Inspiration from my uncle's conquest of a husband

Chapter 5

In an age when the laws were not perfect, why didn't they strangle me to death.What I know in hindsight is that my sister prevented them from killing me.She never told me about the beating and abuse she received that day, but she just jokingly said, brother, I begged for your life.

But I know this all the time, so I can't do anything to hurt my sister.But as soon as I saw that brother-in-law, as soon as I saw him.I saw the danger, and there was a little fun in my heart.I regret the relationship that day, because my heart was not peaceful at that time, and it happened that he was not peaceful either.So I fled.

I'm angry that he forgot about me.People who have had tangential skin-to-skin contact, why would he forget.So there was a second time.He told me that time, there will be another time.I was scared, but still stubborn.I even secretly thought in my heart, if only you divorced because of this, my sister would be relieved.So because of my childishness, I agreed to his sentence of confirming the relationship.Maybe it's not because of my sister at all, but because of the greed in my heart.

From beginning to end, I was naive.She was so childish that now that she found out, she realized how much she loved him and that he had already asked for a divorce.I also don't seem to be clear, we are just like this, is it enough to break her psychological defense.

The door was pushed open suddenly, and a ray of light shone in slightly. I looked at her through the messy hair gap, and there was only a trace of indifference and determination on her face. "I've decided to divorce, you should inform him." I was stunned for half a second, the light in her eyes softened again, and she almost shed tears, "Ah Zhi, no matter what, I love you all Yes."

She is such a ridiculous woman who will compromise everything for the man she loves and put her dignity under her feet.But I also know that I must never have any more contact with him.What I know is that although she will step on her dignity, sometimes she will pick it up to block a solid wall of the city.

"Did Mom and Dad know?"

"I said it was because he didn't love me." She seemed to be smiling.

Sure enough, a good reason. "But what I want to say is that there is an item on this that I want to get rid of." She closed the door and turned on the light. The sudden light almost blinded my eyes, and she pointed out an item on the paper to me. Look, "the default relationship between the man and the woman's brother."

I can no longer look directly at her wry smile.It seemed that there was a long needle, which was originally outside the heart, but was pushed hard again. The pain of ** shook my whole body.

"I don't accept it, so you tell him to come, let's meet and discuss it." She threw the paper in front of me, her tone was still gentle, but she tore me apart.I looked at that item for a while, and suddenly my heart was extremely sour.

What's the matter, if this divorce agreement has legal effect, it will not only cut off their relationship, but also admit the ambiguity between us in various forms.I covered my face with my hands and burst into tears.

What on earth are you thinking? Since you want to do this, why did you ask my sister to raise something that she doesn't approve of?why?

Dressed up that night, I knocked on his door.He was wearing loose pajamas, looking at me coldly.I took a deep breath, and he spoke first, "It's not yet the third day of the new year."

I looked at his cold face, and my heart suddenly beat faster and faster. I couldn't control myself with excitement and sourness. I tried my best not to sound so excited, "You can adjust your dissatisfaction with what you said."

He scratched the thick and messy black hair on his head irritably, and his eyes wandered to other places, "Ah, I said so." Then he stared at me closely again, "I mean, let her and me Come on. Why are you here?"

I took another deep breath, made myself look cold in every sense, and asked him straight, "Actually, I have always had a question, why did I accept this wedding at that time?"

His eyes were heavy, and he turned around and entered the yard. I thought he was about to close the door, but unexpectedly he turned around and ordered me to close the door.I froze for a moment, then stepped into the high threshold and closed the rusty iron door tightly.

He sat on the sofa in a very imposing posture. I sat on the small sofa while drinking a cup of tea. He put down the teacup, looked deeply at the ceiling and sighed, "Jin Zhi, did you force yourself?" To accept a woman?"

I couldn't turn my thoughts around for a moment, but the waves in my heart were getting higher and higher. Looking into his eyes, I suddenly tasted something tricky.

"I forced it. I forced it for six months, half a year. There is no way," he closed his eyes. "I can't force myself to do anything. Only external force can change me. Because my parents like your sister very much, because they On the night of her death, everyone told me that she was fine."

I listened quietly, and suddenly felt his helplessness and pain.It seems that a long time ago, I have been longing for contact with men, but the other party told me not to touch me so unfeelingly.People who put their hopes on them must be so precious to themselves that they cannot be refuted.

He turned his head and looked at me with a hint of bitterness. The sneer that I had never seen appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Hey, Jin Zhi, I have been taken care of by my sister since I was a child. You must think that a woman is a great image, right? Since So, why is it bent?"

great?I don't think so.

"Because she is so great, she is a completely different character from my mother," I also laughed at myself, "so I feel that there are some women that I must never touch, and there are other women whose contrast is too great for me to accept. .Then I turned to look at the men next to me, thinking that it must be more interesting to interact with them. Or maybe I have never been interested in women, that is, a congenital psychopath."

"You have so many congenital diseases." He sneered at me fiercely, then took a sip of the tea on the table, "So, you should come and talk to me, she is not satisfied."

I could clearly see his hands shaking.I don't know whether to be excited or disappointed.

"32."

He sneered so much that he laughed, and even raised his head slightly and laughed loudly. After a long time, he supported his forehead with his hands and slowly lowered his head, "Ha...ha..." His tone was a bit bitter and crying, " So? Do you also think it would be good to get rid of this one?"

My heart was stabbed fiercely, and it hurt terribly, but I didn't know what to answer him.

"Jin Zhi, this is the first time I want to be in love with someone." I couldn't see his face, but I could clearly see the faint tears between his pale fingers.My whole body hurts so much that I want to run away.

I kept wondering if I loved him, and finally decided that I did.But I can't love him, I can't love the same person as my sister, I know it's impossible, but I don't hesitate.Then I decided that I must not have anything to do with him, not in any form.I have already decided so.But now, he actually exposed his pain in front of me, and I can't make a decision.Just like this time, I am really irrational.But I'm an adult, and some things need to be resolved by myself.

So I answered him with a stubborn expression, "You, a 30-year-old, shouldn't like me. Because I don't like you at all. In my eyes, you are just a machine body to vent your desire. I don't have any feelings. Your love is as ridiculous as my sister, but you have more self-esteem than my sister. So you should also understand that it is impossible for me to like you. The only thing I am afraid of losing is my sister, and I can have many sexual partners. "

I stood up, looked down at his trembling body, and walked in slowly. He raised his head slightly and looked at me in surprise, so I threw him down on the sofa, pressed his cold arm, and looked at the almost Cannibalistic eyes, lowered his head and tore his lips, he was angry, bit my mouth straight to bleed, I immediately let go of my mouth, licked the blood on the side of my mouth, and laughed jokingly, "Look, Even if you hurt my sister so much, I can still do anything to you, so you are just my sexual partner, and you refuse to do it because of your special feelings for me. The premise of our relationship is that we don’t If you have any feelings, you violated the rules, so you can only be hurt, what is this called? You deserve it.”

My body nearly shattered with my words.I was exhausted all over, but I didn't know where I got the strength to shake off his body with disgust on my face, and continued, "That's nothing, it's my punishment for hurting my sister."

I looked into his empty eyes, the kind of expression I never imagined would appear on his face, and my body and mind were broken into a mess and turned into mud.However, I still laughed wantonly, Youzayouzai whistled and left, and slammed the iron door behind me, and it was tightly closed.Then I collapsed at the door of his house, buried my head in my knees in confusion, scratched my hair fiercely, and left far away when I was roaring and passers-by were about to think I was weird.

It seemed to be very cold that day, and the expensive coat on my body seemed to be very sloppy. I walked in the crowd in a daze, so cold that I almost fell in love with torturing myself, and I never wanted to go back to any place where I could spend the night.

007 The world is so fucking small

Xi Yelin

I've never liked anyone too much.For me, Jin Zhi is the first time and also the first one.I don't know why I like him, obviously he is almost ten years younger than me.But I don't know where the self-confidence comes from, and I am convinced that he likes me.

I found that trusting myself too blindly was going to suffer.My loss is enough to drown my whole being.he can