Chapter 6
Chapter 6
That look is like a vortex, if you look into it, you will be dragged into it.
But Ding Tianyi felt that she was in a kaleidoscope, with colorful lights swirling in front of her eyes, and she was dizzy.
It was Ding Tianyi who came to his senses first, she lowered her head, staggered her eyes, and ran away.
Xia Xia noticed Ding Tianyi's avoidance, and then realized that she was too close and crossed the boundary of peace.
She retreated to her position, forcing her eyes to stare at the book, forcing her nose to stop breathing her scent.
Ding Tianyi's fingers were slightly bent, and his fingertips touched a certain paragraph in the book.
Xia Xia's eyes are not on the white paper, but on Ding Tianyi's fingertips. She always feels that those fingers are very beautiful. If possible, she hopes to hold them gently and put them on her lips for a light kiss.
Ding Tianyi has never experienced passionate love, it's just that at this age, he is no longer a girl, will not understand human affairs, and will not be ignorant of ambiguity.
The ambiguity was like a snake wrapped around her neck, so vivid, but she couldn't break free no matter what.
Looking at the girl next to her with her head bowed in peace, she suddenly felt that this feeling was so stable.
There is a tiger sniffing a rose in her heart.
"You're not serious." Ding Tianyi's words knocked Xia Xia's soul back into her body, and when the soul returned to her body, Xia Xia's rationality also returned, as if a string in her heart had been plucked by her fingers just now, vibrating. It hurt a bit.
"Oh." Xia Xia's voice was muffled.
"If you didn't come to review, what did you come to me for?" Ding Tianyi asked Xia Xia.
Xia Xia has countless things in her heart, but she can't say them, what should she say?Xia Xia wanted to ask Ding Tianyi instead, if it wasn't for studying, wouldn't he be able to come to you?
She didn't ask, but just looked at Ding Tianyi like that, blinking frequently.
"I came to you when I thought of it." Xia Xia said confidently.
Ding Tianyi closed the open book. Anyway, the book seemed to be just a prop. No one paid attention to it, and the poor prop was out of sight.
Seeing that Ding Tianyi didn't speak, Xia Xia asked, "Do you think I'm bothering you?"
"Would you go if it was you?"
"No." Xia Xia smiled.
Ding Tianyi said, "I knew it."
I knew that the person in front of me was a willful child, so it was useless to talk to her, she had the right to be willful.
It's just that Ding Tianyi doesn't reject being disturbed by her, on the contrary, he thinks it's acceptable. If he feels that it doesn't matter, he doesn't care about any principles and just gives in as a matter of course.
When she ran over, her footsteps seemed to be on her own heart, and every step made a heavy sound.
Xia Xia was sitting next to Ding Tianyi, holding a book to read. Ding Tianyi chose the book for her. Xia Xia took it and saw that it was Western philosophy. She wrapped her own mind into it, and had an urge to throw it aside.
Looking sideways at Ding Tianyi's earnest reading and still not moving at all, the impatience in his heart was suppressed.
Not long after reading, Xia Xia fell asleep, her eyes closed in disappointment, and her body, which was leaning against the back of the chair, slowly bent down. Finally, her head found a place to rely on. After testing, it was found that it was safe there, so I put the weight there, and fell asleep in peace.
Ding Tianyi felt that there was more weight on her shoulders, and her soft and regular breathing was ringing in her ears. She thought Xia Xia did it on purpose, and she lost her mind for a while, but she didn't dare to look at her. Suppressing the frizzy emotions in my heart.
After a long time, I found that she hadn't moved at all, and turned to find that Xia Xia was already asleep.
She slept soundly, and the corners of her mouth were slightly pursed when she fell asleep, a little childish.
The first time Ding Tianyi saw her, she fell asleep like this, so peaceful that one couldn't bear to disturb her.
As soon as Ding Tian moved his body to give way, the sleeping person immediately reached out to hug her when he felt the change, preventing her from getting up.
Ding Tian had to go back to his original position and gave up the idea of leaving.
Xia Xia's hand never left, Ding Tian was stunned at first looking at the clasped hands around her waist.
It is so natural for a person's weight and temperature to rest on himself.
Ding Tianyi felt Xia Xia's heart beating healthily and beneficially against his body, boom, boom...
Xia Xia woke up in a very comfortable and warm feeling, rubbing against the things around her like a cat, but felt that the soft cotton cloth was very comfortable against her face, and it smelled fragrant.
Ding Tianyi laughed because of her childish action, the laughter was very soft, but it woke Xia Xia up.
She saw herself hugging Ding Tianyi, holding her hands so tightly, as if she was afraid that she would run away in a dream, she blushed immediately, her hands were disobedient, and she did this thing of eating tofu out of her own mind, while she was observing Ding Tianyi's face was afraid that she might feel disgusted for a moment.
Fortunately not.
There was no displeasure on Ding Tianyi's face, but in fact, Xia Xia didn't dare to look directly at her face, her eyes swept back and forth, and she didn't dare to look any further.
Xia Xia let go of her hand, still a little reluctant. Holding Ding Tianyi felt more comfortable than she thought. Her body was neither fat nor thin, not too fleshy, neither firm nor loose, just suitable for her. , No matter how much you hug, it seems that it exists just for hugs.
What's more, the smell is so fragrant, I feel refreshed when I smell it.
Xia Xia felt endless aftertaste.
"Did I drool when I fell asleep?" Xia Xia wiped her lips, but there was no wet feeling on the back of her hand.
And Ding Tianyi wondered why she just said that Xia Xia looked like a cat when she was asleep, but why did she directly respond as drooling.
"No."
"That's okay." Xia Xia is glad that she didn't lose her composure to hug him and drool on him. If she wakes up and finds that Ding Tianyi's body is dripping wet with her own saliva, then she can jump off the building directly. Suicide is no longer necessary to live in this world.
I was full of sleep, and my stomach screamed inappropriately at this time, Xia Xia hurriedly covered her stomach, and said to Ding Tianyi: "I'm so hungry, what should I do?"
"Is there anything you want to eat in particular?" Ding Tianyi asked Xia Xia.
"I want to eat what you made." Xia Xia pushed forward.
Ding Tianyi didn't refuse, she acquiesced, that is to say, she agreed.
Xia Xia's smile was even better. From a distance, those white teeth were shining.
They went out of the school together, and when they left the school, a teacher they knew stopped the car and greeted Ding Tianyi.
When every male animal approaches Ding Tianyi, Xia Xia's fur will stand up. If she has fur and claws, the paws will be straightened, always guarding against the male animal approaching Ding Tianyi to pass safely. The cordon rushed up to grab it as a warning.
Ding Tianyi kept a distance from those teachers.
Their conversations are just everyday friendship-like questions, staying within the safe range of communication.
Others dare not get close to Ding Tianyi easily, and Ding Tianyi will not walk into other people's private circle.
After chatting for a few words, she said goodbye and went home, but others were very curious about the student next to her, and frequently asked what she was doing with her home.
Xia Xia tilted her head and smiled triumphantly, a row of earrings on her ears shone flamboyantly, as unruly as she was.
Ding Tian looked like Xia Xia at first glance, and explained that students who had doubts took them home for tutoring.
Oh, that's it, Teacher Ding has worked hard.Those who heard this directly regarded Xia Xiamo as a disobedient student.
After walking for a while, the flow of people is less, and the acquaintances are also less, and the two of them can walk freely.
Xia Xia puts her hands in her pockets, and when she walks, she keeps her head bowed and her chest bowed. This posture seems to be her characteristic, which is so distinctive that she can be recognized at a glance.
When Ding Tian asked her why she had to bow her head when she walked, Xia Xia smiled and said: "Because I grew up very quickly when I was a child, and I was the tallest among the girls in the class. I felt that others were looking at me. If I lowered my head, it would make me shorter. .”
This reason made Ding Tianyi smile, she didn't speak, just looked at Xia Xia, and felt that there was a scene in front of her eyes, a tall and thin little girl walked with her head bowed among a group of girls so that she could blend in, And that little girl quickly grew into what she is now.
"Later, it was because the breasts developed, and I habitually lowered my head, and it became like this after a long time." Xia Xia patted her chest, and generously expressed her adolescence distress.
As soon as Ding Tian saw that her chest was flat, without any female protruding at all, he didn't notice it at first, but when he looked carefully, he found that it was unnatural.
"I used a corset." Xia Xia said.
"It seems to make the body very uncomfortable." Although Ding Tianyi didn't know what it was, he generally thought it should be used to suppress curves. As a woman, she could imagine the feeling of being close to suffocation.
"But it will make my heart comfortable." This feeling is as if I am finally liberated, no longer worried and uneasy.After the appearance of being a woman is removed, the heart that has been suffocated for a long time can breathe freely, just like she cut her hair like a boy, and she showed herself without a trace of femininity.It is difficult for others to understand this, but it is good to understand it yourself.
She had her own ideas, Ding Tianyi didn't use her own understanding to preach, she brought Xia Xia into the room where she had visited once, took her to the living room, told her to sit down, and went to the kitchen by herself.
In the living room, Xia Xia looked around.
This house belongs to Ding Tianyi, and every inch of land and every square meter of air bears her trademark.
Ding Tianyi has a very comfortable sofa with soft cushions and a lot of books. There are teacups on the table and a few pieces of post-it notes are scattered, and those notes are pressed by a pencil.
She seems to have a habit of jotting down inspirations.
Xia Xia reached for the white sticky notes.
The first one is an excerpt from a certain book, a poem. Ding Tianyi's handwriting is very handsome and beautiful, and the poems written by hand are as beautiful as calligraphy.
The second one is a record of a certain time, like her diary, what she did, and what feelings she felt in her heart.
Xia Xia felt as if she was peeping into other people's secrets.
The third one seemed to be her schedule, on Saturday, he had something to do and went to see the baby alone.
baby, he...
Xia Xia put the note back in place.
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