secretly like him

Chapter 59

This year's New Year came a little early, which made the free days before school seem too much.

Shen Lan, a mother, soon noticed that something was wrong with her son. Every year after the new year, Gu Xun always had the craziest time to play.

After all, they are in time for the holidays and have money in their hands, and during the Chinese New Year, as long as the trouble is not too much, they basically just turn a blind eye and let it go.

So Gu Xun at this time is usually very naughty. At this time in previous years, Shen Lan was often annoyed by him wanting to beat her children during the New Year.

But this year, Gu Xun seemed too quiet.

It's not that he stopped talking quietly, on the contrary, he was still talking and laughing, but suddenly sometimes he became dazed by himself.

It's not like the old days when he asked people to go out to play basketball every three days or so. No matter whether Wang Xiaosong and Chen Feifan came to see him or called him to make an appointment, he didn't go with him to join in the fun.

A few times, Shen Lan secretly watched what he was doing in the room, and found that Gu Xun was just sitting at the desk writing and drawing, as if he was studying hard.

Shen Lan herself was so frightened that she turned around and murmured to Gu Jingyuan: "Why am I so uneasy..."

When Shen Lan thought about it, she could only think of one thing.

She was a little uncertain: "Does Xun Xun still feel bad because Yan Yan is gone?"

Gu Jingyuan also felt that this should be the case, but in the end he was afraid that Shen Lan would be too worried, so he comforted her and said: "The two children have a good relationship, and Xun Xun will inevitably be affected. It's good that this energy passes, don't scare yourself."

Shen Lan also hoped this was the case, and only hoped that Gu Xun's strength would soon pass away, even if it was as noisy as before, it would be better than it is now.

Seeing her like this, Gu Jingyuan couldn't help laughing: "You man, didn't you wish that he wouldn't go out and study hard at home? You were also greedy for other people's children."

Shen Lan gave him an angry look: "If he is born like this, I'm not in a hurry!"

Gu Jingyuan had no choice but to coax her with a smile again, at least to let Shen Lan put this matter aside for the time being.

Gu Xun didn't know that he was doing this, and he still made his mother worry.

He just felt that there was too much time, and the feeling of being free would make him start to panic in his heart.

If you focus on the questions, you don't have to think too much.

But the concentration is not so easy, sometimes sitting at the desk, but can't read a word of the questions in the exercise book.

He just felt that the small room was very empty, and sometimes he would subconsciously look at the seats around him.

But it was empty there, and the person who should have been sitting there was gone.

Gu Xun would feel very uncomfortable at that time, his heart seemed to be clenched by something, and even the beating range became smaller.

He also knows that this is wrong, but emotional matters are not so easy to control.

Fortunately, Gu Xun soon found a solution - write a diary.

Gu Xun has never stopped writing a diary, but his previous diary is not so much a diary as a daily one-sentence summary.

But now the writing is getting longer and longer, and the short composition of [-] words in one breath is not strenuous at all.

On this day, Shen Lan and his wife suddenly took Gu Xun to a restaurant for dinner. Gu Xun didn't realize why he suddenly wanted to go to a restaurant. His family never ate out very much.

After seeing many roses on the street, Gu Xun remembered, yes, today is Valentine's Day.

Gu Xun was stunned for a moment, then a little happy and a little disappointed.

Of course, he was happy because his parents had a good relationship, but he was disappointed because he could have lived through this festival in the first place.

As a result, it was out of play.

Gu Xun shook his head, then leaned down from the back seat to the gap between the co-driver and the driver: "Mom and Dad, you two still bring me a big light bulb for the holidays?"

Shen Lan was obviously a little shy, after all, her son was so old, and they were an old husband and wife, and they also joined in the fun to celebrate this festival, so there was a feeling that they couldn't save face.

Gu Jingyuan drove the car steadily, and replied: "After dinner, you come back by yourself, and I will go watch a movie with your mother."

Gu Xun let out a drawn-out "Oh", and then quickly retreated to the back seat and sat down before his mother became angry.

The place to eat is not a western restaurant with a good atmosphere, but a small Chinese restaurant. Gu Xun has also been here before, so he knows why he came here today.

This place is where his parents went out to eat together for the first time after confirming their relationship.

Recalling that today is the day when the remake of a certain classic romance movie will be released, I immediately know what movie the two of them are going to see soon.

Gu Xun felt all sorts of "tsk tsk tsk" in his heart, thinking that his father was really good at tricks, and then after the food was served, he hurriedly picked up the rice like a starving ghost, and prepared to leave after eating.

As a filial and good son, he must not disturb his parents to relive their old dreams!

For the first time, Shen Lan didn't say anything about him not having a good meal, and Gu Jingyuan stuffed a few tickets into his hand before he left.

Gu Xun felt that his father was praising him for being good, so he rolled away with money in his pocket.

After leaving the small restaurant, Gu Xun walked on the street and saw how malicious this world really is. I didn't notice it just now, but now there are couples of young couples walking on the street.

The funniest thing is passing by the entrance of a beauty salon, and seeing the billboard at the entrance reads [[-]% discount for double eyelids today, couples have even more thoughtful gifts].

Gu Xun stood at the door and laughed for a long time before continuing to walk slowly.

When passing by a couple who came out of a nearby shop, Gu Xun heard the girl say, "Hey, don't take it off, you have to take it with you every day, do you know?"

The boy just smiled silly: "Yeah!"

Gu Xun couldn't help looking back at them, and then felt that the dog food was really bad. He looked up at the store and found that it was a silver jewelry store.

Gu Xun's heart twitched, and he walked into the shop disobediently.

There were a few couples in the store who were picking things up. The owner of the store saw Gu Xun and greeted him with a smile, "Handsome guy, what do you want to buy?"

Gu Xun scratched his head: "Let me take a look first..."

Hearing what he said, the shopkeeper continued to greet those couples.

Gu Xun walked around the counter for a long time, comparing back and forth, and the couples who came in the store also changed one after another.

In the end, his eyes fell on a plain circle ring, which was quite cheap, one was [-], and the purchase of two was discounted, and free engraving was also given.

Gu Xun said: "Boss! Give me two rings!"

The boss looked over as he pointed, and brought him two, but one was chosen by Gu Xun, and the other was a matching female ring.

Gu Xun: "..."

The boss also asked: "Do you know what size Dai is? Is this size suitable?"

At the end, the boss added: "If you don't engrave characters, you can change them later if it doesn't fit..."

Gu Xun interrupted the boss: "I want this male model, two!"

The boss was stunned for a moment, Gu Xun felt that everyone in the store was looking at him, Gu Xun coughed: "Boss?"

The boss put the female ring back and wanted to help him choose a smaller male ring, but he still persuaded Gu Xun: "Girls still like something more fancy..."

Gu Xun: "He likes simplicity! Boss... this won't work! His fingers are thick!"

The boss watched Gu Xun choose two in the end, and he was a bit dumbfounded as he wore loose rings, thinking that this little girl has really not delicate fingers at all.

Gu Xun held the ring box tightly in his hand and walked out of the silver jewelry shop.

After returning home by car, he packed out a special drawer for his diary and the ring box.

17 is old.

Gu Xun bought a pair of rings, and they don't know when they will be able to give away.

Precious and important, carefully collect.

The new semester is different from the last semester, and I started to study by myself in the evening.

Class One and One without Shen Yanzhi seemed to be the same as before, except that the class leader became Xu Meng, and the deputy class leader also changed.

Gu Xun's thoughts were all on competing with various exercises, and the eagerness to learn and make progress made the students in the class a little nervous, for fear that the one who didn't pay attention to himself was not in the first class, but in the third class.

Chen Feifan was arguing with his friends in the class: "I don't think anyone in the third year of high school is as hardworking as him."

Wang Xiaosong: "It's not..."

Xu Meng: "Pfft, what's your reaction? Isn't it good to study hard?"

Both Chen Feifan and Wang Xiaosong looked at her with "you don't understand" eyes, and Xu Meng was confused.

Slowly, after a long time, everyone got used to it. Until the third monthly exam, Gu Xun finally entered the top [-] for the first time.

The further you go, the tighter everyone's score will be, and it will be more difficult to go up.

After all, Gu Xun's foundation is not good enough. After Shen Yanzhi gave him a little trouble, his grades also fluctuated a little.

Chen Feifan looked at the rankings with him, and then took a breath: "I'll go, I'm about to fall off the top list."

He ranked 49 this time, and almost fell out of the top 50. It can be seen that the waves have been strong recently.

Wang Xiaosong is purely a melon eater at the side: "I haven't been on it yet."

Both of them looked back at him, Wang Xiaosong: "...I'm already working hard!"

This is true, Wang Xiaosong is also a person who is working hard for his sweetheart, and even Shi Juntao has been driven by his brothers to improve a lot recently.

Chen Feifei touched his nose: "Why am I not motivated?"

Gu Xun: "You spend a little of your energy in staying up late reading novels with the review book!"

Chen Feifei: "...well, forget it."

He doesn't have a sweetheart to chase after, as long as he doesn't fall further, and the report card can go home and hand over the business.

Gu Xun couldn't help shaking his head, and just as he was about to speak, Chen Feifei ran away first.

Chen Feifei was afraid of him. Gu Xun persuaded people to study now, just like Tang Monk, he didn't want to be tortured!

Gu Xun sighed helplessly, and followed him back to the classroom to pack his schoolbag and prepare to go home.

It was past nine o'clock after the end of the evening self-study. Chen Feifei lives with his mother now, and he got on the bus directly after leaving the school gate.

Gu Xun walked back slowly with Wang Xiaosong, and Gu Xun took advantage of this time to recite the text with him.

Although Wang Xiaosong was quite speechless, but thinking about Xu Meng, he gritted his teeth and followed Gu Xun.

When Gu Xun arrived home, Shen Lan was waiting for him. Seeing him enter the door, she immediately shouted: "Xun Xun! Come here!"

Gu Xun was changing his shoes, when he heard his mother yelling, he responded casually, "I'm wearing shoes."

Shen Lan couldn't wait any longer, so she walked over directly and put the things in his hands into his hands: "Look quickly!"

Gu Xun subconsciously asked, "What?"

Then he was stunned, because what Shen Lan gave him was an envelope, which was a bit thick and had a lot of postmarks on it, but these were not the point.

The point is the beautiful words on the envelope, which he knows very well.

Those were Shen Yanzhi's words.

For a moment, it was as if some switch was turned on, but Gu Xun just stood there dumbfounded, without moving for a long time.

Shen Lan couldn't wait any longer, so she quickly pushed him: "Why are you standing there stupidly! Take it apart and have a look!"

Gu Xun seemed to wake up with a start, but his next reaction was not to open the envelope, but to rush back to his room.

Shen Lan was so angry: "You brat!"