Let go of that soldier, I'll come

Chapter 5...

"...For a month, I allowed you to do whatever you want with me. Isn't that enough? Let me go back."

"No, this is the only thing you can do." Except for leaving me, I will satisfy you for the rest... Don't leave me... Captain Levi...

I smiled bitterly, only this is not enough?Alan...you're just a brat.

Stop talking, get up and walk around Allen.Go up the stairs and leave the basement.Looking out the window, it was almost time for the sun to set, and the surrounding area was already dark.

I've searched all over the place and can't find a tool that works.Although the broken three-dimensional mobile device cannot be repaired, there is nothing else.

Levi, who walked out of the living room, planned to go to the kitchen to have a look.In addition to the basement, the only place Allen frequently enters and exits is the kitchen. ...maybe something can be found.

"Captain Levi, are you hungry?"

"No, you followed me, did you figure it out and let me leave?" This kind of negotiation was futile, but Levi still couldn't help asking.

"Do you want coffee?" Avoiding Levi's question, Allen skillfully made a cup of coffee for Levi.

Without touching the coffee cup that Alan handed over, Levi whispered, "What do you want?"

"I just want Captain Levi, always by my side. I just want this."

Tried to turn away from the stared face, but his jaw was pulled back. "Promise me, Captain Levi."

"...!" At this time, I saw it in the eyes of Alan who was approaching.What Levi least expects from the bottom of his heart, something that he can't face. — Eyes of love. "Enough, Alan." Waved Alan's hand away.After leaving the kitchen, turn right and enter the hallway.Go in the direction of the basement.

He has seen Allen's eyes more than once.That was the look in his eyes that he couldn't respond to...

Even at dusk, it's still pretty dark here.Perhaps it was because most of the windows were sealed.No, maybe it's the same all the time.It was the same in the past.When it was dawn, there was no light at all through the windows.

As he walked, he was thinking about Allen in his mind.

Betrayal... Allen should have nothing to do with this, he obviously hates giants.In that case, why would he stand on the giant's side?Of course, there should be reasons and determination to do so.Has anything happened since Allen left there two years ago?Or before that... I didn't finish my sentence.

It's really hard to imagine that just because of my own words, it would be the reason why Allen stood on the giant's side.

Thinking of this, he suddenly raised his head because he bumped into something. — Allen!

As if he had expected Levi's frowning expression, Allen smiled and said, "Captain Levi, what are you thinking? So engrossed."

Looking at the wall behind Allen, if it weren't for him, I'm afraid he would have been installed on the wall by now. "Nothing." Turned around and entered the house, and did not close the door.He knew that even if he closed it, Alan would follow in.

Sitting on the bed with Levi, Allen said, "What happened in the village two years ago, what happened in the end." In fact, the incident in the village had already been told by Reiner and the others, and it was also mixed into the blockade at that time. The gendarmerie of this village has investigated everything in that village.Including those unusual villagers.

"...I don't know the details. The Gendarmerie has done a lot of experiments after taking over. The people in this village have the physique of giants..." The experiment in this village has not yet ended, and I heard it again not long ago A lot of news.The physique of this giant does not seem to be hereditary.But what exactly caused them to have the physique of a giant has not yet been ascertained.

And what is interesting is that in that village, there is a stone tablet engraved with something.After two years of translation, I got some words that didn't make a sentence.

"Alan, are you there?"

From the direction where Allen and Captain Levi came not long ago, there were footsteps.Heavy steps walked down the corridor.This alone already knew who it was.

Allen turned his head away.Sure enough, as Levi expected, the familiar figure was approaching here.

Although no longer wearing uniforms.But in order to fix the three-dimensional mobile device, the belt that stretches the skin is still worn on the casual clothes.

Not knowing if he sensed Levi's presence, Hoover walked quickly to the front of the room, then stopped.The quiet and overflowing depression mixed with a faint smell of blood makes people feel a little uncomfortable.

...he seems to be here all the time.This time it seemed that he was still dragging something.It took a few glances to see clearly, although there was only one encounter.He recognized this person as a member of the Survey Corps, but he didn't know his name.The three-dimensional mobile device on the waist is missing, probably thrown away by Hoover when he dragged it here.

"Who is it?" Allen asked after glancing at the man whose chest was still heaving slightly.

"I don't know him. It should be us who joined the scouts later. Reiner and I went near the wall of Xina just now, and then we found him."

Hoover said that he was also dispatching the Corps, so it is very likely that he came to find Captain Levi. "Kill him." After thinking for a while, Allen said without hesitation.

"Hmm—Allen!" Levi's eyes widened, and this was the first time Levi looked directly at Alan in so many days. "You can't do this..."

"Why can't...he probably already knows we're here. If you let him go back, do you think the survey corps won't leave the city with the excuse of saving you?" In short, we can't let the survey corps leave the city now, let alone the investigation The Corps knew Levi was here.

"Okay, I'm just here to ask for your opinion, Allen. I'll deal with the rest with Reiner."

I really don't know what he's here for.Hoover walked away for a while, before Allen said, "Captain Levi, are you angry?"

——It’s not your fault.I really wanted to say that, but I didn't say it.Normally, he would not even think about the movement of his mind, but now he is not only in a mess of anxiety.

If possible, he didn't want to see Alan at all now.At least not after hearing such cruel words just now.

"Why do you want to do this?"

"What?" Allen didn't understand what Levi said for a while, but soon he understood what Levi was referring to, and said, "Captain Levi, don't you want that person to die?" ? But Captain Levi didn't tell us..."

"Enough, shut up!" He knew what Allen wanted to say.

"Why don't you let me say, isn't Captain Levi the same? Or are you just merciful and want to save that person. Or do you two have an affair?" Suspicion and other lights flickered in the green pupils . —he looked at Levi as if he thought it was amused.

This, on the contrary, incited Levi's inner rejection of the current Allen mentality. "You, now, really make me sick..."

"I feel pretty good about myself now."

"... Humph." Levi looked at Alan sitting in front of him with unprecedented anger, then turned his head slightly, squinted at Alan, and then closed his eyes.

"Why didn't you look at me? Why did you turn your face away? Captain Levi, don't treat me like this." Now Allen has lost the indifference just now.Now his appearance and attitude may be closer to the Allen two years ago.

"Captain Levi, I get it. I'll make Hoover let him go. So don't ignore me," murmured as if in a whisper.The voice wasn't particularly tense, but it gave off the feeling that the puppy had been abandoned by its owner.

Levi gasped, opened his eyes and stared straight at Alan.

There was silence for a while.There was no dialogue, but when Levi's eyes met Allen's, Levi would immediately turn his head unnaturally.

Not long after, Allen returned to his indifferent attitude, and said to Levi, "I'll go find Hoover and the others, and Captain Levi should rest earlier."

Allen's penis quickly melted into the light at the end of the corridor.Until he couldn't see it and still didn't look away, Levi brushed his fingertips over the earlobe that hadn't dissipated the heat.Allen's whispers and gasps in his ears just now made him feel a little uncomfortable.And after hearing Allen's soft words, he even felt a little bit of embarrassing him.

Heaving out the accumulated discomfort, Levi slowly stood up.No matter what, I couldn't suppress the irritability.It was the first time he felt this way about a person.

——But now Allen really can't make him face up to this feeling.He clicked his lips, forcibly suppressing the strange feeling in his body.

Concentrate on getting out of here now, Levi reminds himself not to go to Ellen again.Letting out the unfinished sigh again, Levi walked to the hall.

Remember that Allen didn't wear a three-dimensional mobile device to go out, this may be the only chance he can get out of here. ——Just find Allen's three-dimensional mobile device.

The sun has completely set, and night has come here.

Walking along the wall of the corridor, the room without lights was pitch black.Alan's three-dimensional mobile device on the table appeared in the field of vision.

Go around the chair and pick up the device on the table.Without thinking too much, after confirming whether the gas in the tank was still enough, he packed it skillfully.

Getting out of here was easier than expected.The Wall of Ruth may have been destroyed by giants, and buildings in many places were destroyed in a bad way.But this is the only place where you can feel that it has been cleaned carefully, and cleaning such a large place cannot be completed overnight. Even the surrounding trees have not changed much from two years ago. Coming to Allen, I really put a lot of thought into this place.

You can feel the warm atmosphere here by spinning around in the refreshing environment.Every tree here was planted here by Allen himself.

Because I had been staying in the basement before, I didn't take a good look at it at all.Humans have been withdrawn from here for two years... and Alan and the others seem to be planning something.

Thinking of this, Levi will stop and start walking again, he can't stay here anymore...

He is really scared!Afraid to stay by Alan's side.Levi's obsession with him for a month is really frightening.Being by Alan's side, he was really afraid of being doomed, and even tolerated him...

The author has something to say: I wish you all a happy new year, three consecutive updates today, two chapters of the main text and one extra chapter.Plus a painting, I hope you like it.Don’t get too fat during the New Year~(≧▽≦)/~

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36. Extra Story 3 - Dream...

He had that dream again—

That dream that appeared in his dreams so many times... that nightmare he didn't want to recall no matter what.At that time, he never thought that Levi's class would be almost wiped out.

I can't forget the way they looked at the sky when they died, and I can't forget what happened after that.

Levi, who was lying flat on the bed, opened his eyes, looking around with bloodshot eyeballs.Everything is a familiar scene, no matter how many years have passed, nothing has changed here.

He sat up and looked at the scene in front of the iron gate.That stinky brat Allen must have watched such a scene at the beginning... He joined the Survey Corps with the determination to leave no giant behind.Learned to trust, learned to be cruel, and even learned to sacrifice...

Four years later, humanity has experienced joy in unprecedented victories... but joy has also been tinged with sadness.Too many people were sacrificed in this war.There are very few people left in the survey corps.

The cries of joy and sorrow from the crowd were indistinguishable from the cries of sadness.

He stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to pull something back, but it was in vain.

Look at empty hands.Levi laughed at himself, there was nothing... even that stinky brat... obviously taught him what cruelty is, but he couldn't be cruel at this time.I don't want to recall, but those fragments that have entered the purpose cannot be thrown away.

Four years ago, mankind achieved unprecedented victory.In that last moment...

The pain in my heart can't be extinguished, I thought it was already numb after being cruel for so many years.Standing under countless corpses... Although I often said that I would kill him with my own hands, I never thought that when I actually cut him with my own hands...

The knife in his hand fell with tears, and Levi took a few steps back... Facing this last giant, he not only couldn't do it...and even felt heartache.

If it weren't for his momentary hesitation, perhaps more people would have survived that war.

In an instant, blood donations spewed out with that last scream...

Allen sat up abruptly.

Yes, this is the dream.He covered up the fear of his mother being swallowed up; covered up the sadness of killing Mikasa and Amin with his own hands; covered up the reality of madly destroying human beings.

That day four years ago was actually like this——

Regardless of Captain Levi's obstruction, he took a bite on his hand.Then he rushed into the giant, and the killing of the giant made him lose himself.

Waving Mikasa and Amin away with one hand, he was like a red-eyed lunatic.Regardless of giants or humans, anyone who stands in his way will be killed.

When in the end, the person standing in front of him became Captain Levi.He stopped.He saw Levi with teary eyes.As soon as he stepped forward, Captain Levi stepped back.The hand holding the knife kept shaking.

He wanted to break free from this giant body, but his arms and legs wrapped in muscle fibers couldn't move.If he could really die in his hands... Alan closed his eyes thinking so.However, when he opened his eyes again, his eyes were already red. Like the corpses lying on the ground, Captain Levi was also lying there.

After kneeling in front of Levi for three days and three nights, the giant's body also unknowingly turned into steam.

Opening his hand, the Wings of Liberty torn off from Levi's long arm at that time has been covered with black blood, and the pattern on it has long been invisible.

"Captain Levi, I can't take it anymore." Pulling out the dagger under the pillow, Allen slashed towards his wrist.

"—Allen!!" Levi sat up as if he had just heard the shocking news.For four years, such a dream has been haunting him.Allen's death played endlessly in the dream again and again.

He killed Alan... for the sake of humanity, he killed Alan.Kill that Alan who always wants to be with him...for humanity...

"Ellen, I'm sorry..."

A few days later, Levi's body was found in his home.He still clutched an indistinct badge tightly in his hand.After cleaning, it was discovered that it was the wings that symbolized freedom back then...

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