sad love

Chapter 11

After the Spring Festival, the migrant workers returned to the city one after another. Brother Zhang and Sister Zhang came back and brought us many special products from their hometown.Xie Yunfei's face was haggard, and it seemed that he hadn't had a good time in just a few days.My little princess hasn't shown her face yet, and the phone beeps and no one answers.I was so anxious that I got on the bus and waited at the station for three consecutive days.On the fourth day, I finally received a call from Jingyi, "My little princess, I miss you so much! When are you coming?"

"Tomorrow afternoon."

"I'll pick you up at the station." I was so excited at the time, I didn't even know that her voice changed suddenly.

In the afternoon I put on my best clothes and went to the station, waiting for me to see Jingyi looking around in the crowd, I walked over and hugged her tightly.When we reunited after a long absence, Jingyi was very indifferent, but I hugged her tightly.

"what's wrong?"

Jingyi didn't answer, just looked at me quietly.I took her by the hand and got on the bus back to our residence.Jingyi looked around, she seemed to be very unfamiliar with this habitat.

"Don't look, I guarded you when you left, and nothing changed."

"Oh, I'm tired and want to rest."

At night, I went into the room and lay down beside her, Jingyi sat up from the bed, "How did you get into my room?" I touched her forehead to make sure she was normal.

"This is my room, don't we sleep together all the time?"

"I...I...?" Jingyi looked at me with an embarrassed expression.Jingyi's abnormal expression makes me uneasy.I silently asked in my heart: What happened to Jingyi?

Jingyi still made breakfast for me in the morning, but the taste was different from the previous one, and I don't know the specific difference.

"It's something I just learned to do."

"No, you used to make food for me."

"Really, why don't I remember."

"Little idiot." I pinched her nose as punishment for her forgetfulness.

"Can you accompany me to the flower shop today? I need your help."

I accompanied Jingyi to the front of the flower shop, she stood there in a daze, feeling like she had never been here before.

"Is it here?"

"En." I couldn't help it anymore, put my hands on Jingyi's shoulders, "Jingyi told me what happened?"

Jingyi's eyes were a little nervous, "I have a disease, and I can't remember many things from the past."

"Really, have you forgotten me too?"

"No, it's just that I want to get to know you again, can I?"

I held Jingyi in my arms again.

In the evening, brother Zhang and sister-in-law Zhang invited me and Jingyi to their home for dinner, and Yunfei and Yuting also went.

"I'm going to work tomorrow, a new year, a new start, a new hope, I hope everyone's wishes come true." We toasted Brother Zhang's words and poured our hopes with mellow wine.Jingyi drank too quickly, her face turned red after drinking a glass of wine.

"I haven't seen our little princess drink so much in a few days!" Sister Yuting asked with a smile.

"She was ill and forgot many things."

"Oh, that's it. What's his name?" Yu Ting pointed to Xie Yunfei and asked.Jingyi scratched her head, looking like she was thinking hard. "Brother Yunfei, don't you remember?"

"Yes, Brother Yunfei." Jingyi said shyly.

I still go to work in the publishing house, and the editor-in-chief keeps telling me: Come on, Xiao Shi, you will be in charge of a column this year.The editor-in-chief's words gave me great encouragement, and I worked harder.In the evening, accompany Jingyi to watch TV dramas.We often argue for a certain ending: she loves him, he doesn't love her but leaves her; he loves her, she doesn't love him but leaves him;

"Why did it end like this? The directors ruined a beautiful love again."

"Love does not necessarily mean staying together. The mission of love is to teach people how to love. Besides, movies are just a reproduction of a certain picture in life, but in reality, the right to love and be loved is in my hands."

"Yes, control the right to love, love boldly when you need love. Kiss when you need to kiss, live in the moment, live in the moment. Don't care about him, whether he will be cloudy or sunny tomorrow." Jingyi's changes surprised me , I don't know if it's because of her illness, or the traces of some kind of experience haunt her mind from time to time.

Is she Jingyi? Is my Jingyi back?

She always gives me great advice when editing my manuscript, and I find that her suggestions always make the plot of my story more touching.And I often return her with a kiss.Sometimes when I don't know how to write a certain plot, I will put down the pen and listen to her opinion.

"You fell in love with a boy, how would you get to know him?"

"Get to know his ex-girlfriend. If his ex-girlfriend is worse than me and has less temperament than me, I will stop loving him, because I have already learned the taste of this boy; when a boy falls in love with a girl Also get to know her ex-boyfriend, if her ex-boyfriend is worse than you, even worse than you, stop loving her, because people who are worse than you will dump her, and you also have 1000% I dumped her for the reason." Jingyi's eloquent words left me dumbfounded.

"It's a master-level argument. It penetrates into the inside and is beyond the reach of your peers." When I asked her what would you do if a boy broke up with you, she said angrily: "Asshole, go."

Jingyi and Yuting went shopping, Yunfei asked me to drink with him.

"Why did you encounter any trouble?"

"Hey, it's about work. I once set a goal for myself and worked hard for three years to become a vice president. Judging from the current situation of our company, my dream can only be a dream."

"Don't worry, this year has just started. Besides, haven't you become a minister now?"

"Don't be in a hurry. Yuting has been with me for three years. The calmer she is, the more anxious I am. I dare not promise her anything. Even if I promise to marry her, I can't give her happiness. Do you think I Very incompetent!"

"Don't compete with yourself, just take one step at a time, there must be a way for the car to reach the mountain."

"I know all this, but it's useless!" Our conversation didn't resonate, so we dropped it.

The agreed delivery date is approaching, and I am at home to catch up on the manuscript these days.Yuting works on design at home, and goes to her house to chat with her when she feels sleepy.

"Actually, you should have a good discussion with Brother Yunfei, everything needs to be accumulated slowly to produce results."

"I often tell him not to be too hard on himself, but he always stares at me, followed by a lot of noise like rain of bullets. Many nights we ignore each other." Yu Ting said with tears.I couldn't find a reason to comfort her, so I slipped out of her room on the pretext of rushing to finish the manuscript.

I submitted the manuscript as promised, and the editor-in-chief was very satisfied.From time to time he asked me about my situation, my family, where I lived, and if I had a girlfriend.I have a lot of free time after the manuscript is submitted. Sometimes I will go to Jingyi's flower shop to help out, of course only in the evening.

The author has something to say: For love, the end of time is just an adjective.