Chapter 13
Chapter 13
13
Dai Xu slept very deeply this time, so deeply that he shouldn't have.On the first day Luo Shengchao came to live in the house he quietly bought, even if he didn't mention how offensive the layout of the house was, Dai Xu shouldn't have just fallen asleep just because of his politeness to the newcomers.
This apartment is the same as the one they used to rent, with two bedrooms and one living room, a master bedroom, and a large study room. However, when it was renovated, it was considered that Guan Chi would occasionally need to stay overnight, so Dai Xu decorated the study room as a guest room. Lying, there is a single bed inside.Dai Xu didn't think that Luo Shengchao would be willing to live here, so he didn't make special preparations for the guest bedroom, and now he couldn't bear to wrong Luo Shengchao to squeeze into that small bed.At that time, after the hospital agreed to go home together, Dai Xu originally thought about exchanging supplies between the two of them after dinner, letting Luo Shengchao live in the master bedroom and going to the guest bedroom by himself, but he didn't expect that he overestimated his physical condition and drank After two mouthfuls of porridge, I lost all strength, and fell asleep before I could think about it.
When he woke up again, it was already broad daylight. Dai Xu endured the palpitations, shortness of breath and hypoglycemia reported on time every day, and then gradually felt the temperature in the bed was much higher than usual.He slightly turned his head to look at the other side of the bed. There was no one there, but the traces of Luo Shengchao's lying down were still clear. It was obvious that they had covered the same quilt last night, and now that half of the quilt was crumpled and piled up on him. around.
That's why it's so warm in the quilt... This is the temperature that only Luo Shengchao can bring.
Dai Xu's heart was suspended, and the next moment he couldn't help but feel a bit of undue joy at the closeness last night.He even felt a little regretful that he had slept too deeply, and that he hadn't been able to appreciate the feeling of sleeping in the same bed with that person, and he felt a sense of loss that he had missed a lot.
It's just that before this sense of loss could be fully brewed, the door of the bedroom was opened gently and slowly.Luo Shengchao walked in with a tray with glasses and porcelain bowls on it. Because he kept his head down and then turned his back to close the door, he didn't see that Dai Xu had sat up, and he just pretended that the person on the bed was still asleep. , acting so cautiously that it was like a thief breaking into a house.
"...Sheng Chao." So Dai Xu also lowered his voice very softly, like a child playing peek-a-boo with Luo Shengchao.
It's a pity that Luo Shengchao was still taken aback. He trembled all over and even the milk in the glass trembled three times. He quickly held the glass and turned around, walked to Dai Xu's bed with a smile on his face, and put down the tray: " Good morning Xuxu, did you sleep well?"
Dai Xu nodded. He had just had an unprecedented sleep, and the eyes that fell on Luo Shengchao didn't look sober: "Did I last night..." He tilted his head slightly and gestured to the side of the bedding with his eyes. Wrinkled, with a little regret in his quiet tone, "I should go to the guest bedroom, sorry, I fell asleep for some reason."
"This is your bedroom, of course you want to sleep here." Luo Shengchao raised his hand and combed Dai Xu's hair restrainedly, "I was too sleepy yesterday, so I fell asleep here, I can continue to sleep here in the future sleep?"
It is said that they have obtained consent, but in fact Luo Shengchao's words are no different from telling Dai Xu.Dai Xuying said "Okay", and he didn't want to talk too much before brushing his teeth, so he wanted to get out of bed and go to the bathroom to tidy himself up.
Luo Shengchao asked: "Will you go wash up? I'll fetch you water and wash on the bed, okay?"
Dai Xu didn't speak, but raised his eyes to look at Luo Shengchao.He couldn't say anything to reject or deny Luo Shengchao, but fortunately those beautiful eyes could express almost all emotions, enough for Luo Shengchao to understand him.
Luo Shengchao didn't force it, and accompanied Dai Xu into the bathroom, went to the bathroom to wash up independently, and turned back to the bedroom by himself to make the bed.After Dai Xu washed his face, he felt a lot more refreshed. Luo Shengchao was really happy to see that the long-term sculpted blackness under his eyes had weakened. On Dai Xu's skinny wrist, he tentatively rubbed the gauze that was wrapped up again in the early morning with his thumb.
The overnight repair had already made the wound look much better, but no matter how long it took or how many times he looked at it, Luo Shengchao still felt distressed.
Dai Xu didn't dodge, and there was no emotion in his eyes, so he obediently let Luo Shengchao pull him, and was led to sit by the bed again.
The breakfast Luo Shengchao prepared for him was a glass of milk with sugar and a bowl of pumpkin porridge.He actually wanted to add a little shredded pork and vegetables to it, or cook another egg for Dai Xu, but when he was in the hospital, Guan Chi's patient meals were almost never meaty, so he didn't dare to make his own decisions.
"Xuxu, can I sit here and watch you?" Luo Shengchao pinched his fingertips and asked in a low voice.
As expected, Dai Xu agreed in a second: "Sheng Chao can do whatever he wants."
It's a pity that according to Dai Xu's standards, Sheng Chao can do whatever he wants, but he himself is not like this—eating is a good thing, and the meals Luo Shengchao cooks with his own hands are rare and delicious, and everything that is good for Dai Xu, everything Nothing that allowed his broken body, this sinful soul to survive, was not allowed.
Dai Xu couldn't swallow, his subconscious didn't allow him to swallow.It's fine if Luo Shengchao doesn't look at him, he can think of himself as a cowardly rat stealing a bit of beauty, but Luo Shengchao looks at him, even if his eyes are very gentle, it's like letting his crimes be exposed to the sun like this It was unbearably hot.
Milk already has a fishy smell, and drinking it can easily cause stomach bloating. If it weren't for Dai Xu's daily intake of protein is too little and Luo Shengchao doesn't want him to rely on nutritional supplements for a living, in fact, this cup of milk would not have appeared here.
Luo Shengchao wanted to try to see if Dai Xu could drink it down, even a little.
He is looking forward to the situation getting better, and Dai Xu can feel his expectation, but the fact is always difficult to be changed by human will...
In the end, this glass of milk was only swallowed in two mouthfuls, and something happened almost to the point that Dai Xu couldn't even drink the porridge.Luo Shengchao took the pale-faced man into his arms, and while apologizing in a low voice, he released the young man's hands that were tightly clutching his thighs, and took all of them into his own hands to hold them.
This breakfast took a little long, and Dai Xu took a lot of effort to relieve the nausea and slight pain caused by the milk, but the good news is that he accepted the bowl of porridge well.
Luo Sheng sat quietly watching the man with drooping eyebrows and eyes for 10 minutes, making sure that he really wouldn't spit out the porridge, and was so moved that his voice trembled slightly: "You are so good, Xu Xu, you are really good. "
It's been a long time since Dai Xu had been exposed to such a straightforward compliment, and he fell into a trance for a moment, and after he realized it, he raised his face and smiled at Luo Shengchao.
This smile was as soft and natural as spring snow melting on the face with cold features, it was so beautiful that Luo Shengchao could hardly move his eyes.He stretched out his hand to touch the curve of Dai Xu's lips through the air, feeling as if he had finally swept away a few inches of ashes, and slowly touched the locked door again.
Satisfaction in love may sound complicated. It needs to be divided into desires for monopoly, desire for control, desire for sharing, etc., but it can also be very simple. In a word, it is to hope that the other party is happy.
Dai Xu's short 21-year life has been too difficult, and Luo Shengchao is very satisfied now that he can still smile because of him.
After breakfast, Luo Shengchao packed the tableware, and when it was almost time, he prepared all the medicines that Dai Xu should take.In addition to oral medicine, Dai Xu also needs to hang two bags of intravenous drips. Even though Luo Shengchao has learned the acupuncture technique from Guan Chi, he still feels a little guilty, and he is unwilling to let Dai Xu become a tool for his practice.
But Guan Chi agreed that Dai Xu didn't even frown when he went home, and he didn't seem to feel that there was anything wrong, and he didn't take the initiative to call to help solve the problem when it was time to hang up the IV.Luo Shengchao didn't know what to do, so he had to carry two bags of medicine to the study to find Dai Xu first.
Dai Xu has always been obedient to Luo Shengchao's words, and he agreed to work at home, so he really didn't have any intention of going out. After eating in the morning, he took a break and went to the study to set up the computer to read the mail.He has always been quiet, staring at the screen intently, his brows are flat and cold, but Luo Shengchao seems to be able to see the edge of life through this, and is even a little fascinated by it for a while.
"Xuxu, put on the drip."
But when Luo Shengchao's voice sounded, that sharpness instantly turned into soft foam. Dai Xu turned his head to Luo Shengchao and hooked the corner of his lips obediently. He immediately put down the mouse, took the liquid medicine and needle, and hung the medicine bag On the infusion pole beside it.
Luo Shengchao stood there wondering for a long time whether to ask himself to help put the needle on, but Dai Xu didn't give him a chance to speak at all.He sat down, pulled out the needle skillfully and naturally, then slapped the back of his hand hard a few times, pushing the razor-sharp needle into the flesh without mercy.
Luo Shengchao couldn't help trembling in pain just looking at it.
He hurried over, squatted beside Dai Xu and said nervously, "Why are you so aggressive with me, slow down, be gentle."
But although Dai Xu's movements looked reckless, they were in fact extremely precise, and the injection was no different from that of a professional nurse.Luo Shengchao looked at the silver-gray section that was submerged into the skin and still felt goosebumps all over his body. He endured and endured, but still lowered his head and gently pressed the infusion patch on him, and then whined there for a long time.
"So proficient..." Luo Shengchao rubbed Dai Xu's cold fingertips with his thumb, "Do you usually do it yourself?"
Dai Xu blinked, and replied slowly: "I'm sick, so don't trouble others."
What he meant was that the illness was his own business, so he wanted to solve it by himself, but in Luo Shengchao's eyes, this made no sense at all.Luo Shengchao raised his finger and pressed Dai Xu's lips to signal him to stop talking, then touched his increasingly cold fingers again, got up and filled him with a warm water bag by his hand.
The liquid medicine slid down the hose little by little, and then merged into Dai Xu's blood along the needle. Luo Shengchao was worried that he would feel uncomfortable, so he adjusted the drip speed to the point where it couldn't be slower.Dai Xu let him move, his eyes quietly fell on the screen in front of him, the mailbox automatically refreshed new emails one after another, and the icons of the social software on the lower right kept flashing, but he just stared at the screen without moving. watch.
Luo Shengchao rubbed his shoulders and arms, seeing that he was still sitting obediently like an obedient student, he couldn't help laughing: "Just keep working, if it's not convenient for you to type, I can help you if you don't mind, okay?"
Dai Xu blinked slowly, shook his head and said, "I don't mind...it doesn't matter Sheng Chao, I'll just read it once."
Luo Shengchao gave a "hmm" and opened an email for him, then stood far behind him, and smoothed the hair that had slipped to his chest to the back of his shoulders.
The two stood and sat in silence for a long time, until Dai Xu glanced at the shadow of the person behind him on the closet from the corner of his eye, opened a new email with his left hand, and Luo Shengchao made another sound.
"Xuxu, let me cut your hair, okay?"
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