Undercover

Chapter 10 Okay, don't regret it.

I have a nightmare.I want to break free.

He said he loves me, but why doesn't he want me?

I even secretly thought he wanted me crazy.

Am I unattractive?

At night, I lay on his bed and refused to leave.He looked at me, ruffled my hair, kissed my forehead, and he left.

depressed.I was so active, he was indifferent.

I can't sleep until dawn.

An annoying person sat by my piano lingeringly.

"Don't touch my piano!" I warned Zhang Ye.

Zhang Ye shrugged: "You don't really think he likes you, do you? What he said that day was just because he didn't want you to die."

His contemptuous smile made me angry.

"I said don't touch my piano!"

He still played indifferently. "The piano is yours, but he is mine. Has he never touched you?"

His words are like a whip.His next words were more like a knife.

"I didn't let him touch you. Hehehe..."

"Ah!" he screamed.Because Lao Tzu smashed his green hand with the violin cover.

His scream woke up Zhao Yinfei.

after that.

My beloved piano was smashed to pieces by Zhao Yinfei.

He didn't know that what he smashed was not my piano, but my heart.

When he smashed the piano, I didn't stop him, let alone say a word.

Just act like a bystander.There was even a mocking sneer hanging from the corner of his mouth.

see?Jodo, how fucking ridiculous are you?

He didn't ask me why I smashed Zhang Ye's hand?

He doesn't want to listen to my explanation.I won't explain either.

He sent Zhang Ye to the hospital and didn't come back until two o'clock at night.

I just sat on the ground with my knees hugged quietly, waiting for him to come back.

I was so happy when I saw him back.Because it was him alone, not two people.

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When Zhao Yinfei came back, Qiao Duo looked very calm.

The remains of the piano are still on the ground.Qiao Duo sat on the ground with her arms around her knees.Sitting in the middle of a pile of wreckage.

Zhao Yinfei walked over silently, picked up Qiao Duo and went upstairs without saying a word.

He went straight into his bedroom, put Qiao Duo gently on his bed, took off his shoes, and covered him with the quilt.

Still didn't say a word.

"Is he really more important than me?" Qiao Duo asked in a low voice.

After being silent for a while, Zhao Yinfei only said two words: "...Go to sleep..."

Not because of Zhang Ye, really, not because of him.

Lying beside Qiao Duo, Zhao Yinfei felt a dull pain in his heart.

how should i tell you

"Yinfei..." Qiao Duo suddenly reached into Zhao Yinfei's clothes.

"Yinfei, let's not quarrel, shall we?" He started to kiss him, tearing the buttons of his shirt with his hands.

"Yinfei, why don't you want me..." Zhao Yinfei was so hot that he couldn't bear it, he wanted you, thinking crazily.

Jodo, do you know?How much patience do I need every day to resist your temptation?

"Snapped!"

"what!"

Zhao Yinfei slapped Qiao Duo across the face.

Zhao Yinfei pinched his chin and said viciously, "You forgot that I told you that once you make a fool of yourself, I will hit you once?"

Qiao Duo's eyes suddenly became hazy, with tears rolling in their sockets.For so long, he has not shed tears.

"Why? Why would you rather be with others than me? Is it really because of Zhang Ye?"

"It's late, are you going to sleep here, or go back to your room?"

Qiao Duo sniffled, grabbed a corner of the quilt, and lay down quietly.

Zhao Yinfei also lay down next to him.

Qiao Duo turned over and faced him face to face.Qiao Duo didn't believe it, Zhao Yinfei, you are Liu Xiahui?

"Ah!" Qiao Duo was pinched hard by him.It hurts.

"Crack, crack!" Without allowing Qiao Duo to react, Zhao Yinfei slapped Qiao Duo twice again.

"Zhao Yinfei, you are so fucking perverted!" He lifted the quilt and got out of bed angrily.

Qiao Duo felt that his self-esteem was completely trampled, and he was furious.

"Just tonight, right now. Zhao Yinfei, are you going to do it or not?"

Qiao Duo's eyes are blood red, what should I do?

Zhao Yinfei's Adam's apple rolled, I can't, I can't hurt you.

To do or not to do is the question.

Zhao Yinfei chose indifference again, pointed at the door, and said to Qiao Duo: "Get lost"

"Okay, don't regret it!" Qiao Duo slammed the door and left.

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The sound of the car starting told Zhao Yinfei that Qiao Duo had left his apartment in anger.

After Qiao Duo left, he smoked a lot, a lot.Smoke enveloped him.

Sitting there like a sculpture, puffing out clouds and mist, did not calm his mind down.

He saw Qiao Duo's determination and the "gamble" in Qiao Duo's eyes, which made Zhao Yinfei compromise and made him fear.

——"Okay, don't regret it!" This sentence always reminds Zhao Yinfei of what Qiao Duo is going to do.

For so many years, I have been cocooning myself.Until Qiao Duo appeared.

Regardless of the consequences, Qiao Duo finally made up his mind for Zhao Yinfei, and he was determined to break through the cocoon that bound him.

It is said that the phoenix can only be nirvana if he is in the fire of desire. I am in the fire of desire, can I still be able to ascend to heaven?

I've decided, it's all on one basket!

— Throw away the cigarette in your hand and go out.

(Author's words: Readers may feel a bit wordy after reading this. After writing so many chapters, it seems that it has nothing to do with the title. Don't worry, the next chapters will reveal their identities. Their stories are officially staged.)