[mouse cat] doll

Rotten dolls

This picture looks like two people who have lived together for seven or eighty years!

The morning sunlight delicately caresses the contours of the floor-to-ceiling windows and blackout curtains, and secretly pours into the room through a crack.The air in the room was so quiet that it almost seemed to have stagnated, except for the breathing of the remaining people, and the turmoil of some voices stranded.It was rare for Zhan Zhao to sleep until dawn, he just opened his eyes slightly and subconsciously blocked the light outside with his hands.He has never been afraid of the dark since he was a child, and he has always felt that darkness is integrated into his life and has become a part of his life, so it is not suitable for any sudden light.

When Zhan Zhao opened his eyes again, he suddenly found that Bai Yutang had slept all night under the same quilt as himself, and his hands were also wrapped around his body, swearing his sense of existence. The distance between each other, trying to break each other's fingers.

However, as soon as the first two fingers were moved, Bai Yutang suddenly moved, showing a very sleepy look, he couldn't help shrinking into the quilt, and took Zhan Zhao with him.Zhan Zhao sighed, he didn't know whether he did it on purpose or not, but he gave up the idea of ​​struggling.Forget it, disturbing people's sleep seems to be a very cruel thing. He has worked hard to take care of himself, not to mention that the bed is really warm, and it is very warm near Bai Yutang.After the high fever subsided, Zhan Zhao's whole body was tired and soft, which made him lean closer to a place that could give him softness and warmth.

In fact, he knew better that he was Bai Yutang, who was so dependent that even after years of insomnia, he was defeated unknowingly.

As a person who has always been cold, after experiencing warmth, I don't want to be cold again.

He didn't want to freeze to death from the bottom of his heart.

But after a few months of getting along with each other, Bai Yutang's presence filled the previously deserted and cold house with life.His enthusiasm, caring, carefulness and care, even his gags, have already warmed his heart little by little for more than 20 years.When you are with Bai Yutang, you will be shocked because of him unconsciously, because Bai Yutang will always give yourself a "beautiful and splendid" feeling for no reason, like the sky is so blue, the air is so fresh, and the world is so beautiful. What a good mood.But facing Bai Yutang, how could he not be happy?

Zhan Zhao smiled wryly, he originally thought that "being a human being is very happy" was an extravagant wish for him.The person who was born more lonely than anyone else probably died more painfully than anyone else, right?He is not a sentimental person, nor is he weak, otherwise he would not be able to survive these years.But when I think about these, it is inevitable that I will feel a little discouraged, and after a long time, I will become numb.It's not that it's really corrupt and doesn't know it, but it's that it doesn't dare to touch it, and can only pretend that everything is false, so it has never had real affection for others.

Like a doll who can't love.

Zhan Zhao glanced at Bai Yutang who was less than ten centimeters away from him, feeling a little bit bitter and restless.I said so much before, I just wanted to push the other party away from me as soon as possible, but I never succeeded, and now it is really beyond redemption.Gently pressing his forehead with one hand, Zhan Zhao was silent for a while, who can help him cut off the entanglement in his heart?It's not that he doesn't care about the person in front of him, but that he cares too much. He doesn't want to deceive himself anymore. He can't help but entrust some parts of his heart to Bai Yutang, and then get something from him that he has always wanted but never had. s things.

It's just that no matter how much you care about him, no matter whether you have never felt this way before, you can't pull him into the abyss full of complexity and unknown.

I am a person born with a "special label". Although I am not willing to let myself become a research product in the laboratory, I cannot fully grasp what will happen in my future life.So—no matter how much helplessness there is, even if the person is here and the heart is here, there will always be a day when a decision must be made.

He knew what Bai Yutang was looking for, and he would get it for him, as long as he had a little more time, he would arrange it soon, and after that, no matter how affectionate he was for this person, he would keep it in dust stand up……

At least he's safe and sound, which is better than anything.

Is it probably because of illness?Feelings suddenly hesitated and entangled a lot more than before.The emotions in Zhan Zhao's heart rushed out of his body, he turned over impatiently, and wanted to sit up from the bed, not caring if he would wake Bai Yutang up.

"Are you not wanting to sleep well, or are you trying to drive me away?" Bai Yutang woke up, his hands still holding on to Zhan Zhao, his voice had a kind of laziness unique to when he first woke up, but Zhan Zhao knew he was serious .

Zhan Zhao looked at him sideways and sighed slightly. "I... didn't do anything, did I?"

"You didn't do anything? What else do you want to do? Don't I understand your little bit of unwillingness?" Bai Yutang pressed Zhan Zhao to prevent him from getting up, and said word by word: "I said, don't think about it! I won't go!"

Zhan Zhao was forced to lie back on the bed, looking at Bai Yutang quietly with his eyes, without showing any obvious emotion.After a while, he said: "If I want to drive you away, I'll kick you off the bed right now, don't think I don't have the strength." Zhan Zhao said this sentence forcefully, firmly, and decidedly Not self-defeating weak words, his attitude is tough.Bai Yutang was stunned for a moment, but without changing his face, he softened his brows and shook Zhan Zhao's hand. "Without me by your side, you will always be alone," he whispered, "You will be very lonely, and I don't want to see you like this."

Zhan Zhao's body trembled slightly, and there was a fleeting light in his eyes.Looking at the flaxen curtains, he slowly said, "I've been used to it for a long time..." He wanted to explain something, but he paused for a while but didn't continue. He stopped abruptly after speaking halfway through.After another moment of silence, Zhan Zhao spoke again, "But to be honest, you'd better stay away from me, lest I infect you with a cold." His voice had a sense of indifference for no reason, and there was no sense of authenticity.

"Come on!" Bai Yutang had no intention of arguing with Zhan Zhao, and casually refuted his "suggestion".Now he knows that sometimes it is useless to talk too much, even if Zhan Zhao is forced to admit that he is willing or unwilling to deliver the truth, so what?He won't be happy, and he won't be, Zhan Zhao's mood that has been empty for many years is not so easy to fill.Thinking about it, Bai Yutang smiled softly. A smile like that is not in the mood. Since he decided to stay with Zhan Zhao, he couldn't be impatient. "Your excuse is so clumsy. People who are sick have to learn to rely on others. If I don't accompany you, who else will accompany you?" He covered Zhan Zhao's eyes with his hand, and left a sentence in his ear, "Okay , I know you want to teach me a lot of reasons, so I won't accompany you."

"Even if I don't say anything else, then I have to get up and eat, right?" Zhan Zhao took Bai Yutang's hand and changed the subject.His throat was so dry and sore that he didn't want to say more if he could.But he was worried that Bai Yutang would say something that made him uneasy again, and he also wanted to temporarily escape the random thoughts in his head, so he had to say it.

Bai Yutang raised his eyebrows, thinking he was hallucinating, and stared straight at the person beside him, making Zhan Zhao feel uncomfortable, so he pushed him, forcing him to keep a few centimeters away from him. "Don't look at me with the eyes of a monster, even people will be hungry."

"You'll be hungry, it means your illness is getting better." Bai Yutang smiled playfully, but felt relieved. "This is a good start. If you have any requirements in the future, just ask." The inexplicable joy in his heart, this joy comes from anticipation, anticipation, he will really do many things for him.Zhan Zhao is too accustomed to ignoring his own feelings, and lacks the enthusiasm to reach the goal he wants for a long time.It's not that he doesn't want to achieve it at all, but he often lets go the moment he wants to feel it.Therefore, Bai Yutang is satisfied with even a small change now, and he is quite willing to pamper Zhan Zhao's feelings infinitely.

Seeing Bai Yutang laugh like this, Zhan Zhao also smiled lightly for no reason. "You're not Aladdin's magic lamp, you can answer whatever you ask for." This was originally a bit of a joke, but he said it casually.But Bai Yutang glanced at him proudly, "I'm much better than Aladdin's magic lamp." After saying that, he got up and got dressed. If Zhan Zhao could be in better spirits, he could smile all the time, and he would help him with anything. do it.

"Do you want some porridge?" Bai Yutang got off the bed, asked in a spoiled tone, and covered Zhan Zhao with a quilt.

"You can cook porridge?" Zhan Zhao was taken aback.Bai Yutang lived with him, and he might not be a young master with his ten fingers out of the sun, but he had never been in the kitchen once, he was only responsible for eating at order, or occasionally giving some miserly glances at the ingredients he bought.When he first heard that he wanted to cook porridge, how could he not be surprised.

"Of course, Bai Wuye is a 24-athlete all-rounder." The other party gave him a look of "you just know it", completely as if he didn't have the thickest skin, only thicker.

Once Bai Yutang thinks of his ability, he will get carried away with complacency. His complacent appearance is both narcissistic and unflattering.Zhan Zhao came to a conclusion in his mind, deliberately forgot some things, closed his eyes and continued to sleep.

……

Grandma Jiang Ning shuffled the cards, slowly gathered the cards, and laid out exactly the same formation as yesterday.She drew a card from the middle of the deck - the tower in reverse.

The card was held between her bright red nails, "Dolls will decay soon." She thought for a moment, then sighed subtly.

Jiang Ping was originally sitting on the sofa not far from her, stirring the coffee with a coffee spoon.After catching the godmother's words with sharp ears, his heart suddenly jumped, and he no longer had the leisurely mind to drink coffee.

"Godmother, is the result still the same?" He looked at the card uneasily, "Is your previous prophecy really starting to come true?"

Granny Jiang Ning shook her head, "I can't stop the opening of the key of destiny."

"Godmother, who is the rotten puppet? Is it really the fifth brother?" Jiang Ping was puzzled and extremely worried. He had never felt such an uneasy feeling.The fifth brother is a puppet, and the Tarot card predicts that he will decay. Does it mean that he will die?The more Jiang Ping thought about it, the more he felt that this matter was shrouded in a cloud of fog, and the fog became bigger and thicker.

Granny Jiang Ning picked up the brass pocket watch on her chest, opened it, and glanced at the time. "Although Lao Wu is a puppet, I never said that the rotten puppet is him."

"What? It's not him..." Jiang Ping hesitated for a moment, then suddenly became agitated, "It's not him, could it be..." He immediately thought of another answer, and couldn't help but licked his lips, a little hesitant and a little panicked.

Granny Jiang Ning narrowed her eyes, "It's Zhan Zhao."

"It's over, as expected." Jiang Ping turned to one of the walls in annoyance, then turned his head and walked to the opposite wall, pacing back and forth. "Fifth brother is a real puppet, and Zhan Zhao is a puppet who can't love." He swayed a few times, stopped and looked at Granny Jiangning. "If something happens to Zhan Zhao, how will Fifth Brother bear it..."

Suffering the pain of losing the most important person.

Jiang Ning's mother-in-law met his eyes, her expression was as usual. "Because that kid has feelings for Zhan Zhao, right?"

The godmother is so calm, is there some amazing secret in it?Jiang Ping said in astonishment, "Godmother, are you not surprised that the fifth child fell in love with a man?"

Granny Jiang Ning shrugged, "I know they will be together." This is an irreversible fate set by God long ago.

"You knew it would happen, so why did you help the fifth younger brother get close to Zhan Zhao?" Jiang Ping unconsciously raised his voice in shock, "I was also at fault. Why did I ask Su Hong to match the two of them?" He is so regretful that his guts are green now!The more beautiful the doll is, the easier it is to break one's heart when it decays.

"No, I want to have a showdown with my fifth brother and let him leave Zhan Zhao." Jiang Ping rubbed his hands and paced back and forth.Bai Yutang is now facing a situation where he will be hurt by the police anytime and anywhere. As an older brother, he can't just watch him die in sorrow, can he? !

Grandma Jiang Ning jumped onto the table with a sigh, kicking off her golden high-heeled shoes. "Fourth, don't mess with him, you can't decide his feelings." She raised her eyebrows slightly, "You and I should be very clear about what kind of personality the fifth is, and what he decides will never be decided by anyone." Around."

"Then godmother, you have to tell me what's going to happen to Zhan Zhao?" Jiang Ping asked again.

Granny Jiang Ning put her gaze on her nails. "His adoptive father is an evil ghost who will make trouble." She snorted, and her face suddenly turned cold. "Whether the thread of fate can be repeated, the knot will be on him..."