Death Beliefs

Chapter 7@07

Luo Qiang is my mother's ideal daughter. Hearing my mother say this, I am actually jealous from the bottom of my heart.Because, I don't want to live as the "own daughter" that the parents say is not worth mentioning. Of course, there are deeper reasons. There is no comparison at all, but from my birth to the present, I have experienced a lot of comparisons with the children of both parties.

When I was living with my father, I was "other people's daughter", and my neighbors would praise me as "the most wanted daughter of the year", every time I met, I was too shy to go out.

But when I was with my mother, this advantage was reduced to "look at someone else's daughter", and I was too ashamed to step out the door.

Although Luo Qiang's background is the number one reason why my mother favors her, but that character is probably also what my mother hopes that I can become that kind of expectation.

But how should I put it, Luo Qiang is too small, and his personality can be summarized as introverted and inferior. When he was a student, he was sought after by others, but once he entered the society, it was hard to say.

During the second summer vacation when Luo Qiang stayed at my house, my mother became a matchmaker. She wanted to match Xie Zeyuan and Luo Qiang, not only organized a outdoor barbecue with Uncle Xie, but also helped Xie Zeyuan and Luo Qiang Contact information was exchanged.

Looking at the chat records of Luo Qiang and Xie Zeyuan, I feel so embarrassed that it flies, but my mother is different. She thinks that all acquaintances are made slowly and glue-like.

Xie Zeyuan raised a lizard. If I were the one to chat with, I would definitely be very interested in this kind of creature, and I could also talk to him about keeping it. However, his target was Luo Qiang, a typical ice beauty. If you don't take the initiative to talk to her, she can completely treat you as the air all day long, so he has nothing to say, so he had to send a picture of a lizard, I saw Luo Qiang rolled his eyes at that time, and Quite disgusted, and then I saw that Luo Qiang's dialog box was full of stiff emoticons.

Obviously, this girl doesn't want to keep talking with him anymore.Their conversation fell apart.

Luo Qiang and I didn't get along for a long time. At most, it was our friendship when my mother forced us to visit the places of interest and historic sites in our capital together. Just pulled me to talk a lot, it was like she had a new daughter, it basically means that you have to learn from others, look at how self-cultivating they are, and look at you, it's terrible.

Luo Qiang is a quiet and gentle girl, ever since my mother introduced her to Xie Zeyuan, that bastard, Xie Zeyuan seemed to know that it was about finding a partner for him, and he was so attentive to Luo Qiang as if he had to marry someone the next moment. Yes, I became worthless from his close friend in an instant, and he didn't even bother me to give him advice, and he liked the new and disliked the old.

Speaking of it, Xie Zeyuan is also a rare talent. He is much higher than me in morality. He not only knows that his father has a mistress outside, but also like his father, he regards this mistress as more important than his own mother. .

Sometimes, when he quarreled with his own mother, he ran to my mother to seek comfort, look, and have a virtue with his father.

The marriage between his father and his mother couldn't last more than ten years ago. If it wasn't because of Xie Zeyuan's college entrance examination at that severe and harsh moment, the two of them would still stick to that thin paper to this day?

But then again, Xie Zeyuan's mother is an incompetent but pungent master. She clearly wants to fight for Xie Zeyuan's custody, but in fact she just wants to drag his father, and her mother is not concerned about her own comfort. If she is too busy not to divorce, my mother and Xie Zeyuan's father will never get together.

Although it is very uncomfortable to keep a marriage without feelings, it is even more uncomfortable for her to see my mother and his father happily together, so she continues to spend her life with her old pearls, and treats my mother as a mistress. The matter was widely publicized, and then spread to my father, and my mother felt ashamed for the first time.

My father and my mother rarely get together and leave. My mother's hometown is in the countryside, and my father is still in the countryside. If my father hadn't decisively broken up with her back then, my mother would probably still be in the countryside.

My mother and my father were together when they were together. At that time, because of love, they loved each other to death. My grandpa dared not refuse. My mother was forcing him with her life. Later, I saw them breaking up. My grandpa While venting his anger, he also sighed that his daughter will have to live alone from now on, and she will still take care of the family.

Every year when I go back to the countryside to see my grandparents, my mother sees my father from a long distance away. The excited little appearance is like seeing a brother. My mother may be open-minded. Her resentment towards my father has long since disappeared. Yes, I just held my breath and couldn't go down.

My grandpa was different, he was so narrow-minded. Before my mother won my custody, I had to live with my dad and my new mother, and I had to take my new mother with me. Mother's youngest son, my grandfather saw me, his seven orifices were filled with smoke, and he didn't want to pay any attention to me.

I didn't bother to call him, but the relationship eased later, and I was his sweetheart.It's just that when I go back now, my grandfather has a headache looking at us, a widow and mother.

Especially after knowing that my mother was working as a mistress for others, my grandfather liked me very much when he saw me. As for my mother, he was blowing his beard and staring, completely unwilling to talk to me, and my status immediately rose several levels.

I am still thinking about the past with sorrow and sorrow. My mother was already carrying the new bag that Uncle Xie gave her last week and was ready to go out. At the end, she stood at the door and yelled: "What are you in a daze for? You, you should pack up. Go out. If it doesn't work this time, don't be too sad, your mother knows who you are, so you call Zeyuan and ask him to take you out for a walk, but don't hold back. What a weekend, you say."

I said "oh", but I didn't want to move at all, and I didn't bother to reply.

For so many years, every time my mother went out on a date with Uncle Xie, she would bring a thousand-watt electric light bulb with me and Xie Zeyuan. Thanks to our young age, we didn’t take it seriously, and when they dated them, the two of us could still hold hands. to play.

But it’s different now. Xie Zeyuan has a girlfriend, and I still sway towards him, not to mention whether his girlfriend will be jealous, and he doesn’t have the time to greet me. Please, it's better to have a free university life.I miss my bosom sisters again, I must be old, otherwise why would I miss the past more and more.

During the summer vacation of college, I was taken to the countryside by my mother. It took two full months. I still remember Xi Xiang’s frustrating face when I was separated from my good sisters at the airport. She wiped her tears artificially Hua, squeezed my hand and said: "Which city is the countryside? Can you fly there? I'm free tomorrow, and I'll be the first to see you. Don't get tanned, don't starve and lose weight." , You don't feel bad about yourself, we feel uncomfortable watching it."

Please forgive her for chasing the Dream of Red Mansions nervously during that time, ghosts don't know her brain circuit, anyway, her demeanor and words later are very "Dream of Red Mansions". Fear, in fact, I am even more afraid of her carrying a golden knife.

The others were silent for a moment. Of course they knew that "countryside" was an abstract term, but they didn't expect that someone who was many times more idiot than them would get involved in it, which made them suddenly embarrassed.

I pushed Xi Xiang's hand away, thanking this aunt, and I said: "You must not come, the city is so big in the countryside, I'm afraid you will get lost." Then I walked to the boarding gate angrily.

Five years later, I had to go to the airport every time I went to the countryside. A man with long legs wearing sunglasses, pushing a suitcase and wearing fashionable clothes walked out.

There is another person beside her, who is the same height as her, and is Xie Zeyuan who is going to pick up the airport. They all followed him curiously, but he walked as if he was going to a market, and didn't notice so many speculative gazes.

But the person next to him, even though he was wearing sunglasses, frowned, and jokingly said, "They don't think I'm a star who wants to put on a show at the airport even though I'm old?"

Xie Zeyuan didn't look sideways, tried his best to distract those lingering glances, and said very calmly: "Maybe they just think I'm handsome, so they took a few more glances."

"...In just a few years, your skin is still as hard as a diamond just dug out of the soil."

Xie Zeyuan: "...you talk so poisonously, no wonder you are single."

"It seems that you haven't had a good time these few years. Are you being comforted by that poisonous snake of Meng Xuan every day?" The long-legged man was finally willing to take off the pair of sunglasses. When she took off the sunglasses, she even brushed her hair deliberately, but The technique is unfamiliar, and it looks like an outsider.

Xie Zeyuan covered his cheeks in pain, he didn't know if it was because he saw the real face with long legs, or because he heard the words "Meng Chen", which was like a nightmare, anyway, his appearance was peeling, and his face was extremely distorted.

It lasted for a minute, and the long legs were almost unbearable, so he adjusted his expression and said calmly: "Please don't make such jokes, I am a person with a girlfriend anyway. But as far as I know You know, that poisonous snake Meng Xuan has never kissed anyone before."

"Still single?" The long-legged man smiled, meaning unclear.

Xie Zeyuan immediately put on a look of "hate iron but not steel", "Isn't that right, I introduced several to her, anyway, it's going to collapse, it's not so unlucky to buy a stock if you're unlucky."

Of course, I don’t know these things. I haven’t contacted her for many years. She definitely won’t look for me when she comes back to China. Xie Zeyuan is more or less familiar with her because of my mother’s relationship. Just can act as a porter.

"Thank you today. Can you give me Meng Xuan's contact information?"

The tall girl stroked her shoulder-length chestnut-colored hair and stared at the man opposite through the sunglasses. Then, she took out her mobile phone from the bag on her arm and prepared to write down a long list of strange things. number.

Xie Zeyuan was shocked at the moment when she put the sunglasses on again, and then blurted out: "Hey, you are too disrespectful. Anyway, we have supported each other for so many years abroad, you just called and asked I picked up and delivered, do you want to treat me to a meal?" The implication was that it was a disappointment to ask the guy who was in trouble as soon as he came up, even though they had just chatted all the way.

"Okay. You decide the location." The girl threw the suitcase into the back of Xie Zeyuan's car with great strength, patted the closed car cover, nodded with her fingers, and praised: "Not bad, I haven't seen you in two years, it's quite Imposing."

"It's the same with you." Xie Zeyuan gave her a glance, walked up to the driver's side, opened the door and sat in, fastened his seat belt, and said, "I haven't seen you for two years, and your hair has grown so long, you are more feminine than before. If I had known that you were so good at pretending to be a woman, I should have chased you then."

Half of the face under a pair of wide sunglasses smiled meaningfully, and said, "Don't forget why I came back this time. As for your prospective daughter-in-law, make an appointment to meet her. I'm very curious, after all Which fairy is it, who is so captivating and fascinated you so much, I heard your good friends talk about you. As for the point of marriage? You are still so young, and you have never been in a bunch of flowers, do you know which one you like?"

Xie Zeyuan, who touched the steering wheel, originally wanted to turn his head to fasten his safety belt. Hearing what the girl said, he simply turned his whole body around and said seriously: "Who falls in love not for the purpose of getting married? Picking and picking , how boring. Well, I want to see my bride-to-be, what are you doing in such a hurry, won’t you get married next month? I still want you to be a bridesmaid. Let me tell you, will you come to be a bridesmaid? My bridesmaid The position, but it’s specially reserved for you.”

"The best man is about the same." The girl leaned on the seat and sneered.

"Then you have to cut your long fluttering hair." Xie Zeyuan turned the steering wheel and drove for a mile.

"Hey, can you give me Meng Xuan's contact information?" The girl leaned on the back of the chair and pointed Jiang Shan.

Xie Zeyuan glanced at her in the rearview mirror, shook his head, and said, "Don't just think about Meng Xuan, you have so many friends who haven't seen each other for so many years, can't you treat them equally?"

"I understand the truth. Didn't I lose Meng Chen's contact information? Now it's strange to miss her, so let's ask her out to meet today!"

"Pull it down, she is busy with business, you have to make an appointment first!"

"Do you want to make an appointment to go on a blind date with her? It's not possible. Aunt Meng is such a reasonable person. She shouldn't be deprived of such a little time."

"Then you probably don't know how many times she goes on blind dates a day." Xie Zeyuan's handsome facial features twisted into a ball again, "Our Aunt Meng is a blind date madman. The bones of the body are tamped, and he may have burped a long time ago."