that boy said he loves me

Chapter 8 I don't want it either

I think I fell in love with a boy, and I also deeply understand that the problem is here, and since I found the problem, I have to solve it.

At that time, I had deliberately alienated Xiao Xing for more than a month.I plan to face the reality and stop being a coward. After a month of deliberation, I want to restore the embarrassing situation with Xiaoxing recently.

I started to take the initiative to talk to him when I had nothing to do, and I got Xiaoxing's enthusiastic response from the first time I spoke, which made me very gratified.

He was overjoyed by my sudden turnaround, but it was me that was the problem, because he wasn't wrong.

Not only did he not do anything wrong, on the contrary, he did everything well.

He is a boy worthy of my whole life's love. I can watch him from afar without disturbing his life. Although I love him so much, I don't necessarily have him. It's not bad between us, and we will be good brothers until we grow old and die.

He seemed to be very happy that day. We went to a small restaurant outside after school and ordered a few bottles of beer. He also uttered the bold words "If you don't get drunk, you won't return." Regaining and re-owning brought us two self-evident joys, We are all very happy from the bottom of our hearts.

After thinking about it for a month, after thinking about it, I realized that loving someone can be so pure that you can love someone foolishly without thinking about giving.

This kind of love will go for a long time and go smoothly. The days go by day by day, and I came to the third year of high school without knowing it.

We encourage each other, because of the similar academic performance, he wants to be assigned to a school with me to study a major, maybe we can be assigned to the same class, and we can be at the same table, and we can enjoy our youth as we did in high school Time, life with each other, although it is short, it is extremely precious.

I struggled with this issue for a long time and failed to compromise. Later, I was determined to leave him. When I filled out my application form, I secretly changed to another university.

He didn't know that I applied for another school until after our monthly exam. He might have a premonition that I would leave him. I just said "meaning from my family" lightly.

It's hard for him to say too much, because applying for university is like choosing life, and he has to respect my choice.

As time goes by, the days to come are unknown, and the life he chose may not be what I want.

During the few days of the exam, I stayed up all night. I couldn’t sleep every night. Thoughts flooded my mind, followed by inexplicable tension.

Although I don't have a period, but like a little girl who is on a period, I am at a loss, hysterically wanting to spit out the unhappiness in my heart.

For a while, I was entangled in the past, present, and future, and I didn't know how to choose.I don’t know if Xiaoxing and I had filled in the same university when filling out the volunteer application, would we really be together, and what would my life be like.

I gave up my college time with him. Life is too short, so I asked myself how many three years I could spend and waste indefinitely!

Finally graduated, there is no permanent banquet in the world. On the day of graduation, the students took a group photo together to commemorate the graduation photo.

He was standing beside me, with youth brimming on his immature face, and at this moment we were all smiling like flowers.

The most youthful, sunny and most beautiful moment is fixed on a small card. This card freezes our three years of youth, our three years of sweat, and the ups and downs of high school for three years. Xiaoxing and I were frozen in each other's hearts.