its life is floating

Chapter 4

"Hahaha." Shen Feng laughed, showing no image at all.There were not many people in this area, and naturally no one noticed this lunatic.He couldn't straighten up laughing, "Oops, oops, Zhou Zitong, how can you say such funny things?"

When he had laughed enough, he wiped away the tears with his hands, and looked at Zhou Zitong seriously, without any intention of joking: "Do you think I want to pester you like this?"

Shen Feng snorted coldly: "If the old class didn't come to me yesterday afternoon and asked me if I would like to be at the same table with you, I wanted to refuse at first, because I didn't even know who you were at that time, but for the sake of I acted like an obedient student in front of the teacher, so I agreed. And I also promised the old class that I would be friends with you poor bastard..."

"I don't need friends! I don't need anyone's pity!!" Zhou Zitong pressed Shen Feng's shoulders with both hands, and pressed him against the wall with such force that even Shen Feng couldn't break free. It's because I didn't expect that the nerd I thought to be so energetic.And it was only at this time that Shen Feng realized that this nerd seemed to be taller than himself.

Zhou Zitong let go of Shen Feng. He stood in the shadow and couldn't see his face clearly. Zhou Zitong said: "I warn you, Shen Feng. I don't need anyone's pity, and I hope you don't say such things again , otherwise, I will kill you."

Under the shadows, Zhou Zitong showed a smile, Shen Feng could see it very clearly, that kind of look really wanted to kill himself, it was chilling.

"I see, you nerd." Shen Feng pretended to be relaxed and said.Then he watched Zhou Zitong leave quickly.

He rubbed his shoulders, it must be blue, so hard.

When Shen Feng looked in the direction where Zhou Zitong left again, he found that the person had disappeared.

"Bookworm..." Shen Feng was a little disdainful, and then he also left this place.

The house is still the same as before.Zhou Zitong put his schoolbag on the sofa and was about to wash his hands. At this time, his mother came out of the bedroom, wearing pajamas, with a bad face.Seeing Zhou Zitong coming back, his mother immediately showed a gentle smile: "You are back, Zitong. What do you want to eat today?"

But Zhou Zitong ignored her and went straight to the bathroom.

His mother was trembling behind her. She didn't know if her child was disgusting her, her eyes were a little red, and finally she was very used to suppressing her tears and went to the kitchen to cook.

Zhou Zitong knew that his actions had misunderstood his mother a lot, but he didn't know how to explain it to her.What he disliked was not his mother, on the contrary, he loved her deeply.It is all because of her that I work so hard now.What he dislikes is this despicable self.

As the water splashed from the faucet, Zhou Zitong wiped his face with cold water. He raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror, feeling extremely disgusted.

"When did you become the person I hate the most..." Zhou Zitong murmured, his voice was extremely small, but it was extremely harsh in this narrow bathroom.He raised his head and took a deep breath. He knew that he was different from others.

He didn't have much interest in girls, and he didn't respond physically.I still remember one time when he came home, his mother was still greeting the 'guests', the TV was on, and it was playing porn, and the images of women moaning/groaning and pleasure/sensation alternating with pain made Zhou Zitong feel sick, Since then, he has realized that he is different from others, deeply different.

When exactly did it happen?Ever since Zhou Zitong discovered his difference, he began to close himself off, not talking to anyone, and not wanting to make any friends, because he was worried that if this matter was revealed one day, no one would make friends with him, and he would never be able to make friends with him. Less is always more comfortable than getting it and then losing it.

Zhou Zitong wiped off the water stains on his face with a towel, looked at the person in the mirror for a while, and then walked out.The mother is still busy in the kitchen. She just used her savings to buy a computer for Zhou Zitong a few years ago. She doesn't want her child to be different from other children. She wants her child to become a complete person .

Zhou Zitong doesn't use this computer very often. The only thing he uses is to publish novels on it. He is an Internet author. He uses his writing talent to write a lot of articles and novels that are very popular on the Internet. He has also supported his family a lot. less money.At that time, Zhou Zitong just published his first short story with the idea of ​​giving it a try, but unexpectedly it was very popular.He found his own strengths, and in this way magnified it.

Zhou Zitong sat on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling in a daze.

"Zi, Zitong, it's time to eat." Mother came out of the kitchen with two bowls of steaming noodles in her hands.She carefully placed one of the bowls of noodles on the tea table in front of Zhou Zitong, and then she sat on another sofa, far away from Zhou Zitong.

Zhou Zitong bent over and started to eat in an extremely uncomfortable position. The noodles were very simple, with only one fried egg on it, which was steaming.

Silent, speechless.

"Is everyone here?" On the playground, the team of a class is very neatly arranged.Sweating hot under the scorching sun.Cheng Ying began to count the number of people one by one, and waited until everyone had arrived before issuing an order: "Now, the sports committee, you run ahead and lead them to finish seven laps. Which one of you runs less or is lazy, then give me an extra lap!" Did you hear that?"

"heard it!!"

Zhou Zitong stood at the end, enduring the scorching sun, occasionally blowing hot air, but it did not alleviate the students' heat.Today's sky is very blue and the clouds are very white.What can I do, I can only do my best to run well.

The students ran lap after lap, and Zhou Zitong was always at the end.His face was flushed, but his mouth was dry and chapped, and his shirt was soaked with sweat, and there were still three laps left.His calf was a little weak, his heart was beating violently, the feeling of dying, the feeling of dying...

Suddenly, everything went dark.Zhou Zitong fell down as if unable to support himself, which surprised the students around him.They hurriedly surrounded the past, and Cheng Ying also walked over worried.

"Zhou Zitong, Zhou Zitong?" She squatted down. Fortunately, she was still alive, but just fainted. Cheng Ying breathed a sigh of relief, "Shen Feng, come here. Send Zhou Zitong to the infirmary, and the rest follow me back to the classroom."

The person appointed by Shen Feng picked up the boy who was taller than himself, but unexpectedly found that this boy was really light, with an abnormal weight.

Zhou Zitong's sweat fell drop by drop from his hair to Shen Feng's clothes. Shen Feng felt the smell of sweat on his body, and felt helpless.

"What's wrong with him?" Seeing Shen Feng put Zhou Zitong on the hospital bed, the school doctor came over.Shen Feng took a breath and said, "I fainted while running."

The school doctor nodded, then took out a glass bottle from the medicine cabinet next to him, and then injected the medicine in the bottle into Zhou Zitong's body with a needle. "You can pour him some water." The school doctor pointed to the water dispenser next to him, and casually said to Shen Feng, and then he sat down at the desk and started playing with his mobile phone.

Seeing the school doctor's actions, Shen Feng went to the drinking fountain to pour a glass of water for Zhou Zitong with some helplessness, and then thoughtfully fed him some.After staying by his side for a while, seeing that Zhou Zitong hadn't woken up yet, Shen Feng left.

The author has something to say: Oh, I don’t know how to describe the emotional line at all [crying]