i am not fat orange

Chapter 5

I stared at the yellow kudzu tree, no matter how I looked at it, it looked like an ordinary tree.

After a while, my eyes couldn't help being dazzled, and I saw a mass of white in the middle but transparent around, shuttling between the big branches.

My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and I don't know if what I'm looking at is real or not.

Some things become more blurred the more I try to see them clearly...

……

After too long time, the originally hot blood became black and cold, and the person lay there with no temperature in his body anymore, like discarded waste.The body is lying on the side, the face is covered by black silk, and the face cannot be seen.

Feng Ji wanted to see who was lying there, and tentatively stepped forward.The man's shirt was already soaked in blood, his original color could not be seen for a long time, and his left eye seemed to be seriously injured.

Feng Ji used his claws to carefully pluck the hair that covered his face.There were many sword wounds on the face, and the facial features were only vaguely discernible.

After looking at it carefully for a long time, I feel like a person, as if-a little Taoist priest!

……

Feng Ji suddenly sat up in a dream, gasping for breath, and a thin layer of sweat broke out on his forehead.

Is the little Taoist lying on the ground?

The dream was so real that it felt like it was happening.

Now that I calmed down and looked around, I realized that I had returned to the room of the little Taoist priest in the Taoist temple.Ke looked around, why didn't he see the little Taoist priest?

Gu Changjun pushed the door in with the kettle in hand. The water in the kettle was cold, so he went to pick up the hot one just now.Gu Changjun picked up the wooden cup on the table and poured hot water before handing it to Feng Ji.

From the moment he entered the door, Feng Ji had been staring at Gu Changjun, with a thousand words in his eyes, but when he opened his mouth, he couldn't say a word.Don't know where to start?How to say?how to ask?

In the end, Feng Ji had no choice but to take the cup from Gu Changjun's hand and drink with his head down, without asking or thinking about it.

After a while, Feng Ji finally opened his mouth and said, "Why did I faint?"

It was only then that Feng Ji noticed his hands, and he was lucky that he didn't turn back into a cat body when he fainted, after all, so many people were watching at that time.

"Someone is playing tricks." Gu Changjun fell into deep thought.He didn't speak clearly, Feng Ji felt in the fog.

Feng Ji asked: "Madam Yuan? Is she going to attack, and wants to give me a warning?"

Gu Changjun lightly shook his head and said, "I'm afraid there is someone else."

Could it be that tree?

Now Mrs. Yuan Zuo Xin's matter has not been resolved, and she is out of the temple again.In fact, the two must be related, but where is the connection point?

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In the next few days, we discovered that Mrs. Yuan had to go to the incense temple to offer incense every day.Yes, every day, I would ride a carriage for half an hour to the incense temple in the suburbs, just to offer incense sticks.

If you just worship the Buddha and offer incense, you can go to the more famous Xingshan Temple in Chang'an City, why bother to go outside the city.Either she was crazy, or there was a reason she had to go to that place.

The turning point of the matter happened just half a month after starting Mrs. Yuan's affairs.

That day, seeing Mrs. Yuan just came back from outside, and seeing Mr. Yuan also returning to the mansion, reasoning went to pay a visit.While waiting outside the door for the butler to send a message, Master Yuan suddenly walked out of the mansion angrily, ignoring Feng Ji and Gu Changjun as if he was in a hurry, and Yuan Yi walked straight towards the market.

If something happened, the little Taoist priest and I temporarily decided to split up. The little Taoist priest went to watch Mr. Yuan and I stayed to guard Mrs. Yuan.

I want to see, who is this Madam Yuan?

When Feng Ji saw Zuo Xin, Zuo Xin was still sobbing softly with her back to Feng Ji, she was sitting in the verandah by the lake watching the lake quietly, not knowing what she was thinking.Seeing a guest coming, he immediately wiped the corners of his eyes with a towel.

Zuo Xin turned around and said apologetically, "I'm laughing." I don't know if it was because of the quarrel, Zuo Xin's face turned slightly red.

Now that the sun was setting at dusk, Zuo Xin's shadow gradually appeared on the ground as the sun slanted down.I stood opposite her, I could see the shadow, so naturally she understood it too.

She laughed at herself suddenly: "I already knew, why should I deceive myself."

Why is this the rhythm of the showdown? I may not be sure about the fight later. Fortunately, the little Taoist priest left just now.

Zuo Xin took a deep breath and said, "I just want to stay by his side, please."

what's the situation

Feng Ji showed a clear expression and said: "What do you think?"

Zuo Xin was heartbroken, shook her head and sighed, "Since he has already called you, how could..."

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I met him when I was young, in a bookstore, unlike other scholars with the natural arrogance of a scholar, he treats everyone with courtesy, even to his self-abased, fat and unattractive self.I knew in my heart that I liked him, and this thought became stronger and stronger.I started to dislike myself like this. If I express my love to him, will he ignore me, and won't even say hello to me.

Yes, that's how I am, cowardly and inferior.But I'm even more afraid that if I don't say I missed it, I will regret why I wasn't braver at the beginning, and I regret that it is not like this and shouldn't be like this in my life.

I'm still not reconciled, I want to try it in case?

It’s not that women’s rouge and gouache, makeup can change a person’s appearance, so I just save money and buy the best ones. I feel that I am too fat and hungry. I only drink water for three days and three nights. I desperately lose weight just to let him see Until I said "you are not fat".Unexpectedly, it left a hidden danger in the stomach.

I married him as I wished, and it was the luckiest thing in my life.But why in this world is there such a word as 'good times don't last forever'.When I would vomit blood after eating, I was told by the doctor that I would die soon. I dare not tell him or sleep with him.

I began to complain why did you treat me like this, obviously I have worked very hard and cherished why you let me lose, even if I don't want anything, I just want to stay by his side, can't it work?

I began to search for doctors and medicines everywhere, and I still had to try everything. At that time, Ying Chaotang built the water conservancy all the way south and traveled a long way. I am very fortunate that at that time, he let me know about the temple outside the city.

Hearing them say that there is a fragrant temple outside the city is very spiritual. After doing so many useless things, is this time still missing?

Either way, I just want to stay by his side.My Zuo Xin prays...

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Zuo Xin looked at Feng Ji with tears in her eyes, her sleeves were already wet from crying just now.Facing her like this, Feng Ji didn't know what to answer for such a thing.

After a while, Feng Ji said: "Then why did you become like this?"

Zuo Xin said in a daze, "I don't know. Ever since I went to offer incense and pray, someone in my mind told me that they could help me, on the condition that I go to the incense temple to offer incense every day."

For Zuo Xin, as long as her wish is fulfilled, she is willing to do whatever she wants, not to mention offering incense every day.

Feng Ji nodded, suddenly thought of something and said: "Then what you heard was a girl's voice?"

"Exactly, why?"

That tree thing...

Zuo Xin closed her eyes, the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, and said with a breath, "I didn't know that I would become like this, but I feel that my body is getting better gradually, and the vomiting and pain are no longer there. I feel that I have returned to normal, but I I can feel the gap in his eyes. He has doubts about me, even though he tries hard to hide it, but I can feel it in my heart."

She laughed suddenly, it was so sad.

"Is it empty? Is it still empty in the end? In the end, he invited you. Actually, I..."

Zuo Xin's voice stopped abruptly, she looked behind me and saw something, I turned sideways and found Master Yuan behind the pillars of the pavilion and the little Taoist priest not far behind him.

The little Taoist nodded to me.

Yuan Yi stepped forward slowly, and when Yu Fengji brushed past him, Fengji smelled a strong smell of alcohol just after drinking.

Yuan Yi fumbled for a silver bookmark from his bosom, held it tightly, and then stuck to her.

The falling shadow is lonely and flat, always leaving a little bit of melancholy.Two hearts and each other, when will each other feel at ease...

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"This is the end? I thought it was very complicated."

Gu Changjun smiled and said, "Otherwise, what do you think?"

Feng Ji said vividly: "I had a big fight with her. I lost to her and was seriously injured. When you came here, I told you to take care with tears..."

The little Taoist's eyes suddenly dimmed, Feng Ji didn't know if he said something wrong, and his voice gradually became quieter.

"Little Taoist, are you alright?"

Gu Changjun came back to his senses, raised his head and smiled at Feng Ji as usual: "It's nothing, what else?"

"I just didn't expect things to go so well."

Gu Changjun looked at Feng Ji in front of him, pursed his lips and said with a smile: "It's not up to you to let her tell the reason."

Feng Ji frowned and said: "But I didn't say anything. To be honest, she said as soon as I came: You already know. What I know, I don't know anything."

The little Taoist said softly: "Then how did you answer?"

Feng Ji pursed his lips and said: "Shouldn't you say at this time: What do you say? What do you think? What do you think? What do you feel?"

The little Taoist clenched his fist to his lips and laughed uncontrollably.

After the little Taoist laughed, he said in a low voice: "The bookmark Mr. Yuan was holding was suddenly scratched today. Her wife is beside him, and there was a hole in her hand. I suspected it was someone. As soon as it came out, he immediately guessed seven or eight points, and Madam Yuan made it clear."

"So that's the case, but I still don't believe that I have doubted whether my wife is a human being, and can I be so kind to my wife?"

The little Taoist remembered what Yuan Yi said to him: I just ask her to tell me why we can't be honest as husband and wife, she thinks I'm the only lover, why doesn't she believe that I do the same to her.

At this time, Yuan Yi was still pouring wine into the cup, and drank another cup, and then felt that it was not enough, so he directly poured it into his mouth with the flagon.

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Feng Ji said again: "I think the reason why she has no shadow is because she is a soul. But why did she appear again at night? And in the eyes of others, the fact that she has no shadow did not cause panic."

The little Taoist listened to Feng Ji without saying a word.

"Take her on the street last time. Either others didn't notice that she didn't have a shadow, or it was different from what we saw."

Feng Ji slowly: "That temple..."

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Feng Ji and Gu Changjun walked back to the Taoist temple while talking.

The breeze came slowly, and the few strands of black hair in front of Fengji's temples were gently blown, which also caused waves in Gu Changjun's heart.