The right way to rescue someone who has been out of the closet

Chapter 47

Ye Lan followed behind, trying desperately to recall the few words Tan Qin had mentioned about Director Chen.

Qin Qin seldom talked about work matters in front of him.No, it's not just work, Tan Qin rarely mentions anything else to him.He often feels that he is facing a silent volcano, loving everything but not having everything.

After much deliberation, he could only remember that Tan Qin said that the director of the urology department had taken care of him since he was admitted to the hospital for an internship before graduation, and had always taken good care of him. He also specially arranged the two-day vacation. Other than that, there is no information at all.

Tan Qin, who was walking in front, stopped suddenly, and Ye Lan bumped into him inadvertently.When he looked up, he saw the closed office door, Qin Jianbai's name was still on it before it could be removed.

Qin Qin held the handle and turned it. The door was unlocked and opened directly.

Qin Jianbo sat by the computer and flipped through documents, with a pair of glasses between his nose.He put on the white coat again, his face was full of tiredness.The table is full of thick materials.The curtains were drawn, and the dazzling background light from the computer flickered, hitting his face in darkness.

He took off his eyes and put them on the table, and nodded at the two: "Come?"

Ye Lan saw him wearing glasses for the first time, somehow, from a distance, he seemed to have aged a lot overnight.Knowing that he couldn't get in the conversation later, he silently found a stool and sat down to listen.

Tan Qin walked to the table and asked bluntly: "What's going on?"

Qin Jianbo made a calm gesture: "I was not at the scene. When the nurse said that the suspect came in, she first politely asked who Chen Huadong was. The nurse thought he knew Director Chen, so she pointed it out to him. Look, there was no time to stop him, he took out a knife from his bag and went straight to Director Chen. After the attack, the suspect fled before everyone could react, they only had time to treat Director Chen and call the police."

"He came here for Director Chen? Why?"

"It's possible. But I asked a friend in the police station to check. He has no personal grievances with Director Chen. I just checked the medical records of the urology department. Four years ago, he had a circumcision in the hospital. This is the only encounter between Director Chen and him." Qin Jianbo said, picked up a medical record file from the table and handed it to him, motioning him to look through it, "Do you still have the memory of that operation?"

"Of course I remember." Tan Qin Qin Qin glanced at the operation time, held the file in his hand, but was not in a hurry to look through it.He looked straight at Qin Jianbai, his eyes flickering, "That was the first operation I performed during my internship."

"Yes, students in medical schools must complete one year of clinical practice according to national regulations before graduating. When you were in the urology department, Director Chen admired you very much and took you with you whenever there was an operation. When other students were still observing , you can already do three aids and four aids. Later he came to me and said that he wanted to guide you to preside over a first-level operation before you graduate."

Qin Qin bowed his head, turned the medical records directly to the final conclusion, and confirmed it again: "The operation was a success, and the patient recovered very well."

"There is no problem with the operation, but the police officers went to the patient's home to investigate and told me that the patient got married last year and has not been able to conceive a child..." Qin Jianbo pinched the bridge of his nose, "Do you understand what I mean?"

Qin Qin couldn't help frowning when he heard the words: "It's ridiculous, circumcision will not affect sexual function."

"I know...I know...but the patient doesn't know." Tan Jianbo's tone was full of exhaustion, trying to calm Tan Qin's emotions, and explained as tactfully as possible, "He went to the andrology department for an examination and found that it was primary azoospermia. He couldn't understand the symptoms, thought he was fine, and the only thing he could think of was the reason for the surgery."

"He thought the operation affected his fertility?"

"Correct."

Qin Qin snorted coldly: "Stupid!"

Qin Jianbai sighed: "The problem now is that you must be at least a resident doctor before you can preside over a first-level operation. Anyway, it is illegal for Director Chen to let you go to the operating table. For this reason, although the actual situation You were the chief surgeon, but Director Chen's name was still written on the medical records..."

Tan Qin suddenly looked up at him, his eyes were dark: "What do you want to say?"

"The important thing is not what I want to say, but what you want to do."

Qin Qin smiled: "Do you know what I want to do?"

Qin Jianbo stared at him with good eyes: "Don't think I don't know what you're thinking, you want to help find the suspect, don't you?"

Qin Qin was silent.

"Even if you find it, what then? Tell him that you were actually the one who performed the operation?" Qin Jianbai raised his voice, and the last sentence was almost a yell.

"Then let Director Chen help me take the blame?" Tan Qin interrupted him coldly, "This time it's a medical trouble, what about next time? Has the suspect been caught? Can you guarantee that he won't do anything else? How dare you ?"

"The dean and the others are still abroad. The courtyard is in a mess now. The police are still investigating, and the media will come later. Can you stop making trouble for me?" Qin Jianbo said helplessly, "You were disobedient when you were young, and you will not be obedient when you grow up. It's not reassuring."

Tan Qin's figure froze, he turned his head slowly, and asked word by word: "In your heart, I will only add to the chaos?"

"That's not what I meant..." Qin Jianbai felt his headache was splitting, he wanted to explain but couldn't open his mouth.He took a deep breath, "Anyway, at this juncture, you just stay in this office for me and don't go anywhere."

Tan Qin sneered, leaning back on the chair, his eyes were as sharp as a knife, and cut inch by inch: "Oh, you can only come up with this way. Why, do you want to lock me up again? Just like when I was a child, put me in an iron cage. Chained to furniture?"

Ye Lan turned pale with shock, her mind could not digest his words.

My thoughts were drawn to the far past. After watching "Captain America 3" by myself, I said to Qin Qin brazenly: Freedom, like happiness, is limited.There is no unbridled freedom, and no inherent happiness.

How did Qin Qin answer back then?

"Unfettered freedom... huh."

"Probably because I wanted someone to protect me when I was young."

"Some fathers are better than none."

Ye Lan's so-called freedom means that she has never been able to make decisions for herself on the road of life.He never thought that the freedom Tan Qin was referring to was the even more terrifying personal freedom.

The air was stagnant, and the office was like a huge amber. Ye Lan was pressed on the chair under tremendous pressure, and did not dare to move.For a long time, he has always had a vague feeling that the entanglement between the father and son is like the wall of the Wen family mansion that is covered with creepers. It looks like layers of green leaves on the outside, but the color of the inside wall is He never could see clearly.

Whether it was Qin Jianbai's persistent love for Wei Peiyao, or his negligence in taking care of Qin Qin when he was a child, it was not the reason why Qin Qin drew his sword against Min Wenwei, who compared father and son to each other.

He didn't know how far Qin Jianbai had imprisoned Qin Qin when he was a child, maybe because he couldn't take care of the child, and he was busy with work, so he could only think of a stupid way to tie him up at home if he was afraid that he would run away.

How did you feel as a young boy at that time?What kind of mentality does Qin Qin use now to face such a biological father?

His biological mother abandoned him early in order to satisfy his own selfish desires, and the elders of the next generation could not publicly recognize each other because of family reasons, and the only relative was his father.Ye Lan once thought that Qin Qin was resistant and admired Qin Jianbai, but now, he couldn't make up his mind whether there was hatred in this complicated relationship.

Maybe Tan Qin was the same to Qin Jianbai as he was to Ye Ying, he didn't dare to think about it, he didn't want to hate.

After all, in the case of losing his beloved, Qin Jianbai endured the pain and did not give up on him. Later, he thought of many other ways to make up for him.I'm afraid Tan Qin himself is very contradictory, so he has been fleeing far away with indifference and alienation. Is it because he does not accept Qin Jianbo's kindness because he is afraid of being sorry for his young self?

Ye Lan subconsciously looked at Tan Jianbai, since Tan Qin said that sentence, he huddled on the chair dejectedly, surrounded by high mountains of materials, his tall figure suddenly appeared humble and small.He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and his voice was very soft, as soft as a choke: "The suspect hasn't been caught yet...I just don't want to lose my son."

Qin Qin also fell silent.His figure was hidden in the shadow of the data mountain, and he was somewhat indistinct.A wave of fear rose in Ye Lan's heart. At this moment, he was suddenly afraid that Tan Qin would just disappear into the darkness.He wanted to reach out and touch it, but he didn't dare to do anything. He could only watch helplessly as the invisible sharp blade was swung again and again, and each stroke was a heart-wrenching fratricide.

After a long time, he heard Qin Qin whisper, "You've lost it a long time ago."

"You really still hate me... For so many years, you never mentioned this... I thought you had forgotten... At that time... I just lost your mother, and there was a critically ill patient whose condition was unstable... ...I'm really not in the mood to take good care of you...I thought you were still young anyway and didn't remember anything at all, as long as you were fed well, and when you grow up..." Qin Jianbo's voice trembled and he couldn't continue.

"I'm so sorry, I remember it all." Tan Qin turned his face away, unable to hear the emotion in his words, "I couldn't speak at that time, and you never looked at me more when I was crying. , I always feel like a dog you raised. I don’t mention it, just because I don’t think it’s necessary.”

Qin Jianbai shivered and shrunk into a hunched posture, which made Ye Lan feel a little unbearable.

He once asked Tan Qin why he refused to forgive his biological father. Tan Qin said that he did not forgive, but he hadn't decided whether to forgive him or not.He also said that every time he thinks about his childhood, he will especially hate Qin Jianbai.

He asked Qin Qin if he wanted to go to surgery, and Qin Qin replied that he would consider it.The consideration he mentioned might not only refer to going to surgery, but more to repairing the relationship with Qin Jianbai.

At that time, he naively thought that Tan Qin would work hard to repair the relationship between father and son, that everything would develop in a good direction, and that the old wounds from the past would eventually heal.

But now, Qin Qin intends to let the previous efforts go to waste and return to the original point again?

Great fear struck, sinking all hope.Ye Lan's eyes turned on the father and son, anxious like ants on a hot pot.Tan Qin tilted his head with a look of disdain. His angle was just right enough to see Qin Jianbai's expression.He didn't say a word, as if... waiting for something.

No, not right.What Qin Qin thought was unnecessary to mention was brought up at this moment.He dug out the wound that had been hidden for more than twenty years to show Qin Jianbo, not to make him feel guilty—because he felt that it was unnecessary to do so.

Not planning to reconcile, of course there is no need to mention it.

So now he mentions the reason why he has hated Tan Jianbai for so many years, and there is only one explanation, that is, he wants the wound to be healed.This wound is too deep to heal itself, the longer it is hidden, it will only fester more, and if you want to apply medicine to the wound, you must first expose the wound.Tan Qin did this, and he was waiting for Qin Jianbai to prescribe the medicine.

There is a faint hope hidden behind the boundless fear, Ye Lan tightly grasped the dots of light, and blurted out before the wound deteriorated: "Wait!"

The two looked back at him together.

"I think...Uncle, you should choose to believe in Tan Qin, he needs freedom—in every sense." Ye Lan pressed her anxiety, praying for Qin Qin to be more patient, and organized her words carefully, "I understand You care, but he is not a person who does things without measure, and he will definitely not rush to find the suspect, he must have his own ideas."

Ye Lan remembered that she was leaning against the door and eavesdropping on the conversation between Ye Ying and Wei Peiyao. For so many years, what he struggled with was Ye Ying admitting that she loved him, and that he was the most important person in her heart.As for Ye Ying, maybe she was scared away by the long-term alienation, or maybe she was afraid that she would not believe it, so she never dared to express her feelings directly.

Hearing Ye Ying pour out her heart, he suddenly felt the haze in his heart dissipate.He regrets why he didn't find out earlier, wasted a lot of time, he can do better than in the past.

"Isolation can't solve anything, and so does family affection. The top priority now is to catch the suspect as soon as possible. While uncle is dealing with the media, Qin Qin can help find clues. At this time, everyone should unite! Let's first Arrest the suspect so that he can't hurt anyone anymore, and then we can discuss other things after we understand the matter." Ye Lan finished speaking in one breath, seeing that the two people on the other side didn't respond, she asked nervously, "What? ...Did I say something wrong?"

Qin Jianbai wiped his face, stood up and patted his wrinkled white coat, and returned to the dean who stabilized the situation: "You are right...you shouldn't be talking about this now, the most urgent thing is to bring the murderer to justice as soon as possible." Yifa. It's getting late, and I need to prepare to receive the media." When he passed Qin Qin, he hesitated for a moment, and said softly, "You...do whatever you want. I won't stop you this time gone."

Tan Qin stared at him, his tone was still relentless, but there was something different: "Didn't you all go back to Wen's house? Are you still taking care of our hospital's mess?"

Qin Jianbo held the doorknob, turned his head, and said with a faint smile: "Because I know someone needs me."

Qin Qin immediately turned his head away, avoiding his gaze, and muttered, "I want you to take care of it."