Interstellar My Old Gong Is Not Human

Level 6

Lu Xu's mind was in a mess.

Days and nights passed by without shame or impetuosity for a few days, Lu Xu's body, which had tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time, slowly recovered because of someone's fascination.The embarrassment in the mood slowly overflowed.It is undeniable that he was attracted by ghosts, and he did not regret having sex with him.But two people being together is not just for love/desire, otherwise he can spend his whole life with his left and right hands.Are you a suitable person to fall in love with, no?

Lu Xu thought of some things in the past, those things that were too complicated and made him stand in the world and could never escape, his native family, his birthplace, and the past that he hadn't thought of for a long time.He has no confidence in whether he can love others, whether he can trust others.He would rather live alone than let himself and his lover torture each other because of insecurity day and night.He is greedy for other people's love for him, but it is difficult to give his own love, but he also likes to control the other party and know everything about the other party.This kind of love will make the other party wish he could escape from himself.

You can get a glimpse of what kind of person Guishen is from the 3000 years in the game and the few days he spends together.Can he tolerate a man who loves Lu Xu very much and only loves him a little? Can he tolerate being controlled by others, and all actions are under the nose of his lover? Absolutely not.Lu Xu knew in his heart that they were not suitable.He can give Guixiu and himself a chance to start well, but as long as he thinks of being with this man for several years, killing each other, and finally separating, even if he only pays a point, it is enough to make his heart ache.He would rather separate now.

Lu Xu remembered his work, the egg can't be delayed any longer, yes, he has to find the egg, if he mixes with ghosts again, he will forget his time and work.He said in his heart, ghost, I like you very much, I have only been with you for a few days, and I am so infatuated, but I like you so much, I can't accept that one day you will leave me, and then in order to keep you, I have no choice but to tear you apart. I would rather end when nothing has started, and be separated from you now.

After waking up, Lu Xu put on his clothes very neatly. He hadn’t thought about it before, and now his mood is a bit complicated. The system in the game comes with white boxer underwear that can’t be taken off, not to mention that holograms are forbidden to make trouble (in-game ML ), it turned out not only to take off, but also to do it, not only did it, but also came with 100% experience, including the nude body that Yu stunned him for the first time. This is a show operation that completely ignores the harmony of the game.Forget it, Lu Xu patted his face, not to recall, otherwise all kinds of pictures would come into his mind, and he would soon wear down his will to leave.

There seems to be a positive and negative polarity in Lu Xu's mind now, one side desperately wants him to go back to the bed and roll into the arms of the ghost, smell the smell of the ghost, kiss his lips, occupy his mind, let him think about nothing but himself, Maybe this is the beginning of a perfect love. One party desperately tells himself, let’s go, leave quickly, let everything stop here, the lesson is not deep enough, the pain is not deep enough, if the ghosts in the future can’t accept the truest self, then It will be the beginning of mutual torture again.

Lu Xu looked at the ghost who was still sitting on the bed: "I have to go, I have to find eggs, I can't stay here forever." The sun shines in through the curtains, the room is very clear, beside the bed is a white novice suit The short-haired man looked coldly at the gentle man who was sitting on the bed half covered with the quilt. He looked like a scumbag who wanted to break up with his lover after 419.

Gui Shen looked at Lulu standing beside the bed, because her body was weak, she couldn't stand steadily, her legs and feet were trembling slightly, but she stubbornly refused to take a step back on the bed, and she didn't know that Lulu was still soft in her arms. In a ball, why did it suddenly harden.The ghost licked her lips, did Lulu know that his slightly trembling, stubborn and pale face not only had no deterrent effect at all, but also made people want to hold him in his arms and ravage/rasher him hard.

Lu Xu's complexion changed, he had cramp, goddamn cramp, I'm breaking up with the man peacefully, what's the fun with the cramp, I couldn't walk in the first place, and now I can't even move.

With a push of his hand, the ghost reached the bedside, hugged his silly B Lu into his arms, and said in a gentle voice, "What's wrong? Ah?"

Lu Xu blushed, but fortunately he hadn't said "we won't meet again in the future", he was embarrassed: "It's cramp, it's not this one, the other one, click below, yes, that's right there, Lightly lightly, huh, better, knead for a while."

Seeing that Lulu's face was getting better, the ghost became interested again: "The egg you are looking for will stay by your side, and you don't have to go anywhere. You will stay by my side for three months. Go find you, absorb your memory stone, I will give you the energy, now you don’t have to think about anything, just think about me.” The words disappeared from his lips, and the clothes Lu Xu just put on were taken off again.Lu Xu felt like a fool, did he not speak clearly enough, why did he roll on the bed again.The things that I thought clearly, the boundaries that I wanted to draw clearly, all blurred on the bed.The only thing Lu Xu can think about is my waist!

After the first session, the ghost saw that Lulu's face was still a little pale, thinking about the weak endurance of human beings and the short lifespan, he felt a little distressed, and kissed the teardrops in the corner of Lulu's eyes pitifully: "When we go out, I will give you a transformation first. , you don’t have to work so hard in the future.” Lu Xu was stunned when he heard that, he had too many questions in his mind, why did Guishen say that he was that egg, why did Guishen want to reform himself, can Guishen really accept himself? A bunch of questions circled in Lu Xu's mind about whether he and the ghost could really love each other.

He grabbed the ghost's finger, and gently clasped the pulp of the ghost's index finger with his index finger. This E is real. He said that he wanted to transform himself. SEAI can only transform one creature, that is, he binds There is only one life partner, who will live and die together, and will never be separated.Lu Xu's atrium was loose, and he felt that a corner of his heart had been captured again.Sometimes, a relationship begins or ends with just one thought.The heart that was already hesitant, clamored to stay at this moment.

Lu Xu suddenly had the desire to talk: "Shen."

Gui Shen looked at Xiao Lulu in front of him with gentle eyebrows and eyes: "Huh?"

"Let me tell you about my past. If you are still ready to be with me after listening, I will be with you." Everything is our own choice.

"Well, tell me, I'll listen."

Lu Xu didn't know why, but the corners of his eyes were sour after hearing the ghost's words. It was the first time that he wanted to share his story with another creature completely.

Lu Xu slowly immersed himself in the memory, the past he didn't want to touch was so clear, as if everything happened yesterday: "I was born into a family of beggars. The family lived in a villa and drove a luxury car. I dressed up brightly since I was a child, but when I was working, I had to wear tattered clothes, get my hair dirty, and go to a faraway place to beg for food. When I was young, my favorite thing was to go out to beg for food. There is no one in the house, only a nanny, a gardener and a driver, and the three of them never talk to me."

"There is a holographic cabin at home. I learned to use it when I was three or four years old. It contained money saved by my dad. I followed the prompts and found some interesting paid courses. I learned from the teacher in it. .From the elementary level to the advanced level, I learn all kinds of knowledge, which I am interested in, and the content is very complicated. Thanks to these experiences, I have my own three views, and I have not become a puppet in the hands of my father. "

"When I was young, I liked to beg for food. That was the only time I could get in touch with my father. I had no mother since I was a child. Although my father was not close to me, in my heart, he was my closest person. He gave me money. , Buying things for me, he is much closer than the nanny, gardener and driver. My father is lame and has a very gloomy personality. Although I know that he is close to me, I dare not get too close to him. I am always afraid that he will hit me. "

"The happiest time is when I am begging, not only because I can get in touch with my father, but also because there are many children who can play together. Those children, some are blind, some are missing arms, normal children would not play with them, I am willing to play with them Playing, they are very happy, every time I go, I am full of stars, because I am the only one among all the children who is normal and not missing any organs."

"When I grew up, I slowly recalled what those represent. Sometimes I wonder how those children came about, and how those organs disappeared. That was when I was about ten years old, I was in such pain, I didn’t know if I should contact the Police Department. I searched for information on the Internet, and I found that I had to find a way to find evidence, otherwise the Police Department would not only be unable to trust me, but also tear myself apart with my father, and I would also set myself up go in."

"However, people never come to the villa at home. I can only go out when I beg for food, and I change places every time I beg for food. I didn't pay attention to it before. I don't have any tools except the holographic cabin. I have to find a way Secretly buying tools, I can’t let the three silent people in the family find out. I was actually very hesitant at that time. I thought, first collect the evidence, and then consider whether to report to the police. I have many questions, why is my father going to beg for food? , I have a lot of money at home, I can learn a lot of knowledge and skills, and there are so many ways to make money, why do I have to beg for food?"

"At that time, I thought it was too simple. In fact, when I used the holographic cabin to search how to call the police, my father was alert. Moreover, I trusted my father too much at that time. I thought that I was his only child, and he was absolutely It won't hurt me. I subconsciously thought that my vigilance was poor. I never thought about the issue that I should run away."

"At that time, I remember it very clearly. It was my 12th birthday. During dinner, the nanny gave me a bowl of noodles according to my request. After I finished eating the noodles, I was going to go upstairs to rest. Looking at me from the side, it was gloomy. He walked over, although his legs were limp, but he was very strong. When I wanted to escape, it was too late."

When talking about this, Lu Xu's eyes overflowed with tears unconsciously: "At that time, I was very ridiculous, even if I was locked in the basement, I didn't think what would happen, so I really got hurt and broke a leg At that time, the whole world view collapsed. I always thought that a tiger’s poison does not eat its child. The facts tell me, it is really not. In that basement, my father told me a lot of things about my grandpa. Knowing those things, I can understand Why did he become like that, but I can't forgive him for treating me like that."

"My father is a psychopath, a pervert. If he has the ability, he would like to destroy the whole world. Why my father is like that is related to my grandfather. I won't talk about it. If I want to talk about it later, I will tell you again. It's enough that you know he's a psycho. His relatives treated him viciously, and he's going to put that viciousness on his kids and other kids."

"Coward. He has the ability to return the pain to his father and bully the children. No matter how pitiful and disgusting I want to vomit."

"I thought I would die in that basement. I was desperate, but I didn't. My mother who had been disappearing appeared. It turned out that I had a mother. When I didn't have a mother, I didn't feel anything. , I'm used to not having a mother. But when she did show up, I was so happy. She was an angel. She picked me up from the basement and healed my leg in time. My mother was very gentle and took care of me until I have good legs. She asked me if I would like to go with her. At that time, I felt disgusted when I looked at my father. I hated it so much that I immediately agreed to my mother and was taken away by her. "

"In the end, that was the real beginning of my tragedy." Thinking of those bad things, Lu Xu took a long breath and felt a little better, "Are you tired of listening, if you don't want to listen, then don't listen, it's nothing mean."

Gui Shen has always had gentle eyebrows and eyes, and he didn't tell Lu Xu. In fact, he knows his story. If E wants to bind a partner, he will definitely collect all his information on the Internet and put it in his core program, so as not to be seen by other creatures. This is both protection and possessiveness.But looking at the information is different from listening to Lu Xu himself.Gui Shen covered Lu Xu's already blurred eyes with his hands: "I'm not tired, I love to hear you say these things, but if you are tired, go to sleep. If you want to say something later, tell me."

Obviously it was a long time ago, but just remembering it makes people feel tired. Lu Xu soon fell asleep with his pillow on the arm of the ghost. This time, he slept very peacefully.It was the first time he talked about this with someone, and the result was not bad, maybe he was too defensive before.

The ghost looked at Lulu in his arms as soon as he fell asleep, his legs were divided into large characters, his small mouth was whirring, and saliva was about to flow out from the corner of his mouth. He looked extremely relaxed and happy, and he didn't look like he had suffered any heartbreak at all. He was inexplicably distressed. , gently kissed the corner of Lulu's forehead: "Don't worry, I will accompany you in the future."

Someone who is asleep feels nothing.

The author has something to say: Once again, this is really a love story, absolutely not abuse.

small theater:

Lu Xu asked three thousand questions:

Can Guishen tolerate Lu Xu having a man who loves him very much.

Ghost [smiling softly]: Yes.

Lulu [Crying Qingqing]: No!Squeeze from one point to the top, and squeeze out one hundred points!I'm almost drained!

Is a ghost a person who can endure being controlled by others, and whose actions are all under the eyes of his lover?

Ghost [smiling softly]: Yes.

Lulu [Crying Qingqing]: Absolutely not!I am the one controlled by my lover!All actions are under his nose, there is no freedom to speak of in life, how about that person who endures his possessiveness every day!

Ghost [smiles softly] [touches Lulu's hairy head] [eyes are very gentle]: My Lulu has the final say, change as he says.

Lulu [looks around blankly]: Why does it feel that something is wrong there.

A string of subtitles floated across: Hahahaha, it is clear at a glance who is the big boss; the big boss spoils his wife with strength, sweet and sweet; I can continue on the road after I have finished this bowl of dog food.

Ghosts and monsters drifted by silently, and merit and fame were hidden deep.

Author Jun [Show hands]: That's it, and finally they lived a happy life without shame or impatience.

I have a feeling recently that every time I write a chapter, I will pay attention to making this chapter break in a comfortable position, and I would rather write a little more if I am uncomfortable.Looking back, it seems that several chapters can be added directly at the end. From then on, they lived happily together, and it was over.Ha ha.