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Chapter 15 An appointment

This is the third time he has come here, it's amazing to say that the three times come with different moods, and the Liu family is still as quiet as ever.

"You stay in this room tonight."

Chang Xianglan led Shen Yu to a guest room.

The room was no less than a five-star hotel. Shen Yu rolled around on the bed twice after throwing down her schoolbag.

"Changjun, you come too." What's the point of standing aside and watching.

The bed was very soft, reminding him of a trampoline in an amusement park, but he didn't dare to jump around, so he lay flat and pressed down hard to bounce up.

Hearing the sound, Liu Changjun slowly climbed onto the bed and sat cross-legged.

But because of his small stature, he was bounced left and right.

Feeling unwilling, he climbed to the head of the bed and picked up a ball of quilt to increase the weight.Unexpectedly, his figure swayed halfway, and he staggered and fell on Shen Yu's body. The quilt covered him tightly.

Shen Yu groaned, Liu Changjun rolled his eyes, and simply straddled the quilt, completely suppressing the man.And he was sure that Shen Yu would not throw him off.

"Hmm!" Shen Yu flailed his arms to search for the quilt, and finally emerged from the quilt after groping blindly, "You're going to suffocate me to death!"

"Hmph, let you move around."

Liu Changjun patted the quilt demonstratively, and lifted his chin triumphantly.

Shen Yu couldn't laugh or cry, "I was wrong, young master, come down quickly." The weight of this child plus a quilt is really heavy.

"Oh?"

Liu Changjun clamped his legs tightly, squinted his eyes and leaned in front of Shen Yu, and said in a tone that didn't match his age: "Call Brother Jun and listen."

For some reason, he thought of Li Jiayin, and when he said that, he was dumbfounded.

"You boy..." Shen Yu clicked his tongue thoughtfully, and suddenly sneered, "I can't cure you yet?!"

"Itch! Itch! Hahahahaha!"

While laughing, Liu Changjun rolled down from Shen Yu's body, huddled in a soft ball under the blanket, struggling to resist Shen Yu's attack.

"Smelly brother, do you still dare to talk nonsense!"

Two slaps, right on Liu Changjun's little butt.It didn't hurt, but it was very loud, and it hit Liu Changjun's heart so crisply that it made his heart tremble.

Shen Yu was ignorant, taught him a sentence without saying a word, and suddenly let out a cry, his expression became astonished.

"Get up! Let go!!"

Shen Yu was so frightened that his voice broke.

Liu Changjun was originally buried in his waist, this bite was the tender meat on his waist.

How could the meat there withstand being bitten, Shen Yu flinched back again and again.Liu Changjun wrapped his arms around his waist and was dragged away together, but he refused to let go, so anxious that Shen Yu slapped him on the ass again.

"Wow!" The cry became even more painful.

Shen Yu lifted up his clothes and looked at his waist, swearing that he must have been bitten.

Liu Changjun raised his small head and saw that the corners of the man's eyes were red, as if he could shed tears.So my heart softened, I took a sip and let go.

Shen Yu didn't even have the thought of getting angry, and looked around in a panic.

It was a smooth patch, red and swollen, with no broken skin or bleeding, only a circle of quite obvious tooth marks.

But that numb, itchy feeling like an electric shock left quite a shock.

Then why is it so painful!Shen Yu would rather believe that she has rough skin and thick flesh than that Liu Changjun has shown mercy.

"Brother, look."

"what?"

Shen Yu raised his head aggrievedly, then turned away viciously in the next second, his face was as red as an overcooked shrimp.

There was a child's white buttocks in front of his eyes. It was nothing to see if they were all boys, but the red handprints were embarrassing.

"We're one by one, isn't it good?"

Liu Changjun lifted his pants, turned his face, and said with a smile.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Chang Xianglan whispered outside the door: "Dinner is ready."

The two glanced at the same time, Liu Changjun grabbed Shen Yu's hand, "Let's go, I'm hungry."

Shen Yu hummed, subconsciously touched her waist through the clothes, and only moved her hand away after the weird feeling disappeared.

In the bright dining room, on a dining table that can seat ten people, there are two sets of tableware and six exquisite dishes.Chang Xianglan arranged the table and did not stand by as usual.

Shen Yu could smell the delicious smell from a long distance away, and when he saw it recently, his eyes lit up, "Wow! It's so delicious!!"

"You haven't eaten it yet, how do you know it's delicious?" Liu Changjun said, putting a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs in Shen Yu's bowl.

Shen Yu couldn't wait to stuff it into his mouth, and while eating, he praised vaguely.Seeing Liu Changjun looking at him with a smile all the time, he handed over a spare rib in embarrassment.

In addition to the four main courses, there were also two stacks of desserts. Shen Yu noticed and asked, "Changjun, do you like desserts?"

"I like it." Liu Changjun couldn't help showing a sweet smile when he thought of the ice room in Qingshi Lane, "I like it very much."

"Then you follow me, and I will let you eat everything I have."

Under Shen Mingan's discipline, Shen Yu tragically gave up sweets.

"Huh?? Don't you like dessert?"

Liu Changjun was both surprised and curious. In his opinion, dessert is the only food that can make people happy. The sweet taste is simply too happy.

Shen Yu shook his head, then nodded again, "Just give it to you."

That being said, I broke my precept and ate a plate.After dinner, the two children lay on the sofa lazily belching.

"My stomach is going to explode." Shen Yu said.

"Fry it, if you blow it up, I will blow it up too." Liu Changjun said.

"Then I'll count one, two, three, and fry together."

"One..." Liu Changjun fell on Shen Yu's stomach.

"It exploded!! Get up!" Shen Yu pushed.

"Giggle."

Liu Changjun obediently moved his furry head to his lap, and put his little hands on his stomach.

"Shen Yu, do you miss me when I'm not around?"

"Look at what you said, won't you be back when school starts?"

Liu Changjun pursed his lips in dissatisfaction, puffing out his cheeks.

Shen Yu scratched his nose, feeling a little stuffy in his chest.

"I will think about it!" Once I have thought about it, it is really hard to bear the life I used to take for granted...

After a few words of advice, Chang Xianglan went back to the bedroom early.One night, no one from the Liu family returned home.

When it was time to go to bed, Shen Yu felt worried after taking a shower.

He has no clothes!

She was standing in front of the mirror with a bath towel in distress when there was a light knock on the bathroom door.

"Shen Yu, are you done washing?"

"Okay." Just no clothes to wear...

The bathroom door opened a crack, and a small hand and a piece of clothing protruded from there.

"For me??" Shen Yu didn't answer for a long time.

"...You put it on first." There seemed to be some hesitation in the words.

"Oh."

Shen Yu took it, and the moment he spread out the clothes, his face burned red.

How do you look at this is a girl's skirt? ? !

"..."

"I don't wear them."

Liu Changjun sighed silently, and said, "Nightgown, new one, you put it on first."

"Don't wear it!"

"I can't find any other clothes."

"...No wear."

"Then you can be naked."

"..."

After several minutes, the bathroom door was pushed open, and Shen Yu walked out slowly.

It is good that Liu Changjun made enough mental preparations, put on a paralyzed face, and twitched the corners of his mouth while seeing Shen Yu clearly.

This is Liu Li's nightgown, he specially picked out a non-feminine one, with no other decorations except lantern sleeves.

It's just that Liu Li's loose nightgown that hangs down to her ankles has completely turned into a knee-length skirt on Shen Yu's body, especially the waist, which almost fits the waistline.

It's funny, and there's also an indescribable peculiarity...

"Cough, are you comfortable?"

Liu Changjun forcibly suppressed his smile, pretending to be serious and asking.

"The nightgown...is a bit small." The fabric is definitely comfortable, but it can't be called a robe anymore.

"Just wear it, as long as it's comfortable." Liu Changjun continued to speak calmly.

Shen Yu looked down for a while, and said, "Is there a full-length mirror?"

"No."

"Liar."

"Yeah." Liu Changjun admitted without blushing, Shen Yu gave him an annoyed look, and he said again: "I don't have a house. I'm just sleeping, and there's no one at home."

Shen Yu didn't do anything else, "Then take a picture with your mobile phone and show me."

"it is good."

Liu Changjun agreed smoothly, and the corners of his mouth raised uncontrollably, but Shen Yu was so focused on his clothes that he didn't notice it at all.

Thus, Liu Changjun saved this rare moment in his mobile phone.And when he saw Shen Yu's twisted expression to the extreme, he said calmly, "Why don't you wash the school uniform now, and you can wear it in a while."

"Hurry up." Shen Yu took off her nightgown without thinking.

Liu Changjun pointed to his bed, "You wait for me here, and cover yourself with a quilt when you're cold."

Shen Yu nodded, although he was not cold, he got under the quilt.

But unexpectedly, Liu Changjun had been waiting outside for more than half an hour, and when he came back, he took the clothes to dry.

"Thank you."

Shen Yu jumped out of the quilt, and got dressed in two or three strokes. The rough fabric of the school uniform was really uncomfortable.

Liu Changjun tidied up his nightgown briefly, and said, "It's getting late, are you sleepy?"

Shen Yujuan was under the blanket, rubbed the pillow nostalgicly, and said, "Well, I'm going back."

"Good night."

"Good night."

The guest room is quite far from Liu Changjun's bedroom, and you have to go down a flight of stairs and pass through a corridor.Even with lights, Shen Yu was still apprehensive about this big and quiet house.

How did he fall asleep in this environment...?

The curtains are very good at shading, and the room is filled with deep darkness, which fills the entire room, and the feeling is almost overwhelming.

He gradually curled up his body, hugged the quilt tightly, and dared not make any unnecessary movements stiffly.

In the middle of the night, Shen Yu finally opened his eyes and sighed resignedly.It was probably because his environment and soil did not match, his mind was so sleepy that he couldn't sleep well.

He quietly got out of bed and opened the bedroom door.

Fortunately, the lights are always on in the villa, which is faint and gives Shen Yu great comfort.

I'm not so bold as to walk alone in a strange house that is sparsely populated.

Because of this, he wanted to see the child.

Shen Yu tiptoed to Liu Changjun's bedroom, opened the door, and peeked in under the dim light of the corridor.

The child was wrapped in the quilt, and there was a ball of quilt raised in the middle of the big bed, and nothing else could be seen.

After standing for a few minutes, the room was quiet, and he should have fallen asleep.

Shen Yu thought about it, and planned to close the door and leave.

"Ugh..."

There was a small "□□" sound.

Shen Yu froze, holding his breath and concentrating, the room was still quiet.

After a few more minutes, it was confirmed that it was an auditory hallucination, and he was about to close the door. "Woooo..."

Changjun? ?Shen Yu walked into the room, this time it was definitely not an auditory hallucination, but the voice was too suppressed, short and hoarse.

As soon as Shen Yu approached, he didn't know if the person in the dream had sensed it or something, turned over to face him, and at the same time let out a painful groan.

Taking a closer look, the little face was stained with tears, and there were tears squeezed out from the corners of the eyes. The slender eyelashes trembled from time to time, but the eyes were closed tightly.

Have a nightmare...

Under the dim light, the child's face was covered with even light, but at this moment, Shen Yu remembered the child he saw during the day, that really bad look.

Could it be that you often have nightmares?

Shen Yu didn't dare to think anymore, he stretched out his hand to wipe the tears off the child's face.The child cried even harder, from crying silently to sobbing softly, his eyelashes trembling violently, but he never opened his eyes.

Shen Yu smiled slightly, crying, it's better than pressing in the bottom of my heart.

The movements of his hands could not help but be gentle, wiping away his tears little by little.

It wasn't until his brows relaxed and his breathing became smooth that Shen Yu planned to get up and go back to the room.

He stood up, but found that the corner of his clothes was caught at some point, and the fist was clenched hard.

His eyes wandered between his hands and his face, and finally he took off his clothes, got rid of the child, and walked to the door.

Close the door and stay in the bedroom instead of going out.

Seeing that the child was still holding on tightly, he gave up the idea of ​​getting the clothes back.Instead, she lifted the quilt and lay down next to him.

As soon as Shen Yu lay down, the child seemed to understand something, dropped his clothes and got into Shen Yu's chest.They curled up together in a small way, wrapping their hands around Shen Yu's arms.

The body is extremely stiff.

The child's moist and hot breath was sprayed on the neck, and one or two tears occasionally fell down, which was so pitiful that it made people feel heartbroken.

Changjun, don't cry.

Shen Yu recited it over and over again, waking up in the chaotic darkness with a clear consciousness.

Changjun, don't cry...

The sound of torrential rain can be heard in my ears, and the scene of the first meeting is vivid in my mind, a child hiding under a big tree.

The screen flickered, and it was the blurred school gate separated by layers of rain curtains.

Then suddenly there was a thunderstorm, and the child cried loudly——

"Didn't you say you wanted to protect me!"

……

Thinking about it now, the emotion that tormented him was probably because he was too afraid of losing...

He should not be alone.He has no shortage of playmates, as well as Xu Jinghua, an unreliable but loyal guy.He should always be satisfied with this kind of life, and regard the loneliness in the dead of night as hypocrisy.

If never met.

A child who was younger, better and stronger than him appeared in his life.

Foolishly sensitive to every inconspicuous detail, hiding the fragility of being lonely and unexpected.

So gradually, I tried my best to make him happy, tried my best to feel his subtle changes, and couldn't bear to see him sad anymore...

love?Compassion?

Not at all, just a little sympathy for myself...

Finding someone who will yearn for what he longs for and cherish what he cherishes will turn those ordinary things in the eyes of others into extremely precious memories between each other.

Just like myself.

Then his injury will only confirm his cowardice again.

Shen Yu thought, he would understand him.

This emotion alone is enough to make all meaningless things full of meaning.

it's wired……

Shen Yu muttered to himself, trying to shake off the flood of thoughts, "Chang Jun, don't cry."

The thumb wiped away the tears overflowing from the corner of the eyes, and the arms tightened more and more.

Smelling the delicious milk fragrance from the tip of the nose, I fell into sleep.

As for him, does he have the same feelings as himself...

Sleepy.

This sleep was so comfortable, it relieved all the fatigue and anxiety, and felt more at ease than ever before.

What is the real body temperature?Touch it left and right, the slippery feeling on the bottom of your hand...

Liu Changjun moved his body, opened his big eyes with difficulty, and a sleeping face came into view.

...Shen Yu?

By myself, lying on top of him? ?

Liu Changjun blinked and stared wide-eyed.

The quilt was rolled together, and the man was lying shirtless on his bed, sleeping soundly.

He put his arms on his back, slightly bent as if he was holding some baby.

Liu Changjun was startled, and searched his memories restlessly, but he couldn't figure it out. He only remembered that Shen Yu came to his house yesterday.

correct!

He subconsciously looked at Shen Yu's waist, and there was indeed a faded tooth mark.

There was a turmoil in my heart, and I suddenly regretted that I didn't use more force to burn an indelible mark on him forever.

He seemed to remember something... he had a nightmare last night, it was no big deal to him, he just needed to sleep until dawn like before, it was just a dream, just a memory.

But last night was different, as if someone had come.

If a ray of light pierces the darkness, dawn will come quietly.

That light actually existed.

He bit his lip and silently leaned against Shen Yu's chest.Quietly listening to his heartbeat, yearning for his skin, really wanting to just cling to him forever and never go away...

"They said that if you decide on baby, you will be mine."

"You also make a baby kiss with me, okay?"

"Shen Yu..."

Most of the morning passed, and finally Chang Xianglan knocked on the door uncontrollably, "Master, are you up yet?"

The guest room was empty, and she was taken aback to see it.

"Ah! Wake up."

Shen Yu hurriedly answered.

Liu Changjun glanced at him dissatisfied, pinched his waist, "Shut up."

"But it's already very late..." It was past nine o'clock when I woke up, and now I don't know how long I will stay in bed.

Liu Changjun said: "If I say sleep, I will sleep."

Shen Yu said, "I want to go to the toilet."

"..."

Fool.Liu Changjun moved away unwillingly, and got up as soon as he turned over.

Shen Yu picked up the clothes on the floor, put them on, and went into the bathroom.

After a while, Liu Changjun also came in.He puts a toothbrush set on the table and picks up the toothbrush cup.

"Why is it pink!" Shen Yu complained seriously.

Liu Changjun rinsed his mouth, squeezed out the toothpaste, and said, "Isn't your towel also pink?"

"I was..."

Shen Yu wanted to refute, but couldn't find a reason, since there was no choice anyway.

There were two reflections in the mirror. While brushing his teeth, Shen Yu observed Liu Changjun, and finally said, "You slept well yesterday."

"Ah."

Liu Changjun wiped his face with a towel, washed it and handed it to Shen Yu, "Just use mine."

After finishing speaking, he turned and left, and walked straight to the living room, to Chang Xianglan's place.

"Aunt Chang, what did Teacher Xue say?"

"It's transferred to the afternoon, we will organize a meeting tomorrow, and the plane at ten o'clock the day after tomorrow."

"I see."

Can't help but look back towards the stairs, feeling an inexplicable expectation, and then saw the figure of that person.

Liu Changjun smiled, "Brother, come to eat."

The breakfast was sumptuous, and during the meal, Liu Changjun struggled with how to speak, but Shen Yu took the lead and said, "I'll be home in a while!"

He froze for a moment, "Yeah."

Shen Yu licked his white beard drinking milk, and said with a smile: "On the first day of the first week of school, you have to come!"

"it is good."

It will come naturally, it's not enough, how can it end.

At noon, there are countless thin clouds scattered in the sky, a round of golden yellow embedded in a piece of blue.

The cicadas chirped long, the sun was scorching like fire, and the heat wave covered the top of the head, causing people to be dazzled by the scene in front of them.

A short farewell, as simple as ever.

Liu Changjun stood far-sighted, standing at one end of the asphalt road, watching the black car drive to the other end.

Gradually drifting away, turning into a point, disappearing into the horizon.

"Safe journey."

These were the last words he said.

"Touch my jade pendant for you, and I will bless you for a safe journey."

This is his last move.

When I arrived in the United States, I realized that I had changed my mobile phone number.

I wanted to call that person, only to find that the person never called me once, only I told him the number, the old mobile phone number.

I was helpless, thousands of miles away, but I couldn't even make a distant phone call with that person.

The wait is so long, as everyone knows, the day when he returns from a foreign country will face the real long time.

he's gone.

Gone without leaving any message.

On the day of the opening ceremony, he stood guard at the gate of the campus, waiting and waiting, but no one was there.

So go to his school, week after week, never see each other again.

When I went to his house, the neighbor next door said, "I moved away, it seems to have changed schools."

"Where did you go?"

"do not know."

"Where's my old phone?"

Chang Xianglan replied: "Master took it away."

He went to Liu Jiangquan, "Where is my phone?"

Liu Jiangquan said: "It's canceled."

"...Dad, don't log out, okay?"

"late"

"You scoundrel! Why didn't you tell me? Why did you touch my things??"

"Do you know who you're talking to?"

"I don't have a father like you! Get out! Get out!!"

Expensive vases smashed to the ground, and then a crystal work shattered.

"Shut up and confine for seven days."

"Bad guy! Big bad guy! Huh, give it back to me, give it back to me..."

The confinement room is very dark, really very dark, the deadness that can only be found in a coffin, and in it, crying is superfluous.

I really want to find him, I really want to trap him, I really want to hold him.

On the verge of collapse, the endless darkness gradually disintegrates that unbreakable and vulnerable memory.

One year, two years, three years... After a long time, even he himself began to doubt whether such a person existed.

existing.

He lied to himself that there was, but he accidentally abandoned me.