GGAD innocence

Chapter 5 My Destruction

After that Defense Against the Dark Arts class, Professor Dumbledore once told me, "One must always look forward and cannot cling to past fears."

I'm missing something, what is it?I don't know, some of it is faith, maybe it's love.The only thing I understood was that my boggart changed for Christmas when I was 15.

I don't know why, but I understand that it's not because of Gellert Grindelwald.My pain does not come from him, he only gives me hope and courage.

They come from my professor, my enemy---Albus Dumbledore.

For his crazy and intoxicated eyes, for his blushing cheeks with tears, for his gently fluttering hair, for his bright lips.

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I am afraid of those things that have happened. Gellert and Dumbledore met in that golden July, and they fell in love. That is a past that I cannot touch; what about me, Albus Dumbledore, do you know Know there's another summer vacation, or Godric's Hollow, and a boy who has a crush on you?

Surely you don't know, Albus Dumbledore, when I looked into your eyes, my heart sparkled with hope.Those evenings that I used to wander in the valley told me what is the happiness of quiet years and what is pure happiness.

Your eyes are like the eagles I have been looking for in the highlands of England, from where I can see the distant stars.

My enemy and my unapproachable professor, what can I do?How should I do it to you?How to complete the task of my monarch?

I didn't come to Dumbledore's office again, I know, he knew my love.But so what?Doomed to no results, doomed to end up astray.I can only choose not to see.

I am so envious of Gellert Grindelwald, he met Dumbledore in his best years.And I am Grindelwald's heir.

When I bring Grindelwald's training and appear with Grindelwald's characteristics, I can only become his substitute.

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I wrote a letter, I told Grindelwald, I want to go back to Germany, I can't stay at Hogwarts.

My lord replied, with a heavy reproach, and he ordered me to stay and keep watch over Dumbledore.

Maybe, maybe because of this letter, maybe because of the little greed in my heart, I stayed, stayed in the comfort zone of me and Dumbledore, paid attention to him every day, and waited for him every day.

These actions make me happy.

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Another year passed, and Grindelwald returned to Nurmengard during the summer vacation.Sadly, this means I have to go back too, and I won't see Dumbledore for three months.

However, I didn't expect that after a week, I was sent to Dumbledore's home by Grindelwald.

It's just that my identity has changed. Grindelwald told me that I am the blood of the Dumbledore family.

When Albus Dumbledore wanted to send me to the United States, he was shipwrecked at sea. My guardian lost me. When I was slowly sinking in the sea, Grindelwald rescued me. Then, he used The magic shielded the connection between my bloodline and genealogy, and no one could detect my existence, and I became his heir.

Dumbledore, is mine, father, or uncle, uncle.

The man I love is in my blood.

I told myself I should let it go.

Dumbledore accepts this gift from his old lover, and we are back to our life in the valley.

But, he only let me call him uncle.

He said, "I didn't expect that you were raised by Grindelwald."

"He's been sending me to watch over you."

"I have always known that you have plots for my attention. I thought it was because you treated me... so you were doing things for him. You must respect Grindelwald very much. Do you think it is incredible to know the relationship between him and me? .” His eyes were very cold, I have never seen him look at a person with such eyes.

And now, that person is myself.

"Yes, but what you said is wrong. I follow you because I like you." I couldn't stand him looking at me like that, so I chose to confess, "But not now, you are my uncle."

I turned around and went back to the room, but Dumbledore was still sitting on the chair, with a tall and straight back, silent and stalwart.