An Qiu

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I hadn't graduated that year yet, and I still dared to wander between white and black recklessly.A group of rough old men who met on the Internet came together because of their common sexual orientation, drinking and chatting together, cursing this prejudiced world together, and squandering their youth together.

I compare normal life to daytime, whether the sky is clear or cloudy, you can still see people.

I compare my gay circle to the night, even the best scenery will be swallowed by the darkness, and I seek release from depression.

Although my sexual orientation leads to lack of sexual desire, it does not mean that I will be hungry and hungry. I have two or three stable sexual friends, all of whom have chatted in the group for more than a year before starting.

I usually choose office workers who are older than me. First of all, they are calm and stable, and they can afford to play and let go.Secondly, I have my own life and work circles, and I am not afraid that emotional disputes will expose me to the public.In the end, I benefited from the experience of these older o's.

I was 21 that year, my junior year was coming to an end, every day during the day I looked like a normal cosplay guy, I was busy with my studies, I was busy with student affairs, and I was busy with interpersonal relationships.In the evening, I change into my outfit and ride a motorcycle through the night to find my own excitement.

I don't think about the future, because I'm very sensible, although I'm still young.

Getting married and having children is the only way for me in the future. I don't need a spiritual partner, I just need sex.Mental depression can be controlled, sexual desire cannot.

After all, I'm just a layman.

The appearance of An Qiu is just a small wave in my life, it will not overwhelm the river, let alone splash the waves of life.

I pursued him first, just because of a bet.

There are three buddies who play very well in the group of gay friends, we are all pure 1, so as not to have sex between us and destroy the friendship.

The four of us are sworn brothers, self-appointed as the Fourth Young Master of the capital, I was only 18 when they swore to me, and I was forced to drink and become an idiot by them.

Xia Dong is the boss. He is thirty this year. He is self-employed in clothing and quite rich. He often pays for invitations to drink.

The second child is Luo Wenming, 28 years old, a hooligan called Wenming but not civilized. He often smokes and spits in public places.However, he is very arrogant. If you are in trouble, he can call dozens of brothers to help you with a single phone call.This battle is enough to scare the opponent into the urine.

The third child is Tang Bo, a 24-year-old gentleman and a graduate student.Don't look at Sven, Nima is like a hungry wolf in bed.Once I went to a bar to see a waiter and took him out once, and the next time I went to that bar, the waiter ran away as soon as he saw him.When everyone was puzzled, he adjusted his glasses and said slowly: "Just fuck it six times in one night, what's the matter?" Everyone was in a mess, trying to see what was wrapped inside through their crotch.

The youngest is me, a member of the student party.I think the reason why I can mix with them is because I have mature and suggestive speeches in the group, and secondly, I am tall and handsome, which does not improve the overall appearance a little bit.Of course, this is my idea. Big brother Xia Dong said this: "Look at your anxious face, and you pretend to be tender when you face your face. Who the hell knows that you are really only eighteen!"