Huai Yu holding Jing

Chapter 12 - Shen Huaiyu Chapter-12

I rented a hut diagonally across from him. I bought the painting from the priest and only hung it on the entire wall. In the night when I was awakened by the bell, I could see the dawn all the time.

I have never looked at his paintings carefully before, but I only know that many people like them, even Fang Liang, who always has his eyes high above his head, highly admires them.But he poured too much love into art.Any artist in the world is very diligent in changing partners. They only need passion and companionship, not entanglement and infatuation, and he is the same.When he was with me, it was nothing but sex, except when he was in a state of infatuation, he never hid his indifferent look, and he even spoke in a mocking tone at the end of my childhood to another man. Attachment - he doesn't care about me at all.Some people say that it must be true love that can make people get out of first love, but this kind of true love is not as good as a hopeless secret love, maybe this is a hopeless secret love.

We have been together for nine years, and he still looks like he can get away at any time. I have always been a dispensable thing to him. Once he feels impatient, he will be kicked without hesitation. open.I carefully hid my hopeless obsession with him, and even continued to use Fang Liang as a shield, because I knew that he wouldn't want such a troublesome love.He'd laugh at me and throw me off.

I wish I could give up, but I am getting more and more addicted.I love to publicize our relationship and feel a secret pleasure whenever someone mentions my name and his at the same time.If in the end the whole world knows we are a couple, will he really be mine?

But I didn't expect it to cause him trouble.On that day, I really hope to go back in time and strangle to death Shen Huaiyu who was so jealous because he left without saying goodbye again; or slap back the self who lost his way while racing with a slap in the face.

I have never been so obedient since I was a child. I did whatever the kidnapper asked me to do, but these bastards didn't give him back to me. I... I was crazy at the time. I heard from the assistant that they used a tranquilization gun to get them out of my hands Save it.If I hadn't seen the surveillance, I would really have thought him...that's something I wouldn't have dared to think about.

But I can't find him—he's come back and gone, he doesn't want me anymore.After a whole month of no news, I finally couldn't help showing my love when we reunited, and sure enough he disappeared the next day.

He's a prodigal son, and I can't keep him.

But... I still chased after him, even though he kept stabbing my heart, he was still a knife away from me.

Fang Liang called me. He didn't call me "crazy" like others, but just sighed in his usual calm and gentle tone: "Huaiyu, I didn't respond to you at the beginning, was it wrong?"

It turns out...he knew it all along.

At that moment, I didn't feel anything special, and I even thought about it seriously, and then said thank you.

"I understand," he smiled on the other side of the phone. "Although the process is very difficult, you will be very happy if you get it. I will look after the company for you first. I wish you success."

Fang Liang is always like this, calm and calm, with a gentleness that can accommodate everything. This used to make me yearn for it, but now I miss the other person even more. personality, as well as the patter of tears when he is hypocritical.

How much I want to have it all.