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Chapter 16 Grief

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Today is Nan Yuyin's 18th birthday, but everyone is still in the pain of Duan Che's death.

Bai Xingjian disappeared from the world, and after Duan Che's accident, no one saw him again.

No text messages, no phone calls.

Just like there has never been a person named Bai Xingjian in this world, and no one knows where he went.

Bai Xingjian put a large bouquet of winter jasmine flowers in front of Duan Che's tombstone. The petite yellow flowers nodded frequently in the wind.

Duan Che mentioned it to him once before, saying that the winter jasmine was his favorite, but at that time, Bai Xingjian might not have thought that he would remember it so clearly.

He says--

"The flower language of winter jasmine is long-lasting love." He hopes that he and Bai Xingjian can grow old together in the future.

And the vitality of the winter jasmine is very tenacious, just like him, his pursuit of Bai Xingjian is also like the winter jasmine, just like the season when the jasmine blooms.

Blooming is to welcome the arrival of spring.

He chose to repeat his studies, and in Taizhou No. [-] Middle School, he was assigned to the Grade [-] ([-]) Class that Duan Che had been in. If he and him were alive, they would be alumni and classmates now.

He wanted to be admitted to Z University, so he stayed at the university closest to him and stayed with him all the time.

"We are classmates now, are you happy?"

A gust of wind blows, the leaves rustle, and in the wind they answer the answers of all things in the world.

Taizhou No.[-] Middle School

"Students, let me introduce a new classmate to you."

Bai Xingjian was carrying a white schoolbag, showing a bright smile that only appeared on that person's face, and said in a low voice, "Hello, students, my name is Bai Xingjian."

Because of his smile, the students in Class [-] (Grade [-]) thought that the new classmate was easy to get along with.

Here he has no connection with Gao Leng again.

after class

Because of her good looks, Bai Xingjian has already become a hot search on the campus wall.

Below is a large group of girls who confessed.

After class, the more courageous girl came to the door of the third (eighth) class of high school to block him.

"Student Bai Xingjian, I like you."

In the past, Bai Xingjian might not even take a look and leave coldly.

Now Bai Xingjian glanced at the girl and smiled: "Sorry, I have a boyfriend!"

The girl's expression suddenly froze on her face.

Not only her, but everyone's expressions froze.

During this day, Bai Xingjian made two hot searches on the campus wall.

One is his appearance, and the other is that he is gay.

He didn't care too much when he was on the trending search, but when someone on the campus wall was full, he started digging up Duan Che's information.

Bai Xingjian just registered a campus wall account, and after the real-name authentication, she posted the first post.

B: I don't object to you saying that I'm gay, but please don't dig up my boyfriend's information, he likes to be quiet.

And please don't send me love letters.

My boyfriend said that I am not allowed to cuckold him.

After he knows it, he gets angry, and I will not be able to coax him well.

In order to prove that he is Bai Xingjian himself, he also added a screenshot of his real name authentication.

That's it.

Bai Xingjian officially re-studied in Taizhou No. [-] Middle School.

***

Nan Yuyin's birthday, Su Zhu knew she was still sad.

But her time is running out...

Calculating the time, there are only less than ten days left.

Take her to Yanshan Bridge.

Nan Yuyin seemed to know what Su Zhu was going to say in advance.

I made my birthday wish——

"Su Zhu, please propose to me."

Su Zhu looked at the person in front of her and covered her eyes: "Good boy."

A kiss fell on her forehead.

No marriage proposal, but I am willing to leave all my love to you.

It's a pity that she still had time to put a ring on her girl's ring finger...

Even since that time, every agreement to see the sea of ​​oranges has not been fulfilled.

Nan Yuyin felt Su Zhu leave a kiss on the forehead, she avoided her own question, Nan Yuyin also guessed the result.

Su Zhu will not promise a future that he is not sure about.

So she indirectly refused.

When Su Zhu came back that day, he asked Nan Yuyin why she knew that she was a soul body.

It turned out that it was at that time, when he left the underworld too late, Nan Yuyin happened to see the process of Su Zhu and Yi Xiang meeting.

Because of Su Zhu's deal, she returned to the human world.

Because she is different from Su Zhu, she doesn't remember much about the underworld after she came back, until that day when she went to the aquarium to take pictures, she saw that Su Zhu couldn't be photographed.

Back that night, she had a dream and remembered it when she woke up.

Tucking the broken hair on Nan Yuyin's face behind her ears, she said softly, "Xiaoyin, really forget about me, live well."

For the rest of her life, she, Su Zhu, would not be there.

"Forget about me..." Looking at Nan Yuyin, waiting for her to answer himself.

Nan Yuyin shook his head: "No, I can't forget the bamboo."

She can't forget, there are so many good memories between them, she really can't forget.

"I want me to forget you, unless I die..."

Covering her mouth with one hand, her hands kept trembling slightly: "Don't say it, live well. There are still many people in this world who love you and are worthy of your love."

She shouldn't abandon those who are worthy of her love and love her for her sake.

"Zhuzi, if I die for you once, there will be a second time."

The moment I forget you is the moment my life ends.Otherwise, as long as I live for a second, you must be in my life, every minute, every second, every moment, and you must not be absent.

Kiss Nan Yuyin's thin lips...

Their fiery love is tightly entangled together, never ending.

The scorching sun, who wanted to burst out, poured all her heat into the world without reservation.

The vines in the mountains are disjointed at the beginning and entangled tightly at the end, and no one can separate them.

Until the end of the years, they still depend on each other closely.

Su Zhu did not allow Nan Yuyin to say such words again.

Martyrdom for love would cost her life once, but the second time she would really have no way to save her.

If she had known that this would be the result, she should have stayed away from her back then, so that now she can live in this world without any worries.

Not sad that she left.

She, Su Zhu, would not exist in her life.

Nan Yuyin opened her eyes, the mist in her eyes made her look pitiful to me.

Su Zhu buried his head on her neck: "Xiaoyin, happy birthday!"

He stuffed the things in Nan Yuyin's hands, and lightly bit her neck.

Nan Yuyin hissed in pain, and there was a small thing in his hand.

It is a small white bead threaded by a red thread, with Nan Yuyin's name engraved on it.

Su Zhu handed her the gift, and he was relieved.

Silently said to Nan Yuyin: "I'm sorry, Xiaoyin, I'm very happy to live your life, to travel once, and to see the most beautiful scenery in the world."

I have no regrets——!

When Su Zhu returned home, he didn't see Xu Yixi, thinking that she had gone out to chat with Aunt Zhang again.

Seeing that the lights in Su Zhu's house were on, Aunt Zhang ran up in a hurry.

"Aunt Zhang!" She was a little startled, Xu Yixi probably didn't go to her house, she reacted and said, "I thought my mother went to your house, she's not here now, you come in first, she should come back later gone."

"Xiao Zhu, where did you go? Why did you come back now?" He couldn't breathe, and spoke intermittently.

Su Zhu didn't understand what she meant for a while, and asked: "Aunt Zhang, what are you?" Why are you so anxious about something.

"Your mother passed out suddenly at my house just now and was sent to the hospital..."

I don’t know why the autumn in the north crossed the north-south dividing line early this year, and came to Zhoushan City, which is just next to the dividing line, ahead of time.

The cool wind made the corners of Su Zhu's eyes red.

The tears in his eyes could not be contained, Su Zhu never thought that his mother escaped Luo Wu's test, but she did not escape the day of illness.

When Su Zhu arrived at the hospital, it was already 23:47 in the evening, and Xu Yixi had been in the operating room for two hours.

Su Zhu clutched her fingers in fear. She promised her father that she would take good care of her mother.

If Xu Yixi got out, how would she explain to Su Zhengkun down there, she would have no face to face her father.

In the middle of the night, the hospital was quiet, and the light bulbs at the end of the corridor flickered.

The sound of the instruments in the surrounding wards was continuously amplified in Su Zhu's mind.

The cold sweat on her frightened head kept breaking out...

00:39 am.

The light in the operating room finally went out, and Su Zhu hurriedly stepped forward to ask about his mother's situation: "Doctor, how is my mother?"

The doctor shook his head with a sigh, and said, "I'm sorry it's stomach cancer. It was delivered too late. We did our best. Sorry."

The wind stopped——!

The moon is gone, and so are the stars.

Not a single fishing boat returned to Zhoushan's sea.

Su Zhu couldn't help but slumped onto the doctor's chair, crying with his head in his arms.

Why, why is this happening.

Her mother was always fine, why did she suddenly get stomach cancer, why didn't she know she had stomach cancer.

Tears wet the ground...

The last relative in this world is gone.

***

A few days later, when Su Zhu was packing Xu Yixi's belongings, she found the gastric medicine she had hidden in the cabinet, as well as the stomach cancer report issued by the hospital.

It was clearly written in black and white on it that Xu Yixi had a stomach problem half a year ago, and then gradually developed stomach cancer.But in order not to make Su Zhu really sad, she kept it a secret from Su Zhu and didn't tell her.

I also saw the letter that Xu Yixi left for herself.

To my dear baby girl - little bamboo!

Baby, when you read this letter, mom has already gone to find your dad.

Don't cry, Mom and Dad haven't left, we have turned into the wind around you, and the stars in the sky are still around you.

Baby, I'm sorry, I can't continue to grow up with you.Mom didn't tell you because she was afraid that you would be sad. I hope you don't blame mom.

Baby, you have to grow up healthy and healthy, Mom and Dad will always love you...

2019, 3.14

Su Zhu clutched the letter, crying heartbreakingly.

This world is so unfair, why all the bad things have to happen to her.

Pea-sized raindrops beat against the windows, blurring the outside world.

The temperature suddenly dropped a lot...

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There is one last chapter, the finale!