beautiful woman returns to dream

Chapter 12

Chapter [-]

Ever since Yi'an heard Zheng Xian say "hunting phoenix" in a daze, for some reason, these two words have been lingering in her mind. who is it.

It is inappropriate to ask Zheng Xian directly, it seems too abrupt, and she may not necessarily say anything if you ask her.At this moment, she thought of Yufeng. Zheng Xian sent Yufeng to take care of her along the way. After a few months, she seemed to be more familiar with Yufeng than Zheng Xian.

Therefore, after Zheng Xian led them to live in an inn, she knocked on the door of Yufeng's room while everyone was free.

Yufeng let her inside, smiled and said:

"Miss Qin, do you have anything to do with me?"

Yi An sat down:

"It's nothing, I'm here to chat with you, have you had dinner yet?"

Yufeng sat on the other side and said:

"I have eaten with the master, what do you want to talk about, Miss Qin?"

Yi An hesitated and opened his mouth:

"Sister Yufeng, do you know about hunting phoenixes?"

Yufeng's smiling face suddenly froze, and then, with a stern light in her eyes, she asked:

"Who told you that?"

Seeing Yufeng's face suddenly changed, Yi An realized that it was too reckless for her to ask Yufeng about "hunting phoenix". Don't they all have the word "phoenix"?However, the words had already been spoken, so she had no choice but to bite the bullet and answer:

"I've heard Miss Zheng talk about it occasionally."

"Really?" Yufeng asked, and then said in a low voice: "I knew it was so, why bother?"

Yufeng turned her head straight, her eyes fixed on the ground, and although she didn't speak, her heart was still turning back and forth.Since she received Zheng Xian's order and was called to Chang'an, war broke out in the Central Plains not long after, and she fled south with Zheng Xian.Along the way, she found that the host, Zheng Xian, took extra care of Miss Qin.

Moreover, she found that every time the master saw Miss Qin, her eyes would become very soft, which was something she rarely even saw Lie Feng.The master cared so much for her master and servant, she was surprised at first!

"As for this Miss Qin, now she comes to ask herself about the master and the hunting phoenix. Isn't her heart obvious? Isn't the relationship between her and the master obvious? A word will make things happen, and a word will not It will be bad, do you want to say it? Master, don’t blame me for my talkativeness, what will happen between you, it seems that I am not the one holding the weight, and which side the scale should lean to. It’s not my decision, I’m just telling the truth ..."

Yi'an went to Yufeng's room to inquire about "Phoenix Hunting". Unexpectedly, after she asked Yufeng, she realized that she had made a big mistake in asking Yufeng. Feng sighed and said:

"Lie Feng, she is no longer here. Half a year ago, on the way to Chang'an, the master was chased and killed by the Holy Spirit Cult who worked for others. The 20 people who guarded the master were murdered by the Holy Spirit Sect. Lie Feng is the escort of the master. In order to protect the master and Those killers with strong martial arts fought for a long time, but unfortunately they were killed by them... For a long time, Liefeng has been in charge of the master's food and daily life. , are all brothers and sisters of the same school, at first, the master recruited the senior brother Yulong to work under her, and then I and Liefeng also followed the master."

Yi'an was surprised to hear Yufeng talking about their past, and when Yufeng finished speaking, she asked:

"The relationship between Liefeng and Miss Zheng..."

Yi'an's voice trailed off, Yufeng glanced at her and said:

"Later, Liefeng secretly fell in love with the master."

Yi'an was surprised again, and her doubts became more:

"Then Miss Zheng...?"

"I understand what you mean. Five years ago Liefeng expressed her feelings to the master, but the master refused." Yufeng said indifferently.

"Don't you all know about this?"

Yufeng shook her head and smiled wryly:

"This is what Liefeng said to me crying after eating and drinking. She only knew that her heart was hurt, but she didn't know that my heart was also hurting. She only had the master in her eyes, and she never tied me up for a while. After a while..."

"Miss Yufeng, you also...?"

Yi'an was even more shocked, feeling unimaginable.Yufeng's tears had flowed out, she closed her eyes and stopped talking.Yi'an knew that we couldn't talk any more, Yufeng needed to be alone, so she said:

"Sister Yufeng, the deceased has passed away, you must mourn!"

She stood up and walked towards the door, and when she turned to close the door, she saw Yufeng sitting lonely under the lonely lamp.

Yi'an's words shocked Yi'an, but they coincided with an uneasy premonition in Yi'an's heart.This conversation, like a basin of cold water poured on her in winter, made her wake up completely, and then, the previous expectation and shyness disappeared in her heart.

Yi'an began to regret it. She didn't understand what it was, and she let herself inquire about something related to Zheng Xian. What does this have to do with herself?

She began to blame herself and reflect on herself. She recalled all the experiences she had with Zheng Xian since she met Zheng Xian, as well as her inner feelings every time——

From the joy of asking Zheng Xian's name at Shopkeeper Bai's for the first time, to the unexpected encounter with Zheng Xian halfway, I was very pleasantly surprised that time.And whenever others talk about Zheng Xian, I will prick up my ears to listen quietly.About Miss Zheng, I was so caring and curious.

I long to get along with Zheng Xian and talk to her happily, but the more I want to, the more I feel how difficult it is to get along with her and talk to her easily.Every time Ms. Zheng took the initiative to talk to me, she seemed to be unable to speak, and became clumsy.

I still remember that time, when Ms. Zheng was tired from riding a horse, she lifted the curtain and sat in the carriage.As the carriage was walking, Zheng Xian was sitting opposite her, talking to Yan Er about the situation of the rebellion, the scenery along the way and the customs of that place.Listening to their conversation, I couldn't help but want to take a look at Zheng Xian, it felt like I was stealing honey.It would be fine for them to continue talking like that, but Yan'er sat in the carriage for a long time and couldn't sit still anymore, so she said she wanted to get out of the carriage and ride a horse.After Yan'er left the carriage, no matter how hard she tried, she could no longer raise her eyes to face Zheng Xian frankly, only when she asked him something, did she answer in a panic.Zheng Xian seemed to have noticed her uneasiness, and spent the rest of the time talking with Xue Lian about her hometown.

And that time when everyone was sheltering from the rain in the temple, Yan Er and the wife of shopkeeper Bai sat beside Zheng Xian and talked.Sitting a little far away across from them, he wanted to talk to Zheng Xian in the past, but when he saw her looking at him, he became shy again.At that time, I was nervous and embarrassed in front of Miss Zheng, how ridiculous it is now to think about it!I was so unbelievable!

It turned out that after I met Zheng Xian, I was having an illusory dream. For the past few months, I have been living in this dream...

After talking with Yufeng that night, after a few days, Yi'an was surrounded by unspeakable pain and spontaneous loss. Every time she saw Zheng Xian's amiable smile, the loss and sadness became more intense and heart-wrenching. .

From time to time, she also thought of "Phoenix Hunting" that Zheng Xian had inadvertently read, and then she thought about it, tortured in her heart:

"Lie Feng, what kind of woman are you? Let two people like this remember you so deeply, is there a third person who also imprints you so deeply in my mind?..."

"...Ah! Let go of the sadness completely, stop letting the obsession occupy the heart, stop letting it take root and grow wildly, take care of your heart again, and let everything pass by."

"However, although I am so clear and I want to regain my own life, but how do I control the heart that has been hit, and when I want to let go, the sadness becomes deeper and heavier."

"And now I have finally arrived in Rongzhou, and I have also lived in Zheng Xian's residence "Ping Le Ju". I just wait for Zheng Xian to help me find out where my father is exiled..."

Thinking that she would see her father soon, Yi An felt a sense of joy amidst the days of sadness, and her heart improved a lot.