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Chapter 6

Yuan leaned over and gently placed the scarf on the man's hot forehead.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the square scarf touched the man's forehead, he suddenly opened his eyes, grabbed Gu Fenglin's hand holding the square scarf and stared at his face warily.

"You were wounded and fell in front of the gate of this mansion. It's safe here, rest assured!" said with a free hand, patting the man's arm exposed outside the quilt.

The grasped wrist loosened because of these words, and the guard in the man's eyes faded, allowing Gu Fenglin to put his hand exposed in the cold air back on the warm bedding.

"It's good to have a rest. If you need anything, just call out. I will arrange someone to wait outside the door."

The man nodded, his eyelids could no longer bear the tiredness and slowly closed.Gu Fenglin got up to leave, and when he closed the door, a thought suddenly flashed through his mind...

If Tang'er was still alive, she would be at this age!

Gu Fenglin laughed at himself and sighed bitterly: "What's the use of thinking? After all, it's not Tang'er!"

Shaking his head, he closed the door gently, and left with a long sigh.

Inside the house, the man opened his eyes suddenly, with many emotions flowing in his eyes. Hearing the footsteps and sighs gradually going away outside the house, he couldn't sleep all night.

After recuperating in bed for two or three days, the man recovered from his injuries and was able to get out of bed and walk. He asked the servant Gu Fenglin where he lived, and walked along the simple corridor to the east courtyard.

The man is invisible and also Gu Tang.

He also didn't know why he would stand in the snow on the corner of the street leading to Gu's house, standing there for a whole day, watching the people coming and going, but he couldn't wait for the real owner of the house.He didn't know why he was so sad when the door was about to be closed, and he was so sad that he ran to the door with the last bit of sobriety, hoping that it would never be closed, but his eyes went dark. , and passed out in front of the Gu mansion.

Walking in the corridor, the memories that have been shattered by the years, suddenly retrieve the lost fragments with the scene in front of me, and piece together a clear scene of the past in my mind.

At the end of the corridor is Gu Fenglin's study room where he handles official business. I remember that I liked the strong smell of books here when I was a child. Although I didn't like reading very much, and I didn't like the teacher who always shook his head and said Meng Yun, but he liked the stacks of books on his father's bookshelf. Book.

My father has flipped through every book countless times, until the edges of the books are black. He likes to imitate his father's appearance when he reads a book, carefully flipping through difficult books that he doesn't know a few words at all.I like to sit on my father's lap and point to the words on the page to be taught by my father. I feel at ease when I smell my father's unique scent, which is always tinged with the fragrance of graphite.

The chest is warm, as if returning to the time before the age of three, that...short but happy time...

The study room at the end gradually came into view, the invisible face showed a softness that even he could not imagine, the palm was pressed against the half-closed door, and when the door was pushed open, an impulse surged in his chest, and he just wanted to say to his father—— —

Tang'er is back, I...go home...

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But he heard the loud sound of palms hitting the table in the room.

"What did you say? Master Fang really decided to do this?"

"Yeah, oh..."

The other person shook his head and sighed deeply.

"Although it's not that I can't understand the reason why Lao Fang did this, but because of his dereliction of duty son who was robbed by bandits because he was escorting official rations, he abused his power to make up for the official rations that were going to be sent to the disaster-stricken areas in the north. I really don't know Lao Fang What are you thinking? This is a serious crime of beheading! A son and the vast number of victims, is it more important to ask? I know it is not kind to say this, but the son can be born again, but he did it like this, the dead are Thousands of disaster victims!"

"Have you persuaded me?"

Inside the room, Gu Fenglin's tone trembled a little.Similar choices brought back too many pasts that he didn't want to think about.

"Persuaded! Of course I persuaded, the problem is that it's useless. I can't persuade you here anymore, so I want to pull you to persuade him. I don't think you didn't—"

The speaking stopped suddenly, and the person who spoke quickly mentioned the sad past of the old friend, stopped the words quickly, and regretted: "Old Gu, I'm sorry, I...I didn't mean that..."

Gu Fenglin's chest twitched, he closed his eyes and shook his head: "Stop talking, I understand what you mean, I'll go to the old house with you and try to persuade me!"

"Okay, let's go now."

The door of the room was pulled open, and when Gu Fenglin opened the door, he saw a face and a hand raised in the air.

"invisible?"

For two or three days, the other party only told him this name. As for the surname, since the man didn't want to tell, he wouldn't ask.

"What's the matter?" Gu Fenglin asked, looking down at the invisible hand.

Before I could get a reply in time, I was pushed back by an anxious old friend and urged: "Hurry up, you won't be able to persuade me if it's too late."

Gu Fenglin said to the invisible: "I have something to say when I come back."

Wu Xing watched the two of them quickly disappear at the turning of the corridor, one by one, and heard the sound of the blood flowing in the body, like a frozen river in winter, condensing and freezing inch by inch.

The son is gone and can be reborn...

These words are like sharp needles, piercing the beautifully preserved memories one by one, and pouring down a disgusting and smelly thick juice.

It turns out that you never thought about me, never looked for me.

Where were you when I was crying for Daddy?

Where were you when my life was worse than death?

Gu Tang is just a son you can give up, throw away, or ignore, anyway, he can be reborn after death, right?

Yeah?Yeah?

Is Gu Tang so unimportant to you?

I hate it!

Hate myself for keeping memories in my heart, hate myself who was shaken just now and want to give up revenge, hate——

Hate everything you see.I really hate it!

There is no expression on Wuxing's face, like a delicately crafted doll, his handsome face reveals a shivering coldness.

"Gu Fenglin, I, hate, you."

Bright red blood oozes from the bitten lower lip, and a stroke full of hatred is drawn along the corner of the mouth on the pale jaw.

Cruelty

Fang Jiuxuan's life cannot be persuaded, the old friend's firm tone is as firm and upright as he has been for many years, still as straight as bamboo.Ask him is it worth it?The old friend sighed and shook his head, and said with deep sorrow——

"It's not worth it, I'm sorry for the thousands of victims. But when I heard the news, I...I just want to save my own children."

The other person still wanted to persuade, but was stopped by Gu Fenglin shaking his head.

"Old Gu!" The tone was obviously dissatisfied, dissatisfied with Gu Fenglin's actions.

"It's not easy for Jiuxuan to make this decision, it's not easy..."

If he had been so resolute back then, he wouldn't have had to suffer through the 17 years of searching for someone, and he wouldn't have had to wake up full of regret every late night when he dreamed of Tang'er.

After bidding farewell to the two friends and returning to the mansion, due to their disturbed thoughts, they didn't realize that the mansion was unusually quiet at first, until they saw two servants lying on the ground outside the study room, with blood dripping from their necks, and the glaring bright red spread all over the ground. .

What I immediately remembered was the young man who left and came to look for him in the study. Gu Fenglin rushed in fearing that he would be murdered invisibly.

Unexpectedly, after entering the room, he saw Wu Xing leaning on the bookcase, holding a dictionary he had personally annotated in his hand, and all the paintings that had been hanging on the wall were torn off and thrown on the ground. Gu Fenglin was stunned by everything in front of him.

"Are you OK?"

The invisible eyes shifted from the lyrics to Gu Fenglin, but the cold eyes hooked a seductive smile, and said: "You are finally back."

"What's going on?"

Suddenly remembered that after entering the mansion, he would never see other people again, and a fear rose in his chest, "Where are the others?"

"other people?"

Tilting his head invisible to look at Gu Fenglin, he asked back with a smile.With a flick of his hand, the dictionaries were thrown on the calligraphy and paintings all over the floor.Stepping on the calligraphy and painting all over the floor, he bullied Gu Fenglin step by step, until the two were so close that they could feel each other's breath, then the invisible stopped.

Intangible smiled, bent over and touched Gu Fenglin's ear with his lips, stretched out his fingers to touch the back of his neck, and said softly: "The others are dead, next... it's you..."

"you--"

Gu Fenglin was planning to fight back with luck, but unexpectedly, he raised his breath and found that he had lost all his inner breath, and he was shocked.

"Who are you?"

The two bodies were too close together, so close that what invisible could smell was the most familiar scent of ink in memory, a throbbing electric shock hit the lower body, and it became a little stiff in an instant.

He frowned invisible, wondering why his body reacted like this.

For him, the physical entanglement these years is just a means to exchange for the chance of survival and killing. No matter whether the object is a man or a woman, whether he is hugging or being hugged, it will only make him disgusted.

However, the throbbing just now made him excited?

In an instant, obscene thoughts flashed through my mind.

He had no intention of letting the man in front of him die too quickly. He wanted to torture the man who abandoned him little by little, and let him experience twice the pain he had suffered in the past 17 years.

The idea of ​​revenge supported him to survive these 17 years. He thought that as long as he inflicted all kinds of torture on Gu Fenglin, his heart full of hatred would be calmed down. This honest man would rather die than live.

Intangible opened his mouth, stretched out his tongue to lick Gu Fenglin's ear, bit his earlobe and replied: "Someone bought your life."

Gu Fenglin has lived for 43 years, how could he have been so despised by others, the children of the official family have learned the words of the sage since childhood, and even the married wife rarely touches him, let alone the masculinity?The exhalation with a strong masculine breath and the obscene movement by his ears made this saint tremble with humiliation.

"If you want to kill, kill."

"Oh?" Intangible snorted contemptuously, lifted his hand to untie Gu Fenglin's hair crown, looked at a face similar to his own, which was humiliated but showed arrogance, referring to combing Gu Fenglin's back. hair.

"You want to die so much? Don't you want to know the whereabouts of your son?"

"What did you say?"

Wet kisses landed on Gu Fenglin's neck one after another. "The son you lost 17 years ago - Gu Tang."

The unexpected name came to his ears suddenly, Gu Fenglin's pupils suddenly widened, his lips trembled so that he could barely speak, "You...