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13 only one lonely

The cave was quiet for a long time, only the sound of the tide.

Haiping waited, feeling a little embarrassed, and also sensed something was wrong.

Guan Yuangui straightened up, without a smile on his face, his expression was extremely serious.

Only then did Haiping realize that he had said the wrong thing.

"Do you have to treat me like a woman to be excited? Haiping." Guan Yuangui asked quietly.

"Uh, that..." Haiping wanted to explain, but he clumsily pulled his tongue.

"It's a pity." Guan Yuangui pulled himself away from him, stood up, and smiled, but it was a bit desolate. "I'm a man just like you."

"I……"

Guan Yuangui picked up the baggage he brought, and asked as if nothing had happened: "Are you hungry? Here are white rice balls, let's eat."

By the way, for this day, Guan Yuangui specially rationed his precious white rice and cooked it into rice balls. He also grilled bacon—and it was evenly fat and thin pepper bacon, not the thin slices like wood chips that he usually eats. Jerky, he took out everything without reservation, just to make him a real treat.

Haiping hurriedly said flatteringly, "Let's eat together? Okay?"

Guan Yuangui shook his head, took a cigarette, and walked out of the dark cave. "I'll take a cigarette, you take your time."

And what the hell was he talking about just now?

He looked regretfully at Guan Yuangui, who was naked, left the dark cave, and sat on the rock platform in front of the cave to eat cigarettes.

His back, a little lonely.

Haiping really wanted to slap his own mouth.

That night, they hid in the rock nest of the bathing pit, and he asked Guan Yuangui with low self-esteem if they were different species.

Guan Yuangui was able to find an answer for him that would never teach him to feel inferior──

We are not aliens, Haiping.

I'm just afraid that those who don't understand us will destroy you.

However, I will definitely protect you, so don't be afraid.

Because of this passage, Haiping was finally able to see through the ten years he had stayed on the island—it turned out that these ten years were not all emptiness and loneliness. He, the person who protects him, and lives with him appears.If we were to part with him suddenly at this moment, I'm afraid it would be as painful as being caught and leaving his hometown back then.

And Guan Yuangui was imprisoned on this isolated island alone, how long and bitter time did he spend?During this period, he lost his wife, parted from his daughter, and ruined his future. How can he compare with him when he waited and suffered?And why couldn't he become a strong pillar for Guan Yuangui to continue to survive on this isolated island?How can he say profane words that regard him as a female body?This is undoubtedly ruining him!

Haiping picked up the rice balls and bacon, and quietly sat next to Guan Yuangui, watching with him the slightly westward sun softening the scorching sun, and the beautiful sparkling light on the sea.

Guan Yuangui was not smoking at all, just like when he first noticed him, he just let the noble and fragrant cigarette burn out of thin air.

Haiping felt very sad: "Yuangui, I'm sorry..."

Guan Yuangui still didn't respond.

Haiping was almost crying, he held Shangguan Yuangui's hand in fear, and begged, "Don't ignore me..."

Guan Yuangui glanced at him for a while.

"Hai Ping," Guan Yuangui's voice was also hoarse after experiencing sadness—he also felt uncomfortable when he had an awkward relationship with Hai Ping.He said, "I want to be the 'lonely person' in your life, you know that?"

Haiping was taken aback, not understanding the dialect-sounding word "孤人".

"In my hometown in Wuzhou, no matter a man or a woman, they would call their significant other an orphan. Outsiders would think that this is another name for a lover or a couple. However, this explanation is not accurate." Guan Yuangui said quietly: "The original meaning of the orphan should be that when a woman marries into the man's family, she has no father, mother, or other blood relatives. She can only see her husband as the only one, so she will call herself "the orphan" to express her love to her husband. Unwavering reliance and loyalty to her husband’s family.”

He took a drag on his cigarette and looked at Haiping. "As far as I am concerned, this word can actually be very pure, without any gender reference."

Haiping nodded.

"Hai Ping," Guan Yuangui said again with a serious and firm tone, "I am your only one, I hope you know."

Haiping hurriedly responded: "I, I know..."

"No, you don't know." Guan Yuangui took his hand and touched his chest. "You don't know the importance of you in my heart, you don't know that you are the only lover I can rely on, give everything to, and never leave, you don't know how much I am willing to entrust my life and my dignity to Here you go... But I must not have done enough to make you realize what it means to be alone..."

Haiping quickly hugged him to prevent him from continuing to blame himself.

Guan Yuangui felt him trembling in his arms, and the coldness that had been entangled in his heart gradually dissipated.

He sighed and hugged Haiping too. "I don't want it, it's just a substitute before you get married. Although I can't be your wife, I can give you the same affection and devotion as a wife or husband. I also want to be the whole of your life, Haiping. I... ..." He rarely hesitated to ask, "Do you think I can do it?"

"Yes!" Haiping shouted muffled in his arms, "You are! Of course you are!"

Only then did Guan Yuangui burst into laughter.

"Also," he put out his cigarette, and hugged Haiping onto his leg. As soon as the huge thing under his crotch touched the soft inner side of Haiping's thigh, it stiffened again. "Actually, you just made me uncomfortable. My waist hurts a bit."

"Huh?" Haiping's face was hurt.

Guan Yuangui couldn't bear to hurt his self-esteem, so he changed his words and said: "You are very fierce, but if you can be more precise, I will be even more inseparable from you."

"Then... what should I do?" Haiping humbly asked for advice.

Guan Yuangui didn't say any more, but directly raised Haiping's buttocks, and mortified them with his huge roots, and practiced directly with his body.

This time, the sea tide was the bed of their sexual desires—he let the sea lie flat on the rock platform surging with fine waves, loving him again and again.

The sea water wets their bodies, making their flesh and skin more sensitive and deeply aware of each other. Whether it is the touch of bonding or the transmission of body temperature, they can be intimate and authentic, so they also teach each other to be more focused This love.

But Haiping knew that he was able to devote himself so much because Guan Yuangui's eyes never left him during the process of burning again and again.

He is watching his reactions, he is pursuing his needs, if he wants, he can sacrifice his feelings, carry him to fly, fly high and far-he never hesitates to give his body what it asks for All pleasure.In contrast, the way he loves officials and nobles is nothing more than blindly rushing aimlessly, and selfishly taking whatever he wants.

While moaning loudly, he regretted deeply.

In the end, Haiping became hoarse, and the setting sun gradually dyed each other's bodies red, so Guan Yuangui reluctantly carried him ashore, put on his clothes and returned to the camp.

On this day, although there was a little unpleasant little awkwardness, but also because of the awkwardness, they found a point of application, brought each other closer, and loved each other more heartily.

Although Haiping is still ignorant, he seems to have gradually figured out the meaning of the so-called "lonely person" from Guan Yuangui's practice...