Chapter 31
Chapter 31
Tong Yi hadn't discovered before that Zhou Jiansheng could be so clingy when he was sick.
Different from the impatient look in his eyes before, now he is like a child, no matter where he goes, he will feel a pair of eyes staring at him closely.
"Tong Yi, I want to drink water..."
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"Tong Yi, I have a headache..."
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"Tong Yi, I'm hungry...why are you going?"
"Cook!" Tong Yi was so annoyed by him that he was about to run away from home, but there was such a sick person at home, so he couldn't leave...
Tong Yi scoured the rice for Zhou Jiansheng several times in the kitchen, and then she felt more comfortable, then walked to the living room as if nothing had happened, and sat on the sofa.
Since getting up in the morning, he has never been within two meters of Zhou Jiansheng.
"Ah!!" There was a sudden shout from the bedroom, and Tong Yi hurried in.
"What's the matter?" He bent down and touched Zhou Jiansheng's forehead. After taking the medicine last night, it was no longer hot.
"I'm so hungry!" Zhou Jiansheng looked at him with innocence in his eyes.
"You..." Tong Yi could feel that his anger was soaring, he tried his best to control his expression, and said, "If you keep screaming, be careful, I will eat all the rice in the pot, and I won't give you a single bite .”
These words really didn't seem to come from Tong Yi's mouth, Zhou Jiansheng looked at him with a smile, Tong Yi was embarrassed by him, but he had already said the words, so he could only be naive to the end.
"From now on, you are not allowed to talk, and you won't be given food if you talk." When he said this, he found Zhou Jiansheng looking at him with a smile, as if he was about to do something bad.
"Okay, Papa Tong!" Sure enough, Zhou Jiansheng suddenly pulled Tong Yi's hand towards him, and Tong Yi was unprepared, and fell into the soft quilt on the bed.
"What are you doing!" Tong Yi shouted.
"I don't do anything, I just miss you and want to hug you." Zhou Jiansheng just lay on top of him, with the quilt between them, Tong Yi felt that he was covering her whole body.
"Is your brain burned out? You see me every day."
Zhou Jiansheng put his face close to his ear, and when he spoke, Tong Yi could feel obvious vibrations, "I think you're only coming back now," he said, and after a few seconds, he said, "Stay, don't gone."
Tong Yi silently let him hug her, looked up at the ceiling, and suddenly felt that she was very ignorant before.
He thought that it was his father's fault that he lived in a single-parent family and that he didn't lead a normal life. He thought that it was the fault of this era that he was discriminated against because of his homosexuality. Suffering is caused by others, so what you want, you can't get it.
For so many years, he felt that he had been waiting for the day when this person would see him and have different feelings for him, but slowly, he found that this day was getting farther and farther away from him.
But he never thought that this is actually a gift from God.
Everyone knows that Zhou's threshold is very high, and the position of assistant to the chairman is a height that ordinary people can't reach.And he, an undergraduate graduate from a third-rate university, can be in this position after one year of graduation, and others will definitely not believe him if he tells it.
Therefore, he has been by his side from the very beginning.
Back then, he kept telling himself that he liked him, that he was upright, kind, and childish, and that he was around him every day.
Later, he felt that he still liked him, but he refused to accept his change no matter what.
The most stupid person in the world is not myself, who else can be.
"Are you asleep?" Zhou Jiansheng's words interrupted Tong Yi's thinking.
"No."
"Then what are you thinking?" Zhou Jiansheng propped himself above Tong Yi with his arms, looking down at him.
Tong Yi looked at him and wanted to say something, but after thinking about it, she felt a little too hypocritical.
"I'm almost thirty." Tong Yi said.
Zhou Jiansheng thought for a few seconds, not knowing what he meant by this, "Well, what are you talking about?"
"I like men." Tong Yi didn't answer his question, but said another sentence.
Zhou Jiansheng had a bad feeling, he felt that Tong Yi's expression seemed to break with him.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhou Jiansheng asked, the things he did to correct Tong Yi's fault immediately flashed through his mind, he was very guilty, and wished to slap himself right away, "I...I think who I like is Your freedom, you don't care about my feelings, I mean... I won't let you correct any mistakes..."
"I like you."
After Tong Yi finished speaking, Zhou Jiansheng was stunned.
He thought that Tong Yi would never say these words again.Because, these days, no matter what he did, he could never get back the eyes that were chasing him.
Therefore, he tried everything but failed, but he did not expect that in the end it was this easily seen lie that kept him.
Did he say that because he thought he was going to die?
Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Tong Yi smiled slightly and said, "It's awkward, isn't it? But I think it feels good to say it, and finally I don't have to hide it anymore."
Zhou Jiansheng wanted to say something, but Tong Yi covered his mouth, "Don't refute, I know you are very upset, but now I am the one who confesses first, if I want to refuse, I have nothing to eat, just hold back!"
Because they were so close, Zhou Jiansheng clearly saw a different blush on Tong Yi's face than usual, and seeing his pretentious and flickering eyes, he suddenly felt his heart skip a beat.
He raised his hand and pulled down the hand covering his mouth, aiming at Tong Yi's lips and covering it.
This kiss is different from their previous kisses, because only this kiss, the emotion injected into it seems to be overflowing soon.
Zhou Jiansheng felt that he was very happy now, very happy.
Before, he never looked at anyone around him, and missed many people and things.He always felt that some colors that ordinary people should have were missing in his world, but he didn't know how to get them back.
Why didn't you see it?Tong Yi just likes to hide himself and live hard alone, maybe if he takes the initiative a bit more and observes more himself, they will definitely not be like this now.
He once didn't understand him, didn't trust him, thought he was just a follower by his side and easily vented his anger on him, and hurt him for ridiculous reasons... It was his various behaviors that slowly made this People push farther and farther away from themselves.
Maybe this is the person he feels the most sorry for in his life.
Father Zhou once told him that in the future, after he finds someone who can tolerate everything about him and stay with him for the rest of his life, his character will no longer be so irritable and irritable.
He didn't quite understand at the time, the existence of one person can change another person's character?
However, it now appears that this sentence is not wrong.
When he realizes that he is about to lose this person, during the period of taking care of him, that familiar face will always appear in his mind, and when his heart is occupied by some kind of emotion, the little anger that is left often disappears. The smoke cleared.
He even felt that Tong Yi was the medicine to save him.
The moment Tong Yi was suddenly kissed by him, her eyes were full of surprise.
Because the previous two times he was not sure that Zhou Jiansheng was awake, but this time, he was very sure that he had indeed seen what he had always wanted in his eyes just now.
He closed his eyes, and responded to Zhou Jiansheng's gentle and affectionate kiss for the first time, taking it as his answer to himself.
Zhou Jiansheng noticed Tong Yi's reaction, and suddenly felt a little confused. At this moment, he didn't feel disgusted or loathed, but simply liked this person, his soul, and every part of his body.
Between lips and teeth, Zhou Jiansheng stroked Tong Yi's hair with one hand, and then down to his face and neck, as if he was tracing a precious painting.Then, as if wanting to deprive Tong Yi of the air, he deepened this hard-won kiss even harder.
Tong Yi didn't expect him to be so excited, kissing and kissing, gradually becoming a little out of breath.He took off the arms around Zhou Jiansheng's neck and pushed his shoulders, trying to make him let go of himself.But Zhou Jiansheng just didn't let him go on purpose, he wanted to get out and leave, but there was a bed under him, being pressed down by such a big man, there was no way out.
What Tong Yi wanted to say was blocked in his mouth, and he could only make a "woo woo" sound.He felt that Zhou Jiansheng was even more reluctant to let go after hearing this.
No way, he stretched out his hand and pinched his waist hard.
Zhou Jiansheng was in pain, so he let go of him.
"You're playing dirty tricks!" he yelled.
Tong Yi sat up from the bed in a breathless manner, stretched out his hand to wipe his mouth, and sighed: "Where is the mad dog? It bites people and doesn't let go." Then he got up and walked to the kitchen.
Zhou Jiansheng followed with a smile, "The mad dog not only bites people, but also wants to eat people." As he spoke, he went to hug Tong Yi's waist, but he slapped him hard.
In fact, during the kiss, Tong Yi heard his stomach growl twice.
"Eating or eating, mad dog?"
"Hmm..." Zhou Jiansheng smelled the aroma of porridge, frowned and thought hard, "I... let's eat first, and then eat people."
Tong Yi sneered.
I don't know what this guy ate after he knew he was sick. He looked a little thinner than before, he thought, feeling a little distressed.
He took out the porridge and handed it to Zhou Jiansheng, "Look at how skinny you look, my dog is much fatter than you, eat it quickly!"
Zhou Jiansheng happily took the bowl, drank a big mouthful of porridge, and said, "Woo...Wow!"
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