that boy said he loves me

Chapter 13 Farewell

When it was time to start school again, we separated silently without leaving a trace, occasionally writing letters and leaving messages on the Internet.

From time to time, send a few text messages to greet each other and express our heartfelt love to each other.

What I look forward to the most is that his letters always come a bit late, always make me wait impatiently, wondering what's new about him recently, wondering if he is also there like I miss him. I always think about me, whether he is happy or not, whether there are any troubles, everything about him seems to be involving my thoughts.

I like that he talks about unimportant things in his letters. He always complains about the unpalatable food at school, dislikes the roommates on the upper bunk, and is nicknamed "Nightside Table".Everyone calls him "bedside table" because the length, width, and height of his upper bunk are almost the same "parameters", and he is surprisingly short.

He was panting heavily when walking, and snored constantly when he was sleeping.In the male dormitory, there will inevitably be a few people who don’t like to be clean. In fact, as long as there is one in a dormitory, it is enough for people to suffer. Those guys always “forget” to wash their feet inadvertently, and the room is full of smelly feet.

I can imagine Xiaoxing's mood in that environment. Xiaoxing has a slight obsession with cleanliness. He is such a clean person. He must not tolerate other people's "inadvertentness". Their inadvertence caused the room to be full The "bright taste" Xiaoxing always writes these trivial matters on a piece of letter paper to vent his dissatisfaction.

Going to college didn't change him a bit, and he didn't like to socialize with others just like high school. He was shy and loved to be more serious. These were the main reasons why he didn't have many friends.

After graduation until now, we still keep a letter every week.

I connected all these trivial things in life to form a picture of Xiaoxing's life in college.

Until one day he told me in a letter that he had a girlfriend, my heart thumped like ice that had been frozen for thousands of years, and I lost the warmth of the past.

At that time, he often brought his girlfriend to visit me at school. In fact, the girl looked pretty good, with small and thin lips, a small nose, and big watery eyes. Her chest looked like she was stung by a wasp. It's the same, and it's surprisingly big.

Anyone would like this kind of girl, but why do I hate her from all angles and vertical angles?

Is it because I am too "personal" or he is really annoying and annoying.

She often held Xiaoxing's arm, and when she walked towards me arrogantly, I had an urge to strangle her and let her die happily.

What's awesome, what's stinky, it's really frightening.

Xiaoxing introduced to me that this was his girlfriend, and told him that the so-called girlfriend, I am his elder brother better than his own brother, and that girl was obedient, so Xiaoxing called me "Xiaobin" elder brother".

I said silently, "Fuck, whoever is your brother, you deserve it too".

When Xiaoxing calls me, he can call me crispy on the outside and tender on the inside, why does this little vixen make me feel uncomfortable when he calls me out.