Chapter 26 Confession
Chapter 26 Confession
When Zhang Hui was in the waiting room, he was still hesitating whether to tell Jing Ling that he was going to find him, but when he thought of Jing Ling's expression of surprise and joy, his thoughts suddenly became out of control, so he decided to Surprise him.
The plane soared into the sky, and after connecting to WiFi, Zhang Hui sent a few work emails, notified his assistant of some precautions, and told Chen Xunian that he would be going out for a few days.
After dealing with the matter at work, he logged into his previous email to check if he had missed any details, but unexpectedly reminded him that there was a new email, which was sent by Jing Ling 23 minutes ago.
Write to him again?From the day he and Jing Ling reunited and confirmed their love for him, he prefers to call them love letters.
Miss him?chapter recall.
"How are you? Zhang Hui.
Haha, isn't it silly, I am in Otaru now, and I miss you.
But I'm still embarrassed to send you a WeChat message, and I'm also embarrassed to call you to tell you my miss, so I will write to you as before.
In this way, just when you know and see, come to talk about my thoughts.
I read "Love Letter" again, and I still feel uncomfortable because of Fujii and Fujii's miss. After reading it, I feel that I am still very lucky to meet you again.
I also thought that I would never be able to meet you again in this life. As long as I think about it, I feel lonely and hopeless in life.
It's your birthday soon.In previous years, on your birthday, I would choose to go to the places you have been, and write you a postcard. I don’t know your specific address, so I sent them all back to the place we met. I don’t know if the postal service of Q University will Throw them all away.
Although I know that it is impossible for anyone to sign for it, just like no one will see these emails, but this has become my obsession.
This year, I am not planning to go to the places you have been to. I am planning to stay by your side and not go anywhere.
Right now, I just want to quickly end the work at hand and fly back to your side.
I want to cook and make tea with you, I want to spend this winter at home wrapped in a blanket, and I want to stay by your side until we are both gray-haired.
Just like the Japanese sentence I like very much: いつまでもあなたのそばにいてほしいです.
I'm really getting greedy.
I like you, I like you so much. "
After reading this letter, Zhang Hui was a little moved.
The scenes described in Jing Lingxin gradually emerged in his mind. He always believed that the world is impermanent, but he is now, and he seems to be able to foresee the future life.
There are also postcards that he has not received in these years, he thought, after this trip to Japan, he should go back to Q University to get back all the blessings and love he missed.
The plane passed through the stratosphere, and outside the window were dense clouds, and the sun was bright and warm.
When he arrived at Chitose Airport, Zhang Hui called Jing Ling, but the phone could not be connected. He thought that Jing Ling might not be looking at his phone at work, so he wanted to drive to Otaru first, and there was no rush to contact him when he arrived.
But when Zhang returned to Otaru, Jing Ling still couldn't be contacted, so he had to call his assistant Mi Kou.
"Hello. Who is this?"
"Hi, I'm Zhang Hui, is Jing Ling there?"
"Ah, it's Mr. Zhang! He sent me a message in the morning saying that he went to meet a friend, maybe it was an old friend!"
In fact, Mi Kou has only heard of Zhang Hui. His boss usually likes to be alone, and only calls on her when he needs her.
"Okay, can you tell me Jing Ling's address?"
Went to meet friends?What a coincidence, Zhang Hui was still thinking on the plane that he would see him immediately when he arrived, so the surprise was probably gone now.
He went to the address that Mikou sent him, entered the code lock and entered the room. The thick blanket was on the tatami on the balcony, and the computer was still on. He could imagine Jing Lingwo writing to him there, and his heart was filled with up soft.
He originally wanted to help Jing Ling turn off the computer, but he found the phone in the blanket, leaving in such a hurry?I forgot my cell phone.
He waited until dusk, but still didn't wait for Jing Ling to come back, he felt a little strange.
When he waited until the dead of night, some bad thoughts secretly haunted his heart, so he had no choice but to call Mikou again.
"Excuse me, did Jing Ling say which friend he was going to see?"
Mikou felt a little strange: "No, what's the matter?"
"It's okay, but he hasn't come back yet, and he hasn't brought his mobile phone, so I'm a little worried."
But Mikou didn't take it seriously: "Oh! Mr. Zhang, don't worry, Seirei often loses contact like this, and he may lie to me to meet friends, but in fact he went to take pictures. He often does this, don't worry if it's okay! "
But Zhang Hui's heart was always hanging and he couldn't stop worrying.
In the evening of the next day, Jing Ling finally came back, his eyes were empty, his hair and clothes were messy, and he was wrapped in a thick scarf.
When he saw Zhang Hui standing in the room, his empty pupils trembled violently, and then left two traces of tears.
Zhang Hui originally wanted to reprimand him a little harshly not to lose contact in the future, because some people would worry that he would miss him.
But thinking of Jing Ling before, he was alone, because no one worried or cared about him, so he would get used to it.
Thinking of this, he felt a little distressed, and his face became soft.
Although Jing Ling's expression was a bit strange, Zhang Hui hadn't rested since flying yesterday, and his nerves were already a little tired, so he didn't notice Jing Ling's strangeness for a while, he just thought that he suddenly saw him in a foreign country, There was no reaction for a while.
Zhang Hui's voice was gentle and helpless: "Where did you go? Why did you come back?"
But Jing Ling didn't say anything, but kept backing away until she was leaning against the wall, and her body kept sliding down.
No matter how tired Zhang Hui was, he also noticed Jing Ling's abnormality. He strode up to Jing Ling, helped him to smooth his hair, tucked the broken hair in front of his face behind his ears, and pinched his neck again. Cheek, looking into his eyes: "what's the matter, did you startle me suddenly?"
Jing Ling shook his head violently, and then tears fell down like scattered beads. He threw himself into Zhang Hui's arms with great strength, and said in a trembling and sad voice: "It's you, it's you, you are Chapter back."
Zhang Hui patted him on the back tenderly, but countless thoughts popped up out of control in his heart. Jing Ling's appearance was obviously abnormal, as if he had been stimulated by something, but if Jing Ling didn't take the initiative to open up to him, he wouldn't To force Jing Ling to speak.
He helped him take off his coat and hung it up, but Jing Ling resisted him to untie his scarf, her eyes were full of fear and resistance.
Zhang Hui could also see some struggles from the fear in his eyes, the struggles looked at him a little distressed, he couldn't imagine how many unspoken emotions were suppressed in this thin body.
He really hoped that he would no longer be depressed, tell him everything in person, and his arms would always be open to him.
He looked at the ingredients in the refrigerator, and made some noodles for him. Through the glass in the kitchen, he could see Jing Ling curled up on the tatami, looking so helpless and lonely.
Jing Ling was also very silent during the meal, he picked it up to eat but was stopped by Zhang Hui, Zhang Hui sighed helplessly, and sat beside him, Jing Ling was still wrapped in the scarf.
Zhang Hui helped Jing Ling adjust the angle of the scarf. The moment he touched his scarf, Jing Ling's body froze, and Zhang Hui stroked his hair comfortingly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Then Zhang Hui picked up the bowl, took a mouthful of noodles and blew it cold, and brought it to Jing Ling's mouth. The moment Jing Ling opened her mouth, tears dripped into the bowl.
Zhang Hui sat in front of the bed after taking a shower, while Jing Ling was still taking a bath in the bathroom in silence.
There was no light in the room, only the light from the fire in the fireplace, his eyes were calm and suspicious, he was thinking about Jing Ling's abnormality after returning.
Before he could think of anything, Jing Ling had already come out of the bathroom. His bare feet left footprints on the brown-red floor. His thin body was wrapped in a thick bathrobe, and his neck was shrunk. inside.
He walked up to Zhang Hui, lowered his head and stared closely at Zhang Hui's face, and Zhang Hui also looked up at him.
They didn't speak to each other until Jing Ling touched Zhang Hui's face tremblingly with her fingers, groping and feeling his appearance with her fingers, stroking Zhang Hui's affectionate eyebrows and high nose bridge, and finally stopped at his thin and thick face. Shapes perfectly on lips.
He lowered his head slowly, and finally kissed Zhang Hui's lips, as soft as a butterfly's stop.
The longing for so many days and the worry after coming here, Zhang Hui's suppressed emotions exploded at this moment, he stroked the back of Jing Ling's neck and controlled him, turning his back on the guest, the kiss was tossing and lingering.
Jing Ling was pressed on the bed by Zhang Hui, Zhang Hui's kiss was a bit domineering, his lips and tongue attacked every corner of Jing Ling's mouth, and the air gradually heated up and became ambiguous.
Just as Zhang Hui's kiss was gradually descending along Jing Ling's cheek, Jing Ling pushed him away, even though it was only gently, Zhang Hui also felt his resistance.
Zhang Hui looked at Jing Ling in bewilderment, he could clearly feel that the tightly fitting body reacted, and Jing Ling was clearly emotional.
Jing Ling gathered the bathrobe that was already partly open on her body, and walked slowly to a certain place in the room.
"Pa" is the sound of the lights in the room being turned on.
The light suddenly illuminated the whole room.
Zhang Hui sat up, narrowing his eyes uncomfortably.
Standing under the brightest lamp, Jing Ling faced him and slowly loosened her belt, the bathrobe slipped down his snow-white and slender body.
It was supposed to be a tease between lovers, but the sight of it made the move deviate from his original meaning.
Jing Ling's snow-white neck, collarbone, and chest were covered with bruises and bruises. There were pinch marks on his arms and neck, and his wrists and ankles were even bloodstained after being bound.
Jing Ling's body was trembling, as if he was going through a torment, scraping off his own flesh piece by piece, as well as the fragile dignity in front of him.
He didn't dare to look at Zhang Hui's expression with his tightly closed eyes, his eyelashes were trembling, tears dripped down his chin on the floor, and the sound of "pop" and "pop" echoed in the quiet room.
That's a mark that adults know, that's a hickey.
Zhang Hui's fists were gradually clenched, and the faint sound of bones could even be heard.
Compared with the emotions of jealousy or blame, it is more of a suffocating heartache.
That's not a trace of love, that's forced abuse.
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Good evening big Karma!That sentence in Japanese means, I want to be by your side forever (I just feel that speaking Japanese is a bit healing, if you don’t like it, don’t spray it QAQ. And don’t be afraid of the big plot at the end~ Those of you who love to read texts! Compare your heart! Welcome to bookmark, comment, cast star ha mua
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