that boy said he loves me

Chapter 3 I'm Gouged Out in Reality

When the reality cuts our feelings to pieces, we can deeply understand the cruelty and ruthlessness of this world.

In the second year of high school, something happened to his family, and I didn’t ask any questions, so I called him to the playground. That was the first time I hit him.

I'm angry that he doesn't treat me as a friend, and that he has to bear everything silently by himself. I hope he can treat me as his family. I wish I could help him bear his unhappiness, even if it's just a little bit.

Later I found out that it was because many of the "sables" raised by his family died and he lost a lot of money.

From then on, his life began to be difficult, and he became thinner and thinner day by day. He always called me brother, and I like Xiaoxing calling me that.

It seems that if he calls me this way, I can find a suitable and appropriate "reason" to take care of him and love him, and give myself an excuse to take care of him and not let him suffer any grievances.

I will help him within my ability.

Because I like to see his smile, it is a shy, gentle, unmodified "beauty".

When he returned to the classroom after the beating, I saw that he was not there. I thought it was my mistake. He was afraid that I would worry. He didn’t want me to feel sorry for him. Shouldn't have hit him.

At that time, I ran out of the classroom like crazy, and my classmates looked at me strangely, but I didn't care, and I didn't care.

At this moment, I just want to see Xiaoxing as soon as possible and know where he is. This kind of mentality didn't calm down until I saw him.

I saw that he was still sitting where I hit him, with his head buried between his knees and his shoulders still twitching.

I knew he was still crying, and when Xiaoxing raised his eyes and saw me, he hugged me vigorously, just like a wronged child seeing his relatives who supported him.

I patted his back to comfort him, letting his tears wet my skirt.

Tell him "It was my fault, I shouldn't have hit him." Xiao Xing looked up at me with big eyes glistening with tears, and said, "It's good to have you, you are my family for the rest of my life"?