You have no regrets

Chapter 8

Jun Yan looked at Hongyuexi who kept approaching, feeling very irritable.When his lips were pressed against his own, all he could think about was that nasty slut.

To do such a thing behind his and Yuan Tianli's backs!

"Brother Jun..."

The breath of Hongyuexi sprayed on Jun Yan's neck, but he was not moved at all.

"I like you so much, Brother Jun..."

Jun Yan's body shook, and the hands around Hong Yuexi's waist were removed.

"Let's go back!" He grabbed Hong Yuexi's hand and almost pulled him away from the pavilion.

"It hurts!" Hongyuexi yelled.

Jun Yan's breath was suffocated, and the image of Xiao Liu begging for mercy under him a month ago suddenly came into his mind.

He let go of Hongyuexi's hand, and left the pavilion without looking back, regardless of how Hongyuexi called behind him.

His eyes were reddened by anger that day, and he scolded a lot of ugly words. He hasn't visited Xiao Liu until now.All he knew was that Ning Ren and Xiao Yuan were taking care of him.

Although Xiao Yuan still respected him, and would call him senior brother when he saw him, but he knew that Xiao Yuan disapproved of his actions, and sometimes there would be contempt in his eyes, which he pretended not to see.

He stood numbly, as if he could still hear the sound of Xiao Liu crying under him, he remembered the rough appearance of pressing Xiao Liu that night, and the misery of that person's white skin full of bloodstains.

What came to my heart was not only anger, but also overwhelming jealousy and heartache.

"Brother Jun, why did you come back by yourself first?" Hongyuexi's voice rang in his ears, and he angrily swept everything on the table to the ground.

"Get out! Get out!" Jun Yan yelled uncontrollably, and all he could see in his heart was the picture of Xiao Liu and Yuan Tianli hugging each other. He's going crazy again.

"Jun..." Hongyuexi shrank, stepped forward a few steps, and stopped again.

Jun Yan's eyes shot out a strong murderous intent, and suddenly he drew out his big knife, split the wooden table in half, and heard Hongyuexi's scream as expected.

This person should have gone away a long time ago. If it wasn't for him, where would there be so many annoying things?

"Let me tell you one more time, and you'll be like this." He pointed his knife at the table that had been broken in two, with unabashed ferocity.

Hongyuexi finally rushed out of the door with tears in her eyes.

What is Xiao Liu?Hongyuexi should be the only person who can make brother Jun love like this.

He would not give up Brother Jun to anyone, let alone that coquettish boy who made him sick.

With a gloomy face, Hongyuexi walked towards Xiao Liu's room, kicked his door open without hesitation, and walked quickly inside, but did not hear the imaginary angry scolding.

He walked a few steps and saw Xiao Liu lying on the bed, sleeping deeply, the loud noise just now didn't wake him up.

Angrily, he stepped forward to shake Xiao Liu up, but he saw something shocking out of the corner of his eye.

"Fox, vixen..." He tremblingly looked at Xiao Liu's ears and tail, unable to straighten up in fright.

This person, this extremely coquettish person, turned out to be a vixen!

Hongyuexi propped up her body and came to Xiaoliu's bed with trembling legs.Xiao Liu's face was pale, his eyes were closed tightly, and his long eyelashes did not move. There were some scars on his face, but it seemed that he was about to heal.

Hongyuexi stood by his bed for a long time, and then ran out the door. He ran down the mountain with all his strength without looking back.

Jun Yan put away the big knife, his mind was full of Xiao Liu's face that was pale with pain that day, he was so angry that he messed up everything, he was very angry, but mixed with some worries.

He pushed open the door, walked to Xiao Liu's room, and saw that the door was open, he hesitated, but walked in lightly.

Xiao Liu was lying on the bed, with two small ears protruding from the black and smooth hair, and they were hanging limply. He remembered that when he desperately grabbed Xiao Liu's ears, he must have suffered a lot of injuries.

Xiao Liu had a faint scar on his face, his left hand was wrapped in a white cloth, his forehead was full of sweat, and he seemed to be sleeping restlessly.

He had just walked into Xiao Liu's bed when he heard Xiao Liu talking in his sleep.

"Big Brother..."

Jun Yan's footsteps stopped, he stared blankly at Xiao Liu, he didn't expect him to miss him even in his dreams.

Suddenly Xiao Liu frowned in pain, his breathing became a little short, Jun Yan suffocated, and without thinking much, he stepped forward and hugged Xiao Liu into his arms, the heat from his hand made him startled Jump.

"It hurts! Stop it... Senior Brother, it hurts..." Xiao Liu's hands grabbed the air indiscriminately.

"Xiao Liu, wake up quickly, you are having a nightmare..." Jun Yan hugged Xiao Liu tightly, whispering in Xiao Liu's ear.Suddenly, his eyes were attracted by a red mark, and he looked at the bruise on Xiao Liu's neck in surprise. Although it was very shallow, it was almost invisible if he didn't look carefully, but he could still see how much force he had exerted at the beginning.

Was that his hand?Jun Yan gently stroked Xiao Liu's neck in disbelief.

He actually exerted such a heavy force!

He laid Xiao Liu's body flat, the person on the bed was still talking, Jun Yan unbuttoned his clothes lightly, no place where his eyes could see was intact, his hands were trembling.

Xiao Liu's back was covered with intricate scab scars, the grass cut his white back was covered with scars, it was shocking, Jun Yan couldn't help kneeling beside the bed, caressing those scars, his handsome face flashed a little mixed emotions.

He couldn't believe that he treated Xiao Liu like this, but the guilt he felt now couldn't make up for it.The crazy anger that night turned into ugly scars on Xiao Liu's body, every scar and every scar brought an unforgivable sense of guilt.

Suddenly he hated his selfishness.

He stood up and saw the purple Fengyang bag on the table, and immediately remembered the utility of the little purple flower. He got up and opened the bag, and there were several purple flowers inside. He took out some of the petals and rushed to the kitchen .

Xiao Liu closed his eyes, all he could think about was the scene he saw at the pavilion, he fell asleep with the dull pain in a daze.

Between half-dream and half-awake, he seemed to hear someone calling his name. He struggled, and vaguely dreamed of what happened that night again. Jun Yan pressed him, crushed his wrist, and what he said made him unable to stop want to cry.He woke up drenched in sweat and realized it was just a dream.

He thought he had given up, but the scene at the pavilion still couldn't make him feel calm.No matter how much his heart tossed, he could no longer shed tears. He really wanted to forget the pain in his heart by dying like this.The soreness in his chest reminded him that Jun Yan didn't love him anymore, and his arms around Hongyuexi's waist said everything.

And he never knew that his blood was so annoying.

He thought that Jun Yan never cared about it, but when his most feared weakness was trampled under his feet, that moment suddenly made him feel so inferior. He had never hated himself so much for being a member of the fox clan.

As long as those pesky features are gone.

A gleam of light flashed in Xiao Liu's eyes, then they became gloomy again.

He closed his eyes, gently rubbed the place wrapped by his left hand with his right hand, and licked the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner.

When he opened his eyes again, his eyes were already filled with clarity.

Jun Yan took cold water, threw a few petals, and slowly waited for the water to boil, while taking out the ceramic bowl.

He carefully brought the hot soup out of the kitchen, and walked towards Xiao Liu's room. The soup still had a little fragrance, and it smelled refreshing.

Jun Yan held the soup carefully, not daring to spill a drop out of the bowl, he paced slowly, and pushed open the door.

"Xiao Liu?" He asked softly, but there was no sound from anyone in the room.

Jun Yan looked around, feeling that something was not right, there seemed to be a bloody smell in the air, the bad premonition made his hair stand on end, it seemed that he was too quiet.

"Xiao Liu? Where are you?" He asked again, and the strong smell of blood in the air became more and more obvious.

Jun Yan walked forward and wanted to put the soup on the table, but his hands couldn't help shaking, and the soup fell to the ground with a clatter.A clear coldness slowly rose from the soles of his feet, making him tremble continuously, and he blinked before confirming that it was true.

He stood in front of the bed blankly, unable to react, the bright red in front of his eyes hurt his eyes, why did this happen?

Xiao Liu collapsed beside the bed, but he didn't notice it at the first moment.

The wooden table blocked him, he went around and saw that Xiao Liu's originally furry ears were really drooping at this moment, bleeding from both sides, the blood flowed down his cheeks, dripping drop by drop to the ground.

One of the ears had been cut in half, and was hanging bloody and bloody, almost broken.

He held his own tail in his left hand, and the tail was cut into a piece of blood near the body. The originally shiny brown hair was stained with blood, sticking together wetly.In his right hand, he held a sharp knife, which was stained with blood.

Now his hands were hanging down by his side, and there was a large pool of bright red under his body, which flowed from the tail, and part of it mixed with the blood dripping from his face.

Xiao Liu's beautiful face is now without a trace of blood.

With trembling hands, Jun Yan rushed forward, grabbing Xiao Liu's shoulders, the smell of blood rushing into his nostrils made him lose his mind for a while, unable to accept it.

"Xiao Liu!" He yelled, but Xiao Liu didn't wake up.

His head fell back, his pale face was in sharp contrast with the blood, Jun Yan held his face and kept shouting, Xiao Liu just let him shake and didn't respond.

Jun Yan's roar attracted the juniors in the Zhennan Hall, and everyone was stunned by Xiao Liu's miserable appearance as soon as they entered.

"What's going on here?" Ning Ren asked tremblingly, he could smell the strong smell of blood in the air.

Jun Yan hugged Xiao Liu heartbroken, Xiao Liu's tail was his fatal wound, once he was seriously injured, he would lose his life, but now the tail is bleeding so much.

"Xiao Liu's tail..." Everyone didn't know what to do, they all knew that Xiao Liu's tail was very important, and the current trauma was enough to kill him.

"Eldest brother, Xiao Liu has lost so much blood, he will die..." Ning Ren cried.

"Shut up! He won't die!" Jun Yanhong yelled, his heart was in a mess.

Xiao Liu will never die, how could Xiao Liu leave him like this...

"Hmm..." Suddenly Xiao Liu's mouth escaped a groan.

Jun Yan stared at him with wide eyes, "He's not dead yet!"

He anxiously put Xiao Liu on the bed, and threw the knife in Xiao Liu's hand aside.

Everyone gathered around, and everyone was in a hurry, but everyone knew that Xiaoliu couldn't be saved without excellent medicine, and the fox tail needed a very rare medicinal herb to heal. When Master taught them to identify medicinal herbs, everyone We all know.

Money is not the problem, the problem is where to find the herbs?

"Eldest senior brother, the only herb in this town that can save Xiao Liu is Yuanpu." Cao Min looked at Jun Yan.

The relationship between Jun Yan and Xiao Liu is not obvious, but it is definitely not so low-key that people can't know it, it's just that everyone knows it.

The recent appearance of Yuan Tianli seems to have destroyed the relationship between Junyan and Xiaoliu, especially during the month when Hongyuexi lived in Zhennan Pavilion, the news of Xiaoliu's injury spread among the brothers. Zhennan Pavilion is not a big town, and a small news spreads very quickly.

Cao Min visited Xiao Liu many times this month, and his injuries could not be explained clearly by being slapped a few times.

Jun Yan raised his head and glanced at Cao Min, then stood up.

"I'll go find him." After he finished speaking, he ran away.

The strong smell of blood in the air still lingered, and Xiao Liu's blood became paler and paler.

"Persevere, Xiao Liu."

Ning Ren held his hand and started to stop the bleeding.

Jun Yan tried his best to perform lightness kung fu, he lost his usual calm style, and when he landed in front of Yuanpu, the townspeople on the side were scared back several steps by him.He stepped forward to grab a man's clothes and lift him up, his eyes were cold and murderous.

"Where is Yuan Tianli, tell me!" His voice was treacherous and low, and the man in his hand was pinched so hard that he couldn't speak, and could only struggle in pain.

Just as he was about to throw the person in his hand out, Jun Yan smelled a scent. He turned around in disgust, and pushed the person in his hand, and the person fell on all fours. He fled to Yuan Tianli's back.

Yuan Tianli's eyes were full of ridicule, and Jun Yan glared at him viciously.

"Oh! What kind of wind brought your gentleman here?" He held a dark golden fan in his hand, with three gorgeous flowers embroidered on it, intertwined together, which was a bit different from his frivolous appearance at the moment. match.

He looked at Jun Yan provocatively, Jun Yan's face was full of anger, he walked forward, unceremoniously, drew a big knife from his side, as if to threaten Yuan Tianli.

"I want all the red phoenix, white phoenix, and green grass from your side."

Yuan Tianli listened to every medicinal material he said, first tilted his head to think for a while, then put away his fan and laughed out loud, the sound made Jun Yan almost couldn't resist stepping forward to slash him.

"This medicine will be used, is Xiaoliu injured?" After he finished speaking, he turned and left the shop.

Seeing that he was about to leave, Jun Yan shouted angrily, "Stop!"

Yuan Tianli didn't even turn his head, but made a cold voice, the tone of which was completely different from the provocative one just now.

"If you want him to live, you will follow."

After hearing this, Jun Yan put away his big knife and quickly followed him. They came to a pharmacy, which was filled with all kinds of herbs, and the various flavors mixed together gave off an unexpected fragrance. .

Suddenly Yuan Tianli stopped, and he turned around with a gloomy expression on his face.With a sudden wave of his hand holding the fan, the man in front of him suddenly bent his knees and reached out to support the medicine cabinet next to him, seemingly weak.

"You..." Jun Yan is a martial arts practitioner, and he is full of confidence. If he wants to speak loudly, his voice will be very loud, but at this moment he can't make a sound, his body is weak.

He stared at Yuan Tianli, but Yuan Tianli's face didn't look any better.

"Give me a sigh!"

Yuan Tianli shouted angrily, and Jun Yan's feet softened, and he actually knelt down.

Several emotions flashed across his face, this Yuantian Liwu illusion must have been superior to others, otherwise in terms of his strength, no one in the Zhennan Pavilion could be his opponent except Master.

His feet were numb and he couldn't use any strength, he could only watch Yuan Tianli's back swaying left and right in front of the medicine cabinet.

He first took out a small bag, took out three kinds of herbs from the medicine cabinet, and then put all these herbs into the bag, then turned around, changed his usual frivolous smile, and had a cold look in his eyes.

"Xiao Liu is considered unlucky to meet a bastard like you. If it weren't for the fact that he has a deep affection for you, I think letting him be in a coma like this will make you suffer for the rest of your life." He looked at Jun Yan in disgust, and said After finishing this passage, he threw the bag in front of Jun Yan.

"Soak the red Fengyang in warm water, soak the white Fengyang in cold water, and boil the green grass with hot water, and then pour the three kinds of water on Xiaoliu's tail and ears. No matter how big these wounds are, they will heal within ten days. recovery."

After finishing speaking, Yuan Tianli kicked Jun Yan in the chest.Jun Yan was already weak all over, and fell to the ground directly after being kicked by Yuan Tianli, but it was strange to say that after this kick, his strength returned.

His hand holding the bag trembled, and the anger in his heart poured out.

"Yuan Tianli, don't bully people too much!"

Yuan Tianli sneered after hearing what he said.

"Don't you think it's strange?" Yuan Tianli looked at Jun Yan and his eyes suddenly turned cold, "I knew where Xiao Liu's injury was without asking anything, and I can make you fall to the ground without touching anything .”

Yuan Tianli's originally always frivolous expression was now replaced with a frightening and sinister expression.

Jun Yan glared at him angrily, but couldn't say anything to refute.

Yuan Tianli really hides his secrets, regardless of illusion or martial arts, he must be superior to others, not to mention medical skills, just listening to him talk about a few herbs, and knowing what happened, there are really few people with this kind of ability have.

"You kissed Hongyuexi yourself, but nothing happened. When you saw me kissing Xiao Liu, you insisted that Xiao Liu was unfaithful to you. Why don't you touch your conscience and ask yourself if this is right? "

Every sentence of Yuan Tianli made Jun Yan unable to refute, his face was blank, and his anger was replaced by guilt.He has always acted according to his own will, Xiao Liu was hurt badly by him, but he didn't even look at him.

"Go back to the mountain, I lose my appetite when I see you!" Yuan Tianli slapped his fan, turned around and was about to leave.

Seeing this, Jun Yan called out to stop him.

"Please stay, Yuan Tianli."

Yuan Tianli stopped, but didn't look back.

"I'll ask you one last question." Jun Yan clenched the bag in his hand, "If Xiao Liu wakes up..."

Before he finished speaking, Yuan Tianli sneered.

"Whether he wants to talk to you or not, that's his business. I don't have time to care about your nonsense, but you..." His eyes froze, and the atmosphere in the pharmacy seemed to drop several degrees, "If you don't want to treat me well Xiao Liu, then I'd be happy to find another fox who loves him for him, don't think I'm afraid."

After finishing speaking, Yuan Tianli left the pharmacy, leaving only Jun Yan with a complicated expression on his face.

Jun Yan hurried back to the mountain, and according to what Yuan Tianli said, mixed three kinds of water soaked in medicinal herbs, and gently poured it on Xiao Liu's tail and ears. He didn't dare to waste the potion, so he had to Pour slowly.

Xiao Liu's face was flushing red, Jun Yan touched his forehead lightly, only then did he realize that he had a fever.

Ning Ren even took out a white cloth and soaked it in the potion. Afraid of wasting the potion, he wrapped the wet white cloth around Xiao Liu's tail and ears.

Jun Yan anxiously waited for Xiao Liu to wake up, but Xiao Liu didn't even move a finger. If he wasn't still breathing, he would look like a dead person.

He took care of Xiao Liu day and night, and had little time to eat and rest. The person on the bed was in a coma for eight days, but there was no sign of waking up.

"Xiao Liu, wake up quickly!" Jun Yan waited wearily.

"Eldest brother, don't be like this, Xiao Liu will definitely wake up." Ning Ren was a little worried, and he pulled Xiao Yuan's sleeve.

Xiao Yuan just shrugged and looked at Jun Yan with a painful expression.In his eyes, everything about Jun Yan was self-inflicted, if it wasn't for him, Xiao Liu would not have been hurt so badly, even if he wanted to hurt himself with a knife.

Who doesn't know that Xiao Liu cares most about his appearance, and who doesn't know that the person Xiao Liu cares most about is Jun Yan?But Jun Yan stubbornly stepped on Xiao Liu's pain point, not to mention he once said to Hong Yuexi in front of everyone: What does the fox think?

What kind of love is this?He really couldn't see it.

The grief in Jun Yan's eyes was extremely deep, it had been nine days, but Xiao Liu still closed his eyes tightly.

He kissed Xiao Liu's lips, and gently stroked Xiao Liu's smooth hair.

Probably because Ning Ren's method was very effective, when the white cloth was removed, Xiao Liu's wounds had already healed, without even leaving any traces.

What Yuan Tianli said was right, no matter how big the wound was, it would heal, and there was no trace of the almost broken ear.It's just that Xiao Liu's body is getting thinner day by day, his face is pale, he lost his original rosy and lovely appearance, and he seems to die at any time, Jun Yan wakes up in the middle of the night, and always nervously stretches his hands under Xiao Liu's nose to breathe.

Yuan Tianli told him that the wound would be completely healed within ten days, but he didn't say when Xiao Liu would wake up. If this continues, will Xiao Liu never wake up again?

His heart was terrified, the fear was overwhelming, he didn't dare to fall asleep, he was afraid that Xiao Liu would hurt himself again when he woke up, he hugged the man's slender body, his hands were trembling.

Jun Yan finally lowered his head and kissed his pale cold lips.

"Xiao Liu, wake up, it's all my fault..." His voice was full of bitterness.

If this continues, he will not be able to bear this kind of grief. Every time he finally falls asleep, he will only dream of Xiaoliu's beautiful smile. After waking up, he will find that the dream is more uncomfortable than the reality.

And this repeated waking up made him more and more tired.

Jun Yan got up to make medicine for Xiao Liu, but as soon as the door was closed, the person on the bed woke up slowly.

Xiao Liu felt as if he woke up from a long dream, everything was so unreal.

"Hmm..." He got up moaning, but found that his hands and feet were limp and weak, so he had to lie back on the bed.

He struggled to lift his hand to his eyes, and unexpectedly found that the wound had already healed without leaving any scars. He touched his ears, and then his tail, and those wounds disappeared without a trace. It doesn't hurt at all.

He was a little surprised, but more puzzled.

That day, he was almost able to cut off his tail and ears, but the blood flowed so much that he fainted, and he felt like he had many dreams in the dream. In the dream, Jun Yan hugged Hong Yuexi, the two hugged and kissed lingeringly.

Xiao Liu's heart suddenly hurt so badly that he couldn't breathe.

He propped himself up and pushed the door out. Even though his weakness made it difficult for him to move an inch, he still persisted and came to the little fox's den.The little fox screamed happily when he saw him, and even jumped into his arms to act like a baby.

"Little Fox, long time no see..." Xiao Liu touched the fox's head weakly, joy appeared on his face for a while, he hugged the fox, and the radiance on his face soon sank again.

Xiao Liu's face was haggard and pale, without a trace of blood. He knew that he hadn't eaten for many days, but he was not hungry at all. The only thing he wanted to do now was to leave here, and he didn't want to see any more information about Jun Yan. things.

When Jun Yan anxiously found this place, he saw this picture.

Xiao Liu had a clear smile on his face, holding the little fox in his arms.Jun Yan looked at him in panic.

The expression that was about to make a break made Jun Yan suddenly have a bad feeling, Xiao Liu woke up, there was nothing to make Xiao Liu leave his side.

"Xiao Liu!" He yelled, and quickly moved towards Xiao Liu.

When Xiao Liu heard his voice, the expression on his face changed to panic. He struggled to stand up, but his body was weak, and he was overtaken after running a few steps. Suddenly, his body warmed up, and he smelled the familiar scent of herbs.

"Xiao Liu..." Jun Yan hugged Xiao Liu.

Even though there were thousands of words in his heart that he wanted to say, but at that moment, they all disappeared like a breeze and turned into whispers. His heart was trembling, and his day and night expectations finally came true. He vowed never to let him go again. Xiao Liu understood what he wanted.

But at this moment he was speechless, the original anxiety that boiled him has now turned into joy.

There was a warm heat coming from Xiao Liu's body, those things belonged to him originally, but they are no longer there.That belongs to another person.

Body and mind, he can't afford to lose anymore, and he doesn't want to lose again.

Xiao Liu's body trembled, he wanted to push Jun Yan away.

"Eldest brother, let me go..." Jun Yan had expected Xiao Liu's indifference.

He turned Xiao Liu's face and kissed him as tenderly as possible.

"Xiao Liu, I love you...I love you..."

Xiao Liu's body froze, but he quickly suppressed the turmoil in his heart. It was useless for Jun Yan to say anything to him now. His love for Jun Yan was unmatched by anyone. In the heart of the beloved, he is just a vile vixen who seduces others everywhere.

What is more painful than this kind of thing, in Jun Yan's eyes, he is so unbearable.

He shrank his body with a little inferiority, never at any moment did he feel that his blood was so dirty.

Xiao Liu smiled wryly, "Brother, let me go, I'm tired..."

Xiao Liu let go of the little fox, and broke away from Jun Yan's fiery embrace behind him.He stood up shaking, and when he turned his head, he was the boy he met for the first time after Jun Yan closed his cultivation. He was polite and unfamiliar, but with more defensive spikes.

"Xiao Liu, let me help you back to your room!" He gently wanted to support him.

"No need, I'm good at hands and feet, I can do it myself." Xiao Liu said coldly.

Jun Yan was taken aback for a moment, and then said: "You've been in a coma for almost ten days, and you haven't eaten anything yet. I'll help you back to your room first, and I'll cook porridge for you later."

Some problems cannot be solved in a hurry. I am afraid that Xiao Liu's misunderstanding of himself and his own misunderstanding of Xiao Liu cannot be explained clearly and clearly in a moment.

Xiao Liu didn't speak any more, Ren Junyan quietly helped him back to the room, after a while Jun Yan really brought hot porridge, Xiao Liu ate the porridge quietly, Jun Yan watched him from the side.

"I want to sleep." Xiao Liu put the bowl on the table, and walked back to the bed a little tiredly.

Jun Yan helped him to lie back on the bed, seeing that Xiao Liu had no intention of talking to him, so he also remained silent, with several complex emotions flashing in his eyes.

He never knew that Xiao Liu would face him like this one day.