Death Beliefs

Chapter 10@10

After the four of us gathered together for dinner, Zhang Mianyang stood by the bicycle on the side of the road and waved goodbye to us. Yes, it is the kind of small yellow bicycle that is environmentally friendly. There are everywhere on the street. As long as you carry your mobile phone with you, scan You can ride for one yuan for an hour with a sweep.

Wen Ling faced Zhang Mianyang smiling like a fool, still desperately maintaining an aloof image, while he stabbed my ribs fiercely with his elbow, and said through gritted teeth: "How old are you, what made you Your mother can't wait for you to get married as soon as possible, even if you don't have to look at the other party's family property, your mother dares to let you have sex like this without a car or a house! Aren't you afraid that you will be exposed to the wind and sun with him, and it will be a disaster sooner or later?"

Wen Ling came out to her family and disclosed her sexual orientation. However, in my opinion, she just told her family in another way—she can live well alone. It turns out that she really She had a very good life. She went abroad to study and increase her knowledge, and those high expenses were all paid for by her own labor.

And I, who is completely different from her, not only stuck to my mother like a parasite for four years in college, but also continued to be a parasite after graduating from college and working.I can't stand alone, nor can I support myself. Thinking about it, it's really sad.

I used to watch Shen Nuo, who was from the poorest family among the few of us, work part-time or part-time during the four years of college. Appeared, inexplicably sad.

At that time, I imagined, if the person I followed was my father, would I have matured earlier?

However, now that I think about it, I feel that I was too stupid to attribute the blame to my external environment, while ignoring my inner growth.

We have all seen the beauty of Wen Ling's appearance, but only she knows that when she walks on the streets of foreign countries for countless nights, she will think of her family and friends in China, but you have to ask her if she regrets it?She will definitely shake her head, she is a person who will not give in.Even if he is subdued, he only spreads out that cowardice for self-reflection, instead of letting the theatergoers have enough fun.

Before she and Xi Xiang broke up, I was ordered to be a bridge, and I heard Ling talk about anecdotes she experienced in different places, and I was particularly impressed by one type of thing.Because Wen Ling has always had short hair, and she is so handsome that it is indisputable. When she first arrived in a different place, many unknowing girls regarded her as a boy and proposed to date her. When Xi Xiang heard about it, she wished she could Immediately flew over to protect Wen Ling, his posture was like a big hen guarding a chick.

I remember Xi Xiang once said angrily: "They may not have been instilled with the idea of ​​'a beautiful woman has a master' since childhood."

I helplessly spread my hands and said, "Here, the famous flower standing in front of you right now has no owner."

Xi Xiang glanced at me with super disdain, and said, "Perhaps those crazy bees and butterflies will think you've been booked as soon as they see you."

I:"……"

As soon as I heard that Ling used no car and no house to attack Zhang Mianyang, whose status in my mind was rising steadily, I quickly dug out the stack of harmful materials, pointed to one of the columns and said, "Pull you down, you It's jealousy, my mother asked me to go on a blind date without a house or a car? Let's see, it's all written on it, if you want a car, you have a car, if you want a house, you have a house."

Xie Zeyuan cast an admiring look at me. He really doesn't understand the brain circuit of blind daters. Can this kind of information be true?Randomly pose for a photo, maybe it’s faked in front of other people’s houses and cars, and when you really marry, maybe pickles and shredded pork every day.

"I didn't write the details. The car is an environmentally friendly bicycle that can be seen everywhere on the street, and the house—" Xie Zeyuan ran over me enthusiastically, the complacency in the corners of his eyes and brows really forced me to take off my high heels and greet him on his thick walled face .

I rolled his eyes at him and cut off his words: "Shut up! Didn't you and Luo Qiang also go on a blind date? It sounded like you were high-end. I bet, if you didn't have those two sets your dad would give you The house you bought, can you catch up with the wedding next month?"

"You—" Xie Zeyuan blushed with anger, I smiled smugly, fighting with me, still tender.I don't even think about how many times I have won in a fight?

"That's not necessarily true." Wen Ling patted me on the shoulder thoughtfully, with his elbow clearly facing Xie Zeyuan, but the latter sentence provoked Xie Zeyuan, and she said, "Isn't it common to marry with a son? Enlarging people's stomachs is also a skill."

Xie Zeyuan was still immersed in the joy of hearing Ling's help in speaking, but when he uttered the last sentence, his face turned darker.

"Yes, I was wrong, it's his father who has the ability."

Wen Ling glanced over to appease Xie Zeyuan, who was about to move, and patted me on the shoulder as if he was addicted to it.

Then, she gave the two of us a meaningful look, and walked out first. Xie Zeyuan reacted, and said "I'll get the car, you wait for me in front", and ran away sullenly.

Looking at the tacit match between the two of them, I really don’t know when the bond was tied. Let’s not say that the two of them didn’t get along when they were young. When was the relationship so good that I intuitively felt that I was superfluous here?

Speaking of their origins, it’s just a friendship that happened to go to the same country to study at the same time. I’ve heard of the hardships of their support in different places, but it shouldn’t be possible to compare their relationship Jin Jian it.

Wen Ling looked at the direction Xie Zeyuan was running away from, nodded with his chin, and said to me: "Meng Chen, you have graduated for several months, don't you understand the rules of social survival? Find a good-looking boy friend and experience the addiction of falling in love. , I can understand this, but if you really want to get married, I suggest you find someone like Xie Zeyuan who looks uncomfortable but rich, so as to avoid suffering in the future. I don’t know you yet, don’t look at all the suffering You can eat it. After being raised by your mother in the greenhouse for so many years, you have long been difficult to support. I went to your grandpa’s house in summer, but I was bitten by mosquitoes. of."

"Don't talk about me!" I snorted dissatisfied, "It's not because you haven't seen the power of those mosquitoes!"

At my grandfather’s house, I spent three summer vacations and two winter vacations. The winter vacation was so cold that I didn’t even know my parents. At that time, I began to think that I must go to a city where the seasons are like spring, and I don’t want to wait until I die. In this hot and cold place.

As for the summer vacation, my grandfather’s place is quite cool, especially when staying by the stream, the cool wind blows one after another, without the feeling of summer heat at all, and it is more effective than the wind blown by the air conditioner. The key is the wind It is natural wind, blowing too much has no side effects.

That's the thing, when you stay in the room at night, it's unavoidably hot enough to make you want to cry. Of course, there are also those damned mosquitoes, as if they haven't sucked blood in eight lifetimes, they circle around people, not only noisy, as long as they fly by Even if you don't get bitten on your skin, you can still get several huge bumps, which will itch so badly that you'd rather die.

Mosquito coils are useless after a whole night, anyway, you are still haggard from fighting mosquitoes all night.

I remember one time when I talked on the phone with Le Yan, it was when the school was about to start, and the weather was not too cold, but the number of mosquitoes remained unabated. I slapped to death a big mosquito that was still holding on after sucking enough blood on my stiff calf, and my heart was broken.

Seeing that I couldn't grasp the important point, hearing the order and listening to me nagging about the mosquitoes that plagued me for three summer vacations like a deep hatred without repayment, I couldn't help raising my forehead under my nose.

I had to change the subject, and said dryly: "I understand what you said. But you didn't realize——I'm too early to get married, at a young age like a flower, and you want me to live with a big family? It's a good idea! I didn't do this to match my mother's performance. My mother has been divorced for most of her life, and now she hasn't found a reliable one. With her as a lesson from the past, do you think I will still believe in this form?"

"Whether you believe in this form or not depends on whether you will get married in the future. In short, you have to find someone reliable, and don't rush to marry someone out. Although most people nowadays don't regard true love as Come on, wait, maybe we will meet."

I punched her, "The same sex is not necessarily true love, let alone the opposite sex."

Perhaps I was too ignorant of current affairs when I said this, I saw Wen Ling fell silent for an instant, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

Wen Ling waved towards the side of the road. It turned out that Xie Zeyuan drove the car to the opposite side and was stretching his neck to look at us, like a rooster with an elongated neck.

I covered my mouth and smiled, enjoying myself, not surprised when I heard the order, just jokingly said: "I think, Xie Zeyuan is nothing good, but being a special car driver for shopping with girls is quite worthy of praise."

Me: "...how can I say that he is a woman's friend?"

Wen Ling: "..." Rolled his eyes silently, as if to say "If you don't hate him, he will die".

I made a grimace, and said to myself, "If you don't hate him, he will really die."

"Oh, by the way, compared to Xie Zeyuan, your blind date is really not that good. He doesn't have a house or a car, you—remember to put yourself in a good position and think about it."

"Who said he didn't have a house or a car? It's written on the documents." I was about to dig out the pile of harmful documents again.

Seeing my posture, Wen Ling must have been frightened, so he quickly pressed my hand and said, "You don't need to take it out anymore, I've already seen it three times."

Me: "... I don't remember showing you so many times. If you really watched it so many times, why don't you have a long memory? If you mention one thing a few times, you think I will break up with you, right? "

Wen Ling: "...I was wrong."

The air flowing between the two of them was very embarrassing. If it was before, they would definitely be laughing and joking. How could it be like this? Even if it was a joke, both of them felt uncomfortable after speaking, and instead became heavy as iron.

Is there something that Zhang Mianyang can't catch Wen Ling's eyes, or is this person really subject to change, even Wen Ling is inseparable from the world?So obsessed with the man's house and car that he can't extricate himself?

I also know that I'm such an adult, it's really not suitable for me to keep looking forward to love, even if it won't be erased for a while, or it will resurface occasionally, but since I'm going to go to the palace of marriage in the end, it's better to find someone I don't like Some people spend their whole lives, why not choose an interesting and desirable soul to accompany them for a lifetime.

Marriage is just a formality, so why bother to stick to the formality and follow the formality?Man, it's still too complicated.

I followed the traces to change the subject and said: "Hey, don't bother talking about my blind date. I haven't seen you ask how I have been in the past two years. How are you doing abroad? Why do you have long hair? Is it really because of emotional injury?"

I stepped forward to hold her arm, and became intimate with each other with ease, thinking that in the first two years of college, I, who was vain, often used Wenling to block the peach blossoms, until Xi Xiang took this perfect shield to block the peach blossoms as my own. , I seldom held hands with her openly, and walked through the streets and alleys to meet other people's strange or envious eyes. I was afraid that I would be regarded as a ostentatious mistress.

The announcement of Xi Xiang and Wen Ling made me sad for a while, but it was only sad, because I knew that my feelings for one of them were the same, neither deep nor shallow, just right friendship, without any overstepping .

"Meng Xuan, I've been straightened." Wen Ling took a deep breath, and then told me frankly the reason why she suddenly grew her shoulder-length hair. She knew I would be surprised, so she put her arms around me and grabbed me. Grabbing my shoulder, it seemed to comfort me, "Who is still young, I don't regret liking Xi Xiang, and I don't dislike the previous relationship, but I want to change my ways. As for whether the current relationship will have a good result?" Let's wait and see the result. I don't care so much about how long it takes."

I pushed her hand away, walked around in front of her, looked into her eyes, even though she was wearing sunglasses again, all I saw were two black holes, "Didn't you ask me how the past two years have been for Xi Xiang?" good?"

"I don't want to ask." She said lightly.She stretched out her hand to pull my arm. Looking at the busy traffic on the street, the wind suddenly blew her long hair, and her knee-length windbreaker fluttered in the wind. Her figure like a model is really enviable.

I couldn't help but feel a chill spreading from the soles of my feet and my heart at the same time, steaming and rolling upwards, gradually turning into a heat source.

My eyes were red, and I squeezed the corner of my clothes, "It's okay if you don't want to ask, then I'll tell you. She is doing well now. She has a very rich boyfriend, and there are a lot of people scrambling to buy her these things." Fans who bought that, don't look at her as just a small anchor, she is still quite popular on the Internet. In the past few years, she has almost thrown her whole body into it. She has made a lot of money and has become a lot more impetuous. .I can take her..."

"Get in the car, it's cold outside."

Wen Ling interrupted me without even looking at me. After getting into the car, as if to avoid continuing the embarrassing topic of Xi Xiang with me, she chose to chat with Xie Zeyuan about some unimportant things. Their eyes met in the rearview mirror, and she immediately turned away, which embarrassed me.

Maybe because he noticed the sudden cooling down between Wen Ling and me, Xie Zeyuan gradually calmed down after a few words of haha, and then he probably couldn't stand the oppressive space anymore, so he asked me: "Do you want to go home directly, or Come with us to Wenling's newly rented apartment to see?"

I took a sneak peek at Wen Ling from the corner of my eye to see what kind of face she had. She returned home rashly, most likely because Xie Zeyuan wanted her to come back to attend the wedding, but the wedding is still long, she wouldn't have worked together for a while for a foreign country Her friend came back from a long distance to stay for a month, it could only be that she was going back to China to develop.

I said, "That depends on whether Wenling wants me to go."

Hearing my aggrieved complaints and pretending to be a little girl, Xie Zeyuan snorted fussily: "No way, what kind of friendship does Wen Ling have with you? What's wrong with the apartment, even if you are regarded as the wife of the house, it is completely fine."

What I said earlier, don't mention how terrifying the rotten man's thoughts are.I waved my hand at the back of his head. Anyway, I can see it in the rearview mirror. I said with my teeth and claws: "Be careful of your head."