Picked up a little Song Song

Chapter 48

Song Qing looked at the man sitting opposite, feeling a little embarrassed and uneasy.He picked up the teacup and took a sip, speechless for a long time.

Song Yuling also took a sip of tea, and said, "I thought you would like to drink tea more. After all, your mother was..." At this point, he said, "I shouldn't mention this, you have been drinking tea all these years Are you ok?"

Among relatives, this is the most pale and powerless sentence.

Song Qing's mouth was full of bitterness, as if it had been bitter in his heart.

Song Yuling saw that his expression was different, and felt a little nervous, "I have no other intentions, I just want to ask..."

long silence.

Song Qing also imagined that one day his uncle would come to find him in person, put his arms around him affectionately, and said that he had been wronged all these years, so that he could truly feel the care of his family.But at the moment he was sitting here, facing his uncle with a guilty expression as stiff as a piece of wood.

Song Yuling tried very hard to make the atmosphere less deliberate. He said relaxedly, "You are studying at X University. Uncle just looked at your schedule. There should be no classes in the afternoon. Uncle treats you to dinner?"

Song Qing didn't nod or shake his head, Song Yu Lingquan thought he agreed, and called the waiter to settle the bill, stood up and patted him on the shoulder, "Let's go."

Having loved ones is really a wonderful thing.

Song Yuling is a person who is good at chatting.After realizing Song Qing's unnaturalness and embarrassment, he quickly cleaned up his unnatural emotions, and didn't mention any topic about Song Qing's mother, but only asked questions that interested him.

When passing by a KFC on the corner of the street, Song Yuling suddenly pulled over and stopped the car, went in and bought an ice cream and handed it to Song Qing.

Song Qing was taken aback for a moment, and it took him a long time to pick it up. Suddenly, a strange feeling fermented in his heart.It seems that all the embarrassment has been swept away.

Song Yuling fastened his seat belt and restarted the car. Seeing that Song Qingleng was not moving, he couldn't help urging, "Why are you standing there, eat quickly, it's almost melted."

Song Qing took a sip slowly, "Why did you buy this for me..."

Listening to Song Qing's obviously softened tone, Song Yuling said with emotion, "Don't parents like to take their children to eat KFC, McDonald's, etc..."

The chords in Song Qing's heart were plucked gently.The word parent is really new.He never had parents.When he was studying at school, he had always been a boarder, and the parents' association had never asked Duan Chengxia to come.Duan Chengxia is his uncle, not his parents.Fortunately, his grades have always been good, and the teacher didn't make it too difficult for him.Occasionally, Duan Chengxia would also ask if the school needs to hold a parent-teacher meeting or something, but he fudged it every time.

The ice cream is cold and sweet.Song Qing didn't particularly like sweets, but he still ate them bite by bite. He had a rare feeling of satisfaction.

The place to eat was pre-determined by Song Yuling. The environment of the restaurant is very good, the boxes are also exquisitely decorated, the food is served quickly, and the dessert after the meal is also very suitable for Song Qing's appetite.

It was a very pleasant lunch.But what should come will always come.

It was Song Qing who broke the silence. He swallowed the last mouthful of the soup that Song Yuling served for him, took out a tissue to wipe his mouth, and asked, "Why did you suddenly think of coming back?"

He politely used the honorific, and Song Yuling sighed deeply in his heart.Freezing three feet does not happen in a day.He didn't answer Song Qing's question directly, but asked, "Song Qing, do you want to visit the tomb of mother...?"

"What?!" Song Qingteng stood up, his tone full of urgency and uncertainty, "How could you... Mom obviously... can't find..."

Song Yuling understood his emotions, and quickly comforted him, "I can't find it, but uncle has her clothes and some old things, so..."

Both of them understood that the other party hesitated to speak, and what they didn't finish.

Song Yuntong's tomb is in the suburbs, far away from the urban area, and it is also very clean.Song Yuling came here when he first came back.He had been here for a long time.He also asked his assistant to bring wine and drank it alone, facing the moonlight and the smiling face on the tombstone.

Song Qing burst into tears the moment he saw the photo on the tombstone.He was silent all the way, recalling the appearance of his mother.Gentle smile.Earnestly enjoin.And tears, tears that he couldn't understand at that time.

Song Yuling didn't step forward to comfort him, but just watched Song Qing cry silently.At this time, he suddenly began to regret why he didn't return to China earlier to look for this child, why he had been living in other people's homes all these years, why he thought he couldn't face and forgive, and let a child bear his unhappiness. The thing that should be endured is why I didn't go to see him when I returned to China to buy a cemetery for my sister, and took him to my side.

Maybe 10 minutes later, maybe half an hour later, Song Qing finally calmed down a little bit, with red eyes, turned his head and asked hoarsely, "My mother, do you have any other photos of her?"

"Yes, but not many, you know..." Song Yuling patted his head, "I'll bring you all next time."

"Do you want to talk to me about my mother?"

Song Yuling was silent.

When Yuntong was a child, she was a very cute little girl. Her mother always tied two cute little braids for her, with red bows pinned on them, bouncing around, and the neighbors liked her very much.Song Yuling still remembered that every time her mother combed her hair, she would jokingly ask, "Our little princess is so beautiful, do you want to find a handsome boyfriend in the future?"

The eleven or twelve-year-old girl still doesn't understand the true meaning of a boyfriend. She happily replied, "Yes! Good-looking ones, and delicious ones! And beautiful clothes!" Mom nodded her nose, Her crisp smile spread far and far.

But no one thought that when Song Yuntong grew up, he would plunge into love and never come out again.

Song Qing looked at the unconcealable sadness on his uncle's face, and felt that family affection was really amazing.At such a moment, he suddenly wanted to give some comfort to this man who had always harbored complicated emotions.Putting aside those so-called family kidnappings and those so-called compensations, it's just because they have a common emotional resonance.

Song Yuling's description is very light and simple, and can be summed up in a few simple sentences.

Back then, your mother fell in love with a person that your parents didn't approve of. She never looked back and never came back. In the end, your father left for some reason.Your mother took the train north to find him, and then an accident happened.

Is it that simple?Song Qing's face turned pale. He was still young back then, so he didn't remember some things clearly.But he remembered that his father left without warning, but his mother said gently that his father had something to deal with in his hometown and would be back soon.But later, a month later, my mother put herself in the neighbor's aunt and said, straightened his clothes, stroked his hair, and told him, "Mom went to the train station to pick up Dad, and she will be back soon. You first Stay at Auntie's house, and our family will go out to have a big meal at night, okay?"

Then, Xiao Songqing stayed at someone else's house for a day and never waited for her parents again.

Later, a group of police uncles found me and said that my mother accidentally fell down when she entered the station on the train and opened the door.

Accident.Everything was attributed to an accident.But Song Qing believed it, and told everyone that he believed it.He didn't cry until Duan Chengxia found him and took him away. He silently glanced at the small house where he lived for a long time, found a very simple reason for his father not coming back, and then left.

"Did your mother have an accident..."

Song Yuling's hesitation made Song Qing's pupils shrink, and asked in a hurried voice, "Isn't it an accident? Did someone kill my mother?!"

"I suspect that your mother jumped down by herself." Song Yuling sighed, and suppressed the pain in his brows and eyes. "Later, your grandpa and grandma and I each received a letter."

Grandpa and grandma, such unfamiliar names, Song Qing panicked, he suddenly didn't have the courage to ask what was said in the letter.He can still deceive himself when he doesn't know, if everything comes to the surface, is there still room for turning around?

Song Qing misses Xu Mu inexplicably at this moment.

If, if, he was here.

"The letter to me said very simple. It just entrusted you to me." Song Yuling's voice was very soft, as if it came from a far away place, "I feel guilty for not taking you away back then. But because ..."

"Is it because of the letter to grandpa and grandma?" Song Qing clenched his fists and asked in a trembling voice.

Song Yuling looked up at him silently and nodded.

"I don't know what was written in that letter at the beginning. Because," at this moment, Song Yuling finally couldn't bear the grief in his voice, "your grandfather has high blood pressure and is not in good health. He passed out immediately after reading it." .”

"Later, later, they were all rescued, but the sudden cerebral hemorrhage, or..."

"Then, what about grandma..."

"My parents have always had a good relationship, and they went too soon."

………………

Everything that was uncovered back then is a bloody wound, and the years have scabbed it.But the pain left behind can never go away.

She didn't know how Song Yuntong had the courage to set foot on that train, but with a desperate determination, she left the child behind, just to find someone she couldn't get back.She is terrifyingly stubborn and astonishingly decisive.

Song Qing is so young and so obedient, how can she bear it.

But sometimes there is no reason.With trembling hands, she used the mobile phone to dial over and over again, and the familiar mechanical girl repeated Chinese and English over and over again.

No one answered.Only one text message came in, "Yuntong, don't look for me anymore."

How many years of feelings have been separated by one sentence.

Song Yuntong felt that he was ridiculous for a moment.The train has arrived, but she has no need to get off the train, so she will stay in this place forever, a place with him.

At that moment, Song Yuntong forgot about her children, her parents, her brother, and her friends.

☆, concentric in different places

49 chapter

Hearing the end, Song Qing was almost expressionless, "So yes, my father, that person, he caused everything, right?"

"What Yuntong's letter said was that she was going to find your father. As for whether it was caused by your father," Song Yuling considered his words, and he was already sensitive to Song Qing's emotional changes, "I can't be sure, there is another question……"

Song Qing turned around and looked at him, "Is there any question?"

Song Yuling looked at him and suddenly found it difficult to speak.He couldn't even imagine what Song Qing's reaction would be if he said it out.

Song Qing's father is actually gay.

Yuntong's letter is very cryptic.But the parents obviously understood, otherwise they wouldn't be so out of control.

"You can choose not to tell me, or I can choose not to go with you. I know that you came back this time to make up for me. I don't have to accept it." Song Qing lowered his eyelashes, his voice was very soft, "Isn't it?"

Such Song Qing made it impossible for Song Yuling to say no.In the final analysis, this child is the most innocent, and the fault of his parents cannot be imposed on him.In these years, he was alone, without the help and support from his relatives, but he still lived well.He has no way to deceive such a child any more.

Oh, I see.Then everything can be figured out.There is too much harmony between parents.When he was a child, he was very proud, because children of the same age would always complain that his parents always quarreled, but he never had this problem.Dad was gentle and polite to Mom.My mother's opinion is always sought for everything, and the atmosphere at home never seems to be disharmonious, very harmonious and polite.

I can also understand that my father left without saying goodbye.Song Qing didn't dare to guess what kind of mentality his father had when he left the house.Guilty, uneasy, helpless, or relieved?

He suddenly felt a burst of sadness in his heart, so some things can be inherited?

"Uncle should know that I'm in love now."

Song Yuling's throat was tight and he was a little speechless.He didn't expect Song Qing to say it so frankly and naturally.Of course he knew that when his subordinates reported that Song Qing was living with a man, he had the answer.He had expected Song Qing's many reactions, but not such a straightforward one.

Song Qing could also guess Song Yuling's reaction, he thought a little self-deprecatingly, who made him so stubborn and determined, he only wanted that one.Even though his heart is full of uncertainties at this moment and all kinds of complicated emotions after he just learned the truth, he still wants to give himself a chance, even if there is no way out.

"His name is Xu Mu, and he is a very nice person."

"I know that uncle may not be able to accept it for a while, but you will accept it, because if I like it, uncle will like it too." Song Qing said these words with a smile on his face. His eyes were very clear. Sometimes, there seems to be light inside.

Song Yuling couldn't understand it for a while. Just a moment ago, Song Qing was still immersed in the past of his parents, a kind of complicated and unable to extricate himself. However, at this moment, he was able to firmly say what he wanted to say to himself, even if He's already hinted that this isn't quite the right choice, or even the wrong one.Thinking of this, he also asked, Song Qing felt too calm to him, as if those deep past events had not caused any impact.

Hearing Song Yuling's question, Song Qing smiled and said lightly, "Then what should I do, keep crying?" He rubbed his red eyes, "It's useless. Uncle, I Since I was a child, I knew that I should grab what I want, and if I don’t want it, I should grab what can support me to live. Life is too hard. And I have to live.”

"So, when they told me that my mother was not around, I walked away with Duan Chengxia without any resistance. Because at that time the only one I could catch was him." At this point, Song Qing raised his hand to stop Song Yuling from thinking. To explain what the action is, "I know you have your reasons. I blamed you once, not anymore."

"And when the thing I want most in life comes to me, I will do everything I can to grab it. Even if I leave, it's only temporary. The result is the same. Get him."

Song Yuling was speechless.Such a stubborn Song Qing seemed to let him see Song Yuntong back then.And the only thing he can do seems to be compromise.

After all, Song Yuling still harbored guilt in his heart, and this guilt prevented him from saying too serious things to Song Qing.As a result, this incident that would cause an uproar in an ordinary family is just a breeze floating on the surface of the water here.

Especially when Song Qing lowered his eyelashes and asked him with a restrained tone if he thought homosexuality was disgusting, Song Yuling felt that he could not refuse any request from this child.

Song Qing took one last look at his mother's tombstone, and left without looking back.

Song Yuling started the car and looked at Song Qing in the rearview mirror.Song Qing's expression was very calm, and he fiddled with his fingers, as if there was no special influence.Song Yuling felt that he couldn't understand him.

"Can uncle do me a favor?" Song Qing raised his head and asked casually.

"What's the matter?" Song Yuling looked away.

"That's right, Xu Mu..." Song Qing hesitated for a moment, and his cell phone rang suddenly.

Song Yuling really wanted to take back what he said, this is simply pushing an inch!

Swiping the screen with his finger and clicking on the message, Song Qing smiled.He said cheerfully, "It's okay, it's been resolved."

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"Have you thought it through?!" Chen Shiqing threw away his crutches and sat down heavily on the sofa, his voice was as cold as ice.

Xu Mu took out the bank card he just transferred and put it on the coffee table, but didn't reply.

When Chen Shiqing saw Ka, he couldn't help but sneered, "What's the matter, buy out the family relationship with money? Xu Mu, let me tell you, I've been pampering you, if you..."

"Is there a family relationship between us?" Xu Mu interrupted him calmly, "300 million, pay back the money you paid for me. 100 million, pay back my expenses in the Chen family these years."

"What are you talking about! No family?!" Chen Shiqing couldn't help yelling, his chest rose and fell sharply, "White-eyed wolf! You treat your father like this, has your conscience been eaten by dogs?! You don't want a good family property, you want it Are you mad at me!?"

Xu Mu turned his face away not to look at his expression, "I've grown up a long time ago, and I'm out of your control. As for the family property, you can ask Chen Yixin to inherit it. There's no need for a son of an unnamed mistress!"

Chen Shiqing was stunned.

"Back then I stayed and my mother left," Xu Mu continued, "Now that it's been so many years, it's enough, anyway, you don't need money, and neither does your son. I want to leave, you can't stop me I."

"Leave?" Chen Shiqing saw that Xu Mu standing in front of him was already much taller than him, and he was no longer the little child in his memory. hole words.He waved.

"get out."

As if he didn't expect Chen Shiqing to compromise so quickly, Xu Mu was also taken aback for a while before turning around and leaving.Walking out of the gate of the villa, the blue sky and white clouds outside are all above him.

It seems that a burden has been removed from my heart, and a new one has been carried on my back.

But at this time Xu Mu still felt a burst of lightness, and finally got rid of it, which he always wanted to get rid of.He couldn't wait to tell Song Qing the news, and he couldn't help sending Song Qing a message.

"I spent all your money, and you still haven't come back?"

It was at this moment that Xu Mu seemed to feel that Song Qing would not leave him.Certainly not.As long as he gets rid of these things, Song Qing will definitely come back again.

Most definitely.

Like the weather, everything will be clear.

Song Qing breathed a sigh of relief when he received the text message.

Fortunately, fortunately, Xu Mu is not so dumb yet, at least he can see hope.In this way, the day when we meet again will not be far away.

The sun is out.

☆, make up