alone

10 No Bright Feelings

On Dayu Island, it was still a day of bullets raining like rain.Every day, there are still wounded, corpses or stumps being carried out of the stronghold.

Haiping still feels sadness and fear, but compared with before, he has more courage to face and resist.

Because as long as he thinks that someone will be sad for him, angry for him, and anxious for him, he feels that no matter what, he has to cherish himself.So, he didn't care about anything anymore, even if he had to escape in danger, he allowed himself to escape confidently and without flinching.

Even if it's not for yourself, for me, you have to keep yourself safe, okay?

He promised Guan Yuangui that he couldn't do anything for him, at least he had to protect himself as he wished, and teach him to live in peace on the other side of the tunnel.

However, the crisis is not only the smoke outside the tunnel, but the inside of the tunnel is also full of gossip.

Almost everywhere you can hear people making jokes about Guan Yuangui being demoted.

Guan Yuangui may be very popular in the ears of grassroots artillery, but in the powerful faction, Guan Yuangui is a target made by many people to flatter the chief. Do what you can to slander and ridicule.Whether Hai Ping is intentional or unintentional, walking in the tunnel will inevitably hear a word or two.

Sometimes, he was almost driven crazy by the anger in his heart.He felt that his heart had split into two parts, one part degenerated into a teenage boy who wanted to punch someone with his fist every now and then, and the other part always needed the rationality and calmness to appease and suppress him.

Because he also promised Guan Yuangui that he would never make trouble with these people.

But no matter how powerful his reason is, no matter how effectively and quickly he suppresses his impulses, it is still not as good as the peace brought by Guan Yuangui's "unexpected encounter" with him.

Many times, they will pass by on the tunnel.

They have their own comrades around them, and they really can't show anything blatantly.

But Guan Yuangui will greet you with a warm smile, making everyone feel like a spring breeze.And only Haiping knew that it was his exclusive appeasement.

Or extend a seemingly friendly hand that actually implies something else.

"Thank you for your help, thank you for your hard work today, soldier Yu." Guan Yuangui said to him politely for a trivial matter, and motioned him to hold it with his eyes.

Haiping shook hands obediently.

Then, he would feel that Guan Yuangui's calloused thumb was quietly scratching him under the eyes of everyone.

It made his mind flutter.

Guan Yuangui looked at his smile, and it became deeper and more intimate.

After Guan Yuangui left, many colleagues would discuss in private: "Why doesn't he look like someone who was demoted?"

"It seems that after being downgraded, it made his life more enjoyable?"

"You think so, too? He doesn't have the cold and alienated feeling he used to have."

"Look, you look good."

That's right.Haiping listened silently, thinking——Guan Yuangui is indeed no longer that elusive cold fog.On the contrary, after that night of burning, Guan Yuangui was stripped of his camouflage shell, revealing his essence, and only then did Haiping discover that the real Guan Yuangui was a fire that could never be extinguished.

Haiping feels satisfied if the fire can keep burning, and those gossips are just like cannon fodder that will pervade the ground one day.

On the night they held hands, Haiping and his comrades took a bath together in the pit.And there is another team in use on the bathing pit, and upon questioning, it turned out to be the combat situation team.

Haiping seemed to have sensed something, and always felt that his heart was filled with expectations.He slowly left the team, came to a corner where no one was around, and scooped up water to take a bath by himself.

Sure enough, he was grabbed from behind immediately──he himself had been looking forward to it for a long time.

"I miss you so much, Haiping." Guan Yuangui whispered hoarsely in his ear while touching and kissing him fiercely. "I've been thinking about it today, wanting to love you in the bath pit, you know? It's crazy. Hmm..."

Haiping was softened by the kiss, unable to answer, he could only answer with movements——his hand also reached back, holding Guan Yuangui's naked and hot roots, and began to learn how to massage him and please him.

One advantage of having sex in the bath pit is that even the procedure of undressing is omitted.

Guan Yuangui groans to him both joyfully and depressingly, letting him know how comfortable and happy he is at the moment.Haiping was overwhelmed with excitement when he heard this, and this time he regained his strength and forced Guan Yuangui to the stone platform, and let him hold his big buttocks, and flexibly tease his sensitive parts with his tongue up and down.

Guan Yuangui wanted to scream lewdly, but he still had some rationality—there were too many people behind this stone nest, and even a single noise was enough to destroy them, no matter how much he wanted to explode, he would bear it for Haiping.Enduring and stuffy, he was sweating all over his body, making his already plump, bumpy chest and abdomen look more delicious and seductive.

Haiping glanced at him, becoming more irritable, gasping for breath, and gradually lost the strength of his tongue, and even stretched out his hands to ravage his body, a little bit to toss Guan Yuangui, but Guan Yuangui didn't stop him, almost pampering and forgiving Just let him mess around.

He couldn't wish for Haiping to actively participate in this love.Because this just means that Haiping also longs for his body, his love is not wishful thinking.

Just when Guan Yuangui's sanity was on the verge of collapsing, he suddenly heard footsteps, he straightened up quickly, hugged Haiping, and hid in the crevice under the stone platform.

"Strange?" Sure enough, someone came here to probe his brain. "I just thought I heard a noise here."

"There's no one here, is it an echo? Don't guess, let's go."

The couple left, and after a while, the people in the bathing pit also gradually dispersed.

But Guan Yuangui is still terrified and hugs Haiping tightly, like a frightened mother bird, protecting his chick.

Haiping observed his reaction silently, and he said quietly, "We are different."

"What?" Guan Yuangui was taken aback.

Haiping gently broke free from Guan Yuangui's embrace, stood up, and said guiltily, "Sorry, I just forgot myself too much."

He was so selfless that he almost ignored them—they were shady.Thinking of this, Haiping felt discouraged.He originally thought that he could openly accept the fact that this relationship has no bright future, but it turned out to be not easy.

He turned to leave, but Guan Yuangui grabbed his hand.

Haiping turned his head and saw a pair of unquestionably determined eyes.

"We are not different, Haiping." Guan Yuangui said, "I'm just afraid that those who don't understand us will destroy you."

With a little force on his hand, he pulled Haiping back and held him tightly in his arms.

"But," he kissed Haiping's hair. "I will definitely protect you, so don't be afraid."

Hearing this, Haiping's eyes narrowed, and he nestled deeper into his warm arm socket, like a child coquettish with his mother.

Guan Yuangui breathed out a breath of stability and comfort, he hugged Hai Ping like this, and spent a peaceful and quiet time alone in the hidden corner of the bathing pit, even if there was no ferment of passion, it was still intoxicating.

"Are you looking forward to sunshine? Haiping." After a moment of silence, Guan Yuangui asked softly.

Haiping listened and nodded. "I feel like my bones are wet."

Guan Yuangui laughed nicely. "Me too."

He played with Haiping's hair intimately and made a promise with him. "Next time, I'll take you somewhere."

"Oh? Where?"

Haiping looked up at his posture, which happened to be the right angle for him to kiss.

After he gave him a kiss, he blinked and said with a smile, "Secret, I'll give you an expectation."

Not to be outdone, Haiping also counterattacked him with deep kisses.

"When we got there," Guan Yuangui panted while coping with his attack, "we can, have a good time, enjoy ourselves. Huh?"