Death Beliefs

Chapter 2@02

In fact, in Xi Xiang's girlhood, she and men like creatures were not so bitter and jealous when they met each other and only for profit. However, she experienced her father's cheating and her father's cheating in her short teens. When trying to cooperate with a boy because of extracurricular homework, the boy who usually looks gentle and polite thought that since they were lucky enough to cooperate once, they can be recognized as boyfriend and girlfriend relationships for granted, and even strongly expressed that in order to maintain this relationship, he can do this. Paying a gold card, as for the specific amount of money in it, Xi Xiang once said that it must be the same as his face, pale and powerless.

Xi Xiang once said: "I want to date his father, who would like him?"

However, after this time, she was completely disgusted, so that after so many years, she still couldn't cross the psychological hurdle.

She said that when she saw that kind of boy with white skin and glasses, she felt very disgusted, as if she was suddenly pregnant with a child.

At that moment, I finally understood why she could occasionally exude motherly love when she looked at the slovenly creatures in our school.It turned out that she had already faced the more terrifying person.

"I've always thought that the word "gentle scum" is used to describe a man's nobility in an extreme way." She shook her head in front of me to resist more than once, and then I realized that the reason why she hated the gentle scum with glasses so much was because her father Also this type.

I have seen her father. Dramatically, I actually witnessed her father showing up at Xi Xiang's house with his mistress. Like my great aunt.

But in the next second, I saw her mother smiling like a schizophrenic, and even walked over considerately, trying to pick up the luggage that the two had trekked over.At that time, I thought her father had brought Xi Xiang's unknown sister back.

As for Xi Xiang, she was as calm as if she was the visitor. She watched the two men and women enter indifferently. When she saw a room full of people, her face was only frightened for a moment, and then she opened the door and went out.That kind of scene is really weird, it's like they wanted to go to the peak and have a candlelight dinner at home, but they had to retreat temporarily and find a hotel for a spring breeze.

Later, Xi Xiang's mother stood there in embarrassment, looking at me with nowhere to rest her hands and feet. After all, I am an outsider, but I suddenly saw through the dire situation of their family.

Her mother wanted to explain something to me, but it was Xi Xiang who shook her head lightly, and didn't try to hide it from me, and said directly: "You see, my dad is just pulling me like this, so much so that he dares to talk directly to Xiaosan." Take it home, if my mother has a heart attack, she will just follow his wish and fulfill this couple."

It is not difficult to understand that the shadow caused by youth can really affect a person's life.When Xi Xiang often faced the eyes of the group of highly myopic creatures wearing glasses in our school, he couldn't pretend to be a brilliant mother for a few seconds, and he simply couldn't see it.

The moment she closed her eyes, she felt as determined as if she was going to die immediately."Their eyes looked as if they saw a relief representative who came to see them," she said.

She looked at me, and said sincerely, "It's still more pleasing to the eyes of women. I'm so lucky to be born as a woman."

"You really sound like you're declaring your sexual orientation. But your pleasure in women is only to escape your aversion to men. In short, you are sick."

I rolled her eyes and imitated her hypocrisy, rolled the whites of my eyes until I almost fainted.But as soon as the words came out, I bit my tongue secretly again. What I said seemed to look down on homosexuality, and I also distorted the word "homosexuality", which sounded particularly unpleasant.

"To tell you the truth, I might really like women. Whether it's morbid or not, I just hate men."

Xi Xiang actually looked over at a girl who was dressed very coolly and looked T-like based on my many years of experience, and cast a wink at her. It seems that there is no contribution from men, but she is inexplicably kind to women.

I was depressed, why didn't she act so disgusted when she took the money from the man?

I even think she is a perverted woman with a dual personality. In fact, I can also describe her as the kind of chaste woman who is both a prostitute and an archway.But our plastic friendship forbids me to describe it badly.

Well, since she said that she likes women, then I really have to believe it. After all, my tricks are still good at observing words and expressions. For example, when I saw her dislike for men, I once wondered if she suddenly jumped at the sight of the three-dimensional Da’s alien shape, as well as her shyness and coquettishness towards girls who are so cool that people can’t tell their gender, once made me think that she found illusory love in an instant, although a large part of it was because of her The acting is over the top.

But then again, she also has the same ability, that is, when the same sex is hooked, she will reject it very coldly, and she will not show mercy at all. Her integrity is as if she is a straight girl like steel. , It is frightening.

She is such a peerless and wonderful woman who lives contradictory and three-dimensional.

"Don't, you have to find someone like them to marry and have children to reproduce. Your family's incense must be inherited by you. It won't work if it's broken."

The purpose of me standing in front of her is to constantly criticize her hypocrisy and affectation, although my blows did not bring about such a huge response as imagined.

"It's broken, it's broken. There are frog princes in fairy tales. When we come here, there are really only frogs left. I can't wrong myself. I would rather be alone than spend my whole life with frogs. I will grow up all my life. You think I look forward to his lunch every day like an old lady."

"You are really vicious, and the Creator can't treat everyone equally. Who stipulates that all people in the world must look like flowers and jade. Besides, there are also young boys who are like flowers and jade chasing you. I didn't see you agreeing to others. People made it embarrassing, don't say it's just your fun, it's pretty evil. Doesn't your conscience hurt if you hurt people's little heart? Oh, yes, you rejected a very cool one the day before yesterday Young lady."

"Little fairies don't need a conscience." She stretched her hands, and brazenly made a gesture of "all the ladies and gentlemen", and when it was over, she proudly looked at the four of us who were stunned on both sides of the sub-station, "Meng Xuan, I didn't mean you , why do you suck so much from your mouth?"

"you--"

I have to admit that I really can't compete with Xi Xiang in terms of verbal fights. She always has ten thousand ways to embarrass you. Among the six girls who are close to each other, although it is a coincidence because of the beginning of the new semester We were divided into a dormitory, and then came together through similarities, but our emotional development was also unexpected. Who knew that we could understand each other better than our respective childhood and brothers and sisters in a short period of time?

"What are you? I know you can't beat me." Xi Xiang was very proud. If the conditions allowed, I would not be surprised that she would beat the whip and the drum to celebrate her temporary victory.

"I'll give you a chance to apologize. You should know the person I asked you about last time. Why did you shake your head like you were on drugs when I asked you about it? You discriminate against homosexuals!"

"No, I just object to this marriage. She is my child anyway, can you let her go... If the two of you break up in the future, who am I to stand..."

I pretended to wipe my tears, and my close friend Shen Nuo immediately helped me wipe them together knowingly. After a while, my fragile eyes turned red into a strange peach color.

I don't doubt at all that she wanted to take the opportunity to murder me. Shen Nuo, a woman with the same scheming heart, worships Xi Xiang first-class, no matter in terms of appearance or spirit.

In fact, in the matter of Xi Xiang's going to pursue me as a child, I was selfish, not what I said - if the two of them really broke up, who would I stand for, but I knew very well Although Xi Xiang hates male compatriots, she has been roaming around the dinner tables of big bosses since high school. Not to mention being a qualified social butterfly, but for her watery flamboyant energy, I hate her. Xiao must suffer.

I have been raised as a boy since I was a child. I have seen that she can fascinate a lot of young girls in Huaichun. Her power is really not inferior to that of a carefully packaged star on the stage. .

In addition to making her male and female indisputable, the more important point is that she is really handsome, and she is not at all like those little male stars with greasy hair and pink faces. Without the flash, she would die in an ordinary camera.

"You have to stand by me." She smiled like a kind old lady, she almost touched my head, and kindly gave me pocket money, "Think about it, she is so manly, if you say it is attractive Die, it must be that she didn't run away, and, do I look like such a loose woman?"

I nodded in trepidation, bare skin, typical ruthlessness, of course, before my chin touched my chest, I was pinched by her bone claws, and she shook her head, "Irresponsible conclusions, your conscience Won't it hurt?"

She may have suffered from short-term amnesia, completely forgetting that she is the lover of several big bosses, and she has so confidently portrayed herself as a little girl who is ignorant of the world.

"Little fairies don't need a conscience."

I was disheartened. At that time, I had known this exquisite woman who lived like a bone spirit for less than half a year, but I had fully understood her life habits. There was no shortage of suitors around her, and some even confessed to her with roses She's still a cool same-sex guy, but she doesn't care about it, just occasionally she gets interested and sends a glance to show her response.

She said she was waiting for true love, really, at that moment, I was disgusted by her hypocrisy and affectation, because this kind of lines that forced me to complain should be a special setting in dog blood novels, but she is not at all It matches.

If one day I see her resolutely refuse the gold card offered by an old man, and give up wearing gold and silver, I may be convinced that she is waiting for true love, and this love can be treated.

In my mind, she is clearly the bone spirit who is waiting for Monkey King to come three times, don't pretend to be loyal to me, that thing really has nothing to do with her.

My thoughts were interrupted by the evil old mother who shook her hands like a wave drum. She looked at me with a look of concern for the country and the people. In fact, she was just worried that I would not be able to get married.

Of course, a long time ago, she was worried that I would not be able to get married, but now her worry has changed substantially—I don’t know where she heard it from hearsay, or she saw something amazing, but she dared to marry me. Doubt my sexuality.

"Mom is talking to you. Can you concentrate? It's a matter of your life. Do you really want your mother to cover everything for you? It's not like this outsourcing method for you to decorate a house."

Yes, my mother has been thinking about the decoration of my home recently. She is considering whether it should be a complete decoration or a half-package. She can use whatever she can to temporarily use it to scare me. Give her more trouble or something.

"Mom, what do you want from me? Just tell me about those blind dates you found for me, which one was born normally? Oh, you don't know, just the one last weekend, my God, he actually wanted to give birth on the spot. I make a poem, Mom, I just do some literary creation in my free time, but I can’t sing with him? What era are we now, are we still interested in this? Guess what happened in the end, he gave me a piece of shit I recited a poem that didn’t make sense, and I returned it to him, but he was still not happy! He even sent me four words, do you know which four words?——It’s unreasonable! I’m really thankful to him, it’s unreasonable .”

As soon as I finished speaking, my mother's face collapsed instantly.The fingers poked my temples to explode, and I couldn't dodge them.

My mother said angrily: "Look at the good things you have done. My mother and I are college classmates. We finally met together when we were shopping for vegetables. We chatted and found out that our two families have the potential to be in-laws. You said your mother can do it." Why don't you hurry up? You're getting older, and it's time to get married and have children. Look at your cousin, she's your junior high school classmate. You think your niece will be older than your children in the future. You can't tell your cousin Be a little more even."

I slapped her hand off and wailed: "I'm also very annoying. I'm only 22 years old. I'm as beautiful as a flower. You let me spend a lot of good time on blind dates, and then be a yellow girl. Face girl, guarding the family's daily necessities and an unhappy marriage, do you think this is what a real mother did? Love is an illusory thing, you can meet it but you can't ask for it. Why do you people of the older generation Can't figure it out?"

"I just can't figure it out, what's the matter? Also, our older generation doesn't pay much attention to love. Can love be eaten? As long as the family is right and the two parties see each other right, this matter will be settled properly. Who is like you now? Love tossing, let you fall in love freely, you stay at home and do not go out, and when you are married, you are still lonely gone."

My mother stood up like a robber, she threw out a stack of papers, I squinted, rubbed my forehead, and felt dehydrated.

She actually forcibly stuffed the wad of paper into my arms, letting me cherish it, and then her voice that suddenly became desolate also sounded, "This is the information of the boy who is going on a blind date with you tomorrow. Think about it carefully and try to please him. I've seen so many, but this boy is okay. Especially with your level, it's not too good. I just hope that he can marry you, you must Don't screw me up, or my family can't serve you."

Me: "...Mom, I'm not married yet, and you turned your elbows away. If I marry him, why don't you just throw me like water?"

My mother directly pushed me on the sofa without turning her face, and finally said: "If it wasn't for the sake of my own life, I would have thrown you out a long time ago."

Me: "..." I am definitely not born to my mother.