【Ji Lai】Legend of Red Gold

Chapter 14

Not being jealous when you should be jealous is not called a lover, on the contrary, never hesitating when you should be jealous is also a symbol of a lover.

In fact, since the incident happened, the red-haired prince has been quite angry, but Jillfies is too tolerant, and at first it seems to be the marshal's unilateral love.

Later, the situation got out of control, and in response to the emperor's enthusiasm, Gilfies couldn't aim the flame at Reinhard no matter how angry he was.

It is for the golden winged lion, and it is also for myself.

I still didn't trust him enough, and was afraid of losing him, so I didn't dare to ask, even if there was a slight possibility, I didn't dare to ask, for fear that my pride and self-esteem would fall into the dust again.

Outside, it was already sunny, and the curtains were too thick to allow light to penetrate.The emperor's bedroom was still dim, with only the faint light of the crystal lamp in the corner.

Reinhardt seemed to have dreamed of something, his brows were furrowed, he looked very painful, and he was shaking uncomfortably, leaning over, he heard him calling softly, "Gilfies..., Gilfies..."

Must have been a nightmare.

"Master Reinhardt? Master Reinhardt?"

Called a few times and there was no response, Gilfies reached out to push Reinhard to wake him up, but the emperor unconsciously grabbed him.

Reinhardt was dreaming.

The dense shade of the trees blocks the scorching sun, and the cold mountain wind hovers over the treetops.Transparent greenery enveloped him and Gilfies.

"Master Reinhardt, are you tired? If you are tired, take a rest first."

"No, let's go quickly, you can see my sister after crossing this valley."

The gentle voice and crisp voice echoed in the forest.

I don't know when, the mountain road became rough, and the gravel cracked and fell from under the feet. Looking out, the bottomless cliff was surrounded by clouds and mist.The fog gradually rose up, blurring the surrounding scenery.

A gentle and concerned voice sounded from the front, "Master Reinhardt, the road is difficult, be careful."

I wanted to answer, but I couldn't open my mouth for some reason. I could only hear calls coming from across the valley, and they seemed to be getting farther and farther away, so I became anxious.

The fog was getting heavier and heavier, and the wet military uniform was extremely uncomfortable to wrap around the body.

"Be careful, Master Reinhardt." Gilfies' voice had become somewhat blurred.Standing still and listening attentively, there is a vague singing voice, the ethereal rhyme is blurred and seductive, and I can't help but want to pursue it, but I miss it.

The sound of the wind whistled in my ears, and the feeling of weightlessness surrounded my whole body.

I was terrified at first, but then I didn’t know why I stopped being afraid, thinking, it’s okay to just fall like this.

Without the expected impact, Reinhardt found himself in the ocean, where the cliffs were.

But why is sea water red? !Why is there a red sea? !Bright red like blood!And with warmth and heat, what the hell is going on! ?

I don't want to think about the answer, so I can only struggle desperately.

However, the blood-red sea water seems to have a viscous texture, which makes people unable to break free, and can only sink in it. The feeling of suffocation comes wave after wave, which is very painful, and the lungs are about to explode.

I would rather be smashed to pieces in an instant than slowly drown helplessly.

Gilfies!Gilfies!

He kept calling, saw his figure dimly, wanted to open his mouth but suddenly couldn't speak.

He was standing on the shore, looking at himself and smiling, standing on the shore, but he didn't stretch out his hand, just smiled, a gentle and careless smile.

Sinking into the deep water, I have no strength in my body, and I don't want to struggle anymore.

Very clear water, very bright sky, blond hair fluttering in the water, big and small fish swimming by.Countless stars seem to fall into the bottom of the sea, twinkling around, as if they are about to play a song.

Through the sea water, through the starlight, Gilfies is looking at herself, her warm blue eyes are peaceful and unwavering.Then, Gao Yue's figure moved, as if he wanted to turn around and leave.

Looking at his back quietly, he suddenly became horrified, no!Won't!It must not be true. If it is Gilfies, he will never let himself sink, and will definitely hold his hand. There must be some misunderstanding!What happened? !

Opening his mouth to call out, cold sea water poured into his mouth and nose.

"Gilfies!"

Sitting up suddenly, the call blurted out.There is no sea water, no swimming fish and starlight, and the dim light. When Reinhard wakes up, it is another nightmare.

"Did Master Reinhardt have a nightmare? So much cold sweat."

One hand caressed his forehead, maybe it was an illusion, or he was still awake in a dream, with gentle and peaceful words, warm fingers, and warm breath.

The dizziness and drowsiness of the hangover invaded, sighed, closed his eyes, and didn't want to think about anything.

"Gilfies is too much, he doesn't care about me when he sees me drowning." Reinhardt accused in a low voice.

The temperature and sense of presence that came from Reinhardt's hand is nostalgic, and I can't help but want more, more warmth and fulfillment. Before Jillfies made up his mind, his consciousness has not yet fully awakened from sleep Reinhard put his arms around his shoulders.

The blond hair fluttered by the ear, the faint smell of wine mixed with a faint aroma rushed into the nostrils, and the chests were pressed together.Through the thin clothes, I can feel the two hearts beating under the skin. It is me who is stirring, and it is him who is calling.

The body leaned back slightly, holding Reinhardt with one hand, and Gilfies supported the edge of the bed with the other hand, letting the heart that had just calmed down start beating wildly again, and it was about to jump out of the chest cavity.

Since they were together since childhood, it's not like there is no more intimacy between the two, but at this moment, Gilfies is at a loss, wants to escape, and wants to hug Reinhard tightly.

In the end, Gilfies could only remain motionless, letting Reinhard lie on his chest, listening to his accusations in a panic and inexplicably,

The ice-blue eyes were hazy, and Reinhard's consciousness was not fully awake when he said irresponsible accusations.Thought he was still in a dream, but unexpectedly, he got an answer.

"Have you had a nightmare, Lord Reinhardt?"

In just a few seconds, the flexible body lying in Gilfies' arms suddenly became stiff.

Not a dream!This is not a dream!Really, Gilfies' embrace!

After waking up, Reinhardt immediately realized the ambiguity and embarrassment of the posture in front of him, which can be said to be skin-to-skin contact, extremely intimate.And one of them was disheveled.Of course this person is not Gilfies.

That is to say, the person who caused this warm picture is undoubtedly the emperor himself.

The heat soared rapidly, and the blood under the skin of the face was gurgling.

Even though the light was dim and it was impossible to see the subtle expressions clearly, Reinhard lost his courage for a moment and didn't dare to raise his head, so he could only maintain this posture, listening to Gilfies' hot and hot breathing against his ears.

"Okay, if it was a nightmare, it's fine now..., does Master Reinhardt often have nightmares?"

Aware of the stiffness in her arms, Gilfies tried to make her voice as gentle as possible, as if she was afraid of frightening a butterfly perched on her shoulder.

The familiar voice and breath comforted Reinhardt.

The emperor replied instinctively, "Yes, I often have nightmares, almost every night..."

"What are you dreaming about?"

"dream……"

The words came to his lips, but they froze again.

Nightmare, endless nightmare.Dreaming of the blazing white light of the Westerland planet, countless creatures turned into fly ash in an instant, and the remaining images in the soil faithfully recorded the struggling souls; dreaming of the battleship gunfire passing through the darkness, the universe is full of destruction and fragmentation The aesthetic feeling of splitting, organic and inorganic substances are reduced to atoms together, and there is no trace of life anymore...

The most unbearable of all dreams is the dream that the red-haired figure collapsed in front of his eyes and stopped breathing in his arms, while Reinhard in the dream could only stare with bated breath, powerless, until his hands and heart were filled with cold.

Only at this moment, only in this embrace that exudes heat and vitality, can I be sure that it is just a nightmare.

So, never want to lose him again!

"Gilfies..., there is something that I have never understood..."

Although I don't know how Gilfies appeared in the palace, and opened his arms without hindrance.But now that this situation has arisen, it is necessary to make good use of it. Reinhard left Gilfies' arms and mustered up his courage and fighting spirit again.

"what's up?"

Some asked uncertainly, although they couldn't guess what Reinhardt wanted to say, but Gilfies knew that what Reinhardt was going to say now must be very important.

The ice blue eyes have regained their rationality and sharpness.The clear voice blended domineering with the purity and strength of a teenager that was only shown in front of him.

"Gilfies, I want to know if I am wrong. Or, if we are wrong..."

Although he couldn't see the changes of every line on his face, he could see Gilfies' eyes, warm blue, firm, gentle and persistent eyes, which gave Reinhardt the courage to finish what he wanted to say.

"Conquer the star sea, hold hundreds of billions of stars in your hands, save your sister, destroy the old Golden Bam Dynasty, and establish a new dynasty with a fresh wind. These vows and wishes..., I want to know, they belong to us Or is it just mine?"

Although Reinhardt's voice appears calm, it actually suppresses extremely complex and surging passion, just like the prelude and transition before the climax of a brilliant movement.

"I want to know how to determine the value of the existence of the Luo Yankelam Dynasty, which was established in a pool of blood? I want to know if I am a blood-eating lion born under the curse, so I made such an oath, will Hundreds of billions of stars are in your hands! Gilfies, when you heard me make such an oath, you didn't expect to walk on a crimson star road that you can't turn back?!"

Slightly relieved, Reinhard's agitated voice turned into the crackling sound of the crystal falling to the ground, "So, I want to know...Gilfies, do you have any regrets?"

A strong emotional hurricane swept Gilphias's spiritual plain.

In the early morning of this day, Gilfies experienced a series of mental shocks that almost made him parry.

First, the shock of seeing the news reports; then the anger when facing Reuenthal; then, the panic and joy after the truth was revealed; but all these shocks are not comparable to this moment.

"I want to know, Gilfies, am I wrong?..., Do you have any regrets?"

Some traces in the soul will be erased by time, but there are more traces. Time can't do anything at all. Already old.

After the Westerant Incident, Gilfies recovered from his injury and returned to the Imperial Army, maintaining the intimacy and harmony of the past. He led the Empire as a half-length Reinhardt, allowing Reinhardt to conquer the alliance freely.

On the contrary, Reinhardt also gave Gilfies complete and unreserved trust, and did not consider the rebound of the military secretary at all, and consciously shaped Gilfies' status as the second person.

However, this does not mean that there is no gap between the two. Although Reinhardt apologized to Gilfies for the City of Condors, the cause of the incident, Westerrant, has become a taboo place to be carefully avoided. , Unless in public, the two never talk about it in private.

Everyone is an independent entity, and no one can be the half of someone else.

Avoidance usually means that both parties have unspoken scruples.

The fortress incident is just the ending, and even Westerland is just the fuse. What really makes the emperor and the grand duke disagree is that the domineering and justice of Reinhardt and the justice of Gilfies are no longer a perfect combination.

It is this kind of disagreement that makes the two have scruples, they can no longer communicate with each other frankly, and even have to use the power of outsiders to prove each other's intentions.

But at this moment Reinhardt didn't want to hold back anymore.

Maybe because it was early in the morning, I just woke up from a nightmare, so I was extra fragile, and I was so nostalgic for the warm embrace.

Perhaps it was because he was separated from Gilfies for too long during these times, so layers of thoughts settled down and piled up; maybe it was the offensive nature of the golden winged lion that made him put aside unnecessary reserve; Ask like this.

No matter what it was for, the question had been spoken, the emperor's pawn had been dropped, and it was Gilfies' turn to move.

"Master Reinhardt,..., is your nightmare related to these problems?"

The light was too dim, although it concealed the tension in the ice-blue eyes, it also prevented Reinhardt from seeing the expression in Gilfies' eyes clearly, and could only hear the concern in the voice of his red-haired best friend.

"That's not important,... Anyway, it's just a dream, answer my question, Gilfies!"

"No, if you always have nightmares and can't sleep well, your body will not be able to bear it."

Although he couldn't see it clearly, he could feel Reinhard's dissatisfaction with his answer.

While sorting out the chaotic thoughts that had just been impacted, Gilfies considered the wording.

It's not that I haven't thought about these things, it's not that there are no answers, but it seems extremely difficult to express it in words. For some reason, Gilfies suddenly remembered the past many years ago.

Under the radiance of the stars, the handsome face that melted the crystal and solidified with the model of the god's mansion spit out a breathless heroic declaration, "Gilfies, can I hold these stars in my hands?"

"Except Lord Reinhardt, who else can?"

That's what I answered at the time.So now, looking back at the crimson star road behind him, how should he answer?

"Master Reinhardt, I've always wanted to ask one thing..., Willstarant, if you had another chance, what choice would you make?"

The golden-yellow head was turned to one side, and the eyes were avoided.Is Gilfies attacking with attack?

"That was one of my nightmares."

Reinhardt replied with a roundabout curve, it was a haunting nightmare, but he didn't make it clear whether he would have a completely different choice if he did it again.

For a moment, the goddess of silence hugged the two of them.

"Nightmare, yeah, I really hope it's just a nightmare, when the sun comes up and everything goes away, but it's not,..., high-definition images, silent calls, faces distorted by great fear, I think , I will never forget those faces in my life."

There was a heavy lead weight in Gilfies' voice, and through hearing those lead weights seemed to be pressed into Reinhard's heart, every heartbeat became a difficult journey.Gilfies, can't you forgive yourself?

"But besides that, there are other things I can't forget."

Gilfies placed his hand on Reinhard's shoulder.

"I can't forget the sincere respect and gratitude of the people of the empire when they cheered Long Live, and I can't forget their joy and joy when they broke free from the oppression of the old nobles. . . . Compared with the suffocating stench, I think the people are more willing to choose the Luo Yankram dynasty." Even though they don't want war, even though they hate bloody blood, they clearly confirm that there is not only one kind of justice in the world.

If the justice of Reinhardt is not completely consistent with the justice of Gilfies, the most important thing may not be forced to conform, but mutual understanding and trust.

Although he insisted on his own principles, he had to admit that as a superior, he was making choices almost all the time. For every choice, if someone was getting it, someone would be sacrificing accordingly.If the ruler's moral standard is wrongly positioned, power can even turn into torture.

The warmth of Gilfies' palm seeped into her skin through her clothes.

"But..., I could have done better, right?"

There was a slight tremor in Reinhardt's voice, but it wasn't fear.The questions that have lasted for thousands of years have finally been answered, not completely consistent, but enough to warm the soul.

"Yes, but I believe that Lord Reinhardt will do better in the future and prove to everyone the value of the existence of the Royankram dynasty."

The warm blue gaze softened the air, and the ice blue eyes stared.

There are two more questions, holding the stars, is that a wish that only belongs to Reinhardt or is it a wish shared by two people?Walked on the Crimson Star Road, do you regret it?

As Siegfried Gilfies, what I am most looking forward to is probably not the stars in the sky, but the streams in the mountains.If you can run, laugh, and wander in the quiet mountains, the flowing streams, and the valleys full of orchids...

However, is Reinhardt in the mountains still Reinhardt?

The Crimson Star Road, perhaps to the admirals of the empire, is a road paved with gold and roses.But for Gilfies, the blood-stained star road is always shocking when he looks back.

However, if people stay away from it because they are afraid of being contaminated with political rot, if people with justice and conscience choose to stand by in order to maintain their own justice and conscience, will history be occupied by those despicable and vicious little people?

Moreover, if he hadn't met the blond sibling next door, the individual Gilphia Ace might have lived his life in obscurity, and was more likely to be drafted into the army. With a little less luck, he would return to the universe as an ordinary soldier. particle.

Because I met Reinhardt, I found my greatest value.Therefore, only by Reinhardt's side can Siegfried Gilfies stretch out the wings of an angel!

"Master Reinhardt, do you remember what you said when you asked me to go to the military academy together?"

Gilfies' originally generous voice became as light as flying clouds, and the clouds of memory carried them through time and space, full of transparent green crystal-like days, the carefree days.

"..., then I said, come on, Gilfies." Reinhardt's voice also became very soft.

Come on, Gilfies, hold out my hand, waiting for you to shake.

"You said to me, come on, Gilfies, and stretched out your hand." Hold your hand, palms close to palms, fingers intertwined, "And I held it, never wanting to part again,... , don't you understand? Reinhardt,..., never regretted, never, regretted..."

The extremely light and light voice echoed the extremely firm and powerful heartbeat.

All those good times gathered together in a dimly lit room, illuminating every corner.

Is it a residual hangover?Reinhardt felt the sky and the earth spinning, dizzy, and sunshine in his blood.

Dreams are valuable only if they are shared together.If he wins the world but loses his heart, what's the point of all persistence?On the contrary, if you have his heart, even if you are abandoned by the world, what is there to fear?

"Gilfies..."

"Ok?"

"If I lost you, what would I become?" Happiness was too great, and I suddenly worried that this was just another dream. If I didn't have him again, what kind of nightmare would it be?

"It will become... like me without you." Light and shadow, light without shadow cannot last long, and without light, shadow does not exist at all.

"Gilfies,..., I want to know one more thing?"

Is it an illusion, Gilfies suddenly found that the room was cramped and stuffy, maybe Reinhard was too close, so the air could not circulate, and his breathing was very difficult.

"Huh?..., Reinhard-sama has a lot of questions today."

"I think you must also want to know the answer to this question."

He had already retreated to the bedside, and there was no way to retreat. The center of gravity of his leaning body was almost unable to support him. Fortunately, Reinhardt stopped approaching.

"What is it?"

The blue eyes are so close that one can even see the hazy glare of them.

You idiot, Gilfies, why don't you act?

"I've always wondered what it would be like..., lips to taste,..."

Even at such a close distance, Gilphiaes could hardly hear what Reinhardt was saying, and his fair complexion was now almost catching up with the color of Gilphiace's hair.

With such an obvious reminder, if you don't get the hang of it, Gilfies will be nothing but a piece of wood.What's more, Jillfies really wanted to know the answer to this question.

"Reinhardt..."

Whispering softly, she embraced him and sealed her lips with a kiss.