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Chapter 16 Deng Meng, Goodbye, Never See You Again

Today is Ai Sheng's surgery day, Li Anmiao, Ke Xiaoke, Xiao Ting, and Peng Hai all came, Ke Feng went back to his parents, and Deng Meng disappeared.

At Ai Sheng's request, only An Miao and herself were left in the ward.A ray of sunlight fell on Li Anmiao's fair face, which was quiet and gentle, which made Ai Sheng feel at ease. "I'm sorry." Ai Sheng said weakly: "I didn't know how to say this before, but now, I don't know if I can survive the operating table..." "Stop it." Li Anmiao couldn't help it Interrupted her: "You will be fine, I will wait for you. As you said, Ai Sheng, you will love me for the rest of your life." Li Anmiao really couldn't bear it anymore, big teardrops dripped down, and Ai Sheng felt a little nervous. Helplessly wiped away tears for her.Sorry, I don't know how long my life will last.

Sitting in the rest area, Xiao Ke's right eyelid kept twitching, feeling inexplicably bored and fidgeting.Turning on the phone, I wanted to send a message to Deng Meng through QQ, but suddenly found that I was no longer her friend.Xiao Ke panicked immediately, found Deng Meng's number and dialed it, but there was a cold female voice on the other end of the phone, "Sorry, the number you dialed is empty." "Xiao Ke." Xiao Ting shouted, "Don't try , Xiaomeng changed her number, and it was like this when I called her yesterday." Xiao Ting continued: "She told me before that she was leaving, and it might take a long time to come back." "Where is Ermeng going?" "Xiao Ke was very anxious, stood up and stared at Xiao Ting, while Peng Hai who was sitting on the side stared at Xiao Ke, he had never seen her like this, it should be said that he had never seen her so excited for anyone. "I don't know." Xiao Ting replied, and Xiao Ke sat down slowly: "Why didn't she tell me?" "Don't you understand how she feels about you?" Xiao Ting yelled at Ke Xiao.Xiao Ke was silent, feeling unspeakably bitter in his heart.

Four hours passed, and Ai Sheng's operation was a success.After a simple farewell, Xiao Ke walked home slowly and in a daze, Xiao Ting and Peng Hai followed behind her. "What's wrong with Ke'er?" Peng Hai couldn't understand Xiao Ke's emotions for the first time, "Because Xiaomeng is leaving." Xiao Ting replied, seeing that Peng Hai was a little puzzled and continued: "Do you know? Meng has liked Xiao Ke for a long time, no less than you, I think Xiao Ke can feel it. If Xiao Ke likes Xiao Meng, will you stop? Do you feel this kind of feeling disgusting?" Peng Hai thought for a while, and seriously replied: "No, I respect and accept everything about Ke'er." Hehe, it's really different. To me, when will you be able to do this, Peng Hai?

Ke Xiaoke slowly opened the door, and saw the owner's dog coming up excitedly, Xiao Ke put the dog around with one hand, and sat down with his back against the door: "Dog, Ermeng is leaving, not coming back, she is leaving. The pug snorted a few times and stretched out his tongue to lick the tears on Xiao Ke's face. Xiao Ke raised his hand to wipe away the tears, got up and entered the room, and the dog was worried that the owner followed in.

Xiao Ke found the classmate book on the bookshelf, and turned to Deng Meng's page:

Xiao Ke, there is something you don't know, I have liked you for a long time, almost six years.Do you remember where we first met?You must not remember, because you didn't take a good look at me at that time, but I still remember the back of you feeding that dog ham!Remember your bright smile, remember you said to me: Do you also come to feed the dog?But I've already fed it, so just give me your ham.

Can you promise me that you will smile at me alone from now on?I don't like it when you smile at people like that.I keep saying I like you, how about you?Do you like me a little bit?I don't know what this feeling is, but I can't convince myself that I don't have feelings for you.I don't know how long I will like you, if you also like me, please tell me as soon as possible, otherwise, I will be tired.If you don't have this feeling for me or think it's a burden, just pretend you don't know, okay?Let me still face you as usual, even as a friend.

Ke Xiaoke sat on the floor leaning against the bed, her eyes glazed over.The pug was jumping around and barking.Xiao Ke glanced at it, frowned, stared at it and said to himself: "You, are you asking me to find her? Well! Let's go!" Ke Xiaoke immediately got up, took out her mobile phone and called Xiao Ting: "Xiao Ting! Do you know where Ermeng's house is? Well, send me the address, yes, I'm going to find her. Okay, that's it."

Xiao Ke walked to the community where Deng Meng's house was located according to the map, only to find that their house was only four blocks away.Ringing the doorbell, Ke Xiaoke waited anxiously for a while, and the door opened a crack.The man who opened the door was a man in his 40s, "Hello, Uncle, is Deng Meng at home? I am her friend, and my name is Ke Xiaoke." The man looked back, hesitated for a while, and said, "Oh, you are looking for Mengmeng. ? Unfortunately, she happened to be away, and she went to the supermarket with her mother."

"That's it, then I won't bother you, you go ahead, I'm going back. Goodbye, uncle."

"See you."

Xiao Ke is very depressed. Ermeng is at home, I can tell from her father's expression, but she doesn't want to see me, it's because I'm late, I'm late for too long in this relationship .

"Why don't you see your friend looking for you, at least say goodbye." Deng's father said to Deng Meng who was sitting on the sofa.

"She is the one I like. I say this, do you still allow me to say goodbye to her?" Deng Meng's eyes turned red.

Father Deng was silent.Yes, Deng Meng's mother still told her father about her.Dad Deng, who had just returned to China, immediately decided to take his daughter to the UK. Although he knew what homosexuality was all about, this was his daughter, and he still couldn't accept it. He still hoped that his daughter would be normal.When Deng Meng learned that her father was going to take her away, her first reaction was to run to the community where Xiao Ke's home was located. The moment she rang the doorbell, Deng Meng withdrew her hand. What reason did she have for letting Xiao Ke stay? What about yourself?It has always been my one-sided love!Deng Meng moved downstairs step by step with heavy steps, and her love might be a burden to Xiao Ke.

In the evening, Ke Xiaoke took the dog for a walk in Zhongshan Park to let off steam.As soon as he walked near the fountain, the dog suddenly became excited and ran to the girl squatting by the fountain.Deng Meng was startled by the dog that rushed over suddenly, wiped away tears, and stroked the dog: "It's you, why are you here? Are you here to see me off? Where is your master?" "Here you are?" !” Ke Xiaoke stood behind Deng Meng.

Deng Meng turned around and stood up, tears streaming uncontrollably, Xiao Ke pursed her lips, walked towards Deng Meng, and hugged Deng Meng: "Sorry, I'm late." After listening to Xiao Ke At Ke's words, Deng Meng hugged Xiao Ke tightly and burst into tears.

The two sat on a nearby stone bench, "Xiao Ke, I'm leaving, the plane is tonight. Don't talk now, let me finish talking first, okay?"

"Well, tell me, I'm listening."

"Xiao Ke, I'm sorry. I'm going to give up on you," Deng Meng said with a hint of tears.And Ke Xiaoke bit her lip. "I'm not tired, and it's not that I don't like you anymore, but, it's me. I'm not as brave as I imagined. I can't, I can't withstand the pressure from all sides, I'm sorry."

"What is there to be sorry for?" Xiao Ke pretended to smile: "I should be the one who said I'm sorry. I was the one who failed to face our relationship earlier. I made you spend 6 years of youth alone. It was me. I failed to remember you, it was because I failed to recognize you, it was because I was too weak, it was because I was unable to support our relationship, it was all my fault." Deng Meng cried and shook her head, Xiao Ke took a deep breath and continued : "I don't deserve to have you, not you gave up on me. So, forget about me and find your true happiness. Goodbye."

Xiao Ke got up and walked back with the dog, tears dripping down, goodbye, never see you again.

Deng Meng and her father got on the plane and flew to London, England.I sit on your favorite seat, watch your favorite night view, drink your favorite milk, and listen to your favorite song, but you, my favorite, are not by my side.Xiao Ke, although you didn't say you like me, but I have felt it, and I have felt it, you will let me go, not for yourself, but for me.It's just, I'm not reconciled, I obviously did nothing wrong, why do you treat me like this?It's not me that's wrong, it's the world.

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The future articles are all fictitious, uh, I don’t know when it will be finished, if I can’t make it up, it’s over.