Beautiful and moving melody

Chapter 3

It was already six o'clock in the morning when I finished writing the letter of guarantee with all my might, and it was early morning. I didn't sleep all night, and I floated out of Chuchu's house like a ghost. I saw her screaming in fright when she saw me.I waved to her, "Hey, I set a record of [-] words in one night ha~ha~ha~"

She bit her lip and looked at me, "Mengmeng?"

I floated out as if I hadn’t heard it. It turned out that the days without sleep all night felt like this. I felt that my body was about to fly high. Chu Chu behind me called me a few more times and then raised my hand, “I still have to go to school. What!" I have to explain to my supervisor about my failure in the interview.

Thinking of the terrifying eyes of the instructor, a gust of morning wind blew by and made me tremble all over, the sky is going to kill me! ! !

"Bang bang! Open the door!" I lay on the outside of the dormitory and slapped desperately. When I heard the girls in the next dormitory cursing, the door slammed open and I jumped in. Chunchun opened the door for me.These few heartless people scolded me together, and I was too lazy to respond.

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow."

The instructor threw a piece of material on my face, and my whole face was distorted with anger, "It's useless for me to like you so much, what have you done so unbelievably? You have practiced so many times in the internship interview, and you have never been as good as you are." Are your parents?"

Are you right?Are you right about the books you read every day, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I was trained for a few hours.

I tilted my sore feet and looked enviously at the teachers sitting next to me, with tears in my eyes, "Auntie~ My feet hurt..." The teachers next to me looked at me as if they were joking, hum!

"It hurts. I'm going to let you stand on the playground? You are about to graduate from your senior year, and you are still messing around like this. Do you want me to introduce you to a toilet cleaning job in the future?"

"If I can get enough sleep every day, I'm willing to clean the toilet."

"You!" Her angry fingers trembled, "You don't live up to it." After she finished speaking, I saw her sitting on the chair and inhaling, her eyes were red, weren't they?

"The thesis is not ready yet, is it? I don't think you should apply for any graduation travel expenses. I won't approve it. Show me the thesis after you finish writing it. I'll give you a week to prepare. If you don't meet my requirements, You go directly to study abroad for me."

I squinted my eyes and looked at her in horror, "Study?"Do you have to travel so far to study in graduate school?My bad grades, until now I haven't passed CET-[-] and I haven't got two professional course certificates yet, you want me to go to graduate school?My legs were shaking so much that I was about to die, I squatted down and hugged her legs, "Auntie~!!!"

She pushed me away and turned around to sort out the materials, "Don't worry about the money, even if I sell blood, I will pay for you to read it!" Look, how firm these words are, my heart is so broken, "Aunt?! "

"Hurry up and get out before I die of anger!" After thinking for a while, he said, "Hurry up and find a way to pass the subjects you haven't passed."

Before closing the door, I heard the small laughter of the teachers.

"Get out!" Corn threw my backpack out and closed the door, what?This is another place that wants to abandon me, I knocked on the door, "Don't be so heartless, right?"

The door suddenly opened, and Corn was leaning against the door in a sexy pajamas pose, "Aren't you still cute? I beg you, don't sleep during the day and stay up late at night to fight your thesis and learn English, okay? Then we're going to go crazy." Then the door closed again with a bang, my nose was almost sunken, I pointed my middle finger at the door, a bunch of heartless hum!Think I have no place to live?When I regained my senses, I had already walked to the school gate. The security guard who guarded the gate smiled, "Student, you skipped class again, right?"

I walked slowly on the road, I don't seem to have much money in my wallet, right?Graduating from a senior year means starting a business. I looked blankly at the passing vehicles. I didn't dare to go to Chuchu anymore. Every time I went to my board and lodging, she was worried about it.I found a chair by the side of the road and sat down, as if I had nothing to give Chu Chu in the past two years, except my feelings for her.

"Yi Mengli, are you going to die on the bed like this? Do you have time to read the reports of senior graduates over the years? Do you want me to keep you under control for the rest of your life!"

"Chuchu is really pitiful, raising rice worms like you, who can't do anything!"

"Don't worry about her sleeping to death!"

"Mengmeng, do you want to continue like this forever? Lazy, as long as your aunt takes care of everything for you, have you thought about our future?"

I bit my finger and my mind was a little confused. Why do people have to work so hard, and I am such a low-motivated person. My aunt is not an excellent student mentor in this school. She always said that she has worked hard until now .As for me, she still refuses to give up on me even though she despises me every day as useless.I sighed, looking at the fallen leaves at my feet, do I really have to follow what she said to be a useful person?I took out my sketchbook from my backpack and flipped through my previous design sketches. No matter how good the drawings were, they seemed to have soulless lines. "Auntie, auntie, how can you expect me to be a designer?"

I have no father and no mother. My aunt has worked hard to raise me. My dream since I was a child is to buy a small house by the sea and open a small coffee shop. I have my relatives and my lover.After my aunt found out about Chuchu and me being together, she became very angry and ill for a while, but then she saw me and Chuchu kneeling beside the bed and I cried so hard that she just touched my head with tears, "Don't you Just let me see you walking together."

Not many parents can accept that their children are gay, let alone my aunt treats me as my own daughter.But doesn't she know that the higher the expectations for me, the higher the disappointment?I know that my love with Chuchu is not recognized, and I also know that it is impossible for me to meet my aunt's expectations.I put the notebook aside and rubbed my hair. What should I do? If I agree to go abroad, I won't be able to be with Chuchu anymore. Annoyance doesn't pay for life!

"Pfft~!" Shrimp?whose laugh?I raised my head and looked left and right, who is laughing? "In the car, this way." A car stopped on the side of the road at some point, and a male opened his arms and supported the car door half-covering his mouth and smiled, "Hey, why do you have an inexplicable smile every time I see you?"

I looked at him blankly, are you sick?Also, who are you?Didn't your uncle see that I am a very manly person?I picked up my bag and stood up and left, he followed the car and called me "Wow~ What a handsome girl!" That is, who is handsome if I am not, wait, I stopped and looked at him with his hands on his hips "What do you want? Challenge?"

He raised his eyebrows, "You don't remember me now? You don't have any image at all?" Is this, strike up a conversation?But now is not the time to talk about this, the point is that I was teased by his words, I wiped my sleeves up and looked down at the short sleeves I was wearing today, I looked at him with my mouth crooked, "Your public face will be remembered Do you want to stay?" After I finished speaking, I lazily looked at his distorted face, so cowardly!

"Hey, your eyes look at my face, I'm so..."

"The toad thinks he's handsome before he sees his own reflection!" I cut off his self-righteous words before he finished speaking, and then I heard him incessantly inhaling, hum, little sample!

I kept fighting against the sandbag in front of me, and the coach watched me go crazy while drinking water, and occasionally yelled to cheer me up.I beat the paper I wanted to write, I beat the subject I failed, I beat the subject to be tested, I beat the evil English grade test, I beat the professional course grade test, I beat my aunt, wait, how can I beat my aunt?Peng, the sandbag turned around and knocked me to the ground. I looked at the ceiling in a daze, ouch, it was so annoying.

"Hey, are you dead?" The coach's tiger eyes appeared above me, and I blocked them with my fists. Khan "Coach, can I go to sleep in the yard behind you?"

"That's my wife's boudoir!"

"I'm an old couple, I'm exhausted, let's talk about it after I get some sleep."

"You thick-skinned!"

I pursed my mouth and looked at him. When I just got up, I saw a group of people walking in. As soon as the leader got close to the person who was still in the dojo, he quickly retreated. I wiped it, such a big posture.I touched the coach, "Brother Hua, this guy has a great posture!"

"Chairman Zhuo, can he have no airs? But every time he comes to my place, he will make a lot of money haha!"

I rolled my eyes, "It's the rich second generation again, isn't it?"

Brother Hua shook his head, "No, rich generation, don't you know Zhuo Sheng?" Zhuo Sheng?I shook my head, I was so sleepy, how could a little person like me know him, I patted my mouth and yawned, "Hey, I'm going to bed, I have to write a paper this afternoon."

"What are you doing?"

"I'm going to stay here for a few days, and I'll cook some vegetables for you in return!"

"Yi Mengli, you manly woman, forget about sleeping to death!"

Thank you for the compliment, no matter how bad the environment is, as long as there is a bed, everything will be easy.

Every day I go to school by bike to go to class, and then I go back to Brother Hua to fight boxing, cook and sweep the floor to eat and do homework. It seems to be back to the time of the college entrance examination four years ago.I sighed and continued to sit in the shade of the tree to draw my design drawings, and occasionally watched the sun shining in the trees above my head, ouch, I am now forced to study hard every day in order not to go abroad!

"Hey, can you drink some water before continuing to paint?" Brother Hua came over with a glass of ice water, and I glanced "Can I drink it?"

"Well, the guy in front of him seems to be in a good mood today. After practice, he invites everyone to eat sushi and drink water." I approached him, "Where's the sushi?"

"Finished."

Your uncle, there must be something good about the sushi, otherwise why would you give me cheap ice water, hum! "What are you looking at? It's almost out of temperature. It's so hot when I go, you really know how to choose a place! It's pretty cool here!"

I angrily opened the ice water and took a sip, still thinking about those sushi, why did you tell me, you uncle!

Two weeks later, I was called to the office. I looked anxiously at Ms. Wang Yuan, who was sitting upright. After a month of hard work, I will definitely pass all the exams, so please don't do this!"

"Ahem..." She coughed a few times in a low voice, and pushed her glasses back, "You did well in the exam this time, it seems that I won't force you, you..."

I cheered, "Then I don't need to take the postgraduate entrance examination?"

"You're delusional." She screamed, and everyone in the office looked at her in horror, realizing that she was impolite. "Well, how do you say it? You, I think you still have hope with your score in the postgraduate entrance examination. Just work hard."

I became impatient, "Auntie, it is also possible to go to China for the postgraduate entrance examination, what are you doing?"

"You have someone here who influences you, and you can have a quiet school over there. I hope you are well." She interrupted me and said in a low voice, and I fixedly looked at her "Who influenced me? What am I?" Don’t you know what kind of grades you have? What good education can you expect from me? For me, a bachelor’s degree is enough. Don’t you let me go so far because you don’t want me to be with her? "

I was slapped hard on the face, and I was startled when I saw the male teacher next to me.

"What are you making trouble here? Are you afraid that the whole hospital will know about your relationship with me?"

A teacher stood up, "Mr. Wang, don't be like this with the children here."

My aunt took me by the hand and led me out, and I shook off her hand when I got outside, "If I had known I would talk to you, I wouldn't have said it inside. I tell you that I will take you abroad anyway. There are a few of mine over there." My friend, you don’t have to worry about money, just study hard. Hey, did you hear that?”

"Auntie, you are really selfish, you have always been like this since you were a child." I looked at her with red eyes, "Why do you always want me to get No.1? Will I be successful only if I go abroad? I don't want to listen to your arrangements."

"I'm selfish. I'm not doing this for your future. Looking at you now, do you think you're a man wearing men's clothes? How can you take care of yourself without my arrangement?"

"Then are you forcing me like this? Why do I have to be like you? Why can't I be with Chuchu?"

After finishing speaking, he was slapped again, "You are unfilial, do you know what the teacher in the office thinks of me and what you say about you? Are you going to keep me humiliated like this?"

"Then leave me alone, I like Chu Chuai Chu Chu, I will not separate from her." After I finished speaking, I turned around and left, "Just pretend that I don't exist." Aren't you trying to save face?Just act as if you don't have me!

"Yimengli, Mengli!!" Shout it out, I won't listen to you anyway.

Chu Chu opened the door when she heard the knock on the door, and I held her in my arms, "Chu Chu." She hugged my neck in shock, "Are you crying?"

"Let's eat!" I waited in the living room for a long time to see her come out and sit in front of me, and I watched Tongyi bring a bucket of "instant noodles?"

Chu Chu blinked and trimmed her nails, "Otherwise? I can only cook instant noodles." I looked at the red steaming noodles and wailed in my heart. My goddess greeted me with painful instant noodles every time. "Do you want to eat? If you don't, give it to me. It's the last bucket."

I quickly moved over, took a sip into my mouth, and the spicy taste rushed into my throat, making me cough non-stop, "It's so unpalatable!"

The calf under the table was kicked, "The last supper is for you, if you don't eat it, I will give it to you." Watching her bring the noodles in front of her, it was satisfying to eat, how delicious, spicy Let’s face it, the noodles are still dry. Seeing that she was about to bottom out after a few mouthfuls, I slapped the table proudly, “Go shopping!”

Chu Chu looked up at me, her eyes were clearly shining with joy, "Husband." I took a tissue and wiped her mouth carefully, and followed my husband to have meat!

"Hey cabbage, I want to eat vinegared cabbage, and sweet and sour fish. I also want mushroom soup!" Oh my god, I would have bought it myself if I knew it. The shopping cart that was about to overflow, "Chuchu, the cart is full, let's stop it?"

"No, we finally got out!" Then I ran to the food area to buy candies. I was dizzy looking at the pile of things in front of me, and I had to try my best to move them back today.

"Oh, poor, my face is covered with sweat, let's have a bite of ice cream~" Chu Chu fed the ice cream into my mouth, "Sweet and cool happiness?" So happy, if I don't have this big ice cream in my hand now Things that weigh dozens of kilograms are even better.She walked to the front and turned to look at me gently licking my mouth. I immediately felt my mouth dry up. "Chuchu, let's take a taxi back? Uh~"

After she finished eating the ice cream, she hugged my neck and kissed me. I felt like my legs were about to melt. There was a sweet creamy taste in her mouth. I looked at her face in a fluttering voice, "Hehe."

Her smiling face turned pink, "Is it sweet?"

"So sweet."

"Then pick up the things on the ground and let's go back and cook?"

ah?I looked at the big bag that fell to the ground at some point, ouch, I like hugging you more than them!When I picked it up sadly, I heard a rattling sound from the side, and looked behind strangely.

"What are you doing? I stopped the car."

"Ahhh." I looked at the dark place, can't I be a pervert who likes to take pictures secretly? "What are you doing? Tell you to come over quickly, I'm starving to death."

"I'm coming."

After I finished my meal, I lay down on the bed and touched my stomach, very satisfied, ah, happy.The headlights were suddenly turned off, I stood up and looked at Chu Chu who walked in, the wicked smile on her face, her walking pace, and... Meow?

"Hehe..." The bath towel fell on the ground and she knelt on the bed like a cat and slowly moved over, a faint bath fragrance wafted over, ang, my head was a little dizzy, and she sat on my waist before I recovered "Huh~?"

If you don't move now, when will you wait?I'm jumping on it....

"Chuchu?" I hugged her and played with her long hair, and said after hearing her soft promise, "You said that a parent gives you great hopes every day, and you will become the person she expects one day?" I Before she could answer, I said to myself, "Anyway, I think so."

Chu Chu moved slightly in the quilt, and tightened her hands around my waist, "Are you and your aunt fighting again?"

I turned my face to the side without saying a word, she stretched out her hand and pulled me over, "Are you worried that we won't be able to get together?" After hearing her say this, I cried, and when the tears fell on my hand, I quickly wiped them away, She sat up and watched me put me on her chest, "Mengmeng, in fact, I have been so worried! You are so fragile and leave me, how do you get along with others? Mengmeng, you are really simple, you always It's that easy to get hurt."

I shook my head, "I'm not fragile, I'm not innocent! Ah bah, I'm not innocent, you can't say that about me!" She smiled lowly and patted my head, "Okay, okay, you're not. But you want Communicate more with your aunt, it's not that easy for her to raise you! Don't always fight against her."

"I see." Turning away from looking at her, her voice muffled in the quilt, "communicate, after talking so much, I still have to face her long-windedness."

She sighed and pulled out the corner of the quilt and shook my shoulder, "Don't be so self-willed!" My anger rose and I lifted the quilt and looked at her, "Why am I self-willed? Even if I do something wrong, it is for our future. ah!"

"You! Look at you, you're angry when I tell you this, why don't you listen to persuasion? If you don't talk about it, just leave!" After speaking, I turned my back on me and ignored me. I picked up my clothes and put them on. , just go.

"Yi Mengli, why are you always like this? If you die, don't come back!"

If I don't come back, I won't come back. Anyway, don't you all say that I am self-willed?I'm far away, don't think of me anymore!

The soda can was kicked aside by me irritably, and died, broken can!The beer can really swells up in your mouth. Why did you drink more and more sober? I lay on the ground and looked at the stars in the sky and stretched my hand up. I couldn't pick it from so far away!

I stood up unsteadily and walked into the dojo, hey, the lights are still on, the coach hasn't left yet?I squinted my eyes and looked at the back of the beating bag in front of me, and I reached out to touch his shoulder, "Did the coach and his wife quarrel?"

Bang, my body soared in the air for a few seconds and landed freely. I was staring at stars for a long time and didn't slow down. "Oh, so many stars."

A face appeared above me, and I got up in a daze, "Coach, if you don't go home to beat your wife here at night, you're going to take it out on me." Hey, why didn't the coach speak?I squinted my eyes and looked at the person who squatted down to look at me, um, the shape of this thing is so long that I don’t want to be a coach?Before I touched it, he slapped it away fiercely, and then my chin was pinched, and I pushed it away with my hands desperately, "Your uncle, it hurts like hell."

"Female?" I looked at his approaching face in horror, and held his hand tightly. Your uncle quickly let go. He turned my face from side to side and looked at it. "A woman dressed like this." Let go I stood up and wiped my fingers on my shoulder, what the hell are you doing?He looked at me condescendingly, "It looks good from a distance, but unfortunately it's a woman."

I stood up and clenched my hands tightly, furiously furious, "You fucked up me and made irresponsible remarks, you..."

Damn, bring your stinky feet, I was trampled on the ground and looked at him, and actually stomped my face with my feet "Damn you!" He smiled coldly, "Who sent you here? For money or what?" After finishing speaking, he increased the force viciously, cough cough I was about to be stepped on and vomit blood, and I pinched the numb point on his foot fiercely, and I heard the sound of him falling to the ground and hurriedly stood up Take your clothes and wipe them desperately, I'll wipe your feet since you haven't washed them for a few days.

"You~" Heh, it doesn't feel good to be knocked down on the ground, right? Just hit his stomach with "噗~!! You." It's not over yet?It just so happened that I was very upset today, so I lifted his shoulders and fell out, "How is it? Is it cool?" I dragged his ankle again, and I clearly heard him scream, oh ha ha.

After the activity, it was much more comfortable than drinking alcohol. I squatted on the ground and looked at him who was lying on the ground and didn’t get up. “Do you know that when you look down on others, others look down on you! Like you, tsk tsk, grow up so big I am sorry for the country and the party for doing such stupid things." I stood up and ran to the backyard to sleep in the hammock today and feed the mosquitoes, and I had to find water to wash my stinky sweat.

"Don't be so self-willed!" Chu Chu's voice drilled into my head again when I fell asleep on the bed, I covered my ears and curled up on the bed, tossing and turning the bamboo bed until it creaked.

I sat up and looked at the starry sky outside the small window, the summer evening breeze blowing in was cool, and the sudden sense of loneliness spread.I picked up the phone and turned to Chuchu's number unconsciously, wanting to talk to her, but when I thought about how she treated me like this today, I became angry. Is this a reasonable word to comfort someone?Angrily poked the screen of the phone, and accidentally pressed the dial button, I obviously felt the hairs all over my body stand up, and I was answered before I could hang up, with a hoarse voice, "Where are you?"

My heart suddenly felt a little guilty, and I was hesitant to speak, "Where am I going to swim in the street?"

"Where are you? I'll find you right away!"

"No, no, me, I'm in the gym, Brother Hua, here, Brother Hua, haha." Well, I just can't hide my words, I'm cheap, and I'm still strict with my wife.There was a sudden silence on the phone, "Are you alone?" Just when I thought she was going to hang up, she suddenly spoke again.

"Well, no one is with me."

"Well, get a good night's sleep and see you tomorrow."

Shrimp? "Well, see you tomorrow!"

"Good night then."

"Good night" a soft kiss fell into my ears, I imagined Chuchu's expression, good night, I slowly put down the phone, and relaxed on the bed.I looked at the ring on my finger and fell asleep contentedly.