place.

After buying flowers at the foot of the mountain, the two climbed up the stairs and walked slowly towards the height of the cemetery.Because he was always staring ahead, Wu Ke didn't even notice the gaze that had been on him for a long time, until Liang Ze called him softly——

"Ake."

Turning his head, Liang Ze's eyes were full of emotion, as if he wanted to say something to himself.

"how?"

"Today is not a day for sweeping graves."

Indeed not.

It's not as early as the vernal equinox, and it's not as late as the summer solstice. Few people choose this time to visit the grave.But Wu Ke didn't stick to these things, "I couldn't come here during the Ching Ming Festival. It's quiet now, so I just came to see it."

Is that right?

Liang Ze snorted, "I think you miss grandma."

Wu Ke remained silent.

The humidity on the mountain is relatively high, and the air is cooler than down the mountain, but the two of them felt warm all the way.

"It's here, it's here."

A very remote place.

At the beginning of the placement, Wu Ke was shy in his pocket and insisted on refusing to take any money from his father, so he could only keep everything simple.The tomb is located in a shady place at the corner, and the surrounding "neighbors" all have plates and bowls for offering fresh fruits and pastries, only grandma here is bare and has nothing.

But grandma's appearance is the most kind.

In the photo, she is still the same as before, smiling, with fleshy cheekbones and pearl jewelry in her ears.Liang Zejing stood in front of the tomb, remembering that once his grandma broke her leg, he and Wu Ke had to take turns carrying them up and down the stairs.Putting it on other old people may make them sigh, but she doesn't. She always says with great satisfaction: "I am more blessed than them. Both grandchildren are filial and sensible, and they will make money to support me in the future."

Grandma is such an optimistic and loving person.

Liang Ze thought that Wu Ke must have missed her, must have something to tell her, that's why he drove so long to come here.

Unexpectedly, Wu Ke didn't say anything.

He just picked up the dead branches and fallen leaves, wiped the ashes off the photos, and then stood silently in front of the tomb, without saying a word, not knowing what he was thinking.Liang Ze was behind him, watching the figure on the ground slowly elongate, and finally merged with the tree trunk next to him.

This is the quietest grave sweeping, no incense, no candles, no sound, only the wind in the grass and the light in the leaves.

When going down the mountain, Liang Ze was still walking behind. He was afraid that Wu Ke might have something on his mind, so he didn't bother him.Halfway up the mountain, Wu Ke stopped and took his hand.

interlocking fingers.

There were not many people around, Liang Ze's heart still skipped a beat.

"is it okay?"

That...isn't that disrespectful.If Grandma was still alive, she might not have agreed to them being together.Looking down at the hands holding each other, he felt that they were doing something unblessed.

"Let's go our separate ways."

"I've already told grandma." Wu Ke went down the stairs without changing his face.

Liang Ze was slightly startled: "When?"

"just."

The so-called spirit in the sky probably means that she can hear the words from the heart of her closest relative without making a sound. After all, that is her most beloved grandson during her lifetime.

"I thought I wouldn't have the courage to come back here again, because I didn't have the confidence to tell grandma that I'm doing well." Wu Ke looked at the steps in front, "But you're back."

The hole in his heart slowly filled from the moment he found Liang Ze, and the lost courage gradually returned.He can finally say frankly that he will live well for a long time to come.

Liang Ze held his hand tightly, and spoke in a low voice, rather than telling him, it was more like speaking to himself: "I will be with you from now on, no matter what happens, I will never leave again." Squeeze his hand, "You trust me."

"It's hard for me to trust you anymore."

Liang Ze was astonished.

Wu Ke didn't look at him.After a moment of silence, a relieved expression appeared on his face: "But if you disappear again in the future, I will go to the ends of the earth to find you."

They didn't recognize Liang Ze and themselves before, but now they open their hearts to each other honestly, have tasted and possessed, Wu Ke knows that he will never let go again.

Back at the foot of the mountain, I thought I was going to go back home, but the car was driven back to the old address.

"This house...isn't it for sale?" Liang Ze looked at the small bungalow in front of him in surprise.

"It has been changed to a homestay, and I have reserved it for two days."

Six years have passed, but the house does not seem to have changed, except that a flower arch has been made on the path at the entrance, and there are more white-painted benches and wooden tables in the yard, probably to attract customers.But as soon as you walk in, the inside is very different. Not only is the furniture brand new, but the kitchen downstairs is also semi-open.

After putting away their things, the two walked to a nearby supermarket to buy some fast food and beer. When they got home, they cooked a meal and chopped fruit. Simple things became extraordinarily lively and interesting.

Dinner was very cozy.In view of Wu Ke's poor capacity for alcohol, Liang Ze originally didn't intend to let him drink, but he opened a can instead.

"Are you sure you can drink?"

He raised his head and took a sip, his Adam's apple slipped down: "You don't want to get me drunk now?"

"I—" This is simply to add a crime, "Since when did I want to get you drunk?"

Don't make it sound like I have ulterior motives.

Before finishing a can of beer, Wu Ke's breathing became much heavier.Some people drink like this, not on the face, but on the head, and whether they are drunk or not is all reflected in the breathing rhythm.Liang Ze was afraid that he would really feel uncomfortable if he drank too much, so he drank the remaining half of the can for him.

The night outside the window is getting darker, the leftover edamame shells on the coffee table are piled up into hills, and the TV program is also entering the family carnival session.

Liang Ze got up and pulled the curtains tightly, then turned around, Wu Ke had already collapsed on the sofa.The light in the living room was light brown. He was lying on his back, with half of his body facing the sofa, his Adam's apple protruding out.

Walking over to look at him closely, Liang Ze's expression was quite relaxed and happy, "Hey, it's only half a bottle of beer."

so what.

Wu Ke raised his eyelids and rolled his eyes: "Is the air conditioner not turned on in the living room?"

"Open it, let's talk about the calmness and coolness of the mind, you are now hot and dry."

Wu Ke didn't bother to argue with him, so he finished washing while he was still awake, and went back to the attic.Liang Ze packed up the trash in the living room, took a shower before going upstairs to dry his hair.

Although the stairs have been repaired, they still make a creaking sound when stepped on, like the sound of the old violin.There is also a TV on the wall in the attic, but it is smaller than the one below.Liang Ze pushed open the door, and Wu Ke was lying on the bed watching TV, his face was still stern and handsome, but unfortunately his eyes revealed the blurred mind at the moment.

Hearing the sound of the door, he slowly turned his head, saw that it was Liang Ze, and patted the empty seat next to him.Liang Ze smiled, climbed into bed and slept with him.

In my ear is the sound of variety shows like white noise, neither high nor low.They were head to head, staring at the ceiling above them.

"Ake, do you know that once I dreamed that the ceiling collapsed, my hair was so scared that I straightened up."

Wu Ke put his right arm on his shoulder, rubbed his slightly wet hair with his right hand, and replied lazily, "Why did it collapse?"

"It seems to be bitten by a mouse, I can't remember."

"Am I here?"

"What's there? Oh, you said in a dream, you were there, beside me, we were crushed to death together."

"It's not in a dream, I'm asking if I was there at the time."

Wu Ke moved closer, his chin brushed against Liang Ze's forehead, and there was a deceptive smell of alcohol in the air, so that Liang Ze's ability to understand plummeted.

"Yes, you are here. I hugged you as soon as I woke up, but you were too sleepy to know."

"How did you hug me?" Wu Ke's voice was hoarse.

Liang Ze put his hands under Wu Ke's armpits, hugged him tightly like a baby, buried his head and did not speak.

"Hug like this?"

Hearing a low laugh above his head, he said in a muffled voice, "Yeah."

Then there was nothing more to say.

Wu Ke found a comfortable position to hug him and put his arms on his pillow.Liang Ze wasn't greedy, didn't move around, and gradually fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, he was woken up by a numb ankle.

I don't know when the TV was turned off, and Wu Ke beside him disappeared, but the Tencel quilt at the end of the bed was bulged, and his ankle seemed to be being gently kissed by someone.

"Ake?" Liang Ze called out in the darkness, and it took three seconds before he was hit before he responded, "Yes."

One kiss after another fell from the hollow of the calcaneus, and gradually moved to the calf, knee, and waist.As the distance got closer, Wu Ke's movements became more and more clear, and the sound of panting reached Liang Ze's ears through the quilt, bringing a strong sense of dizziness and weightlessness.

Liang Ze didn't understand the situation until his underwear was completely taken off, so he asked Wu Ke in a little confusion, "You—did you drink on purpose at night?"

"Ah."

"For..." In order to be less offensive when doing it?

"In order to get back the feeling of the first night." Wu Ke said hoarsely.

Just one sentence took all of Liang Ze's strength away.

"I will take the initiative tonight."

Wu Ke guided him, put his unfamiliar body in the pose he wanted, and ignited the long-suppressed enthusiasm bit by bit.

This night, both of them had the illusion of being newlyweds.

So tired that he couldn't lift his arms and legs, and his voice was completely hoarse, Liang Ze pinched himself before falling asleep.He tried his best to keep his sweaty eyes open, with his arms hanging around Wu Ke's neck, and he could see clearly even though the night was dark.

After all, they came together, as they had dreamed countless times, dream come true is the most dizzying word in the world.

During the ups and downs, realizing that he was staring at him, Wu Ke actually covered his eyes with a hand.

"I can't see you..." he protested.

"Don't look at me like that." The protest was dismissed, "If you look at me like that, I will not function properly."

"Don't blame me..."

Liang Ze didn't fully comprehend what Wu Ke meant, but it didn't matter anymore, he vaguely felt that it was a good word.

What I couldn't do when I was young, was realized tonight in a very ceremonial way, where there were regrets, and those regrets also became a complete footnote.He felt Wu Ke's hard work in the dark, felt his body being filled up little by little, and he was like lying on a big boat with turbulent waves, spending the whole night in a daze but with great enjoyment.

At dawn, the shaking finally stopped.He lay panting in Wu Ke's arms, and it took him a long time to calm down.Turning over, Wu Ke closed his eyes, his chest still heaving slightly.

"I'm hungry." He put his chin on it, "I'm dizzy from hunger."

It's too long.

Wu Ke slowly opened his eyes, and his eyes overlapped, "What trick do you want to play again?"

How could it be a trick?At best it has subtext.

"Lie down for a while and get up and cook instant noodles." He smiled brightly, "It's still the old rule, you cook, I wash the dishes."

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