loyal dog becomes wolf

Chapter 39. Cause and effect

Thinking of this, he couldn't help hugging her into his arms, stroking lightly, walking slowly, and coaxing: "Speak well, talk well, every time I want to talk to you, you always act like you don't answer me." You look like me, or you are perfunctory and angry at me, and finally caught a few opportunities, you have to face me with a business-like fake face, you are so mad at me."

As he said that, he patted Qi Shang's left buttock, the red and translucent tender flesh was extremely elastic, and it shook seductively a few times, accompanied by Qi Shang's unwillingness to choke.

"I'm kind to you, and I'm not looking for your return. You don't have to try your best to avoid me, as if I'm terrible," he said, and gave the other buttock a heavy palm, and Qi Shang was hugged horizontally by him. While wiping tears in his arms while tightening the double mounds, Li Xiu saw his foolish expression, laughed angrily, and pretended to reprimand him with a straight face, "I'm not that low yet, I have to pester you to ask you to respond, to answer You can only be with me."

When Qi Shang heard this, he shook his head desperately and gasped, his cheeks were flushed from rubbing his fingers under his eyes.

"No, no, you, you don't like me looking for someone else, so I won't look for it again, okay?"

Li Xiu didn't care much about Qi Shang's unrestrained living habits at first, he didn't have any vows with Qi Shang, and Qi Shang has no obligation to fall in love with him, but recently he has been hiding like a plague god, which made him hold back his anger.Qi Shang was afraid of getting involved with him, so he pretended to be courteous in the company. When he left the company, he wished he could pretend he didn't know him, making him feel like a naive middle school student who was hated instead of chasing girls. Self-loathing, starting to reflect on whether I am really annoying.And this kind of situation has never happened in his little life. Even as early as in middle school, he advanced and retreated gracefully, and he was able to do a job with ease among the flowers.

Speaking of which, I would also like to thank that woman──his stepmother Song Ganqing.When she married her father, she was still young. A few years later, Song Ganqing talked to him once, to the effect that she liked her father very early, but her father had a girlfriend and had already decided to get married, and her family had always been very poor. Conservative, insisting on controlling her daughter's marriage, she has already chosen a partner for her.

When Song Ganqing told him this, her expression was very complicated. For a long time, Li Xiu didn't understand why she talked to him about these things, until she stepped into the society, drifting alone in the ocean for a long time like a duckweed, and met Qi Shang again Only then did he realize that Song Ganqing's words were not addressed to the younger son, nor to the heir. She held back these words for too long. Authoritarian parents, young children, and busy husband, after more than ten years, unexpectedly No one to confide in.When she finally had the chance to be with her father, she resolutely divorced and married into the Li family with her young son. She was burdened with the heavy burdens of life, but she had no position to speak to her father.

Therefore, besides her husband, she regarded Li Xiu, who was closest to him besides her husband, as a shoulder she could rely on. When Shang Yide entered adolescence and was rebellious, Song Ganqing narrated his innermost feelings to Li Xiu, like talking to a Like real men.

"I buried my love for your father for many years. Until the eve of divorce, my ex-husband didn't know about it, and I didn't even want to tell him about your father. I didn't want to save face, but I just felt that there is nothing perfect in the world. A person’s life is even more impossible to be perfect. I just want to cherish it when I come to this world. To be honest, I am not sure about the divorce that was so firm at the time, separating Shang Yide from his sister, and reuniting him with Is it wrong for Dad to separate? His temper now has something to do with our divorce. But I can be sure that if I don't seize the opportunity to be with your dad, I will suffer for the rest of my life. "

"It's cruel to say that I have this chance because your mother left."

"I am both ashamed and happy in my heart. When your father decided to be with me, I selfishly forgot everyone and only remembered my own joy."

"I tell you this, not to show off my victories, nor to instill my values ​​in you. I just want you to understand that if you like someone in the future, the mood is not completely good. To put it bluntly, love is selfish , Jealousy, resentment, and many dark emotions will sprout. But I hope you remember that those emotions are normal, and as an elegant man, you must restrain your improper practices. This is what I, Song Ganqing, cultivated son."

"Sometimes I also guess whether your father likes me more or your mother. However, this kind of thinking is meaningless. Your father didn't like me at all. When he rejected me, I thought I would I was brooding, but I didn't expect that I accepted it calmly, and I was relieved. If your father was hypocritical to me, I would definitely look down on him. I like him. It's not for him, but for me. I don't want to blackmail him with emotion and make him feel indebted to me."

"It's not a noble thing to like someone. It's just a very ordinary trivial matter. It's so common that maybe you have to forget it when you're busy, and it's so trivial that you will think of it every moment you stop." Song Ganqingduan Holding a cup of untouched hot tea, he smiled faintly at Li Xiu at this point. The fleeting smile made Li Xiu instantly understand why his father chose this woman. She is not as coquettish as a young woman Charming, without the virtuous care of her mother, but with a kind of generous wisdom, this kind of wisdom transcends gender and accumulates with age.Perhaps it is for this reason that this woman has achieved what she is now.

"Love is not only not so beautiful, but it can also hurt you. No one is obliged to respond to you because of your love, and if you decide to love someone in the future, you have to take responsibility for your choice."

Song Ganqing's education enabled Li Xiu to learn to be self-reliant at an early age, and gradually grew into a decisive man.He hates hypocritical women and ambiguous life. In his emotional world, there are only black and white, likes and dislikes.When he was young, he still had a few sex friends around him. As he got older, I wonder if it was because life became more and more complicated. Emotionally, he liked pure and simple lovers more and more.

He thinks that feelings are completely a matter of your love and mine, and when he likes it, he is willing to bend down for his lover.Li Xiu knew that he was outstanding in appearance, although he enjoyed envious gazes, he disdained to do things that took advantage of his body and appearance.However, when he met Qi Shang, he couldn't move for some reason.

"Do you know, Qi Shang, I don't chase stars, but you have always been my idol before." Facing Qi Shang who was surprised by what he heard, Li Xiu continued while kissing him comfortingly, "I'm afraid you are real. I can’t remember, the time when you hated me so much──”

"I hated everyone at that time." Qi Shang rubbed his nose and muttered in tears.

Li Xiu was startled, "Why?"

"I don't know, puberty."

"..." Li Xiu digested it for a while, and continued, "In short, you were not outstanding at all at that time, but you were very diligent and motivated. Such a small person is full of strength."

Li Xiu made gestures as he spoke, and circled Qi Shang's small body: "By the way, have you watched the hot-blooded anime? You are like the protagonist in it. You look very ordinary, but you insist on looking for your own star and sea. It really makes people excited. When I watched you in that tennis match, I thought in my heart, a person like you must have a sense of accomplishment and energy when you get up, and I must put you under me and fuck you once until the end. Your eyes are swollen from crying."

Writer's words:

Xiaogong likes Xiaoshou^^