Sesame paste little actors have no freedom!

Chapter 26

The fog outside the window is heavy today, and the weather forecast shows that the air pollution is serious, so it is not recommended to go out.A group of supervisory agency investigators wearing black overalls came to the gate of the entertainment company. They showed their work cards and said that someone had reported that the entertainment company was involved in illegal business.

The trash can fell down, making a light "ding—" sound.There was silence in the high-rise office.No one lifted the trash can or picked up the confetti.

The paper shredder was humming, and the paper was like snowflakes.The so-called panic is just simmering on people's faces.Their hands and feet are the oars of a lone canoe in the water—they paddle lightly, with a calm appearance on the surface, and ripples in the air.

The uninformed people talked, "Just kidding." Those insiders who couldn't escape and had no intention of sophistry lay peacefully on office chairs.

The spider plant in the corner swayed.

Liang Xing felt calm when he walked out of the office, and he saw Mr. Jin in front of the door.The former agent waved him hello.

If he hadn't seen his master at the concert, Liang Xing would never have imagined that Mr. Jin would be an undercover agent. From this point of view, he should also be given the gold medal actor's trophy.

He smiled at Mr. Kim.

Civil unrest is about to begin.

Mr. Jin said he would take Liang Xing out.Liang Xing nodded and complained, now that he is a high-level executive in the company, he can't clean up his crimes.

Mr. Jin said, this silly boy, anything done undercover is treated specially.

"But I can't." Liang Xing said lightly.

He knocked Mr. Kim unconscious with a hand knife while his back was turned to him.

The leather shoes fell on the side of the body.

Because Liang Xing loves Renxing, he is an unfaithful and unrighteous person.Now that he has repaid his master for his kindness, the spy Liang Xing is as good as dead.

He dragged the unconscious Mr. Jin into the office, and went down to the garage alone through the elevator dedicated to executives—go back to find Renxing.

Liang Xing could not convince himself to forgive Renxing, nor could he understand Renxing.But the reality is that there is only one result - he has no time.

He has to make a decision.

As a result, he sat alone in the car with his hands on the steering wheel.

With obsessions, he couldn't help but want to touch Renxing's phantom.Knowing that Renxing is just an unintentional play devil, a person who gambles with his own life, love has no results, but Liang Xing just longs for Renxing.

Lighting a cigarette, he recalled the warm flesh he had touched many times in the mist.Why does Liang Xing love Renxing so much, but is reluctant to die like this?If he really loves Renxing madly, why can't he follow Renxing's way of thinking and let her die?He couldn't bring himself to accept the ending, he didn't want to be loved as part of the work.

Liang Xing is an independent subject, he wants to be loved as Liang Xing, not as Yin Zhi's actor.He wanted to touch Renxing's broken body, and leave a mark in the flesh that would eventually become diseased and decayed. He wanted to understand Renxing, he wanted Renxing to understand.But the perception of the hands is not enough!

He is not willing!

As a lover, he cannot fully understand Renxing's dying life.

The lover's soul is as mysterious, unknowable, uncertain, and unpredictable as the universe.Love is nothing but a magnetic force between people.

For Renxing, only by being "watched" can he feel alive.For Liang Xing, only touching Renxing can make him feel that love is real.

But they can only enjoy a little good desire in their limited time.The joy of climbing the clouds is fleeting, always fleeting...

Maybe there is no eternal joy in the world, Liang Xing is just afraid of losing it.Because you love someone, you are afraid of losing, and you are reluctant because of love.But Liang Xing had to worry about it, because one day, Renxing would be as fleeting as the pleasure of orgasm.

He is not reconciled.That does not meet his moral standards, nor does it belong to the love he expects.

The car drove into the foggy city.Under the heavy smog, the red light was surprisingly bright.Pale pollutants ransacked the avenue, and now, the red light was the only thing Liang Xing could see.

The red light is like Renxing.Renxing is a red light.Because both Hong Deng and Ren Xing are showing their importance beside Liang Xing, but they are forbidden to pass.

Renxing should not exist in drama and memory, Liang Xing appealed with the desire of a living subject.

He yearns for a future where they don't need to act against each other, when he can truly touch Renxing—not with hands and body, but with heart.

But he's running out of time.

For the current Liang Xing, Mr. Dong's virus can be a pedal for him to truly touch Renxing.

He stared at the U disk, restless.

This is not the same as wanting to live forever, he just needs a time-lapse prop.Suppose there are only 10 minutes left in the game, don't you want to use a delay item to fulfill your wish?

why not?

Why not sacrifice 10 minutes of your time for more?

It's all the same anyway!

If it is possible, why can't we use thousands of years of prison to redeem our sins, and then spend another thousand years of time to understand each other.

It was because he knew that he could not complete the understanding of true love in a short time, that Liang Xing succumbed to fear.

He heard his own heartbeat.

Heartbeat—breathing—heartbeat—breathing—

Proceed when the light is green.The car turned right and drove towards the villa.

The gray sky exhaled cold air, and the dust and mist suspended in mid-air did not fall to the ground.The distance is getting closer and closer, and the glass surface of the front window can see the gate, the grass and the white walls of the villa.Or because of today's weather, the green of the flowers and plants carries a thin layer of dead silence.

Before Liang Xing's car parked in the garage, Ren Xing received a call from Mr. Dong.Mr. Dong asked Renxing to come out first, and he went to meet him at a certain intersection. As for the use of viruses to transcribe consciousness, Mr. Dong told Renxing not to worry.

"Although the virus is with the traitor, I saved it. He has no way to copy the brain memory. It's useless for him to hold the virus. Let's run first and get the virus back from him when the time passes. He must have skinned this little bastard himself."

Ren Xing guessed that Liang Xing was a traitor, but escaped according to Mr. Dong's wishes.He was used to being perfunctory, and he didn't need to say it out loud—to make Mr. Dong anxious.

Eternal life is not important, Renxing only has drama in his mind.It seems that only the joy of living for the sake of drama is real. He only uses drama to carry himself, and he can only use drama to carry himself.The drama of life is closer to stage flashlights and the gaze of others than Mr. Dong's virus.

As for the rest—conspiracy, treachery, blood feud—it was as light as dust.

When Liang Xing went to look for Ren Xing, he was not stopped by anything, even the housekeeper respected the culprit.

Ren Xing sat alone on the stage on the third floor.The hands of the mechanical ensemble performers on the stage swayed like flower petals, bored, counting the fingers of the cyborgs, such a pastime attitude is no different from death.

When Liang Xing pushed the door and walked in, Ren Xing just asked, "Are you still acting?"

"Why don't you act?" Liang Xing walked quickly, hugging Renxing, "In your eyes, our lives are not as good as your play."

"I thought you were going to run away, and I was going to give you a little surprise." Renxing's hand twirled behind her back, and finally let go of the anesthesia gun.

"Hey, how can I run away?" Liang Xing leaned over and kissed Renxing's forehead, "By the way, I also plan to give you a surprise!"

When Renxing relaxed his vigilance, he pierced the anesthetic needle into the back of the opponent's neck.

To run is also to run with people.

Liang Xing kidnaps Renxing.

But as Mr. Dong said, a guy without technology cannot directly copy Renxing's memory through a virus.So Liang Xing desperately tried to lock Renxing's consciousness in the virus, and this plan never had a possibility of success.He can only get the "no permission" dialog box, and the sleeping body of his lover.

Liang Xing didn't know how long Renxing could wait, nor how long they could wait.It seemed that all ways of survival were blocked, as if he slipped on the cliff and almost fell, but he was safe and sound, but there was no way back.

——Sitting in the same place is waiting to die.

Liang Xing didn't think he was really dead!not dead!Not dead yet!

He didn't want to hold Renxing's tragic drama at the last moment of his life. The end of an actor should be a warm and touching drama.He held Renxing's face in his hands, and for a moment forgot what role he was supposed to be.

Liang Xing is a young actor, played by Renxing in the applause; Liang Xing is a young actor, loves to play silly and sweet, for Renxing's sake, he can try to blacken his rival Boss Dong; Liang Xing is a young actor, He plays the role of a bee, and Renxing is his greenhouse. He is tired and wants to go back to Renxing's embrace to sleep.

The plans of many days' labor were in vain, but he was still able to embrace his lover.In the dark and deserted old city house, he leaned on the other person's chest to listen to the heartbeat.

Liang Xing was still able to grab Renxing and kiss the fingertips of love insanely as a lover.

When Renxing was not around, Liang Xing desperately wanted to be loved by Renxing with his main existence, but when he saw Renxing, the sovereign Liang Xing became obsessed and gave up on himself.Now he actually understood Qi Yuan's mood.That's why the pigeon hated itself as a beast so much, but was willing to abandon its dignity when it saw Mr. Dong.

Liang Xing is just a young actor, because he played Renxing's lover and became a madman in the play, he lost himself.

Ren Xing moved, as if he was about to wake up.Aware of this reality, Liang Xing's heart was pounding, he didn't know how to face Renxing, he forgot his words, the actor really forgot his words and blushed.

His whole body was numb, as if ten thousand illusory butterflies flew past his head.What cranial potential is triggered?He feels a physical summit without touching desire.

But he has no face to face Ren Xing who woke up, Liang Xing is a bad boy.

Liang Xing ran away.

The effect of anesthesia is lifted.

Ren Xing opened his eyes and found himself lying on a soft bed.It was a small dark room with just a wardrobe and a bed.

Just like before, he lost his limbs.The mechanical halves were dismantled.He was just lying naked under a white quilt.

Because he has no lower limbs, he can only roll over, and it is very difficult to sit up.The severed limb is pressed against the soft quilt. When the force is applied, the nerve interface is stimulated, and the wound is still a little sensitive to objects.

But now Ren Xing will not be in pain like before, he is already numb.Just... a little sour.It feels like a complication of a stump during the winter, because of the acid (the little clue), the memory of years ago being "awakened".

Memories flooded back as he realized he was crippled.But he wasn't in pain, just numb... as if he was lying on the beach, facing the starry sky, hearing distant voices, but he didn't know who he was or where he was?To find himself, he had to touch the icy sea with his numb stump.It doesn't hurt, it's just distant and numb - like an alarm clock every morning.

It's a pity that those sounds in the memory don't belong to the alarm clock but to people. "Memories" narrates his humble and ineffective life time and time again.Ridiculous, but everyday.An actor was torn off the altar and fell into the mud that everyone could trample on.

He turned over gently, enjoying the crisp waves.It's like watching a movie in a warm room.

The sound came again—the self-righteous use of other people's pain to make a sense of their own—it sounded like a blood-sucking mosquito.

Mosquitoes do not think that they are evil, nor do they think that the trampled people need sympathy and understanding. They just enjoy the trampling of fallen celebrities in their own cognitive field, and at the same time become the promoters of social disc machines.

Those trivial evils will never be punished.People will only pay for exciting news and refuse to reflect on themselves.For the selfish beasts, the reputation and life of others are things that can be exchanged for money.

It was a good show.

He sat up and looked at his crippled body due to the operation.Inflamed flesh, bruises, scars, permanent mottled.These clues travel through time, compulsively, and bring him back to the fact that he was abandoned and trampled on.

Time and time again, the repeated tides pat the white sand.

When the cold wind blows, he feels his bones ache.Maybe it's winter, rheumatic, and there's nothing I can do about it.He was so numb from the cold that he couldn't feel other people's touch.He froze himself, as if he wouldn't get hurt that way.Maybe it's because when the winter worms are frozen to death by the snow wind, they won't feel pain if they are trampled into powder by unintentional passers-by.

He closed his eyes, feeling the numbness of being crushed and trampled, and touched the flashing light in his dream.He saw mechanical corpses piled up on the stage.

If those corpses belonged to the mosquitoes--the innocents who weren't innocent--he'd get a sweet treat!

But people without hands and feet can't kill mosquitoes.

People with hands and feet can't kill all the mosquitoes in the world.

No matter how hard he tried, he was still a misfit mosquito in the mosquito world.Yin Zhi is just a sacrifice to the unspoken rules of society, his hands and feet are sacrificed.

Now, Ren Xing feels that he has returned to the end of Yin Zhi's life, because of disability and powerlessness, he chooses a way out that he despises.He accepted the olive branch extended by Mr. Dong, and had to sell his body to obtain the future. He seemed to have movable mechanical arms and legs, but because a colleague who really admired him called him a bitch who slept on the top, he cut it angrily. bad face.

It turns out that Yin Zhi's life can be easily denied. All those who admired him loved a fantasy statue (rather than a living person). All the standards of good and bad can be weighted by the "morality" of the vulgar world.His world lost the definition of good and bad.Tears sting the wound on the face.

Ren Xing is just a living corpse, wanting revenge and burying Yin Zhi at the same time.It's a pity that Ren Xing lost the ability to act, and the successor he found (Liang Xing) could not understand his pain.

Amputated limbs are machines, without desires, without brains.The body will only dance according to the instructions of the program, no one will sympathize with the scattered hands and feet on the stage, and there will be no devil to assassinate the buzzing mosquitoes through the network cable.

In the script, Ren Xing hoped that the protagonist would be a winter insect, who would be frozen to death by the cold wind, trampled to death unintentionally by passers-by, and finally buried in the snow, which could be regarded as death like the movie ending.

Suddenly, he smelled the aroma of roasted sweet potatoes.

An old domestic robot poked its head out of the door.

This robot is different from Renxing's mechanical servant. Its body only has a plastic shell and metal parts, and it moves with "click, click, click".And on the forehead of this plastic thing, there are two funny big characters written with oil-based pen-"Liang" and "Xing".

"Is there anything I can do for you?" the robot (Liang Xing's replacement) asked, and made a cute "beep" sound.

"Where's Liang Xing?"

"I am Liang Xing, Master, I can do anything for you!"

Ren Xing didn't know what expression to use to face such a weird reality, the real Liang Xing ran away.The perpetrator Ren Xing received "the punishment he deserved", but this is unreasonable.

"Can you help me get up on the wheelchair and go for a walk?" Ren Xing asked the home robot.

"No, I can only provide you with simple life needs."

Yes, Renxing has no freedom in this small broken house that cannot be located.

The robot can cover Renxing with a quilt, bake sweet potatoes, and play TV (the signal line of the old-fashioned robot can be connected to the display screen).But it is absolutely impossible to output signals to the outside world-calling, asking for help online, going out for a walk.

This is absolutely illegal imprisonment.

Ren Xing rolled his eyes at the useless broken robot, and was stuffed with a freshly baked sweet potato by the opponent's mechanical claws.

He is confused about his lingering future.

"Then take down the mirror for me." He wanted to see how he had been spoiled.

The domestic robot beeped in agreement, untied its apron and wiped the white shell covered with charcoal dust and oil.It puts the little mirror on the bed.Ren Xing saw her current appearance on the bed.

He didn't recognize what was in the mirror, he didn't see the face.

——Liang Xing stole his face away.

shame.This is the shame of being deprived again after losing his limbs.

Liang Xing is a good actor, always has been.Ren Xing found that he didn't understand Liang Xing, he didn't know what Liang Xing really thought.He was just a dying cripple, what use would Liang Xing have for this face?

Maybe he can take revenge, maybe Liang Xing can vent his hatred on that face, because Ren Xing is a bad person.

Sunlight pierced through the curtains, and the outside was all golden ash.Ren Xing asked the little robot to help him cover the quilt, and he buried his head in the dark quilt.

Now, he can only live with a brainless broken robot in a broken house.

Liang Xing ran away, not knowing where he went.

One day, Ren Xing once again dreamed of a flying piranha, and all the voices of insulting and humiliating him were heard in detail.

Is the human heart also a besieged city?When the trauma recurred, he desperately wanted to escape, but when he walked out of the trauma and turned a blind eye to him, his heart returned to the private place of memory again and again.

Ren Xing will not feel pain, after all he is both a victim and a perpetrator, he is just numb and his bones are sore...

But at this moment, the aroma of roasted sweet potatoes came again.

Sitting on the bed, he vaguely saw the (but non-existent) cages erected around him.He was trapped in the cage, and the idiot "Liang Xing" robot would only make a respectful but useless "beep" sound, and then say, "It's dinner, my master." Then he stuffed a lump of roasted sweet potato into his mouth mouth.

In fact, he can't eat it, and it's easy to spit it out after eating.

Failing organs are ruining his life, he has no future.

But the cycle of daily life will not change because of the exhaustion of life. The little robot still bakes sweet potatoes foolishly, and sometimes rubs him with a cold face.

No drugs, no physical exams, not even exercise rehab.After half a year, Renxing's consciousness is no longer clear.He felt that he was finally going to be free, but Liang Xing was not there.

It's strange that at the last moment of his life, he didn't think of the script, his parents and Mr. Dong, but Liang Xing.Maybe because Liang Xing is part of his work.

But he couldn't catch Liang Xing, he didn't have hands, so he couldn't catch anything.

The cold little robot sat next to him, unaware that the cripple on the bed who had lost his arms and legs was about to die.

He waited for death alone, listening to the wind and rain outside the window.

If he becomes a ghost, he can probably go and see Liang Xing who took his face away.Maybe he loves Liang Xing, but this kind of love has been separated for too long, so far away that it loses its magnetism.

There was the patter of rain outside the window.Renxing closed his eyes.

There was a sound of unlocking the door.Somebody got tangled up in the key chain and it took three keys to open the door.

The little robot turned around and said, "Hello, who are you?"

The mysterious visitor didn't speak, but just pressed the power switch on the back of the robot.The robot is turned off.The word Liang Xing on the forehead of the little robot, which was smeared with oily smoke, was gently wiped off by the visitor with a rag.

Liang Xing is back.

Ren Xing heard Liang Xing's voice in his sleep, he felt his heartbeat, he felt his breath.Liang Xing hugged him and returned his face to him.But Ren Xing didn't have the strength to open his eyes.

"I used your face to pretend to be you, and deceived Mr. Dong's soul transfer method. I'm back, and I'm here to save you." Liang Xing hugged Renxing's body, and carefully connected Renxing to the postcranial interface. Insert a transmission jack into the back of the neck and connect the data cable.

Ren Xing was very weak, unable to resist at all, he could only lie in Liang Xing's arms and let him manipulate him.He is about to die, he does not resist physical death, death is the only way he can cast aside this filthy world.

But Liang Xing didn't want to.

Liang Xing used his face to find an indirect way of survival, and Liang Xing came back.

Ren Xing heard the sound of fingers tapping on the keyboard, and heard Liang Xing's heartbeat. He smelled a special smell different from the protagonist in the play.Liang Xing looked different from what he expected, but he seemed obsessed with this difference.

But, but, when fate sent his love to his hand, he had no hands to grasp it.

Renxing struggled to open his eyes, and made a sound with the energy of the backlight.

"Liang Xing."

"I'm here!" Liang Xing turned his head, "I'm back!"

"I'm dying."

"You won't die, message transcription can save you, it will be done, soon."

"Liang Xing, can you... put my mechanical limbs on? I don't want to die like a cripple."

"it is good!"

Liang Xing went to the next room to find Renxing's limbs. He took out the mechanical body from the sealed bag and put it on Renxing.There was a slight pain in the mechanical body connected to the nerve interface, and the stimulation made Renxing feel a little excited again.When he was about to die, he almost found out his full potential, and hugged Liang Xing with his mechanical hand with the pain of being broken.

He caught the feeling of love.

Ren Xing said, "During this time, I was thinking about a question..."

Liang Xing stuck his five fingers into Renxing's long, broken hair, and he asked, "What's the matter? Do you miss me so much?"

Ren Xing smiled naturally: "I didn't think about you, I was thinking, does love need eternity?"

"I don't know," Liang Xing said, "but I still loved you when you were not around, I have always loved you, now I can continue to love you, if I can't save you, I will have no face to see you."

"Little fool, you don't need a face to live, and neither does love." Ren Xing changed his posture and lay in Liang Xing's arms, he said: "I don't think love needs eternity, I can grasp it now. "

"Because of me?"

"Because Liang Xing is here, you are just Liang Xing, not someone else's actor."

Ren Xing felt very happy, he had never felt so happy in his life.This kind of happiness is more exciting than any physical orgasms and flashing lights, because he knows that Liang Xing will love him and will always look at him with his heart.

That's why he heard the heartbeat.

Ren Xing said: "I'm so happy...I want to change the script. It would be great if Yin Zhi could be so happy."

Liang Xing said: "He will be happy, you see I am so silly and sweet, I can definitely play him very happy."

Ren Xing said: "But if my consciousness is copied into the virus, then I will be jealous of him, jealous to death, I think Liang Xing only loves me and only looks at me."

Liang Xing said, "But you're gone, it's cruel to me..."

Before the words were finished, Ren Xing dragged his dying body and kissed Liang Xing's lips.That was the only rogue way he could do it.

"Maybe I can have a better future alive, but now I want to be loved more." He said, "Can you allow me to be a rascal one last time?"

Liang Xing was in some pain, but he still nodded.The moment he nodded, he was relieved again.The Renxing he loves is extremely free, like icy snow, unpredictable fog, and wanton wind.

Ren Xing smiled happily, and pulled out the data cable with his last strength.

Liang Xing didn't do anything, he hugged Ren Xing's body and kissed Ren Xing's forehead.He felt a warm force flowing through his body.Liang Xing is no longer an actor, but Ren Xing's lover.

Ren Xing is also Liang Xing's lover, the only lover.He disappeared in Liang Xing's arms, and he caught the happiest temperature in the world.

one year later.

An old man went to the cemetery to lay flowers for the deceased.The deceased was Liang Xing, a singer.By chance, he found a young man who also came to offer white chrysanthemums. The young man said that he was Liang Xing's fan.

"Do you like his songs?" the old gentleman asked.

"I like them all," said the young man.

"Actually, this kid has always wanted to be an actor. Unfortunately, in the entertainment industry, he never got the chance to act in a movie." The old man said.

"Yes, it's a pity to die by jumping into the river." The young man lowered his head.

The old man looked at the young man with empty eyes, and said: "I think you are very beautiful, and you look like someone who acts in a movie... What's your name... Well, there are too many stars, I am too old, I forgot gone."

The young man said, "It must be a great actor for you to remember that."

The young man offered incense to Liang Xing until the old man left.

Then, he went to the river where Liang Xing committed suicide, and threw a USB flash drive into the river.

The river was rushing, and he curled up on the bank.

A huge world surrounds the Nameless.

Machinery industry, air pollution, electromagnetic waves, vibration...

He uses the mechanical drive shell to receive mixed human signals in the world, sorrow and joy, anger, hatred, love...too many.

The emotions in the human world are really too many and too complicated.It was a pot of colorful soup.He filtered it, and only the sound of wind and rain, and the happy temperature of the two hugging together remained.

He chose to replay the happiness at that time, listening to the rivers flowing, hugging the loess, and fell asleep gently.There is a never-ending heartbeat in the dream.

Because of Liang Xing and Ren Xing's love, Yin Zhi no longer needs to be immersed in the negation of others and the world.In the rewritten script, he got freedom and happiness.

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