after he died

Chapter 11 Feng Chun

At that time, Zhao Xin refused to admit that Zhou Kaiwen had broken up with him. He acted nonchalantly in front of Feng Chun, as if he still had a boyfriend and was not abandoned by others, and his life was full of pride.His acting skills are exquisite and tireless, but the audience Feng Chun finally couldn't bear it.

"Don't hide it anymore, I know what happened." Feng Chun didn't know what he was thinking, and when he couldn't help blurting out, he uttered an extremely absurd lie, "I even know more than you. I know Zhou Kaiwen Why did I date you, and I also know why he proposed to break up."

"Zhou Kaiwen doesn't know Jiang Moyi's sexual orientation, and wants to know whether the latter can accept men dating men. He also wants to know how Jiang Moyi will react if he associates with you—so, are you still not aware?"

For the next four years, Feng Chun regretted it all the time, regretting that he spread such rumors out of jealousy.The person he really hurt was Zhao Xin, whom he wanted to protect the most.The guilt and self-blame lasted for four years, until Zhao Xin committed suicide and died.

Yes, Zhao Xin must have committed suicide.Feng Chun knew the inevitable reason why the other party did this.While the police investigated, he kept quiet about the matter, determined never to reveal the secret.So, he chose to do something else.He chose to confess his mistake to Zhou Kaiwen.

The other three of the "Storm Four Friends" stood on the street reminiscing about their first encounter. Feng Chun recalled the story about the mysterious email that Zhou Kaiwen had introduced. mail.

He wrote his unspeakable regret in the story. In the last few emails, he deliberately revealed the identity of the sender. He waited for Zhou Kaiwen to find him and give him the condemnation he deserved.

——However, before waiting for Zhou Kaiwen's visit, what Feng Chun first waited for was the news that the other party was summoned by the police.

Feng Chun was fidgeting at home, thinking about it, and finally came to the police station.

In the police station, the seasoned police officer Li received Feng Chun.After sitting down, Feng Chun said straight to the point: "Zhao Xin is a very strong person. He wants to be perfect in everything. He doesn't allow himself to make a little mistake, and he doesn't allow himself a little embarrassment. He once said that if one day he His thinking is no longer quick, his mind is no longer open, he would rather stop thinking, if one day his legs and feet are no longer flexible, and his movements are no longer agile, he would rather stop moving. So, I think, he must have jumped off the stairs by himself."

Officer Li closely observed the expression on Feng Chun's face, and said calmly, "But according to our investigation, there was no problem with the deceased's mind or body. He was so young, why did he do that?"

Feng Chun gritted his teeth before letting go.He had to comfort and encourage himself: This is a secret that Zhao Xin doesn't want anyone to know. If he can protect Zhou Kaiwen, who Zhao Xin cares most about, he must also want Feng Chun to tell it, right?

"Zhao Xin's grandfather and his uncle both have epilepsy."

Zhao Xin worried about this genetic disease for a long time. (I saw my uncle get sick. I was ten years old at the time. Looking at my uncle who was lying on the ground without dignity, he was foaming at the mouth and convulsing. I thought to myself, if it were me, I would choose to die.)

Feng Chun has always been thankful that Zhao Xin does not have primary epilepsy, and he believes that Zhao Xin himself thought he had escaped.However--

"A month ago, I accidentally ran into Zhao Xin's illness." Feng Chun said sadly.

Faced with this statement, Officer Li looked at him slightly suspiciously. "However, there are no medical records in this regard."

Feng Chun could fully imagine this situation, he sighed bitterly, and explained: "If you know Zhao Xin well, you will understand that it is absolutely impossible for him to seek medical treatment, and he will not leave any evidence to prove that he is an epileptic patient." —in fact, in order not to leave any evidence behind, he would rather kill himself.”

This is the secret that Zhao Xin hid with his own life, but in the end, it was finally revealed by Feng Chun.

Feng Chun felt that all the strength in his body was suddenly drained. He sat weakly on the chair and looked at the policeman opposite him with tired and dazed eyes.

"Officer Li, I don't know why Zhou Kaiwen was summoned suddenly, but please believe me, he can't kill Zhao Xin."

"Mr. Feng, thank you for your cooperation. We, the police, will consider the rest."

Feng Chun walked out of the police station in the darkening dusk, and he unconsciously recalled Zhao Xin who tried hard to keep his beauty until the last moment.Suddenly, a doubt flashed in his mind——

Zhao Xin, who would rather die than fall to the ground without dignity, how could he be willing to jump from a high place and let his body appear in front of so many people with no dignity at all?

——Zhao Xin has been trying to live a glamorous life all his life, how could he let himself die so horribly?